FAZER LOGINElara's POV
I staggered into the bathroom and stared at the mirror.
The woman looking back was a stranger.
Five years. Five years I'd wasted playing the loyal wife, the selfless mother, the pathetic wolf-less Mate who deserved nothing but scorn.
I looked older than twenty-six. The dark circles under my eyes weren't just fatigue; they were etchings of loneliness. My cheekbones were too sharp, my mouth set in a permanent line of defiance against the endless stream of humiliations.
My whole life had been one long, agonizing uphill battle.
I grew up with only my mother by my side. Her health was fragile, but her love for me was unwavering. We were poor—most days we barely had enough to eat—so I became small, thin, and weak. But as long as I was with her, I felt safe. I felt happy.
When she passed away, the only person who had ever loved me disappeared from my world. That was when life with my father began… and that was true hell. Endless chores, relentless exhaustion, and a single piece of bread each day—just enough to keep me alive, yet never enough to keep me strong.
And still, with that frail little body, I somehow managed to save him— the man I would later learn was my mate—when I found him half-dead in the forest. Even now, I have no idea where I found the strength to drag him all the way back to safety.
After we married, I finally had enough to eat every day. But instead of warmth or gratitude, I became invisible—overlooked by my own husband and even by my son. Like a ghost living in my own home.
After all, no wolf meant no defense, so no voice.
I was the Luna, but I had zero power. It was worse than being a slave; a slave at least knew their place. My place was the one they constantly reminded me I didn't deserve.
I managed to peel off my muddy clothes and wrapped myself in a towel, the chill still clinging to my skin.
I needed to see Rhys.
I’m sick of all these.
I found them in the main living area. The scene in front of the massive stone fireplace was sickeningly domestic.
Seraphina was sitting on the sofa, holding Jaxon in her lap like he was her own flesh and blood. Jaxon had his arms tightly around her neck.
Rhys was sitting next to her, gently bouncing Seraphina's little boy, the one with the giggling face from the car, on his knee.
They looked like the perfect family portrait, framed by firelight, and I was the smudge on the lens.
Instinct took over. The protective, desperate mother in me surged forward. "Jaxon," I said, my voice hoarse. "Come to Mom, sweetheart. I need to check you for fever."
My son looked at me over Seraphina's shoulder, his eyes wide and panicked. He didn't move. He just buried his face deeper into Seraphina's clean, expensive sweater, clutching her like she was the only anchor in a storm.
"He's fine, Elara," Seraphina chirped, that sweet, brittle voice grating on my nerves. She rubbed Jaxon's back soothingly. "He's just settled. He doesn't want to leave Sera."
Sera. Always Sera.
Seraphina kissed Jaxon's head and stood up, handing the boy back to Rhys. "I think it's time for a little boy to get some rest." She led Jaxon and her son toward the stairs.
Rhys watched them go, his powerful jaw relaxed, a soft, indulgent look in his eyes, a look I had never received. Then he turned his attention to me, and the tenderness vanished, replaced by the familiar cold steel.
"Sera and the boys will be staying here tonight," he stated, not asked. "She needs rest after the journey she's been through."
The journey she's been through? What about the journey I just took, half-dead and muddy on the road?
Rhys gestured to the guest wing. "Go and prepare the Alpha suite for her. Make sure the sheets are fresh, and run her a hot bath. It should be perfect."
My jaw dropped. He was ordering me to cater to his paramour.
"I will not," I whispered, the defiance bubbling up, hot and dangerous.
Seraphina, who was still within earshot, turned back with a dramatically worried look. "Oh, no, Elara, you shouldn't trouble yourself! I can absolutely manage, "
Rhys cut her off with a look. He shifted his cold gaze back to me. "You will. Seraphina has been kind enough to occupy Jaxon and keep him happy and calm. You should be grateful for her service."
Grateful. My own son prefers her to me, and I'm supposed to thank the woman who stole him.
