JENNY’S POV
I woke up with a start after my consciousness returned and I remembered what happened to me when I got kidnapped. I was blindfolded and laying on my side and I could feel the hard floor so I tried to feel it more to know where I could possibly be by dragging myself on the floor only to realize it was concrete. I sat up at once and I began to feel all woozy in the head before I felt my head clearing up then I realized that I was chained up on both my hands and legs. Fear took over me immediately when I saw that my movement was restricted and anything horrible could happen to me in this room while I won’t be able to fight back to protect myself from whoever it was that kidnapped me.
Suddenly, I heard the sound of feet scraping against the concrete and I became alert as I turned to the direction where the sound came from.
“Who are you and why are you doing this to me?” I asked with fear in my shaky voice and a loud laughter thundered. I could tell it was a man immediately when I heard him laugh out loud at my question and I began to fume. What was so funny with what I asked him?
“You had better release me or you won’t like what will likely happen next” I yelled out loud while trying to sound tough as I hoped that I was going to get released but instead the man whom I couldn’t recognize stopped laughing and everywhere went silent.
After a while of a deafening silence that followed, the blindfold was ripped off my face and when my eyes adjusted to the place, I saw I was in a room that wasn’t big but it had a bed and a water closet in a corner. There was only one window and it was so high up the wall that I wouldn't be able to get to it if I tried to. From the reflection through the window, I could tell it was daytime already and I figured that I was passed out throughout the night.
After taking in everything in my environment, I finally looked up at the huge man that stood in my front with the blindfold dangling from his hand and my breath got caught in my throat immediately I saw his face.
It was the alpha and he was glaring at me. In my head, I fearfully wished I could go back in time and not utter what I just said about making him regret tying me up but then I couldn’t. It was too late for that.
Fear was sweeping through my nerves and veins as I knelt before him with shaky knees and I gulped before looking away when he wouldn’t stop glaring at me.
“I’m so sorry alpha, I didn’t mean what I said, I was just scared but I apologize for saying such disrespectful words to you” I quickly apologized but immediately I finished speaking, his hand whipped across my face hard and I fell to the ground as I gasped out loud in pain.
“Get up” he roared at me and while struggling to hold the tears that stung my eyes back, I quickly went back on my knees and he grabbed my face roughly by the chin before making me look up at him and meet his hard gaze and he sneered at me. Seeing him up close, I could tell that this man was hard hearted and ruthless. His eyes were blank and scary, his hands were rough and hard and his face… he didn’t look like he had any reason to smile and it was even hard to imagine him as the person that laughed not long ago.
“So you are the unworthy mate that the moon goddess decided to choose for me out of all people” he said more to himself and my heart dropped to the floor once I heard and comprehended what he just said. I was his mate? That wasn’t possible right? This had to be a dream because I was sure there was no way I could possibly be the alpha’s mate. I was a nobody and if I were to even wish for anything for myself to get out of slavery, it was never going to be a mate to the alpha of this pack.
Then I remembered how and when I saw a hint of shock in his eyes the previous day when he was walking past and our eyes met. I gasped when I realized it was actually true and my eyes grew wide while I stared at him.
‘Well, there are other uses for you because I won’t discard you. I’m going to use you for what I want until I am satisfied” he said to me and I wondered what he meant by that.
Suddenly, he hit me hard across the face again, harder than he did the last time and I couldn’t stop the tears this time as I wondered why he was hitting me. I tried to raise myself up but he only hit me on the face again, making me fall back to the floor. When I looked up at him with tears streaming down my face, I saw he was unbuckling his trousers and his face was still straight despite knowing what he was about to do to me against my will.
Realizing what was going on, I began to panic as I struggled to get away from him while I pleaded for him to let me go but all my cries for mercy fell on deaf ears as he came closer after he was done taking off his belt and unbuttoning his trousers.
My back touched the wall, the chains on my wrist and ankles got stuck and began to burn me and I could tell they were silver as it hurt really badly. There was nowhere else for me to go anymore but I was still hoping that he was going to let me go but then he took the opportunity and grabbed my legs before pulling me toward him like I weighed nothing and once I was beneath him, he knelt over me and looked me over while I kept on begging him to let me go.
