Mag-log inChapter 10
The heat was gone. I knew it the second I opened my eyes. The constant, low-grade fire under my skin had finally burned out, leaving only soreness and the heavy, undeniable evidence of everything Riven had done to me. My body felt used. Stretched. Marked. The claim on my neck pulsed with a dull ache, and when I shifted under the furs, a slow trickle of his come slipped out of me. I was alone in the bed. For a moment I just lay there, staring at the ceiling of the Alpha’s den, and tried to decide whether the quiet was a mercy or a threat. The bond was still there—steady, warm, possessive—but Riven’s actual presence was missing. I could feel him somewhere nearby, not far, but not watching me for once. I sat up slowly. Every muscle protested. My thighs were bruised. My hole felt swollen and sensitive. The oversized shirt he had put on me yesterday was gone; I was completely bare under the furs. His scent clung to my skin like a second claim. I hated how natural it already felt. The den door opened. Riven stepped inside carrying a tray, steam rising from a bowl and a cup. He looked unfairly composed for someone who had spent days knotting me into the mattress. Dark pants, no shirt, hair still damp like he had washed while I slept. His eyes found me immediately. “You’re awake.” “You left.” My voice came out rough. “I went to get you food.” He set the tray on the low table near the bed and crossed to me. His gaze dragged over my bare shoulders, the claim mark, the way I was holding the furs around my waist. “Heat’s over. You’ll need to eat properly now.” I didn’t move toward the tray. Riven noticed. Of course he did. He stopped at the edge of the bed and looked down at me, expression unreadable. “You’re going to try to pull away again,” he said. It wasn’t a question. “The heat’s over,” I answered. “You don’t need to keep me in here anymore.” “I never kept you here because of the heat.” His voice was calm. Final. “I kept you here because you’re mine. That hasn’t changed.” I tightened my grip on the furs. “I said the words in front of the pack. That doesn’t mean I’m going to spend the rest of my life locked in your den.” Riven’s eyes darkened. He reached out, hooked two fingers under my chin, and tilted my face up. The touch was gentle. The look in his eyes was not. “You’re not locked in,” he said. “You’re claimed. There’s a difference. Today you’re going to bathe, eat, and then you’re going to walk through the pack grounds at my side. People need to see you. They need to smell me on you. They need to understand that the choice you made yesterday was real.” “And if I refuse?” His thumb stroked once over my lower lip. “Then I’ll remind you why you didn’t walk away when I gave you the chance.” The bond pulsed between us—his certainty pressing against my resistance. I wanted to shove it away. I wanted to tell him that yesterday had been a moment of weakness, that the pack and the pressure and the lingering heat had cornered me. But the words sat on my tongue and refused to come out cleanly. Because part of me still remembered stepping toward him instead of away. Riven released my chin and nodded toward the tray. “Eat. Then we shower. After that, we go outside.” I stared at the food. My stomach growled, traitorous. I reached for the bowl mostly to have something to do with my hands. Riven watched me the entire time, like he was cataloguing every small surrender. When I finished, he took the tray away without comment and held out a hand. “Come.” I hesitated. He waited. The silence stretched until the weight of it became heavier than my pride. I put my hand in his. His fingers closed around mine immediately—warm, strong, absolute—and he pulled me out of the bed. The shower was not gentle. Riven washed me himself, large hands moving over every inch of skin like he was relearning what belonged to him. He cleaned between my legs with thorough, deliberate strokes that made my breath hitch, even though the heat was gone. When his fingers brushed my still-sensitive rim, I grabbed his wrist. “Riven—” “You’re still carrying me,” he said against my temple. “I want it gone before we walk out there… and then I want to put it back later.” He turned me to face the wall, braced one hand beside my head, and pushed two fingers into me. I was sore enough that the stretch burned, but my body still opened for him. He worked me open slowly, not to prepare me for sex this time, but to clean what he had left behind. The intimacy of it felt more exposing than any of the times he had fucked me. When he was satisfied, he washed himself quickly, dried us both, and dressed me in another one of his shirts and a pair of soft pants that still hung too loose on my hips. His scent was everywhere. At the door, he paused with his hand on the wood. “Once we step outside, you stay beside me,” he said. “You don’t lower your eyes. You don’t apologize for the claim. And if anyone says something you don’t like, you let me handle it.” I looked up at him. “And what do you expect me to do? Smile and pretend I’m happy about this?” Riven’s mouth curved, slow and dark. “No,” he said. “I expect you to look like what you are. Claimed. Taken. Mine.” He opened the door. Sunlight spilled in. The pack grounds waited beyond it—wolves already moving through their morning routines, conversations quieting as they caught sight of us. Riven’s hand settled on the back of my neck, thumb resting over the claim mark in a clear, public gesture of ownership. I stepped out beside him with my pulse hammering in my throat. The bond hummed between us, warm and heavy and inescapable. And for the first time since the heat ended, I realized the real fight wasn’t about escaping the den anymore. It was about surviving what came next without losing the last pieces of myself.Chapter 12The attack came at dusk.I was in the Alpha’s den when the first howl cut through the air—high, sharp, and wrong. Not a pack call. Not a warning between Blackthorn wolves. This one carried the ragged edge of aggression, and it was close.Riven was already moving before the second howl sounded. He crossed the den in three strides, grabbed the knife belt he kept near the door, and looked at me once.