로그인There was a moment of stunned silence that descended on the hall, following my announcement. I kept my eyes straight ahead, my gaze holding Alpha Cole's, unwavering.
And then it erupted. Chaos. I could hear the names they called me, the scandalized gasps of wolves who couldn't believe that an escape omega like me could refuse to wait around and be rejected and humiliated by the alpha of their pack for the more politically advantageous woman.
"How dare you?" Came a cold, feminine voice.
I finally tore my gaze away from Alpha Cole and turned to the new woman. It was Sylvia, and she was standing right next to her father, Isaac. "How dare you reject Alpha Cole and your duty?"
"Why?" I laughed, a single, stubborn tear rolling down my cheek. "Were you hoping to laugh at the hapless bodyguard girl who would be tossed aside in your favour simply because you were born with influence? Were you hoping to find satisfaction in the severance of my mate bond?"
"Do not dare speak to me like that," she spat, her eyes filled with venom. "A mate bond? You are a servant. The moon goddess made a mistake with that bond, and Alpha Cole may have been kind enough to let whatever happened last night..."
"Kind?" I asked, pain searing through me as my eyes turned to Alpha Cole for a moment.
Last night, now a poisoned memory flashed in my eyes. I could hear his voice against my skin, his body warm against mine. His eyes met mine, and for a brief second, I could tell he could see it all too.
"I didn't know a man moaning my name all night was kind," I said, turning to Sylvia. "What do we do? You will have to relive the ghost of my moans in that room. You can have the utmost fun marrying the remains I am graceful enough to leave for you."
A second round of gasps swept the hall, as my fists clenched hard. I turned around, the pieces of my broken heart and severed mate bond falling away to the floor at my feet.
I reached for the door knob of the banquet hall for when Alpha Cole's voice came, stopping me in place.
"Selena Stone."
I froze, my feet stopping involuntarily. The use of my full name was like an insult to everything, to last night. I turned slowly, my throat working to keep the tears away. I wouldn't give any of them the pleasure of seeing me break down. Of seeing me cry.
Alpha Cole's eyes were cold, distant, and in all my years of serving him, I have never seen him look at me that way. It only broke my heart a little more.
"Your family swore an allegiance to protect me and my family. In blood. Before the moon goddess herself," he said, his voice low, devoid of emotion. "Your father died, protecting mine. You were scarred, protecting me. You remain under that allegiance, Selena Stone. It is the only thing keeping you protected. It is the only thing that makes you a ranked wolf, instead of an omega. If you walk out of this banquet hall, leaving your duty to me, I shall consider it a betrayal, and you, a traitor to me, my family, and the blood of your father."
I held my breath, tears dancing in my eyes, stinging so hard that it felt like wolfsbane at the back of my eyes.
My father would have hated this. My father would have protected this family. He would have done everything for the alphas.
But he wouldn't have let me wait around for a man to reject me. He wouldn't have let me wait around to become a rogue. If anything, I will go with my head held high.
"Then so be it," I said simply. "My protection of you ends right here, and I expect your protection of me to end here too."
"My protection of you will not only end, Selena," there was a warning in his tone. A warning I would never, ever heed to. "I shall actively consider you a traitor. A threat to my pack, to my rule, and to my life. You might not even be able to step out of this palace."
Sylvia broke into a smile, bringing her hands to fold in front of her.
I quietly reached for the weapons I always carried as his guard. A wolfsbane laced dagger and a gun with silver bullets.
"I would like to see you try."
I turned away finally, pushing the door open. I expected him to stop me one more time. A foolish, hopeful part of me still hoped that he would change his mind. That he would laugh and say it was one of his stupid, dry jokes, and everyone would find it amusing.
But his words never came again.
I walked out of the banquet hall and made my way downstairs towards the large entrance.
I stepped outside, just as four soldiers blocked my path.
"You are not allowed to leave," the head said, his eyes refusing to meet mine. "Alpha's orders."
I brought the gun I was holding to his forehead. "Let me go."
None of them budged.
I turned at the sound of footsteps. More soldiers were heading my way. One of them was holding the famous bounding chain, infused with enough wolfsbane and silver to keep even an alpha in check.