“Shut the hell up you whore” he yelled at me and I flinched in fear before I began to get angry because who did he think he was to call me a whore when I wasn’t one?
I glared at him as I held my tears back and I spat in his face then waited for him to wipe it off.
“You have no right to call me a whore you bastard” I screamed in his face as I laid beneath him and he looked extremely angry as he gave me killer eyes.
“You! Are not going to like what will happen next you bitch” he growled at me before he slapped me hard across the face. Then he slapped me really hard again and this time, I tasted blood in my mouth as I looked at him in horror.
Before I could react or say anything, he ripped the dress on me and I screamed out loud but he didn't stop.
He grabbed me by my hair and hit my head on the floor but it didn’t stop me from struggling to stop him from having his way with me after stripping me naked. Then he pulled down his trousers but I kept on struggling with all the might and energy that I had left in me so he wouldn’t get what he wanted. I may be his mate just as he said but I wasn’t going to let him treat me like I was trash and just have his way with me. I was just a slave but I was worth more than that so just because he was alpha didn’t make him any special to just do what he wanted with me and get away with it.
We were still struggling and fighting against each other with our mights and even though I was getting weak with every passing minute, I had no plans of giving up and letting him win over me.
“Hold still!” he hollered but I only screamed at my loudest at him, hoping someone was going to hear from outside and come to my rescue but alpha only smirked at seeing my attempt to call for help.
“No one is coming to save you, so you’d better give up now and just lay still or you won’t like what would be your fate” he said to me and I gritted my teeth.
“I would rather die than let you have me you monster” I screamed in his face and I saw his jaw tick before he raised his hand up in the air while I wondered what he was going to do to me next.
“Then you should go to sleep” he replied before he punched me straight in the face then bashed my head on the floor before he placed his hand on my face to stop me from breathing.
I fought, struggled, tried to stay awake but it was all futile as I slowly gave in to the excruciating pain in my head and fell unconscious once again.
I wondered what it would feel like to know that he would have had his way with me by the time I would be awake.
JENNY’S POVIt didn’t end that day when the alpha hit me until I passed out just to have his way with me. He kept on doing it to me every single day until I lost the ability to fight and just let him do whatever he wanted anytime he came. He disgusted me, his presence filled me up with only fear because all he did was hit me continuously until he was satisfied then he would have his way with me while I just laid there until he got his high and he would leave afterward.It went on until I began to get disgusted with myself, I was locked up in that room for so long that I didn’t even know how many days it was that I had spent there again. Sometimes he would drug my food while pretending to act nice to me and then I would fall asleep only to wake up and see that he had done what he intended to do from the start. Later on, I found out he was doing all of it to me just to get me pregnant. I was a virgin and he was the first to have me so I never took pills to prevent pregnancy but it was
JENNY’S POV I couldn’t move and I didn’t know why. I just laid there, powerless and unable to feel my legs as my eyes darted to and fro while I wondered where I was. Then suddenly, where I laid on began to move like it was floating in the air and after a while, it came to a stop. This time, when I tried to move, it worked so I quickly sat up and I saw that I was on a floating carpet. Just as I was about to get down from the carpet, fog covered up the whole place so I stopped moving while I wondered what exactly was going on and where I could possibly be because I had no idea and all I wanted to was to return to wherever I was before I got here. Everything felt so still and mysterious and it gave me an unsettling feeling because it didn’t feel good to be in such a place that I knew nothing about. Then I began to hear footsteps and I felt relieved to know that at least, I wasn’t alone. I saw the shadows through the fog as they got closer and closer to where I was and when their faces
JENNY’S POVStill in Alpha Dammon's arms, he walked into the palace and I could see the maids stealing glances at us as they passed us by, I could tell that they would all be wondering who was the woman that their alpha was carrying so close to himself in his arms when they had never seen her and I completely understood because I would be asking the same questions too if I saw my alpha like that too.“You can put me down now. You climbed the stairs for me and I’m sure I can manage to walk on my own so you don’t have to keep on carrying me” I said to him as I began to feel uncomfortable having all those eyes on me.Alpha Dammon just chuckled before he held me closer to him and he shook his head at me when I looked up at him.“No can do Jenny. You’re a stubborn one from what I have observed but I’m not letting you walk on that ankle” he retorted and I grunted while he smiled to himself.“But I’m filthy from having to run through that thick forest just to get away from where I was held c
