Ever since I have known myself, I have always been here somewhere deep within the forest just me and my mamma. I have never met anyone other than her nor have I ever exited the forest. At the age of 16, I have always been curious as to why we never leave the forest and so one day I asked my mamma.
"It's safer here," she would always say, not giving me any valid reason as to why; until my interest in asking her again eventually fades away.
"Nala," I heard my mamma called me softly from outside.
"I'm coming ma...," I answered as I exit the small house, we had called our home for years.
The house we lived in was made from pieces of board and the roof was made from rusty old zinc that would sometimes leak whenever it rains. Our home only consists of one room and a large straw bed my mother and I shared.
"Please pick two large leaves from the Catalpa tree and carry it to me so I can start sharing supper," My mamma instructed me as she turned the roast fish, she had caught for us at a nearby river with a piece of a sharp stick.
Quickly I did as I was told and went to the tree nearby reaching at the top for two large leaves. I brought them to her and sat on a large round rock watching as she finishes preparing supper outside.
At the front of our house, my mom would start a fire in preparing our meal daily for we did not have any kitchen. We too did not have any bathroom. If we wanted to take a bath, we had to go to the river and if we wanted to defecate, we would go to a spot not too far from our house.
"Here you go Hun," my mamma smiled and said as she gave me my roast fish.
I returned her smile and started to devour the delicious meal she had prepare and watched her as she sat on the ground beside me.
"Do you want my seat?" I asked her; wanting her to sit on the rock instead of the ground.
"No Hun, you don't need to," she answered.
"No mamma please take my seat," I begged her until we changed spots.
My momma was a beautiful she-wolf within her 40's. She has long brown hair that was as dark as walnut wood. She was not long nor was she short she was of the perfect height. Her eyes were light brown. She has beautiful eyes. I on the other hand was a twin of my mother except for my hair it was very curly. My mom would always tell me I have my father's hair. I would always smile whenever she said that and wanted to know more about my father, but I was afraid to ask more of him. Seeing the sadness within her eyes on the way she described my father. It was too much for her to handle and so I prevented myself from ever asking her about him.
My body jumped as I heard the thunder.
"It's going to rain soon," we must go inside my mamma told me.
Completing my meal, I threw away the leaf. Soon the rain had started to fall a little.
"Let's go inside quickly," my mamma ordered me.
We both ran inside and closed the rusty zinc door behind us as the rain begins to pour heavily. I went to sit on our straw bed. It was extremely comfortable to sleep on, other than wearing clothes my mamma made from leaves which would sometimes itch. Mamma laid beside me as we both stare into each other eyes. I smiled at her. I did not care about how we lived. I was happy we had each other.
"I can't wait to be 18 tomorrow," I told my mom excitedly.
My mamma would always tell me when I turn 18; I would become an adult and would no longer be a child. It may be stupid not being able to wait until I was 18 but I knew once I am, mamma could not stop me from staying too long in the river or being a little too far from the house for I was now an adult. Sadness covered my heart as I saw within my mamma brown eyes great worries.
"What is wrong mamma?" I inquired her worried.
She turned her back to me sadly.
I sat up immediately the minute and rested one of my hands on her shoulder worried.
"I have something I have to tell you, Nala," I heard my mom said, while I heard tears within her voice.
"What is it, mamma?" I inquired her frighteningly.
"Tomorrow is the full moon," she said softly.
I did not understand what she meant about tomorrow being a full moon for I knew and have always seen whenever there is a full moon so what did she mean by it; why was tomorrow's full moon starting to bother her now; I worried.
"I know mamma," I answered her.
I then heard her burst out into tears and sat up. I was even more worried seeing her within this strange behavior. Dwelling with my mother for year's I cannot ever remember seeing her cry. The rain pours heavily on the roof as if it wanted to deafen me, but still, I could hear my mother crying.
I hugged her from behind and too started to cry.
"You're scaring me, mamma," I told her terrified.
"I don't want to lose you tomorrow," she cried out even more as she turned around holding me in her arms.
I stare within her tearful eyes while I continued to cry and spoke to her softly.
"You're not going to lose me, mamma," I told her as I hugged her tightly.
My mamma held my face and stare deeply into my eyes.
"The full moon is going to allow the evil alpha to kill you," my mamma said terrifyingly.
