Alpha Wes has deep green eyes with speckles of black and yellow. Reed and I stand together in the the middle of his stone chamber. Why did I agree to enter this man’s basement? It’s beyond me. Maybe this is where he sacrifices people. Shit. What if he can he hear me? Can you hear me? Alpha Wes says nothing. Either he’s got quite the poker face or he can’t hear my thoughts.
Aster stay calm it’s going to be okay.
I look at Reed. Does Alpha Wes know that we hooked up? Reed nods. I roll my eyes. Great. That’s just what I need. This guy is just gonna think the worst of me. I’m just some whore from the streets to him. Now he’s gonna think I’ll make a great pack slave for sure. Might as well just break out the shackles already.
Aster!
The energy in this room is dark. I nonchalantly move my eyes all around. I’m looking for my escape route. “What’s your name?” Alpha Wes is just a few feet in front of me. “Aster.” He steps a foot closer, “Where are you from?” Breathing in slowly, “Massachusetts.” He crosses his arms and looks to Reed, “You disappoint me. You not only took her to bed but also marked her before I even had the chance to meet this rogue.” Reed looks at me exposing his neck.
Here we go, “I marked him right back.” Sometimes the words I say come out like a true masshole. I’m not afraid of him. More scared of what he will allow his entire pack to do with me. “She’s my fated mate.” Reed says to Alpha Wes who’s expression expands in curiosity. “On your knees.” The Alpha has spoken. We fall to our knees instantly without a choice. Can he do magic too?
Reed shoots an intense look my way. We can talk about that later. I wonder what they’ll put on my tombstone if I die here today. Would I even get one? “You broke the rules.” Alpha Wes says to us. “Beta Reed you know better than to bring someone into the pack without my approval.” Reed apologizes, “Alpha Wes please let us up. The pain is almost unbearable.” I don’t feel any pain.
“You may rise.” Reed and I help each other up. “Look I’m sorry. When I smelled her scent in the bar last night it hit me like lightning. I knew she was mine. I couldn’t wait. Something came over me and I’m not sorry for that. However I am sorry for not abiding by your rules. But I beg of you. Please allow Aster to be mine and mine alone.” Alpha Wes crosses his arms, “Is that what you want as well Aster?” I fumble, “Yes sir. Sorry, Alpha Wes. Sir.”
He begins to pace back and forth occasionally looking at Reed and I. My heart is thumping. I’m not sure what to think in this moment. Does he know that I’m a-
A what?Useless waste of skin. Alpha Wes stops in his tracks and locks eyes with me. He walks towards me and sniffs. “What are you?” He asks. “I’m a hybrid shifter. I say.” What does that mean? His lips aren’t moving. I can hear only what he allows me to. “It means that I can shift anytime. Not just by the moon.” Is that so? How peculiar. I wonder why that is. “I can also half shift.” Show me.
Reed speaks up for me, “She shouldn’t have to prove herself to you.” Alpha Wes glares at Reed, “I call the shots here. Not you.” I step forward, “It’s alright.” I close my eyes and stretch my hands out in front of me. Visions of Ava flash through my mind. The flesh on the ground. All of that blood. My tarot cards. I take a deep breath and allow my claws to fire out of my hands like a loose cannon. My fangs unlock and I feel my eyes glowing.
Alpha Wes circles me slowly as Reed watches in awe. “Go all the way.” Alpha Wes demands. I peel my clothes off and sweep them aside with my feet. The pain shoots from deep within my spine and spreads over my entire body. I growl as my wolf takes over. I stand taller than both men until I fall on all fours. “Isn’t that something.” Alpha Wes says to Reed who is rendered speechless.
I love him. I don’t even know how or why but it happened and it’s very real. I’ve never been more sure of anything in all my life. What I need is for you to understand that I won’t survive as the pack slut. It will tear both Reed and I apart at the seems. I’m a hard worker and I’d be happy to prove my loyalty to you.
The Alpha crouches down and looks me in the eyes. “You shift like a werewolf but you don’t smell like a wolf.” He says to me. Alpha Wes gently places his hand on top of my head. Which causes the most intense pain I’ve ever known and everything in my mind went white. I fall to the floor. “Aster!” Reed yells and runs to my side. “Change back to your human form and stand up.” He snaps at me.
