Sunlight comes late in Thornebrook.
It doesn’t burst through windows or warm the walls—it just sort of leaks in, slow and pale, like it’s not entirely sure it’s welcome here. The light feels weak, filtered through layers of mist and cloud. It doesn’t chase away the shadows so much as make them grayer. I wake with a dry mouth and a stiff neck, still curled under the blanket like it could’ve saved me from a monster. My muscles ache from staying tense all night. My head throbs with exhaustion. The fog’s still outside. Thinner, but stubborn. It clings to the windows like it doesn’t want to let go. The house is silent. No breathing. No scratching. No circling shadows. For a few seconds, I let myself believe I dreamed it all. That my mind conjured up monsters to fill the void left by civilization. That isolation and stress finally broke something in my brain. I sit up, groaning. My limbs ache like I was in a fight, even though I barely moved all night. I rub my eyes and stand slowly, letting the cold morning air crawl up my legs. The floorboards are still cold, but the chill feels different now. Less threatening. More like normal early morning discomfort. The house feels… off. Like it’s waiting. I head downstairs, not sure what I’m looking for. Coffee? A functioning adult? Cell service? An escape hatch? I get none of those. The kettle sits cold and unused on the stove. Elsie is nowhere in sight. Maybe she left early to hunt spells or boil bones or whatever it is she does when she disappears for hours. Her bedroom door is closed, but I can’t hear any movement from inside. I pad across the cold kitchen tiles, my bare feet making soft slapping sounds. The house feels larger in the morning light, more cavernous. Like the walls have stretched during the night. I open the front door. And that’s when I see it. Blood. Thick, dark, fresh blood—pooled at the threshold like a warning sign. It’s spread across the wooden planks in a perfect circle, too neat to be accidental. Too deliberate to be natural. I stumble back, hand gripping the edge of the doorframe. At first, I think maybe it’s a trick of the light. A stain. Something old. But the color is too vivid, too bright. It reflects the weak morning light like a mirror. But then the smell hits me. Metallic. Sharp. Alive. And then I see the body. A deer. Young. Its legs folded underneath it like it was placed there. Its throat is torn open. Steam still rises from the wound. The fur around the tear is matted and dark, and I can see the pale pink of exposed flesh underneath. The eyes are glassy. Its side is still twitching. It was killed recently. Right here. I can’t breathe. I take a step back, but my boot slides in the blood. I catch myself on the doorframe and nearly gag. The smell is overwhelming now, filling my nostrils and coating my throat. Sweet and coppery and wrong. My stomach lurches. My skin goes ice cold. I couldn’t move. My stomach lurched. My skin went ice cold. This wasn’t random. No. Not this. Not like this. This wasn’t some wild animal. It hadn’t stumbled here. It hadn’t hunted. It had been brought. It was a gift. Or a threat. Either way… It was for me. I don’t know how long I sit on the front steps, staring at the body. The steam rises slower now. The blood has stopped moving. But the smell—raw and wet and sharp—is everywhere. I can taste it when I breathe. It coats my tongue and makes my eyes water. My fingers are numb. My eyes sting. My legs won’t move. I try to make sense of it. Try to find a logical explanation. Wild animals kill things. That’s what they do. Maybe it was just coincidence. Maybe the deer ran onto the porch and something caught it there. But I know that’s not true. The placement is too perfect. Too intentional. The deer is positioned like an offering on an altar. Then I hear the door creak open behind me. Elsie steps out barefoot, already holding a small clay bowl filled with herbs and ash. She doesn’t ask what happened. She doesn’t gasp or flinch. She’s not even surprised. She just sees. And begins. She kneels beside the porch, muttering low and fast, pulling something from her pocket—a feather, a stone, a match. She lights the herbs in the bowl, the smoke curling up in thin gray ribbons. The scent is bitter and warm, like clove and firewood. It cuts through the smell of blood, making it bearable. She doesn’t look at me. Not yet. She places the bowl near the deer’s mouth and speaks three short words in a language I don’t understand. The words scrape the back of my ears. They sound old. Older than English. Older