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I hadn’t gone to the pack square to search for my mate—not because I wasn’t of age, but because I already had someone in mind. The problem? Every time we met, nothing happened. No bond. No pairing. And I hated it. No one ever seemed to notice her like I did. Maybe that’s why I held on. I’ve waited for her to mature, to come of age and finally be paired with me, but lately, it feels like all hope is slipping away. Sometimes, I think I should just claim her already and be done with it. So again, I stayed back in my room while others went out. Alex had gone, dragging his girlfriend with him. Strange how he had a girlfriend despite not having met his true mate. What would he do if he finally found her? Or if his girlfriend turned out to be someone else's mate? That kind of heartbreak ruins people. Anyway, his father had made sure he went this time—wanted him to meet his mate and accept the bond. The beta even tagged along to make sure of it. It had been a while since he left, and I figured he’d be back soon. This house could feel so empty sometimes. Maybe I should’ve tagged along, just to get a glimpse of her like I usually do. Just the thought of her made me smile. Her cute frame. Those oversized glasses. Every time I saw her, it was a struggle to control myself. At first, I thought I was just sick in the head, but no—it was her. Every inch of her. The way she bit her lip when she was nervous made me want to crash my mouth into hers. Just thinking about it had me hard. Suddenly, the door burst open and Alex stormed in, visibly angry. Veins popped along his forehead, and he was practically fuming. “Can you imagine who I got mated to?” he barked, slamming the door behind him. I chuckled, amused. “Who? Someone I know?” He sighed in frustration. “That fat fuck.” Immediately, my smile dropped. My body stiffened. My voice turned cold as I rose from my chair. “Who?” I asked, already dreading the answer. He faltered then, noticing the shift in my energy. “You know... Aina,” he mumbled. I didn’t let him finish. My fist slammed into the table so hard it cracked. I gritted my teeth, forcing myself not to punch Alex right then and there. Rage swirled inside me like a storm. What the hell did he just say? “What’s your problem?” he asked, genuinely confused now. I was breathing heavily, trying to calm myself down when the door creaked again and Miranda walked in. “Did you tell him already?” she asked Alex, a wicked little laugh escaping her lips. “And make sure you tell him how you rejected her.” My head snapped in her direction. “He rejected her?” I asked, voice low, dangerous. Even Miranda froze, eyes darting between Alex and me, sensing something was off. Alex slowly nodded. “Why are you so worked up?” he asked, brows furrowed, clearly not understanding what he’d triggered. I closed my eyes and took a sharp breath in. He was lucky—I was so close to doing something I’d regret. “Nothing,” I finally muttered. “Just remembered something I need to take care of.” I grabbed one of my car keys off the hook and walked out, leaving them behind in the silence and confusion of what just happened. I drove straight to the pack square, my gut telling me she was still there. What would I do when I see her there? Damn, I'll have to hold myself back. Pulling to a stop, I watched lovers strolling away, hand in hand, giddy with connection. Some of them would be tangled in sheets before midnight, claiming each other in ways I hadn’t yet known. The thought made something bitter curl in my chest. I walked slowly to the pack square and there she was. Right where I imagined she’d be. Aina. She stood on a spot, unmoving, like a statue carved out of heartbreak. Alone—as usual. But her back… it trembled, just slightly. It was enough. I could feel her unraveling, even from this distance. I’ve never been rejected before—I wouldn’t even pretend to understand that kind of pain she must have been going through, only those rejected truly know how it feels. But watching her hurt for another man? That… that felt like a blade through my chest. For a guy who doesn't even look her way and calls her a fat fool, a guy who would parade another woman in front of her like she was invisible. For someone too blind to see the gem he let slip through his fingers. So I stood there, hidden, watching her like I always did. Quietly. Constantly. The way she grieved in silence, holding in tears that burned to be released—it pulled something primal in me. And when the sun dipped low, leaving nothing but the blue of twilight, I smiled to myself. That’s enough, my sugar plum. So I said her name. “Aina.” She spun around at the sound of my voice. Her eyes locked onto mine, wide, startled—and in that moment, the current running through me surged, damn near knocking the wind out of me. I smiled at her. She didn’t know what to do with her expression. A dozen emotions flickered across her face all at once—shock, suspicion, confusion. It was adorable. I moved toward her slowly, deliberately. Then I stopped, leaning down just enough so her eyes could meet mine properly, even behind her glasses. “Aina,” I said again, voice low and sure. “It’s good he rejected you.” I saw the flicker in her eyes. The sting. The way her breath caught, like she didn’t know whether to cry or slap me. Her lips quivered as she bit down on the lower one, trying to steady herself. God, I wanted to kiss her right then. But I gave her what I truly meant to accomplish. “Because I would have killed him myself, if he hadn't.” Her eyes widened, searching mine like she wasn’t sure she’d heard me right. But I meant every damn word.AiraWithout letting anyone know—not Sara, Benson, Emilia, or anyone else—I left to live with my aunt. She had told her pack that her niece’s mate had died, and she had come to grieve the loss. Everyone believed her without question.I began staying there quietly, moving through their world like a shadow. People thought my mate was gone forever. At times, it made me laugh quietly to myself—Owen was dead to me now, at least in my heart. I could live without him haunting my thoughts.As the months passed, my pregnancy slowly became visible. I wasn’t shy about it because here, in this new pack, I was unknown. My aunt took care of me tenderly, guiding me through each stage, while my parents came to visit occasionally. Before long, my stomach was round and heavy with the growing life inside me.Then the day came—the day I would deliver my child.Labor was agony unlike anything I had ever felt. Worse than my first shift, worse than anything I had imagined. I cried, screamed, and wailed, beg
