"Why didn't you told me that Dash is your brother?" I asked him while my arms are wrapped around him. My head is on his chest while I am hugging him and making him feel my body's heat. We both are still naked and letting ourselves rest after many hours of lovemaking but I still can't help but ask that.
I've been curious about his reason for not telling me that and I just put it into words now because I'm moaning in pleasure a while ago and it's impossible for me to ask him in a situation like that. I might end up moaning instead of asking him and make him more insatiable than he is. I don't want us to last a whole day in making love. I really planned to talk to him about it but it's just that we've let ourselves be insane by each other's touch first and we both know that we can't help it whatever we do- I mean HE can't help it. I don't even know if I can still stop him with that. He's such a hungry alpha but that's part of what I love about him, of course.
I'm here again, on the night of the full moon. The night when all of my misery happens and this time, I'm afraid that something might mess up again this time and I don't want that to happen. Instead of being happy every time the full moon will rise, I'm hiding to the problem that might chase me again and to the curse that might hunt me even in my sleep. They're waiting for this night to come yet I'm hiding from it like a coward- a kitten that's so afraid of monsters and tigers. I am a self-proclaimed tigress yet I'm being such a pussy just because of a damn full moon.I just hope that there will be a time where everything will be normal for me. Where I won't hide anymore because I'm safe and I won't be afraid anymore because I can already protect myself from any curse that was meant for me. I know that's impossible. I totally know that yet I am still hoping for that to happen and for this nightmare to stop.Blade... Yes, he's mak
"Yes, I'm accepting you to be my king, Blade," I answered while looking right at his eyes, making him see how genuine I am and how I badly want to marry him before I saw him stood up and kissed me passionately. It's was not that long when I felt something on my wrist. It wasn't painful like what happened to me when I found out that I'm a vaewolf, instead, it's bringing a tingling sensation down my spine. It's making me feel so fulfilled like I've been longing for this moment to come. I don't know how to react nor how to move. This feeling instantly made me quiet yet my heart is so full of emotions that it's even exploding because of it and I know that he can also feel what I'm feeling.I distanced my face from him to look at my wrist that's now glowing. It seems like the moonlight is connected to it and it was so overwhelming that I didn't even know if I'll be afraid of what happening or if I should be happy and amazed by it. I can't even explain what I'm
"Now, Aze. Do you really know who this monster is?" She asked me like I know anything about what she's talking about but I really am totally puzzled by every word coming out from her lips. I have no idea on what this is all about. Call me stupid but I just can't really read her mind. She changed... And now, I can feel how powerful she is that even my ability can't read her. I don't know what happened to her for her to turn this way but I know that it's not good. My heart can't stop beating fast because of the way she looks at both of us especially Blade but I'm not jealous about it because it's anger that I can see in it instead of adoration.She won't do this if this wasn't about anything serious and I have a bad feeling about this. I know her and she won't do anything without any reason especially when it comes to me. I know how she treats me as her sister just like how I see her. I don't know, but I think I won't like anything that she'll tell me and it
I saw how carmen smirked as she slowly walked near me while Blade seems to be statued at his place, quite far from me but it's still enough for me to see every expression that he's making including the fear in his eyes that always crosses his eyes every time Carmen tries to tell me things. I looked at Carmen's eyes and saw anger and concern in it. Is she concern about me? But Blade isn't hurting me so there's no need to worry about it. He's taking a good career of me and making my life the way I never imagined it will be that's why I don't know why this is happening to her. He has hurt me, yes. But that's emotionally and I know he didn't mean that and he would never want that to happen to me again.He just didn't tell me he loves me, he made me feel it, and just like me, the last thing that he wants to give me is pain. How can this precious man hurt me if I'm the one who doesn't deserve how perfect he is? But I still want to know where Carmen is coming from what
I just kept on staring right at his eyes. Trying to find the Blade that I love but I don't think I can still see. I don't think I still know him after learning the truth. I think I came back to the time when I first met him where I know nothing even his name because now, I don't think he's still my mate. I don't think he's still the man that made me crazy. I don't know that a single truth will affect me this way. It isn't a joke nor a game. I don't want to face things like this. I hate hating him but what can I do?It's not even destiny who's making me mad at him. It's him who's making every reason why I am furious at him. It's no one but him and I think it's time for me to stop blaming destiny because this time, it's him whom I should blame everything. His plans ruined us and just because it's unsuccessful means it's already alright because that won't change the fact that he planned to take my damn life.I saw how a glint of gui
"Stay away from me..." I whispered just enough for the both of them to hear because of their enhanced senses as the pool of tears started falling from my eyes like a faucet of misery starting to embrace me when I don't even want to embrace it back and as thoughts and what-ifs started to envelop my mind like a river of sorrow flowing continuously that seems to have no end.Damn this life! Why do I even need to go through this? Why does pain always love to come right after an ecstatic feeling, and why do I need to suffer just to feel the happiness that I always wanted to stay with me? I guess life is just really meant to be unfair when it comes to me for it to throw every misfortune towards me. It's just that after everything that I've been through I still hold on to the fact that everything will be fine when the time comes. That soon, it will be up to me but It failed me. I was wrong and I shouldn't have expected that in the first place when I know how crue
I just woke up in a dirty room surrounded by trees- a simple house that seems to be abandoned for years because of how old it looks like and how fragile its walls are. I don't even think it can still survive a strong rain nor snow because I know that it'll easily break.The wall Is made of wood- cheap and not sturdy enough for a family to be safe while leaving her and the ceiling is just a simple one that has so many spider webs on it. It's not even safe from wild animals nor even from creatures with bad intentions because everyone can easily enter this place unless this forest is protected by a powerful creature.I held my head when it started aching like hell. The pain in it is unbearable like it made me remember something from yesterday. I don't know what happened last night. All I know was I was crying and after that scene and betrayal and after learning the truth. Everything became blurry as I feel my eyes got exhausted, my
"What are you doing here?" I almost forgot about what happened yesterday the moment I saw him here. Standing like he knows nothing but is not even surprised why I'm here. I know he knows everything. The news might have blown up already especially that he's the monster's brother. But my question is why the fuck is he here? And why are they together? Do I have to know something or is this just a coincidence? Do I have to be afraid now for seeing him here? Because my guts are telling me that he has a plan and his being here has something to do with what happened yesterday.I mean, of course, it has but I'm just curious why he found me this early and why Carmen was missing a while ago and showed up with him. Is that a coincidence? No, it isn't. It's obviously planned. I not that dumb for me not to know that. I'm not even assuming things because that's the only reason I can see why he's here. Unless he has a relationship with Carmen. But how? That's impossible.