than anything I’ve ever heard. Only then does she stand and face me. I’m shaking. “I didn’t dream it,” I whisper. “Last night. The scratching. The fog. The sound—it was outside my room.” Elsie nods. “It came back.” Another nod. I stare at her. “What the hell is it?” Silence. “Don’t tell me to hang herbs. Don’t tell me not to open the attic. I need answers.” Elsie watches me for a long time. Then, quietly, she says, “It’s not just a wolf.” “No shit.” She ignores me. “It’s an Alpha.” The word hits different. Like it carries weight. Like it doesn’t just mean leader. It means something older, more primal. Something that exists outside the normal rules. I swallow. “A what?” She steps past me and looks out into the fog. “A blood-bound. First wolf. Marked by the oldest line.” My skin prickles. “That’s not a thing,” I whisper. Her voice is firm. “You saw him. You felt him.” “I don’t—” “He didn’t leave the carcass for the pack,” she says. “He left it for you.” I stare at the blood. “I’m not a part of this.” Elsie finally looks at me again. “You are now.” I laugh. It’s short, sharp, cracked at the edges. Not because anything’s funny. Because I’ve officially passed the point of reason and landed in straight-up backwoods fever dream territory. “What the hell does that mean?” I say, voice too loud. “An Alpha? Claimed me? Are we seriously doing this right now? Is this some kind of twisted local mating ritual? Because if a dude wants to ask me out, he can start with literally not leaving bloody deer on my porch!” Elsie doesn’t blink. Doesn’t flinch. She just watches. And somehow that makes it worse. “You’re not even surprised,” I spit. “You knew this would happen. You brought me here knowing.” “I didn’t know when.” I step away from the body, away from her, stumbling back toward the gate at the edge of the gravel path. “Screw this. I’m leaving. I don’t care if I have to walk all the way back to the last gas station. I’ll crawl if I have to.” “You can’t.” “Watch me.” I shove the gate open with more force than necessary. It groans in protest but swings wide. Cold air hits my face. I’m halfway down the hill when the air shifts. It’s subtle at first—just a change in pressure. Like a storm moving in. The fog swirls differently, and the temperature drops several degrees in seconds. The scent of pine and something hotter, darker, cuts through the fog like a blade. Musk and earth and something that makes my hindbrain scream danger. Then I hear it. A crack. Like a tree branch snapping under enormous weight. Then something slams into the other side of the gate behind me. I freeze. The whole thing shudders. Metal rattles. Hinges scream. The sound echoes across the hillside, and I swear I can feel the impact in my bones. I spin around and stare. Nothing. Just fog and the outline of the gate swinging wildly, like something hit it hard enough to bend the frame—but isn’t there anymore. My heart hammers in my chest. “What the hell was that?” I whisper. Elsie is already at the top of the hill, arms crossed, face tight. She doesn’t look surprised. She looks resigned. “That was your last warning.” I swallow. “You try to leave again,” she says, “and it won’t be the gate that takes the hit.” I don’t move. Because I believe her. Because whatever’s out there? It didn’t hit the gate to scare me. It hit the gate to claim me. And the forest? It’s already made up its mind.My body shudders, reshapes, folds in on itself and stretches back out—fur and claw, tooth and snarl. The shift is violent this time, more brutal than it’s been in decades. Usually, the change is smooth, controlled, a willing surrender to my other nature.This is different. This is desperate. This is need incarnate.Brutal.When the red haze clears, I don’t know how long it’s been.Could be minutes. Could be hours. Time moves differently when the wolf is in control, following rhythms older than human civilization.My paws are muddy and slick with blood—not hers, thank god might be listening. Probably a rabbit. Maybe a raccoon. Something small and quick that had the misfortune to cross my path while the beast was in charge.The taste of it is copper and salt on my tongue, but it does nothing to satisfy the real hunger gnawing at my chest.Trees around me are shredded, deep claw marks scarring trunks that have stood for centuries. Branches snapped like twigs. The ground torn into furrows
