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47. Pain
Naomi D.I felt bad, so I wrote another one tonight. Now I really have to go to bed, because I am so tired. As usual, I'd love to hear your thoughts. Will Kai push Moon away?
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The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 48. Blame
Moon’s pov My father took me to my granddad’s body. He warned me about it, but actually seeing it, was something else. There was hardly anything to recognize that he was a human being. It was as if someone had made a statue out of my granddad. A bloody, black, statue. I sat near his body, crying. Blaming myself. Then something unexpected happened. I honestly thought I had remembered everything in my life of importance, but now that the symbols on my back had disappeared, more were coming up. They were flooding my mind. I remembered things from when I was really young in so much detail. “Do I have like an eidetic memory or something?” I asked Angela. Or maybe it was because I got it all back at once? I closed my eyes, because it was overwhelming to the point that I couldn’t focus on anything else. One by one the memories faded and one in particular came to me. . . . “Why are you here today, Freya?” the packdoctor asked. Mom looked at me. “Honey, go play in the corner okay?”
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 49. Hate
Kai’s pov I carried my mother’s body to Elder Benjamin and placed it on a large table. “I will take care of Luna Asuka,” he said. “I’m glad the Remington-line lives on in you. You will make an excellent Alpha, like your father.” I growled, “no, because unlike my father, I won’t trust a monster like Norman to be my Beta. I won’t trust anyone to lead this pack with me.” Moon stood behind me in silence. Elder Benjamin nodded, “I understand, Alpha Raider, but I do hope that you’ll find someone to assist you. It can be lonely at the top.” “I didn’t ask your advice, Elder Benjamin. Please, just take care of my mother.” I walked out, scared I would take my anger out on Elder Benjamin if I didn’t leave. Who was he to tell me how to run my pack? I had just gotten it back. “Well, maybe start by actually leading it. You’ve spent the day mourning your mother, but the pack awaits your response to the attack. Some might not even know you’re alive yet.” Ronin said. He was right, I needed to
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember Ronin's pov
So, I felt bad, for once again messing up names. So you get a free chapter. I'll pay more attention to it in the future. I just have a lot of stuff going on and sometimes I have trouble with names. But I hate it, just as much as you do. Or even more. Hope you like this chapter. It's from Ronin's pov and it gives you a brief summary of why Moon was just sitting there. Ronin’s pov Fucking Raider Kaito Remington. I know he has gone through a lot, hell, I was here for most of it. But he is being selfish and pushing everyone away. It shouldn’t be this hard. Angela and I finally are able to talk, now that they’ve marked each other. But even before we could talk, we loved each other. We are two half of a whole and I don’t get why humans have to make it so damn difficult all the time. Pack politics, lies? Just kill whoever is bothering you and go live your stupid lives. Let me have my love. Angela is amazing. She is smart, strong and one hell of a fighter. And her white fur? It’s fucking
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 50. Myself Again
Moon’s pov I took a long and hot shower. The water and soap burned my skin where Norman had scratched me. Motherfucker with his silver nails. “Maybe you shouldn’t call him motherfucker, since he literally fucked your mother.” Angela pointed out. Gross. I hated that my mother had been in that loveless relationshop with Norman. I was not one to talk. Me and my mate weren’t actually getting along either. I didn't know what we were and if we would ever figure it out. “Yeah, about that. Ronin is angry, no, angry doesn’t cut it. He is furious with Kai and he is not coming out for quite some time. Did you realize you spent hours in that chair?” “No, I didn’t. I mean maybe two hours, but the staff was ignoring me and I really didn’t want to cause a scene. So I waited for Kai to finish.” “You sat there for six hours and then you spent the entire night in that chair.” “Didn’t I just take a nap?” I said confused. “It hadn’t been that long? Ronin just came by. I don’t know what is going on.
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 51. Last Words
Moon’s pov We walked to where my grandpa’s body was being kept, with Alpha Oskar saying barely a word. I remembered how sad and shocked I felt, seeing the state of his body. I wasn’t looking forward to seeing it again. They had cleaned him, removed the blood, but it was still a disfigured and blackened corps. “So we will need a closed casket, I suppose,” was the only thing Alpha Oskar said when he saw his father’s body. I had to hold myself back from growling. Maybe Alpha Oskar wasn’t one to show his emotions. “I am truly grateful for the time I had with your father. He had been a great ally to us and he showed me so much love in so little time.” I said, looking down at his body. “He was weak. He should have thought of our pack. He spent so much effort and resources into keeping an eye on you and your mother. He certainly should not have offered to help and given his life for you all. But I guess, I should thank you. Because I can do things differently now.” Okay, I wasn’t hold
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 52. Enemy
Kai’s pov’ “She is not my woman. She is an Alpha and should be treated accordingly. I understand you might have had a difficult relationship with Alpha Boden, but Alpha Moon is not to blame for his decisions.” Alpha Oskar rolled his eyes, “she looks exactly like her mother and I have no doubt she has her personality too. My youngest sister could wrap anyone around her little finger. My father was a different father to her, than he was to me. I had responsibilities and she had fun.” “Freya’s life wasn’t easy. She never got to live with her true mate, because Norman used magic to make her think she was his. They had a loveless relationship and she died by the hand of her daughter. I wouldn’t envy your sister’s life.” Alpha Oskar shrugged, “we all have our cross to bear. Will you make her your Luna?” “Not that it’s any of your business, but no. She will not be my Luna. Like I said, she’s not mine.” “Too bad, a woman like her could use a strong man to show her where her place is. A f
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 53. Thank You
Moon’s pov “Actions speak louder than words.” I really hoped Kai wasn’t full of shit when he apologized. Honestly, he acted a lot like Kai did before he believed me. And I hated it. It wasn’t even that long ago, but I really thought we were different now. That we moved past that and that Kai had stopped hating me. But the way he was acting, told me something different. I know, losing people can be hard. But would Kai go back to being a dick, every time something difficult happened? Where was that sweet man I spent the night with? The one who wanted to try and find a way to be together? “Alpha Moon? Could you come to the hospital please?” Mary mindlinked me. I had told Mary to go home, but she refused. I didn’t want her hanging around me and Kai though, if she saw how he behaved she would want to beat him up and that wouldn’t end well. Mostly, because I would help her and we’d probably kill Kai together. Not a great way to start an alliance between the Wolvin pack and the Crimson M
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 54. Dinner
Kai’s pov Fucking hell, did Moon look good. Did she do this on purpose? Was this a way to seduce me? No, probably not, since she asked me not tto make fun of the dress. Also, because she was still pissed at me, I could feel it through the bond. I did deserve it, I had been acting like a dick. I just didn’t know what to do. Part of me wanted to push Moon away, to make sure we wouldn’t be hurt. How could this work? We were two alpha’s that lived in two very different packs. If she still lived in the old rogue territory, it wouldn’t have been easier to travel back and forth. But my stupid ass had recommended she move to Alpha Malcom’s territory. In hindsight it was her best option, Alpha Malcom had always had her back, even when he didn’t know who she was. But it did makes things more difficult now. Ronin wasn’t talking to me, so I couldn’t ask him for advice. This whole thing was fucked up. I was upset about my mother being dead, my father being dead, fuck, my entire family was gone
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