JENNY’S POV
It didn’t end that day when the alpha hit me until I passed out just to have his way with me. He kept on doing it to me every single day until I lost the ability to fight and just let him do whatever he wanted anytime he came. He disgusted me, his presence filled me up with only fear because all he did was hit me continuously until he was satisfied then he would have his way with me while I just laid there until he got his high and he would leave afterward.
It went on until I began to get disgusted with myself, I was locked up in that room for so long that I didn’t even know how many days it was that I had spent there again. Sometimes he would drug my food while pretending to act nice to me and then I would fall asleep only to wake up and see that he had done what he intended to do from the start.
Later on, I found out he was doing all of it to me just to get me pregnant. I was a virgin and he was the first to have me so I never took pills to prevent pregnancy but it was a wonder to me how I never got pregnant no matter how hard he tried or how many times he had slept with me just to get me pregnant forcefully, but my body wouldn’t yield to what he wanted and that pissed him off so he treated me more badly and the ways he hit me increased and got more painful. Still, I didn’t get pregnant and I guessed that maybe the spirits of my parents and brother were really helping me because it would be more of a curse than a blessing to bear a child for such a heartless alpha that treated his mate like a nobody.
My life was hardly bearable before but after I got kidnapped by the alpha, I didn’t know how to describe how I felt about myself, my feelings were dead because I knew it would do me no good to get all emotional when I couldn’t even save myself. So I killed my feelings and just lived through everyday like I was just breathing against my will while a man that I hated with every nerve in me had his way with me, repeatedly and he also abused me whenever he felt like it. I hated anything that had to do with being mates and I made up my mind to never trust any male werewolf in my life because I believed they were all the same. It wasn’t bearable for me and I just knew it… that it was better to die than to leave like this.
After a while, I was not chained up anymore after I begged him to loosen the chains on me and agreed to let him inject me with a tracker that was going to be in my bloodstream until he was ready to take it out so I would not be able to escape and get away. All I knew was that even if I tried to escape, he was going to get me no matter what and I didn’t even know if I would take the opportunity to escape if I was ever given one for fear of getting caught by him.
So I just lived through everyday as a shadow of myself, crying myself to sleep every night after the alpha was done treating me like a discardable rag even though I was his mate and my hatred for myself increased each and every single day that the urge to kill myself just grew and grew until I gave in to it and decided to just die and rest from all the horrible things I was going through.
So that day, before the sun would dawn and signal a new day, I took the chains on the floor and after struggling to hang them from window that was up so high in the wall, I took a chair and stood on it before wrapping the chains around my neck and when I sure that it would kill me, I let the chair go and it suddenly became hard to breath as I struggled and I felt the heat rush to my face while my breathing got restricted.
Suddenly, the window gave away and I fell to the floor, coughing and gasping for breath from my near death experience that I just had.
I quickly took the chains off my neck and when I looked up, I saw that the window was wide open. I didn't know what I was thinking but at that moment, after almost dying, I was ready to take any risk as long as I was going to be able to escape from this place. I didn’t care if the alpha was going to get me through the tracker in me, all I knew was that I wanted to leave. So quickly, I pushed the bed to the window then I placed the chair on the bed and after carefully climbing the chair, I was able to get out of the room through the window and I fell to the ground hard. I quickly got up to run away but my ankle was sprained and it hurt like a bitch.
Without thinking twice, I shifted to my werewolf form because my ankle would heal faster if I was in my werewolf form and I began to run as fast as I could. I didn’t look back and I didn’t stop, I kept on running and running without any direction in mind because I didn’t know the place and I could tell that the place was far away from the pack.
Soon, I was at the roadside and I finally felt at ease because I knew the room was far away from where I was now but I knew I had to keep on running because alpha could still track me and know my location… or I could try and get the tracker out myself after I had gotten a safe place to hide.
ALPHA DAMMON’S POV
I was restless in the backseat of the car where I sat and it was because of my little sister Rita. of all places to choose to make a living, she had to choose such a place? I couldn’t help but wonder who was the bastard that advised her to come to such a place because I wanted to give the person a taste of his or her medicine for putting my sister through such hardship but I knew that I also had to keep my feelings in check so I wouldn’t overreact when I finally found her. I was the alpha of my pack and it was important that I knew how to hold myself back at all times so I wouldn't behave rash.
