Mag-log inAmanda's POV
I began to run without needing to be told. With all the men walking toward Duncan’s room, I knew that staying in the pack would be my undoing. Every step felt heavy with urgency, my heart hammering in my chest as adrenaline burned through my veins.
“Because I kept you by my side all these years? Is that why you’ve become disrespectful to me, despite me being the reason you’re who you are today?” Duncan’s voice echoed from the floor.
It was surprising how he was on the floor, yet still commanding and issuing threats with the authority of a king.
“It’s not easy to find someone else who will accept you after being rejected by an Alpha. Return now, Amanda, while I still have the will! You’ll die lonely if you don’t!” he roared, each word dripping with rage and desperation.
Kattie merely stood to the side, silent and impassive. She couldn’t even help me escape, after all, if I left, she would benefit the most. She looked confused, shocked, as I was, by the intensity of Duncan’s anger. He was so consumed by me leaving, so desperate that it terrified me even more.
I kept running, my legs carrying me as fast as they could through the long hallway. The left wing was empty, quiet except for the distant shuffle of guards in pursuit.
The guards raced after me, their heavy boots echoing against the floor. Duncan forced himself to run too, hellbent on not letting me escape. I could feel his presence and anger like fire closing in on me, relentless and suffocating.
“Stop, Amanda! If you only stop now, the punishment I’ll give you will be lesser!” Duncan shouted, his words laced with both threat and a twisted sort of pleading. But I didn’t falter.
I had been naive enough in the past to believe his empty threats. Not this time. A “lesser punishment” for him meant withholding food for a few days, a harsher one meant more days and added beatings. Yes, Duncan was that cruel and monstrous but I had always hidden it because of how much I loved him.
I kept running until I reached a dead end. More guards approached from the other side, cutting off any escape. Duncan and the rest of them were closing in, the walls of the hallway pressing down on me.
I stopped, my breath ragged, panic clawing at my chest. Only a window was beside me, but it was too high. I had no wolf to shift into, no strength beyond my human limits. Duncan’s room was on the last floor of the pack’s territory. If I jumped, it would be fatal.
“Oh, Moon Goddess…” I whispered, my voice breaking as I muttered a prayer, shaky and desperate.
I needed my wolf. She had been silent for years and I have been patient in her slumber. But now, more than ever, I needed her. My survival depended on it.
“Where can you run to now, Amanda?” Duncan mocked, his voice cold and triumphant. “I told you to stop running! I told you I would lessen your punishment if you only listened! But no… you never listened!” His words came faster, more jagged with rage.
“Have her locked in the deepest dungeons! Anyone who secretly meets her or brings her food will have to answer to me!” He ordered his men, the anger rolling off him in waves.
I bit the inside of my cheek. I couldn’t be locked away, especially not in the deepest dungeons where the prisoners before me had died, their bodies left to rot in the darkness.
The guards advanced, their shadows stretching long across the hall. I felt my chest tighten, fear threatening to consume me but I refused. I couldn’t surrender.
Without thinking or hesitating, I rushed toward the window.
An arrow flew toward me, but before it could hit, I felt my muscles begin to swell and ache, a fire coursing through every fiber of my being.
When I opened my eyes again, I saw Duncan sprawled on the floor alongside Kattie, their faces frozen in shock.
“I thought she was supposed to be wolfless? How is this possible?” Duncan spat, his gaze fixed on me, though he addressed no one in particular.
I didn’t waste a second looking down at myself or wondering what form I had taken. With one leap, I jumped out of the window, soaring into the air until I crossed the pack’s gates. My guards shifted into their wolves, howling and bounding after me.
While running, I couldn’t help but think in awe and confusion. How was this possible? How had I shifted, not into some ordinary wolf, but into a white wolf? White wolves were sacred, almost mythical, found only in royal lines. And I, just an omega, how could I be one of them?
My mind spun with questions even as my body ached, my wolf growing weaker with every bound and leap. Yet I pressed on, racing, jumping and weaving through trees, refusing to be caught.
I stopped suddenly at the edge of a cliff. Below, a roaring river stretched wide. No one could survive a jump into it, and no one could escape from it either. Yet at the same time, I heard Duncan and his men closing in, the sound of their pursuit echoing off the cliffs.
Without thinking, I leaped. Desperation lent me wings. I aimed for the riverbank, hoping to grab onto the steel railing, but my paws slipped as I shifted back into human form mid-air. I fell into the icy water with a splash that knocked the wind out of me.
I paddled frantically, trying to keep the river from swallowing me whole, but every stroke felt hopeless against the current. My lungs burned, my arms ached, and the water seemed determined to claim me.
When my eyes opened again, I found myself washed onto solid ground in my human form. But before me stood Duncan and his men, circling like predators closing in on their prey. His face was triumphant, a cruel smile twisting his features, as though he had waited years for the river to wash me right into his hands.
I scrambled to my feet, but escape was impossible. The pack had me surrounded.
“Hello, sweet Amanda,” Duncan sneered, his voice dripping with mockery as he stepped closer, his eyes glittering with dominance and cruel amusement.
Before he could reach me, a guttural growl tore through the trees. Birds erupted into the air, their wings slicing the sky in frantic panic.
A massive brown wolf appeared, its fur bristling like storm clouds, before shifting seamlessly into the silhouette of a young man. He exuded power, authority, and something utterly unyielding.
“Who are you?” Duncan barked, wary and bristling, ready to attack, sensing a challenge to his dominance.
