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"No. I don’t want her. She can’t be my mate," Alex said with pure disgust in his eyes, his gaze slowly dragging over my body like I was something filthy.
Today was supposed to be the best day of my life—my mate ceremony. At eighteen, I was finally of age, finally ready to be bonded. I had imagined so many things… but never this. And who did the Moon Goddess pair me with? Alex Robinson. Of all the people. The Beta’s son. The future second-in-command of our pack. The one everyone admired and whispered about. But me? He had never liked me. I knew that much. And now, standing in front of him, it was clear he never would. I already knew what would follow—rejection. "But there’s nothing wrong with her, son," his father said, trying to reason. "I know," Alex replied, his tone sharp. "But I don’t want her. I’m already in love—with my girlfriend. I’m not settling for some big-for-nothing girl." Yes, you heard him right. I’m not your typical tall, slender, perfect mate material. I’m curvy. Five foot five. I have thick glasses because of my eyesight, short dark hair, and clothes that are more functional than fashionable—because my family can only afford so much. I try my best, but clearly… it’s not enough. His words were a slap to my face. My wolf whimpered inside me, wounded by the rejection. Who would ever choose someone like me? Still, I refused to let him have the last word. "So I, Alex Robinson, reject you, Aina Wilfred," he said, sealing the pain I already saw coming. But I lifted my chin and stared him dead in the eye. "I, Aina Wilfred, reject you, Alex Robinson." Gasps erupted from the crowd. My mother stiffened beside me, her face twisting in shock. "What?" she snapped. "Take that back!" she hissed, angry, almost panicked. But I didn’t move. I was staring at the man who had been my mate only a moment ago—watching as something flickered behind his eyes. Regret? Doubt? I don't even know. He ground his teeth and forced the words out. "It is done." Then, as if to hammer it in, he walked straight to her—Miranda Warren. The perfect blonde, the pretty little thing with the fake smile and too much perfume. "Miranda Warren will be my mate—the one I choose to spend my life with," he announced to the entire pack, holding her hand like some grand prize. She didn’t miss her moment either. Miranda threw me a cruel smirk and pinched her nose like I stank, before they both turned and walked away. They got into their car parked right in the center of the pack square and drove off without so much as a backward glance. Around me, wolves who had already found and accepted their mates were laughing, kissing, holding hands—celebrating. And I just stood there. Like a damn signboard. My mother shook her head, clearly disappointed, and walked off with a long sigh. She didn’t say a word. Not even a glance. Just turned and left, like I was already someone else's problem. Everything around me started to blur. There it was again—that feeling. The weight of invisibility. Like I didn’t exist. No one came to check on me. No one asked if I was okay. They were all too busy wrapped around their mates, living in their new perfect little worlds. I hadn’t moved. I stayed rooted to the same spot—the exact place where our eyes had met for the first time. The bond had sparked instantly. I had felt it… and so had he. But the moment Alex felt that connection, it was like his entire world collapsed around him. Like having me as a mate was a curse he couldn’t wait to throw away. The sun dipped quickly, casting the square in shadows. The sky turned cold and gray, matching the hollow ache inside my chest. But I didn’t leave. This was how I handled pain—quietly, without tears, without screaming. Just stillness. Then, I heard it. A voice. Low. Rough. Tempting. “Aina.” Just the way he said my name sent a shiver down my spine. I turned, slowly, heart already thudding—and there he was. Osborne Cliff. The Alpha’s son. Tall. Broad. Dangerous. And the best friend of the boy who had just rejected me. He stood there with his hands in his pockets, lips curled into the kind of smile that could melt through steel. His piercing eyes locked onto mine like I was something worth looking at—something worth claiming. But wait—how did he know my name? Osborne Cliff had never spoken to me before. Not even once. So why now? Why here? Was this some kind of twisted joke? Had he come to mock me after his best friend humiliated me in front of the entire pack? Was this his way of kicking me while I was already down? He hadn’t even been at the mate gathering. While everyone else was out searching for their other half, I didn’t see him once. No girl clinging to his arm. No whispers about who he might end up with. And as far as I knew, he didn’t have a mate either. So why was he here? He walked toward me, slow and deliberate, like a predator who already knew his prey had nowhere to run. I blinked as his scent hit me—earthy, masculine, rich and warm like cedar and smoke. It wrapped around me, making my skin prickle. Comforting… and chilling. He stopped in front of me and towered above me, that same half-smile still tugging at his lips. I felt small next to him, not just in size but in presence. Like he could crush me without trying—but chose not to. Then he bent down just enough to bring his eyes level with mine. The teasing smirk faded slightly, replaced with something darker. Something… intense. "Aina," he said, his voice low and rough, “it’s good he rejected you.” I flinched. His words struck deep, sharper than Alex’s had. My throat tightened. A knot rose in my chest. Goddess, I was going to cry—and I hated that he’d see it. Why would he say something so cruel? What did I ever do to deserve this? I was about to look away, but he wasn’t done. "Because I would’ve killed him myself if he hadn't," he said. Wait—what?AiraWithout letting anyone know—not