It was three years ago when my little twenty three years old sister, Rita who was seven years younger than me had come to me and told me that she wanted to try and start a life of her own where she wouldn’t be just known as the little sister of the alpha of our pack and no matter how hard I tried to stop her from leaving, she was adamant and I had to give in. So she left soon enough, only for me to find out that life was actually hard for her where she was and the person who had convinced her to come with him or her abandoned her so she was alone and finding a hard time to adjust to making a living on her own.
I quickly came up with a plan to come over and get her but when I got to the address that my private investigator got as her home address, we were told that she had moved and digging in deeper, I found out that she was actually on her way back to the pack to reunite with me since she couldn’t survive living such a hard life anymore.
I was relieved to hear that but I was also very excited to see her once again since it had been a long time and that was what made me restless. I missed my sister a lot.
The cars with security in front of mine suddenly stopped so mine came to a halt too and I looked at the driver to know what was wrong because I was impatient and just wanted to get to the airport as soon as possible so I could see Rita.
“Is anything the matter? Why are they stopping?” I asked and the driver quickly stepped out to see what was wrong. He returned seconds later and explained to me that a woman who looked frightened was the reason why they couldn’t move on because she was in the way and was requesting to meet their boss or else she wouldn’t move.
I was suddenly intrigued by who this so-called woman was and I wanted to see her so I stepped down from the car and walked forward to check.
There she was, looking like a huge mess as she placed her hands on her waist and maintained her stance no matter what my guards did to convince her. One of my rules that my guards followed was to never hurt a woman that posed no threat to them and she didn’t, which was why they couldn’t push her off the road forcefully.
I quickly interrupted and the guards bowed to me before they stepped back and let me speak to her. She looked at me and I was immediately captivated. She didn’t look clean in the least but there was just something really alluring about her and I couldn’t just place a finger on it. All I knew was that I suddenly wanted to know more about her.
“Can I know the reason why you are on the way?” I asked her and she came toward me with wide eyes that were filled with fear and she grabbed me by the collar.
“Please, you have to save me before he comes. He has done unthinkable things to me that I can’t say so I escaped and he had a tracker on me but I can’t afford to let him catch me so please I beg you. Please help me run away… I’ll do anything you want to pay you back” she rushed out at once before she dragged in a long breath and looked up at me with wide hopeful eyes that I would help her.
I didn’t know what she was running from or why she looked so scared but I could tell that she wasn’t lying and was really scared because I could hear her fast heartbeat and her eyes had tears in them too… She looked really terrified and I knew that if I didn’t help her, my guilt was going to haunt me so I decided to help her hide from whoever was after her. I was also curious about her so it was a good opportunity to know about her too. I was going to help her and keep her safe no matter what, I didn’t know why but I wanted to do it.
Call it my possessive instincts but that was all I could think about… protecting her at all cost.
JENNY’S POV I couldn’t move and I didn’t know why. I just laid there, powerless and unable to feel my legs as my eyes darted to and fro while I wondered where I was. Then suddenly, where I laid on began to move like it was floating in the air and after a while, it came to a stop. This time, when I tried to move, it worked so I quickly sat up and I saw that I was on a floating carpet. Just as I was about to get down from the carpet, fog covered up the whole place so I stopped moving while I wondered what exactly was going on and where I could possibly be because I had no idea and all I wanted to was to return to wherever I was before I got here. Everything felt so still and mysterious and it gave me an unsettling feeling because it didn’t feel good to be in such a place that I knew nothing about. Then I began to hear footsteps and I felt relieved to know that at least, I wasn’t alone. I saw the shadows through the fog as they got closer and closer to where I was and when their faces
JENNY’S POVStill in Alpha Dammon's arms, he walked into the palace and I could see the maids stealing glances at us as they passed us by, I could tell that they would all be wondering who was the woman that their alpha was carrying so close to himself in his arms when they had never seen her and I completely understood because I would be asking the same questions too if I saw my alpha like that too.“You can put me down now. You climbed the stairs for me and I’m sure I can manage to walk on my own so you don’t have to keep on carrying me” I said to him as I began to feel uncomfortable having all those eyes on me.Alpha Dammon just chuckled before he held me closer to him and he shook his head at me when I looked up at him.“No can do Jenny. You’re a stubborn one from what I have observed but I’m not letting you walk on that ankle” he retorted and I grunted while he smiled to himself.“But I’m filthy from having to run through that thick forest just to get away from where I was held c