They were the formidable assassins that belonged to Isaac's troop. The same troop that Alpha Cole had rejected me for.
My life flashed before my eyes. Before the soldiers could reach me, I turned, shooting straight at the knee of the first one to my right.
The sudden gunshot caused the others to move, and I cut through them, breaking into a mad run.
"Seize her!" Came the orders behind me, but I didn't even stop to see who exactly gave the orders.
I turned, abandoning the civilization of the pack to fall into the bushy paths that led to the secret tunnel outside the pack.
I turned back once, and they were behind me, running like their lives depended on it too.
I cursed under my breath as I ran faster, ignoring the burn in my legs.
I didn't let myself feel the heartbreak, and pushed even further, cutting through the thick bush path. Shrubs cut at my face and hands, but I pushed through, till I could finally see the tunnel.
I immediately pushed the heavy gates that surrounded it and plunged through, my breaths scattered.
For at least ten minutes, I heard nothing as I pushed through the tunnel, the sound of my own rapid heartbeat the only accompanying thing in the dark, long tunnel.
The other end was a safe distance away from the pack, right outside, and once I made it through, I would think of what to do with my brand new rogue status.
I finally started to see the light seeping in through the opening. I pushed further, my trousers tearing at the knees from all the crawling.
I pushed till I felt the iron gates, and with one swift move of my dagger, pushed it away.
I threw my legs out, then started to move out of the tunnel, when I heard it.
"Just surrender, Selena."
I froze, then turned, my eyes wide. Soldiers, at least ten of them were standing around the tunnel.
Isaac was standing behind them, his hands clasped behind him, a wicked smile passing through his face.
I immediately clutched my gun and dagger, then slowly stood up.
"Let me go. You have just one chance."
"I admire your guts, Omega," Isaac said, his voice holding a condescending tone.
My eyes met his. "I am not an omega."
"Oh, you are even worse right now. The omegas have freedom. You will rot in the solitary underground jail, wishing you had let things take their natural course."
"Am I? Seeing how you left your precious daughter's pretentious little banquet to ensure my capture, I am not just some omega."
The first soldier charged towards me. I turned swiftly, shooting the silver bullet right into his upper arm. I turned back to Isaac, levelling the gun at him, my other hand swinging the dagger.
"I will not hesitate to put it right into your heart."
He laughed. A mocking, degrading laugh that made me want to make true my threat. But I am not a murderer.
"Do everything you can. Consider her a criminal, a traitor to the pack, and nothing else. I have a wedding to attend to."
He turned away, leaving the soldiers standing around.
"Just let me go," I said through gritted teeth. But they did the exact opposite.
Three immediately charged forward, and I shot again, immediately bringing one to his knees. Before I could turn and shoot, one launched right into me, wrapping his hands around my gun.
"Fuck," I cursed, as his fist connected to my stomach.
"Catch her," the head guard said simply.
The rest of the soldiers immediately covered the distance to me.
I grabbed the first one by his hair, my knee hitting his side repeatedly, a groan escaping him. I pushed him right into the remaining soldiers, just as another one kicked me right on the stomach.
A grunt left my lips, my back arching outward. He reached to kick again, and I swung my dagger, drawing blood from his unprotected foot.
He let out a guttural yell and fell back, as the others charged, even angrier now.
Yet another fist connected to my stomach. He didn't give me a chance to recover, till my vision blurred, and I could taste the metallic tang of my own blood.
He brought me to my knees, his fingers fisting in my hair, his eyes wide.
Once his hand was a mere inch away from my eyes, I ducked, pushing him hard with all of my remaining strength.
I grabbed the dagger and cut blindly at the nearest soldier, then broke into a run, away from the tunnel and from them.
I heard the curse as they started to follow me, but then suddenly stopped.
I should have turned to see why.
The bullet pierced my stomach before I even heard the gunshot.
I froze, my lips parting, the pain of the bullet and the silver scattering inside of me merging into one big sensation that threatened to break me into pieces.
"We are to bring you dead or alive," the shooter snorted, his voice filled with venom. "I will tell him you died by the gun you were supposed to be protecting the alpha with."