I lock myself in the bedroom and immediately head for the sink.My hands are shaking too hard to control the faucet, so I slam it on and shove both wrists under the freezing water. The shock slices through me like a blade, cutting through the fever heat that’s been building under my skin. I welcome it, desperate for anything that might ground me back in reality.My skin flushes pink under the icy stream. My eyes burn with unshed tears.*Cold. Stay cold. Stay here. Stay you.*I count, forcing my breathing to slow, trying to match it to the rhythm of the water hitting the porcelain.Ten seconds.Twenty.Forty-five.The buzzing in my blood doesn’t fade.If anything, it’s getting stronger, like my attempts to fight it are only feeding whatever’s waking up inside me.I shut the water off with more force than necessary, press my soaked hands to my cheeks, and stare at my reflection in the cracked hand mirror on the nightstand.I don’t look like myself.My face is flushed, skin glowing with
I don’t remember leaving the café.One second I’m staring at Elias like he just handed me a death sentence, and the next I’m outside, boots slamming into gravel, air burning my lungs, heart racing like I ran a marathon.*Mate.*The word echoes in my skull like a fire alarm, each repetition louder than the last. It bounces off every corner of my consciousness, refusing to be dismissed or rationalized away.I walk faster. Then faster still. My fists are clenched, arms locked at my sides like I’m holding something inside that wants to break out. The gravel beneath my feet crunches with each desperate step, the sound sharp and jarring in the unnatural quiet that seems to follow me.The fog clings to the road as I move through it, swallowing sound, dulling light. It wraps around my ankles like ghostly fingers, reaching higher with each breath until I feel like I’m drowning in it. It’s late afternoon, but it feels like dusk. Like the sun’s already hiding from whatever the hell is hunting me
The knowledge settles into my bones like certainty, like truth I’ve been avoiding but can no longer deny. This meeting isn’t coincidence. This moment has been building since I arrived in Thornebrook, maybe since before that. Since the dreams started. Since Mom died. Since I became something I don’t understand. His eyes don’t leave mine. And mine don’t leave his. It’s not a stare. Not really. It’s a standoff, a recognition, a claiming all rolled into one moment that stretches between us like a live wire. No one moves. No one breathes. Not even Elias, who has gone completely still across from me like he’s trying not to attract attention. I feel like I’m made of glass and every second he looks at me is one more second I don’t shatter—but I don’t understand why. Don’t understand what’s happening to me or what he sees when he looks at me or why my body is responding like it knows him when my mind insists we’re strangers.
I sip the coffee to buy time, to give my hands something to do besides shake. It’s bitter, hot, too strong—the kind of coffee that strips paint and keeps truckers awake for days. But I’m grateful for the taste, for something that grounds me in the physical world when everything else feels like it’s shifting beneath my feet.The caffeine hits my empty stomach like acid, but the warmth is comforting. Real. Tangible in a way that nothing else in this town seems to be.“You’re not normal, are you?” I ask suddenly.It slips out before I can stop it, before my brain can catch up and apply the filters that keep polite society functioning. But once it’s out there, I don’t try to take it back. Because I need to know, and because I’m tired of dancing around the obvious.Elias blinks slowly, processing the question. Then he smiles again—but this time it’s smaller. Sadder. Like I&
The woman behind the counter—maybe Penny herself—gives me a polite but tight-lipped nod that doesn’t reach her eyes. She’s older, fifty-something, with the kind of weathered face that speaks of long hours and little patience for nonsense. Her apron is stained with coffee and grease, and her hands move with the efficiency of someone who’s been doing this job since before I was born. She doesn’t say anything. Doesn’t offer to seat me or ask what I’d like to drink. Just nods once and disappears into the kitchen without a word, leaving me standing by the door like an unwelcome guest at a family dinner. I hover for a moment, unsure whether to sit or bolt. The silence stretches between me and the remaining customer, thick with unspoken tension. I can hear the kitchen sounds—the sizzle of bacon, the clink of dishes, the low murmur of a radio playing something too soft to identify. Normal sounds that should be comforting. They’re not. The guy in the b