JENNY’S POVNurse Aria was finally done examining my leg and I was beyond relieved when she said it wasn’t too serious and won’t take too long to heal if I didn’t put any pressure on it all. So she applied some ointment to the spot and told me I would have to use a crutch for the period the ankle would take to heal. It was for my own good so I understood and agreed without doubting her solution. All I wanted was for the ankle to get all healed up then I would find my way to wherever I was going to be headed too after sharing my thanks to alpha Dammon.He was all nice and kind to me and I admired that he had such a kind and considerate heart when most people would never help me how he did, but everything has its limits and I knew that my stay in his palace would be limited too. He was soon going to have me leave, saying he had done his share in saving me from whoever was after me so I had to find my way on my own. He gave me a room, I was able to take my bath, and there were so many cl
ALPHA DAMON'S POVSeeing that we were staying too long in the room and Rita was probably going to be waiting for us so she could eat, I quickly rose to my feet and her eyes followed me.“Come on let’s head downstairs for dinner, I also have someone I want you to meet” I said to Jenny as I held my hand toward her and she nodded before she placed her hand in mine.Then I pulled her toward me and she gasped since she didn’t expect it as she came so close to me that I could see the tiny sprinkles of black in her brown irises that stared at me with shock and amusement in them.“What are you doing?” she asked me breathlessly as she tried to hold back a laugh and I grinned before I bent to carry her in my arms while she looked at me, waiting for a reply.“Just teasing my visitor so she would think the alpha is cool and fun to hang out with” I said to her and she laughed silently as I walked toward the door.She helped me open it and she also closed it when I got out of the room then I began
ALPHA DAMMON’S POVJenny was already in bed. We didn’t have any conversation again after she insisted that she wanted to use a crutch instead of letting me carry her like I wanted to without complaining and I had quietly dropped her off in her room before I left for my room too, wishing that we had ended the night on a good note instead.We didn’t even say goodnight to each other and I couldn’t help but wonder if the mood between us will be like this; awkward and sour by breakfast tomorrow.I just sighed to myself as I went into my room and headed straight for my closet to take my clothes off and have another shower again for the night then head to bed because I had ahead of me the next day.Soon I was done, I was already in my sleeping clothes and about to go to bed when I heard a knock on the door and I could tell that it was Rita that was behind that door. The door opened and Ritta popped her head in from behind the door first with a very excited look on her face as she also grinne
JENNY’S POVThe night was very long, considering how I had left things with Alpha Dammon and made the situation between us so awkward before we both went to bed. We didn’t even get to say goodnight to each other and I couldn’t help but feel guilty after seeing the look on his face when I told him off by insisting that I wanted to use the crutch when he was kind enough to volunteer his arms for carrying me whenever even though we just met and he was supposed to be wary of me instead. I could have told him about choosing to use the crutch and insisting on it nicely but instead, I let myself lose it and I spoke to him rudely when he was the person that saved me from the tyrant alpha that tortured me for years. Still, It didn’t make any sense that he was so sweet to me and so willing to help carry me at any time because we just met in the middle of nowhere and the only thing he knew about me was my name. I expected he was going to act coldly to me ever since the time that I was reluctant
JENNY’S POVRita finally let my hand go after I had pushed my tears back and let myself calm down. I didn’t like the fact that she had already analyzed me so much and knew all those things about me already. It felt like I was bare naked beneath her gaze and I didn’t like it. I didn’t want it because it was very uncomfortable to have someone apart from my dead family care for me without wanting anything in return. I had been alone, on my own, and trying to survive all by myself all these past years as I struggled to stay alive in my depressing life as a slave. Until I was kidnapped and I didn’t have the means or chance to kill myself when I didn’t want to leave again.Alpha Dammon was undeniably nice because it was very obvious and so was his sister too because attempting to bond with someone she just met was something that only a nice person would attempt to do. I knew all of this but deep inside me, this self-destructive voice that had lived and permanently taken its space in my head