“The question isn’t who I am,” the man said, his voice cold and unwavering, each word like steel. “The question is why you are after my mate.” He stepped forward from the shadows, his presence pushing back the darkness itself.
When he reached me, he had turned back into his human form. He took my hand. Before everyone’s eyes, a glowing mark appeared on our wrists, binding us together in an undeniable mate bond.
I blinked and looked at the man beside me, my eyes widening when I realized who he was.
The Alpha King.
He was my second chance mate.
Ambrose“Who is it?” I asked impatiently. Thor held the picture between his fingers for a long time, long enough that the silence in the throne room started to press against my chest, before he finally lifted his eyes to meet mine.“My lord.” he whispered, and his voice came out quieter than I’d ever heard it, the kind of quiet that meant he was about to tell me something he’d carried for years and never thought he would ever have to say out loud. “There’s a story my father told me when I was still a teenager and thought I knew everything about this castle.”Thor’s father was the old king’s personal guard, one who stayed by his side all his thirty years of ruling so Thor has spent more time than I have in this castle. I didn’t move or say anything and just waited for him to.He swallowed hard and kept going, his thumb brushing over the edge of the picture like he wasn’t even aware he was doing it. “Like you know, he was the former king’s personal guard, and he told me that the form
AmbroseThe next morning, I woke up before the sun came out.The castle was still quiet in that heavy way it gets before dawn, when even the servants hadn’t started moving and the only sound was the wind dragging itself across the stone walls. It was kind of eerie for the feeble mind but my body was used to it. I was extremely tired, it’s been so long since I’ve had a break or a long moment of peace but it doesn’t matter when you’re king. Over five years of ruling teaches you how to function on four hours of sleep and cold tea.Amanda was still asleep when I left my chambers to go check on her, in case she wakes up and starts searching for me so I didn’t bother to disturb her. Orion and Castora were breathing in that soft, steady rhythm that made me feel guilty for how little I’d been around them lately. I closed the door softly because Amanda needed the rest and she’d been carrying enough without me adding to it.I told myself my chore for the morning was going to the old persona
Amanda“What have you heard?“ Ambrose asked, his eyes devoid of anything but the tiredness in them. I frowned, taking another step closer. “Answer the question, Ambrose. Is she actually free?” I fumed, my patience slipping away.Before he could say a word, Thor bobbed his head and they both shared a glance before he walked away. He wanted to give us some privacy but privacy was the last thing I cared about at the moment. All I wanted was some answers. “Our men are searching for her.” He exhaled. I shook my head, laughing softly in disbelief. “So it’s true? Ambrose how did this happen?” I cried, my heart beat racing in my chest.“Amanda.” He coughed. “Do not concern yourself with unnecessary details, you should be resting.” He pointed out, barely looking at me like I was some stranger and not worth his time.“How can I rest when someone so dangerous is out there? It could even be worse if she’s reunited with Duncan.” I pressed on, trying to make him aware of our problems if he didn
AmandaI turned back around immediately and walked into the room faster than I had left it, my hands still shaking at my sides. My heart was pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat, because what exactly did they mean by “Jane escaped”?How on earth would that be possible? Ambrose promised me. It didn’t make sense. The guards had her, they had weapons and they had enough men to safely transport her to the grand prison. And yet she was out there now, somewhere beyond these walls with no bounds and no one watching her. The thought of it made my stomach turn.“That was fast...” Nyra said when I came in, and then she stopped the second she saw my face. Her smile dropped. “Your majesty, what is the matter?” She asked, her voice went soft with worry, the way it did when she thought I was going to faint again.I couldn’t tell her. If I did, the guards who let it slip would be punished and I didn’t need any blood on my hands today because I know Duncan won’t hesitate to have their
Duncan“Thor.” I whispered. It was Thor’s voice and I knew I wasn’t mistaken. It was being carried through the trees from wherever he was but I knew he was close enough because the hair on the back of my neck stood up just at the mere thought of getting caught by him.The fact that I have to live in fear is still something I have to get used to. If Thor was here, then it meant Ambrose’s men weren’t far behind him. They were closer than I had let myself believe they could be.“We’re surrounded, get down.” I whispered, and kept my voice low enough that only the two men directly behind me would hear it clearly. Then they passed it back to the other men in nods and hand signals, and one by one we all sank to the ground.“Surrounded by who?” I heard one of them whisper. The dirt was cold under my palms and it smelled like wet leaves and old blood.But I didn’t move, none of us did, we could not afford what would happen if we did. We just lay there with our mouths shut and our eyes op
AmandaMy pups are the most perfect creatures to ever grace the world. I can’t forget the feeling of turning around after that slumber I was forced into after birth to see them laying beside me on the bed, it was the best. I sat up in bed, holding the boy in my arms while the girl slept peacefully beside me and soon, there was a knock on the door. Nyra walked in with a cup of tea and some hot porridge. “Good morning my Luna.” She greeted, with a huge smile on her face. I smiled back, my eyes barely touching her do more than a second before returning to the pup in my hand. “Please just leave the food on the table, I’ll eat when I’m done with the baby.” I replied.She shook her head, “no your majesty, you have to eat the food while it’s hot. It’s what your system needs.” She stated. “I’ll hold him.” She stretched forth her arms a reluctantly, I handed the baby over to her. After that I picked up the tray of food and began to eat. “You and the king haven’t decided names for the pups
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