Without warning, Ezra drags me over to his desk in the corner of the study room and shoves me towards it. There, he rips my dress and pulls my arms behind me, tying both my wrists with the torn cloth. It hurts. I shake my head and a strangled sob escapes my lips. “Part your legs, Alayna.” he growls I try to free my hands but this results in him tightening the cloth further. Ezra presses his himself against my back. “Spread. Your. Legs.” *** The black sheep. The unwanted one. The second choice. Those were the names I grew up with. But when my sister mysteriously vanished on her wedding day, I was forced to take on another name, the Luna. “I never loved you. You’re nothing to me but a substitute.” Ezra's words burn in my mind every night as I lay in his bed, letting him ravage and abuse my body. Tears spring to my eyes with every thrust, with every slap, with every bite of his wolf fangs. It was never meant to be like this, I was never meant to be his Luna, I was never meant to be his whore. He was meant to marry my sister, the beautiful, strong and brave she-wolf of our family. Instead, he ended up with a mute omega; me. My name is Alayna Morningstar. And this is my story.
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“Whore.” “Slut. ” “Pathetic mute bitch.” Whispers slice through the air and hit me the moment I step into the brightly lit ballroom. I take a deep breath and lift my head high as I make my way towards the main table, where Ezra, my husband sits. The verbal abuse does not affect me, at least, not anymore. I have gotten used to it after three years of marriage to Ezra Nightwalker, Alpha King of the North. I finally reach the grand banquet table and quietly take my seat. Laughter, loud and boisterous, fills the air as guests sip wine and congratulate Ezra on his latest conquest. “To Lord Ezra, the great Alpha!” they toast and I lift my glass in sync, my fingers trembling just slightly. He has just conquered the Southlands, successfully taking over the Alpha King of the South’s throne. With his latest conquest, Ezra has made more enemies, but he has also gained immense power, power that no one would dare defy. His jaw is strong, his cheekbones high and his midnight hair smoothed back sleekly. His broad shoulders rise and fall with each laugh and his raven black eyes gleam with triumph. Yet, I feel nothing but a growing emptiness inside me. A man in a dark green cloak approaches our table, a wide grin on his face. I do not know his name but he seems to be from an ally pack. He has a beautiful young blonde scantily dressed standing next to him. They both bow low to Ezra. “Your victory will be spoken of for generations, my lord. No one has ever seen such a display of power,” the man says. “And to honour you, I would like to give you my daughter. She can be your plaything, your bed warmer, anything you want her to be.” The woman steps forward and starts to do a provocative dance, her hips swaying suggestively at Ezra. Ezra nods lazily, but his eyes are already roaming the woman from head to toe, lingering ever so slightly on the bosom that threatens to spill out of her sheer dress. Does he not even care that I am here? A hand clinks on my shoulder and I jump a little in my seat. Turning my head, I am greeted by Drake, Ezra’s second-in-command, his loyal Beta. His baby blue eyes are bright as he leans down, speaking just above a whisper. “Alayna, you look radiant tonight.” I force a smile, but it feels like my lips are cracking as I lift my glass once more. Drake’s attention shifts back to Ezra and I see yet another woman being presented to Ezra, this time a brunette. She rolls her eyes at me before starting to dance for him, swaying her lips from left to right. The guests clap and laugh. I swallow the bile rising in my throat. I do not want to be here anymore. Quietly, I push my chair back, stand up and slip away from the table. Ezra does not even look my way. He never does. *** The hallway outside the banquet hall is a welcome escape. It is quiet here, the noise of the celebration muffled behind thick walls. It is still night outside, and the air feels heavy, as though the rain is about to fall. I take a step further, the sound of my heels echoing in the otherwise silent space. Then, I stop. At the far end of the hallway, I see something. A silhouette, motionless, watching me. The figure is tall, impossibly thin, like a shadow pulled out of the darkness. His outline is blurry at first, the dim light not enough to reveal his features, but something about him makes every hair on my body stand on end. I am suddenly aware of how alone I am. There is no one here but him. This is not good. Not good at all. Who is he? An enemy from the Southlands? I do not want to find out. I may be a Luna to the Alpha King of the North but in all honesty, I am only one in name. I am actually an omega with no powers. I have to fight every nerve in my body to stop trembling. It is a fight I win for about two seconds. Guess I am pathetic after all. My hand shakes violently as I pull out my phone in my dress’ pocket, ready to press the emergency button. But then the figure moves. Shit. He steps out of the shadows, his movements unnaturally quick, almost too fast for my eyes to track. Panic floods my chest and I finally realize the danger. My phone drops and it hits the stone floor with a soft crack. Stupid! Alayna Morningstar, you stupid fool! I scold myself internally. The man smiles. He is close now, his eyes fixed on mine, and I finally see it—his left eye. It is….gold. The iris is a shimmering, unnatural gold, like something out of a nightmare. I stumble backwards. Of all times I can be clumsy, why on earth does it have to be right now? Damn it! Before I can even react, he is upon me. His hand shoots out, and I flinch instinctively, trying to push him away but he grabs both my wrists and twists them behind me and slams me face front against one of the pillars against the corridor. Ouch. That hurts. Big time. “Hush,” he sneers, his voice rough as he leans in close. His tone makes my stomach churn and his touch makes me feel like vomiting. “Hmmm….you smell nice.” He breathes down my neck even as his nails dig into the skin of my arm. I can feel blood oozing from my arm. Let me go! I struggle to be set free only for an inhuman blow to strike my head against the marble column. BANG! My head spins and I see stars swimming around my head. “Let’s call your Alpha and have a little fun,” the man murmurs, Wait….Alpha? The word cuts through the haze of pain, and in that moment, the stars