Nala's P.O.VI watch him as he exits the house sadly. I rushed over to Dr. Charles and hug him as he did."Don't worry, I made sure that today is the last you will see him," Dr. Charles told me as one of his arms went around me and the other brushes my hair gently. "You're going to be much better off at my relative home," Dr. Charles says softly to me.I nodded while I continue to cry. I couldn't wait to leave from here, from this land."Go upstairs and start taking out your clothes, I will be up there with a suitcase in a moment," Dr. Charles told me as his hands moved away from me. "We will be leaving early tomorrow."I nodded.Dr. Charles turns around and walks away from me.I stop him."Can I take my mom ashes with me as well?" I inquire him sadly.He nodded."We will leave with it tomorrow as well," he told me as he stares into my eyes sadly. Tears soon begin to fill his eyes. It too hurt him being reminded o
I slowly begin to go downstairs. I stop at the first step and look back at the door of the room my mate was in. I didn't want to leave. As much as I hurt her. I had high hopes coming here that I could win over her heart, and she would forgive me, but in the end, it was silly thought within my head. A thought that will never happen. I broke her heart and she'll never forgive me. I could see it in her eyes. The pure hatred when her brown eyes look at me. It's so strong that I feel my wolf howling inside of me in pain. It's so painful to see my one true mate angry with me and wanting nothing to do with me.I don't want to give up on her love. I want to continue to fight for over love. There must be some feeling for me deep inside of her heart drowned by anger and rage. I could pull out and remind her that she still cares for me. I remember the day we kiss within my small cottage in the woods. I could feel that she felt the same way for me but was too afraid to show me. My head t
"Please leave," I told the alpha.He ignores me and enters my room, closing the door behind him.How did the hell he come into the house I thought angrily? I came off the bed and went over to my window, remembering he can do anything he wants. He was the alpha, and he can invite himself into anyone's house as he, please. Also, he terrifies Dr. Charles as much as he did with me."Just leave you and your father had destroy my life, the best you can do for me right now is to just leave me alone," I told him off as I turn my back towards him staring through the window. I didn't want to see his disgusting face anymore."My father is dead he won't be bothering you anymore," the alpha said to me.I laugh."Killing your father do you think I would come running to you with an open arm and forgiving you instantly," I turn around as I stare at him gravely."I hate you and I never will love you," I again told him off. "Coming here to see me is a
The day I chase the alpha from Dr. Charles's home. I went by my window, and I saw him standing outside in the rain. I quickly move back my curtain and went back to lay down. The alpha didn't want to accept my rejection. I didn't care he didn't anyway. I was never going to take him back."Nala, I'm going to go to the store will you be alright here alone?" the doctor inquires me."Yes, " I answer laying on my bed."Okay, I will be back very soon.""Hmm..," I again answer and as he went off.I remain to lay down, sadly."What I'm I going to do without you mom?" I cry.I didn't want to
I felt breathless and I breathe heavily after shouting out my rejection to the piece of shit.The alpha froze hearing what I had said. My eyes blink worriedly eager to know why he wasn't in any pain. I wanted him to, now, I thought once I say my rejection to him, he would have been in pain while I too hope he is unlucky and dies as well."No, you don't mean it," he says while tears fill his eyes. Slowly he soon begins to approach me.I once more say my rejection. I needed to see him in pain."Don't come near me!" I shouted at him.Dr. Charles rush into the room right away and came over to me."He's not in any pain," I cry to him. "H
"Nala, wake up, please," I heard Dr. Charles's voice.My eyes open and there I saw I was back at home laying on my bed."You fainted," the doctor told me.I begin to cry remembering my mom's body being thrown in the fire."It hurts, I know," Dr. Charles told me as he touches my hand.I nodded repeatedly, crying."Come we need to get you clean up," the doctor told me.He helps me up from my bed. I glance behind me and saw he had placed a thick red sheet on my bed preventing me from messing up my bedsheet. On the sheet he places down, I saw a shit spot. Dr. Charles helps me into the shower and turn on the shower allowing me to clean myself. He pulled the shower curtain and didn't leave as he did.He informs me to leave the dirty clothes in the shower for him to take up. After I was through, he passes me a towel. I wrap my body drying myself. He helps me in the room and too helped me dress in putting on another large white nightwe