Alpha we turns his back to give me privacy. Reed watches me shift back. He covers my naked body as I put my clothes on. “Are you okay?” Reed asks. “Yeah. I’m okay.” He holds me in his arms for a moment.
“Get out.” Alpha Wes yells to us. Reed takes my hand and leads me towards the stairs. “You will work with Ava in the bar.” I turn back to him, “That may be a problem for her Alpha Wes. We sort of-” He interrupts me, “It’s not going to be an issue for you is it Aster?” I shake my head, “No Alpha Wes.”
We walk downhill back to the packhouse. That was close.
“What are you hiding from me Aster?” Reed is worried and I feel that I owe him an explanation. “You have to promise me you won’t tell any of the others. This has to be kept a secret for my safety. And now yours as well.” Reed questions me, “My safety? What the fuck are you talking about?”
I hold his hands in mine, “Reed, I’m a witch.”
Reed is visibly upset with me. “I’m sorry.” I put my hand on his face. “You should have told me.” He turns away from me. “Ava told me not to. She convinced me that the pack would want me dead if they found out.” He looks at me and then back to the sky, “She’s right.” I walk towards the bar with fear in my eyes. “There’s only so much I can do to protect you Aster.”Instead of going in I walk around the side of the packhouse. “Where are you going?” Reed asks me. “The ocean.” I say as I head to my car. “But Alpha Wes just told you to work With Ava in the bar.” I look back to Reed, “I need to clear my head. The last twenty-four hours were a lot. I’m going.”Ava walks out of the back door. She looks at me and then to him, “Hey Reed you think you can cover for me for a couple of hours?” He looks confused, “Why where are you going?” Ava smiles, “To the beach.” My stomach just flipped. Reed looks at me. “It’s okay. We have some catching up to do.” He looks at us like we’re both insane, “Whate
Staring out into the deep blue sea. Thunder clouds begin to form in the sky. “Alpha Wes is my father?” Ava stands tall next to me, “Yes.” I question her, “You’re absolutely sure of that?” She nods once more, “Luna Bernie knew your mother when she was with Alpha Wes.” I’m trying to wrap my mind around all of this knowing I have to return to the packhouse. Pretending I know nothing.“Alpha Wes brought your mother here to meet his father. At the time Gavin was the Alpha. He knew your mother was a witch right away. He could smell it.” I recall, “My mother wasn’t a witch.” Not that I can remember. “She was born a witch. Clea didn’t have to practice magic. She had the blood of a Harlow.” I’m a Harlow too, “How did Alpha Wes not smell it on me?”Ava shrugs, “That I don’t know. But we should start heading back before they realize we’re gone.” She turns to walk back to the car. I grab her by the wrist to swing her back to me. “Is there anything else that you’re hiding from me?” Ava pulls her h
I’m pretty sure I’m dead. I prop myself up onto my elbow in a puddle of blood. There’s bits and pieces of torn up flesh surrounding me. I look down at my hands, and there’s dirt underneath my fingernails. Where the fuck are my clothes? There’s blood splatter all over me. My heart is beating out of my chest. I draw my hands near my face, and watch as blood trickles down my arm. That’s not my blood. My mind is racing, and I can only concentrate on one single action. Run. I’m barefoot running through the forest. I can’t remember how I got here, but I know I gotta get the fuck out. My legs are moving faster than my feet. I can’t keep up. Shit. I fall to the ground and quickly bounce back up into my sprint. The rocks and roots under my feet don’t even hurt. I reach the highway. My car is parked diagonally on the shoulder. The driver’s side door is open, and the interior lights are on. Thank God it’s barely sunrise. I pop my trunk, grab my skate bag and dig through my roller derby gea
Driving from coast to coast is as daunting as it seems. I feel trapped in this car. My skin itches in places I can’t reach. I feel both headstrong and psychotic at the same time. I’ve been driving for four days, sleeping when I can, barely eating or sleeping. I can’t shake the sight of all the blood. What happened back there? That wasn’t me. I would never kill anyone. The flashes could be dreams. Just figments of my fucked up imagination. My head hurts, and my eyes feel like sand was thrown in them. I’m exhausted, staring blankly out the window. Wondering what it is I could have done. I killed a person. An actual human being with a bleeding heart. What if I’m not human? Somehow I manage to put that thought out of my mind. There’s a gas station on the side of the highway up ahead. I’ll pull in there. I gotta take a piss, and grab some water. Maybe a bite to eat. There’s a strange man staring at me in the car next to me. He glances over and raises his eyebrows. Gross. I reverse o