Sara, Benson, Emilia, or anyone else—I left to live with my aunt. She had told her pack that her niece’s mate had died, and she had come to grieve the loss. Everyone believed her without question.I began staying there quietly, moving through their world like a shadow. People thought my mate was gone forever. At times, it made me laugh quietly to myself—Owen was dead to me now, at least in my heart. I could live without him haunting my thoughts.As the months passed, my pregnancy slowly became visible. I wasn’t shy about it because here, in this new pack, I was unknown. My aunt took care of me tenderly, guiding me through each stage, while my parents came to visit occasionally. Before long, my stomach was round and heavy with the growing life inside me.Then the day came—the day I would deliver my child.Labor was agony unlike anything I had ever felt. Worse than my first shift, worse than anything I had imagined. I cried, screamed, and wailed, beg
AiraA faint, shaky laugh slipped out of me and I shook my head hard. “No… it can’t be true.”But when I looked at my mother, her eyes—filled with fear that told me a truth my mouth didn’t want to accept.“Then we should go for a test,” I blurted out quickly, almost desperately.She nodded immediately, almost too fast, as if agreeing would stop me from falling apart right there.My heart wasn’t even beating normally anymore—it felt like it was lodged in my throat, choking me with every breath. No way am I pregnant. That wasn’t possible. That couldn’t be happening to me. But was I confident? No. Not even a little. I and Owen had been having sex for two years now, sneaking around in moments that felt like love back then, so there was no way pregnancy wasn’t possible.But I couldn’t be pregnant for a man who ghosted me… a man who married another woman like I was nothing, without even one word to me. Not a message. Not an explanation. Not even a goodbye.That afternoon, my mom and I went
AiraAfter hours of panicking in the living room I took my phone immediately, hands shaking so badly I almost dropped it. I dialed Owen’s number for the hundredth of times, pressing it against my ear like my life depended on hearing his voice. But it didn't go through, it was like it was never there. I tried again. And again. And again. Each time it didn’t go through, something inside me sank deeper until the pressure in my chest felt like a weight dragging me down.My parents were hovering behind me, exchanging worried glances, but none of their concern could pierce through the panic building inside me. If he didn’t pick up… if he didn’t say something… if he didn’t tell me this was a joke or a misunderstanding, then I was going straight to the Alpha’s mansion to demand answers. This couldn’t be real. It couldn’t.The front door burst open, slamming into the wall as Sara rushed in like she had run all the way from town. Her face was blotchy, her breathing uneven. Everything about her
AiraHe went home, and I was excited—so excited that I prepared several different dishes. I couldn’t help it; I was really happy. Who wouldn’t be, when the person you love loves you right back?When my father got home he kept watching me with a smile, amused by how I was behaving.“Did something good happen?” he asked. I shook my head quickly, and he laughed.“Seriously, Aira, you’ve really come a long way,” he said as he sat down to eat. “Tell me, won’t you go to the pack square tomorrow? The unmated will be there. You’re not getting any younger.”He was genuinely concerned, and his words made my guilt twist inside me.Keeping the truth that Owen was my mate from him was already eating at me, so I just nodded.“Okay, Father. I’ll go to the pack square tomorrow.”He smiled, and I smiled too, even though it made me feel worse.The next day came, and as he wished, I went to the pack square so he wouldn’t worry. Then my phone rang. Owen.I smiled instantly—he hadn’t called me that morni
AiraSomething in my head told me to push him away, to end this before it even began. It was better for both of us if we rejected each other right now, but Dee hated that idea. My wolf fought me at every turn, refusing to see reason, and I was stuck arguing with her inside my own mind.“I have to go clear my head,” I said, pulling myself out of his grasp.He looked hurt, and I saw it—felt it—but I forced myself not to care as I walked away.When I reached our friends, they stared at me like they were trying to figure out what had happened to the girl who was all smiles moments ago. “I’ll be off. I don’t think I feel fine,” I said, grabbing my bag.Sara stood up immediately. “Then I’ll go with you.”I nodded. “Okay… bye.”They waved us off, and I could practically feel Owen’s eyes on my back until we finally disappeared from sight.“So,” Sara began casually, “are you gonna tell me why your mood shifted from excited to ‘I want to die’?”I swallowed and glanced at her, then let out a lon
AiraThe days passed smoothly—almost too smoothly, until Owen told me the news of his returning. The moment I heard it, excitement bloomed in my chest. I was finally going to see my friend again after what felt like forever. We had kept in touch through calls, sometimes late into the night, talking about everything and nothing.After my shift, he had been desperate to know the color of my wolf, almost annoyingly persistent, but I refused to tell him. I wanted to see the look on his face when he finally saw her himself, that tiny secret made me feel close to him in a strange way.But alongside the excitement, there was something else. Something I could no longer ignore.Every time he called, every single time—Dee would become overly excited, her energy bursting through me until I had to physically bite back a smile or hide the way my heartbeat changed. It made no sense. I had told her countless times not to act that way. Not for him.“Owen is not our mate,” I would remind her again and