“Stay inside. Bar the door. Do not open it for anyone but me.”“What’s happening?”“Border breach.” His voice was flat, already shifting into the cold focus he used when something needed killing. “Rival scouts, maybe more. They’ve been testing us since the claim. Looks like they finally decided to push.”The bond between us surged with his tension. I felt the spike of protective fury as clearly as if it were my own. Before I could say anything else, he was gone—out the door and into the gathering dark, already calling orders in a voice that carried across the grounds.I barred the
Chapter 11The first thing I noticed was the silence.It wasn’t complete—wolves still moved, still spoke in low voices—but the second Riven and I stepped fully into the open, conversations dipped. Heads turned. Scents shifted. I felt the weight of their attention like hands on my skin.Riven’s palm stayed firm on the back of my neck, thumb resting over the claim mark. He walked like nothing in the world could touch him. I walked like every step might crack me open.I kept my eyes forward.It didn’t help.I could still feel yesterday’s choice sitting in my chest like a stone. The words I had said in front of everyone. The way I had stepped toward him instead of away. The memory made my stomach tight. Worse was the bond—warm, steady, and constantly feeding me pieces of Riven’s mood. Right now it carried calm certainty. Possession. A quiet, dangerous satisfaction that he had me out here beside him.I hated that part of me responded to it.We passed the training grounds first. A group of
Chapter 10The heat was gone.I knew it the second I opened my eyes. The constant, low-grade fire under my skin had finally burned out, leaving only soreness and the heavy, undeniable evidence of everything Riven had done to me. My body felt used. Stretched. Marked. The claim on my neck pulsed with a dull ache, and when I shifted under the furs, a slow trickle of his come slipped out of me.I was alone in the bed.For a moment I just lay there, staring at the ceiling of the Alpha’s den, and tried to decide whether the quiet was a mercy or a threat. The bond was still there—steady, warm, possessive—but Riven’s actual presence was missing. I could feel him somewhere nearby, not far, but not watching me for once.I sat up slowly.Every muscle protested. My thighs were bruised. My hole felt swollen and sensitive. The oversized shirt he had put on me yesterday was gone; I was completely bare under the furs. His scent clung to my skin like a second claim.I hated how natural it already felt
Chapter 9I could still feel the shape of him inside me.Even after the knot had gone down and Riven had finally pulled out, my body refused to forget. Every time I shifted on the furs, a dull, deep ache reminded me exactly how long he had kept me locked against that door. His come was still leaking out of me in slow, humiliating trickles. The claim mark on my neck throbbed in time with my pulse, hot and tender.I stared at the ceiling of the Alpha’s den and tried to remember how to hate him properly.It shouldn’t have been this hard.I had spent years carefully existing on the edges of the pack—quiet, forgettable, safe. I had taken suppressants until my hands shook. I had planned for a life where no one ever looked at me too long. And then Riven Blackthorn scented me, dragged me into the firelight, and rewrote everything with his teeth and his cock like my plans had never mattered.The worst part was the choice.I had stood in front of the entire pack and stepped toward him. I had sa
Chapter 8Riven did not raise his voice.He didn’t need to.The moment the words left Kai’s mouth—I didn’t choose this—the air in the clearing changed. Conversations died. Even the rejected Omega’s family went still. Every wolf present felt the shift in their Alpha’s energy: the sudden, lethal quiet that always came before Riven decided someone had pushed too far.His hand stayed on the back of Kai’s neck, thumb resting over the claim mark like a warning.“Say that again,” Riven said, soft enough that it should not have carried. It did.Kai’s pulse slammed against Riven’s fingers. He could feel the pack’s attention pressing in from every side. The oversized shirt clung to his skin. Come and slick had dried sticky between his thighs. He was sore, marked, and still carrying the unmistakable scent of three days locked on the Alpha’s knot. And still, the stubborn, furious part of him refused to look down.“I didn’t choose this,” Kai repeated, louder this time. “You decided. You bit me. Yo
Chapter 7Kai could still feel him.Even after Riven had finally pulled out and cleaned the worst of the mess from his thighs, the ghost of the Alpha’s knot lingered inside him—an ache that pulsed every time he took a step. The claim mark on his neck throbbed in time with his heartbeat. Through the bond, Riven’s presence sat heavy and constant, like a hand wrapped around the back of his ribs.He hated it.He hated how his body still felt open. He hated that his skin carried Riven’s scent so thoroughly that even he could smell it. Most of all, he hated the small, traitorous part of him that had gone quiet the moment Riven’s arm settled around his waist.“Walk,” Riven said.The den door opened.Morning light hit Kai’s face. The clearing in front of the Alpha’s den was not empty. Word had spread. Wolves stood in loose clusters—elders, betas, a few younger pack members who hadn’t bothered to hide their curiosity. At the front stood the Omega Riven had rejected, chin high, eyes cold. His f