Tears filled my eyes as I slowly looked down at my stomach. Blood was trickling down, fast and hard, to my thighs.
I cursed under my breath, and mustering whatever was left of me, continued to run.
It was blinding, painful, and more than once, I almost slumped into the bushes. The skies darkened above me, thunder claps raging, but I didn't stop. I could barely see through the thick fog of my pain, but I knew I couldn't die like this. Not right now. Not this way.
I finally fell to my knees as the first drop of rain fell on my forehead. My nails digging into the soil as I tried to crawl forward, but the effects of the silver was finally too much for me, and I lay on the floor, my eyes wide, my chest heaving hard.
Curse you, Alpha Cole. I loved you. I was mated to you. I could have killed for you. Died for you.
How could you order the death of the same person who put her life on the line for you, countless times? How could you let me die by your hands after everything?
How could you be so heartless?
Tears ran down the sides of my eyes as the weakness filled me up, and my eyes closed against the falling rain.
I heard footsteps running towards me, and then a small pause.
"A woman is injured," said the voice of a man, and I let out a small, shaky breath. "Selena? Is this really... Selena?"
I heard the rustle of feet.
"I know her," an eerily familiar voice said, panting. Whoever it was sounded like they had been running. Who is he? Who is he talking to? "I am here to take her."
There was silence as my eyes slowly closed, and the sounds blurred into noise. For a few minutes, the world narrowed to basically nothing. Something fell beside me, and the rain water splashed all over me.
A familiar scent hit my nostrils, and I moved slowly. It smelled like mint. Like... Beta Ian. Was I just smelling things because I was dying?
I closed my eyes even tighter, accepting my fate. Whether it was back at the pack I have served all my life, or this new territory, whatever it was, this death was probably my destiny.
All of the noise, the rain, the thunder, the occasional lightning, faded into white noise above me, and then.... nothing.
SELENA'S P.O.V We made it back to the room just after the sun set. I noticed how the staff watched us and giggled, and it only made me laugh. I went from being the cast out mate to the woman the entire pack was rooting for.It was both crazy and relieving. Evan opened the door for us and then stepped away. Alpha Cole stopped and turned back to hik, his eyes darting across the younger man's still swollen eyes."Since you won't listen to me about leaving, how about you come in, let me feed you and take care of that swelling?"Evan looked unsure, but the minute he looked at Alpha Cole, he nodded. I wasnt sure if jt was because he couldn't being himself to say no to Alpha Cole or if Alpha Cole just didn't look like he was about to accept anything less than a yes as an answer.Alpha Cole nodded, then walked forward, his hand still holding mine. I followed, and Evan followed a little behind, his eyes mostly trained on the floor.The door locked behind us, and Alpha Cole walked straight tow
SELENA'S P.O.V "I will dry your hair off, then call the nurse to redo the dressing."He nodded and leaned back on the bed. "I feel very... spoilt."I chuckled, then covered the distance to him and pulled his cheek. "That is cause you are.""Oh please," he said, trying his hardest to look stern. He only succeeded in looking like he was trying hard not to laugh which... we both knew he was.I sank the towel into his hair, then gently massaged. He pulled me closer till I was standing between his legs, my body pressed up against his face.He let his hand run up and down my body over the robe, before he finally let his intrusive thoughts win. It took one tug, and the robe fell open.He rested his head on my stomach as I tried his hair off, while his hand ran up and down my skin, like he needed the warmth to make sure that I was real. That I was right there.I let the beauty of it all set into me, my eyes closing one too many times when his fingers touched a part of my skin that was far t
SELENA'S P.O.V A knock came on the door, and I let go of Alpha Cole to turn towards it. Evan opened it but didn't come in. He stayed by the door, just enough to let us see him."David and his crew are here to see you, Alpha. Do you think you are able to see them?"I turned to Alpha Cole, who nodded slowly, then rested back. "I am fine. Let them come in."Evan closed the door behind him for a brief moment before the door opened again, and David walked in, followed by all five of the fashion designers.All of them carried a slightly somber expression that mostly cleared up the minute they saw Alpha Cole."Alpha," David said, then covered the distance to him, his eyes looking almost wet. "I was so scared. The invincible Alpha looking like that? I wanted to go and yank out every fucking hair from the scalp of that bitch!"I broke into a laugh. "That makes us two. I wanted to do it too.""Right?" He said, turning to me. Alpha Cole kept a small smile on sand said nothing.He had never been