JENNY’S POVNurse Aria was finally done examining my leg and I was beyond relieved when she said it wasn’t too serious and won’t take too long to heal if I didn’t put any pressure on it all. So she applied some ointment to the spot and told me I would have to use a crutch for the period the ankle would take to heal. It was for my own good so I understood and agreed without doubting her solution. All I wanted was for the ankle to get all healed up then I would find my way to wherever I was going to be headed too after sharing my thanks to alpha Dammon.He was all nice and kind to me and I admired that he had such a kind and considerate heart when most people would never help me how he did, but everything has its limits and I knew that my stay in his palace would be limited too. He was soon going to have me leave, saying he had done his share in saving me from whoever was after me so I had to find my way on my own. He gave me a room, I was able to take my bath, and there were so many cl
ALPHA DAMON'S POVSeeing that we were staying too long in the room and Rita was probably going to be waiting for us so she could eat, I quickly rose to my feet and her eyes followed me.“Come on let’s head downstairs for dinner, I also have someone I want you to meet” I said to Jenny as I held my hand toward her and she nodded before she placed her hand in mine.Then I pulled her toward me and she gasped since she didn’t expect it as she came so close to me that I could see the tiny sprinkles of black in her brown irises that stared at me with shock and amusement in them.“What are you doing?” she asked me breathlessly as she tried to hold back a laugh and I grinned before I bent to carry her in my arms while she looked at me, waiting for a reply.“Just teasing my visitor so she would think the alpha is cool and fun to hang out with” I said to her and she laughed silently as I walked toward the door.She helped me open it and she also closed it when I got out of the room then I began
ALPHA DAMMON’S POVJenny was already in bed. We didn’t have any conversation again after she insisted that she wanted to use a crutch instead of letting me carry her like I wanted to without complaining and I had quietly dropped her off in her room before I left for my room too, wishing that we had ended the night on a good note instead.We didn’t even say goodnight to each other and I couldn’t help but wonder if the mood between us will be like this; awkward and sour by breakfast tomorrow.I just sighed to myself as I went into my room and headed straight for my closet to take my clothes off and have another shower again for the night then head to bed because I had ahead of me the next day.Soon I was done, I was already in my sleeping clothes and about to go to bed when I heard a knock on the door and I could tell that it was Rita that was behind that door. The door opened and Ritta popped her head in from behind the door first with a very excited look on her face as she also grinne
JENNY’S POVThe night was very long, considering how I had left things with Alpha Dammon and made the situation between us so awkward before we both went to bed. We didn’t even get to say goodnight to each other and I couldn’t help but feel guilty after seeing the look on his face when I told him off by insisting that I wanted to use the crutch when he was kind enough to volunteer his arms for carrying me whenever even though we just met and he was supposed to be wary of me instead. I could have told him about choosing to use the crutch and insisting on it nicely but instead, I let myself lose it and I spoke to him rudely when he was the person that saved me from the tyrant alpha that tortured me for years. Still, It didn’t make any sense that he was so sweet to me and so willing to help carry me at any time because we just met in the middle of nowhere and the only thing he knew about me was my name. I expected he was going to act coldly to me ever since the time that I was reluctant
JENNY’S POVRita finally let my hand go after I had pushed my tears back and let myself calm down. I didn’t like the fact that she had already analyzed me so much and knew all those things about me already. It felt like I was bare naked beneath her gaze and I didn’t like it. I didn’t want it because it was very uncomfortable to have someone apart from my dead family care for me without wanting anything in return. I had been alone, on my own, and trying to survive all by myself all these past years as I struggled to stay alive in my depressing life as a slave. Until I was kidnapped and I didn’t have the means or chance to kill myself when I didn’t want to leave again.Alpha Dammon was undeniably nice because it was very obvious and so was his sister too because attempting to bond with someone she just met was something that only a nice person would attempt to do. I knew all of this but deep inside me, this self-destructive voice that had lived and permanently taken its space in my head
JENNY’S POVI looked at Alpha Dammon with surprised eyes as what he said played repeatedly in my head.“You must be joking, right? Tell me that you are” I said to him but he shook his head instead.“I mean it, Jenny. I know it seems absurd to like someone that I just met and know absolutely nothing about but I’m sure of what I feel Jenny and I know that I like you” he insisted and I sighed.“I’m not even your mate Dammon so how is that possible?” I asked him and he shrugged.“I really don’t know or understand it but all I’m sure of is that I can’t ignore this thing that feels like a connection that I feel with you” he replied and I shook my head immediately.“Well I don’t feel it so I guess you’re the only one,” I said to him and he smiled.“You can deny it as much as you want Jenny, you already know that I can’t read your feelings so I guess you’re at an advantage of masking everything that you feel but I know I feel this connection for a reason and the moon goddess has a reason for