Ava’s beast of a boyfriend is gaining on us. Every turn I take, I think I’m gonna lose him, but he finds me. It’s almost as if he knows where I am at all times. Not me, Ava. “Does he have a tracker on you or something?” I ask her in a fury. She doesn’t answer but it looks like she wants to. He’s right behind me now. I only have a few options here. Maybe this isn’t my mess, and I don’t want to get involved. I could stop right here and kick her ass to the curb. Ava grimaces in my direction. It’s almost as if she can hear what I’m thinking. “Yeah, I sure can.” She blurts out. “What the fuck?” I say back, confused. Something shifts in my soul. My head feels funny. I feel Ava’s presence in a way I’ve never felt before. “If we don’t get away from him, he’s going to kill me.” She stares out the back window. My car can go faster. “He’s not going to get to you Ava.” I throw my car in high gear. “I won’t let him kill you.” Rain starts to fall. Perfect. I’m cornering my ride like it’s on rails
Everything in my gut is telling me that Ava is special, but I need to be careful. She’s staring straight into my soul. It’s like we’re already connected. This has to be a dream. She shakes her head no. I look into her eyes, and I’m melting. We’re about the same height, she’s just a bit shorter than I am. Ava leans over the console. She carefully reaches her hand up and cups my face. This feels so natural, but I don’t even know her. She puts her lips on mine. I freeze in this moment. No thoughts. Just her tongue in my mouth. She bites my lip gently as she pulls away. Ava manages to act shy and tucks her hair behind her ears. “So where are you going exactly?” She asks me. I question whether she already knows. Perhaps not. “California. The ocean is calling me. What about you, where’s home?” Maybe she’s from here. Then again how could a dry ass desert produce such a precious gem of a mermaid? She curls her long red hair around her fingers, and smiles again. “I live in Malibu actually. I
The glowing yellow super moon shines bright over the mountains of the Mojave Desert. I feel like I’m on autopilot. Ava is fast asleep, her head rests on the window. I can’t stop thinking about her even though she’s right next to me. It pains me to think that beast wants to hurt her. I will always protect her. I’m trying to keep myself awake with music. My eyes keep drifting off the road. I may not be able to stay awake. She depleted my energy with her fingers. I pull into the Joshua Tree National Park. There’s a few dirt roads off to the side before the main park entrance. I roll my car quietly behind a cluster of rocks and trees. My head is swimming with thoughts. I turn off my engine, and carefully pull my tarot cards out of the glove box. Ava doesn’t even move. She’s out cold. I step out, and shuffle my deck. The Eight of Cups flips onto the hood of my car. The illustration is perfect. There’s eight cups stacked carefully on the ground. A man is walking away from them towards the
Trouble seems to keep finding me. Ava and I run to my car without looking back. I quickly pop my trunk, throw the bags in, and start my engine. Why are we running? I sense Ava is hiding something, “What did you steal?” I yell at her as I swiftly back out between the shoppers in the parking lot. There’s an employee running out of the store, I can see him in my rear view mirror. “Buckle up.” I hook a left to weave through the parked cars, and drive down a different lane to the exit. He might have been able to see my make and model, but not my plate number. “Where’s the hotel, Ava?” I don’t know which way to turn. “Go right, she says.” Whatever she stole, it better be worth all of this. I’m mad now, and I don’t let her in to my head. I can feel her trying to read me. She can’t. “You better start talking Ava.” I look at her intensely. “Just keep driving Aster.” She’s being snarky and I don’t like it. I’m not the one who stole shit. This is pissing me off greatly. Ava uses the map on her