SELENA'S P.O.V I stayed with Evan till he felt strong enough, and I watched as he slowly withdrew behind his normal cold persona.I have seen him break down like this exactly twice, and each time, I hated the way I couldn't even bring myself to hate it. I should feel threatened the eay I felt about Sylvia. Instead, sometimes, I caught myself wondering if my love held a candle to Evan's objectively.It was an almost sickening thought."You should go be with him," Evan finally said, pushing himself to stand on his feet. He extended a hand to me, and I took it, my fingers wrapping around his.He sighed as he pulled me up, his eyes meeting mine once we were on equal footing."Will you be okay?" I asked, holding his hand still. He didn't pull it away either.He nodded. "Of course. I am a man. I will do well on my own."I smiled, then leaned up and kissed his cheek. His eyes widened with the gesture, but I didn't give him enough time to question it before I turned and walked away, closing
EVAN'S P.O.V.I watched Selena feed him, her hands careful. He had a blush on his cheeks throughout, and when he finished the plate and she leaked to him and kissed his forehead as a reward, he looked almost like he had been handed the entire world. It made me both want to bury myself underneath the grounds I sttand on, and yet, go on my knees and pledge my allegiance to them both.I felt the tears sting the back of my eyes, and I stepped back a little to let myself breathe through it. It didn't work much, but at least I couldn't see his blush as closely.Selena stood up and put the plates away, then turned to me with a small smile."Here."I nodded and took the towels from her. I walked to the bathroom first, my heart so treacherous it managed to convince me that this was something. That this could mean something wven if it was just to me.I soaked the towels in hot water and carried the bowl and the towels back. Selena had carried a robe, the bag of toiletries I brought, and a dress
SELENA'S P.O.V My fingers sfted through Alpha Cole's hair again and again, sometimes dragging through his scalp, other times just passing through.Evan cleared his throat. He stood awkwardly close to the door, his hands clasped tight behind him, his eyes fixed on Alpha Cole. I looked down at Alpha Cole.His eyes were closed, and he didn't even seem to notice. In the face of unattainable love, it was easy to hate someone like Alan or Sylvia. But for someone like Evan.. sometimes, I felt almost like an imposter."Do you..." Evan started to say, and I watched how hard he had to convince himself to year his gaze off of Alpha Cole. "I was thinking, do you need a towel? Warm water? His... skin is all bloody."I looked down at Alpha Cole. His eyes fluttered open, and he gave a small, weak smile. "That would be perfect, Evan."I gently moved and adjusted Alpha Cole till he was lying back on the bed, a small sigh escaping him. I registered the moment Evan turned and walked away, leaving us bo
ALPHA COLE'S P.O.V I watched the omega in front of me. The sun had set into the evening, and the palace was quiet. The room was dimly lit with only the bedside lamps. The omega was on the floor, his eyes half closed, his lips parted. He was fully aroused and completely unable to speak for himself
5 YEARS LATERSELENA'S P.O.V I watched Amanda run around the open field. Her hair was long, down to her back, but she had always ensured that I knew she wanted to keep it that way.I smiled to myself, my arms crossing over my chest. She was beautiful. Seeing her like this almost made me feel guilt
SELENA'S P.O.V.I blinked up, my chest heaving hard. I could smell a bit of smoke and an accompanying woody scent, very far from the exotic scents that I was used to around Alpha Cole and his palace. Alpha Cole.The thought came back unbidden. The night of passion that we had shared, the way he ha
ALPHA COLE'S P.O.V.The rest of the ceremony passed by in a blur of... nothing. I tried my best to look the part of the man who believed he was making the right choice. But there was no right or wrong when Selena had looked at me like that. Like I was the enemy. Like I had broken her.And maybe I h