AiraA faint, shaky laugh slipped out of me and I shook my head hard. “No… it can’t be true.”But when I looked at my mother, her eyes—filled with fear that told me a truth my mouth didn’t want to accept.“Then we should go for a test,” I blurted out quickly, almost desperately.She nodded immediately, almost too fast, as if agreeing would stop me from falling apart right there.My heart wasn’t even beating normally anymore—it felt like it was lodged in my throat, choking me with every breath. No way am I pregnant. That wasn’t possible. That couldn’t be happening to me. But was I confident? No. Not even a little. I and Owen had been having sex for two years now, sneaking around in moments that felt like love back then, so there was no way pregnancy wasn’t possible.But I couldn’t be pregnant for a man who ghosted me… a man who married another woman like I was nothing, without even one word to me. Not a message. Not an explanation. Not even a goodbye.That afternoon, my mom and I went
AiraAfter hours of panicking in the living room I took my phone immediately, hands shaking so badly I almost dropped it. I dialed Owen’s number for the hundredth of times, pressing it against my ear like my life depended on hearing his voice. But it didn't go through, it was like it was never there. I tried again. And again. And again. Each time it didn’t go through, something inside me sank deeper until the pressure in my chest felt like a weight dragging me down.My parents were hovering behind me, exchanging worried glances, but none of their concern could pierce through the panic building inside me. If he didn’t pick up… if he didn’t say something… if he didn’t tell me this was a joke or a misunderstanding, then I was going straight to the Alpha’s mansion to demand answers. This couldn’t be real. It couldn’t.The front door burst open, slamming into the wall as Sara rushed in like she had run all the way from town. Her face was blotchy, her breathing uneven. Everything about her
AiraHe went home, and I was excited—so excited that I prepared several different dishes. I couldn’t help it; I was really happy. Who wouldn’t be, when the person you love loves you right back?When my father got home he kept watching me with a smile, amused by how I was behaving.“Did something good happen?” he asked. I shook my head quickly, and he laughed.“Seriously, Aira, you’ve really come a long way,” he said as he sat down to eat. “Tell me, won’t you go to the pack square tomorrow? The unmated will be there. You’re not getting any younger.”He was genuinely concerned, and his words made my guilt twist inside me.Keeping the truth that Owen was my mate from him was already eating at me, so I just nodded.“Okay, Father. I’ll go to the pack square tomorrow.”He smiled, and I smiled too, even though it made me feel worse.The next day came, and as he wished, I went to the pack square so he wouldn’t worry. Then my phone rang. Owen.I smiled instantly—he hadn’t called me that morni
AiraSomething in my head told me to push him away, to end this before it even began. It was better for both of us if we rejected each other right now, but Dee hated that idea. My wolf fought me at every turn, refusing to see reason, and I was stuck arguing with her inside my own mind.“I have to go clear my head,” I said, pulling myself out of his grasp.He looked hurt, and I saw it—felt it—but I forced myself not to care as I walked away.When I reached our friends, they stared at me like they were trying to figure out what had happened to the girl who was all smiles moments ago. “I’ll be off. I don’t think I feel fine,” I said, grabbing my bag.Sara stood up immediately. “Then I’ll go with you.”I nodded. “Okay… bye.”They waved us off, and I could practically feel Owen’s eyes on my back until we finally disappeared from sight.“So,” Sara began casually, “are you gonna tell me why your mood shifted from excited to ‘I want to die’?”I swallowed and glanced at her, then let out a lon
AiraThe days passed smoothly—almost too smoothly, until Owen told me the news of his returning. The moment I heard it, excitement bloomed in my chest. I was finally going to see my friend again after what felt like forever. We had kept in touch through calls, sometimes late into the night, talking about everything and nothing.After my shift, he had been desperate to know the color of my wolf, almost annoyingly persistent, but I refused to tell him. I wanted to see the look on his face when he finally saw her himself, that tiny secret made me feel close to him in a strange way.But alongside the excitement, there was something else. Something I could no longer ignore.Every time he called, every single time—Dee would become overly excited, her energy bursting through me until I had to physically bite back a smile or hide the way my heartbeat changed. It made no sense. I had told her countless times not to act that way. Not for him.“Owen is not our mate,” I would remind her again and