swimming around me vanish instantly. Ezra! He is talking about Ezra! Why would he want Ezra? Is he from an enemy pack put to hurt Ezra? The man pulls out a phone of his own. “This is a very special phone you know?” the crazed man chuckles, waving the phone at the side of my face. “It’s got a voice modulator and is untraceable so no matter who I call, they can’t tell my real voice and will never know where I’m calling from. Smart, right?” I watch from the side of my eyes, helpless, as he dials Ezra’s number. My heart is racing in my chest, and I cannot decide whether I want him to pick up or not. The phone rings. My pulse pounds in my ears. One ring, two rings, three rings and it seems to go on forever. Ezra does not answer. The man growls in frustration, his grip tightening on my arm. He tries again. Still no answer. And then on the third try, Ezra finally picks up. “I have your Luna,” the man sneers into the phone. Silence on the other end. “I have your Luna,” the man repeats, more agitated this time. He is frustrated, and confused, as if he doesn’t understand why Ezra isn’t reacting the way he expects. I close my eyes, the weight of the truth crushing me. Ezra does not care about me. He never did. So why does a part of me wish he does? “I’ll kill her,” the man threatens, his voice low and venomous. My heart pounds so hard I think it might burst from my chest. Will Ezra come for me? There is a sigh on the other end of the line. It seems like forever before Ezra finally speaks. And when he does, my whole world comes crashing down. “Then show me her dead body.”Author’s note:Alayna is currently experiencing a form of Stockholm syndrome. The Stockholm syndrome is a psychological condition where victims form emotional bonds with their captors or abusers. Alayna's confusion, misplaced loyalty and internal conflict are the results of deep manipulation. I hope as you read, you will see her not just as a character but as someone trying to find her way back to herself. Thank you for walking that path with her.ALAYNA’s POVI had told myself I would not come here. The air inside the dungeon is damp and heavy, clinging to my skin like a second layer. Each step I take echoes against the cold stone floor, and I keep my arms tight to my chest as the shadows deepen around me. I should turn back but I cannot forget what I heard. Ezra’s voice, inside my head. It was like a dream, it was like a warning. It was not
ALAYNA’s POVThe grass is still wet with morning dew as I walk through the Northlands and I look down to see the cool blades brushing against my calves. It is ticklish and I like it.Beside me, Carrot skips over stones, swinging her skirt as she does and humming something off-key. I like this little girl, she is like a ray of sun shine in thie otherwise dark world of mine. I make a mental note to ask who the Sorceress is later but for now, I try to immerse myself in the serenity of this quiet morning where the air is crisp, scented with pine and wood smoke, and the sky is a pale, sleepy blue, clouds drifting like lazy thoughts.The tranquility should soothe me, but it does not. Not when Wanda, Drake and Mira are not here and not when I cannot walk five steps without seeing a guard.The guards, they are posted near every path, every gate, every bend in the road. They are all cloaked in dark leather with blades at their
Sometimes life doesn’t give you closure,It gives you courage instead.This wolf didn’t wait for the forest to part,For the path to be clear, for the pain to make sense.He just walked forward—With questions still unanswered, and wounds still healing.Because strength isn’t always loud.Sometimes it looks like waking up and choosing to keep going,Even when the weight of yesterday still sits heavy on your back.So when the past knocks,Don’t open the door, open your heart, breathe deep and remind yourself;You are not what broke you.You are what survived it.-Poem lifted from ‘Yellowstone Wolves’.ALAYNA’s
EZRA’s POVI did not want to do it.The soft thud of Alayna’s body sagging into my arms echoes in my ears long after her world fades to black. Her auburn hair spills across my chest and guilt gnaws at my insides. I kneel, fingers brushing her cheek, careful and gentle, far gentler than I had any right to be after striking her.I had to render her unconscious for her to ride out her heat. It would be hell for her if i had not done that. She would mate with me only to regret it later on.“I’m sorry.” The words fall uselessly into the silence.The air is thick with heat, her heat clinging to my skin, suffocating and heavy with desire that should not even have existed in this place. Drake’s presence, thick and rancid, spoils the air with the stench of lust and betrayal. His scent is everywhere. On her, on the walls and soaked into the very foundation of the very home I once
ALAYNA’s POVDrake crashes through the double doors, blood dripping from his side and disappears into the night.“No…Drake!” I lunge after him but I barely get a step before I am forcefully yanked backwards.Ezra’s arms lock around me like steel and my bare feet skid across the polished marble floor of the grand lobby. The scent of smoke, blood and ruin clings to everything. I thrash wildly, fists hammering into his chest.“Let me go! He’s hurt, he needs me!”Ezra does not say a word. He just holds on. And as he does, I see Drake, the man who swore he would never leave me, never hurt me, abandon me without looking back.No….don’t leave me. You said you wouldn’t.Something inside me shatters.As a draft stirs the broken glass on the floor, I twist violently in Ezra’s grip and my bare feet slip on a shard. Pain twists in
ALAYNA’s POVThe world returns to me in fragments. Light bleeds through the heavy drapes, and my senses stir. First to the sting of antiseptic, then the cloying scent of perfume, and finally, something sour that lingers in the air like decay.My lashes flutter and a frown fleets across my face. I know this room. This is Wanda’s room.The realization clicks into place like the final pieces of a puzzle. I blink again, trying to push through the fog weighing down my mind.“Ugh…” I palm my head. Why does everything feels off-kilter, it is as if I have spun too many times.My last memory flickers and I recall Wanda’s voice. What was it that she said? Then I remember a needle. That is right, she said it was just vitamins. And there was Drake, kneeling in front of me, holding my hand. Mira was there too. I think I asked a question or two and Drake answered. Then… nothing.An
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