I tried to stand my ground, but I felt my resolve crack. I was too tired to fight the Alpha's command right now. I stalked toward the suite, rage silently screaming in my ears.
As I was turning on the taps in the massive tub, Rhys appeared in the doorway, blocking my exit.
Seraphina coughed delicately from the hallway.
Rhys didn't even look away from me. "Elara. Seraphina just coughed. Go and fetch her a hot water and lemon. Make sure the lemon is fresh. She's been through enough trauma, and I don't want her throat bothering her."
I looked at the water cascading into the tub, the perfect hot bath, and then back at his face.
His "sharp instincts"were supposedly unmatched, yet he deliberately ignored the fact that I had just fallen, ignored the mud smeared all over me, ignored everything. He didn’t even ask what had happened. It was as if seeing me filthy and pathetic was completely normal—exactly what he expected of someone like me.
Or maybe… maybe he did notice something was wrong.
He just didn’t think I was worth his attention.
All he wants, just an order to fetch a beverage for the woman he adored.
That was it.
I was nothing. Or less than nothing.
I turned off the tap. The sound of the running water died, leaving a dead silence.
I faced him, my body still shivering, but my voice was eerily steady.
"You know, Rhys," I said, looking him straight in his dismissive eyes. "You clearly don't need a Luna. You need a maid, and a babysitter for your mistress's child."
He frowned, impatient. "What the hell are you talking about?"
I gestured vaguely at the room, "The Mate bond. It's what keeps us together. Not love, just the Goddess's decree."
I took a shaky breath, the cold seeping out of my soul and replaced with a sudden, beautiful clarity.
"I want out, Rhys. I'm giving you back your freedom. I demand the breaking of the bond."
Elara’s POVThe cold seeped, starting from my fingertips and winding its way up my spine.I sat anchored to the oak chair, my fingers hooked into the carved armrests as the world began to tilt. Every ragged breath I took felt like it was pulling in shards of dry ice. My vision was starting to fray, the grey stones of the North Wing dissolving into a shimmering, golden haze that felt far too much like a memory.Suddenly, the Citadel was gone.I was back in the meadows, wrapped in a cloak. I could smell the sharp, clean scent of pine and the soft warmth of my mother’s skin. I felt her arms around me, shielding me from the biting wind with a strength that had always felt absolute. Maybe this is how it ends, I thought, a strange, peaceful lethargy settling over my heart. If I just stop fighting, I can finally go back to her.The dream shattered as the door was kicked open.I heard the frantic clatter of boots and the sharp, clinical voice of Hestia cutting through the fog. "The blood won
Rhy’s POVThe silence following Marcus’s death was louder than his daughter’s screams. I walked out of the dungeons, the metallic tang of failure coating my tongue like a layer of rust. Two gold coins. A dying child. A father who traded his soul for a miracle.A miracle or a death calling.My wolf was pacing beneath my skin, snarling at the sheer cleanliness of the crime. I went straight to the Hall of Healers."I want the logs," I growled, slamming my hand onto the head apothecary’s desk so hard the inkpots rattled. "Every tincture, every draft, every single visit made to the lower-tier quarters in the last fortnight. Now."The head apothecary, a man who usually smelled of dried lavender and nervous sweat, scrambled to comply. We spent three grueling hours poring over the vellum sheets. I personally checked the inventory for Nightshade and Silver-dust—the counts were perfect, down to the milligram. I cross-referenced the names of every authorized healer and mid-level apprentice.Noth
Rhys’ POVThe dungeon was a tomb of damp stone and old iron, the air thick with the copper tang of blood that had long since soaked into the masonry.I sat in the high-backed ironwood chair, my shadow stretching long and jagged across the wet floor. Marcus, a low-tier scout with hollow cheeks and eyes full of a frantic, cornered light, hung from the silver-shackles. His healing factor was useless against the constant, burning irritation of the silver. He was fading, his breath coming in shallow, wheezing rattles."One last time," I said, my voice dropping to a low, lethal hum. "Who gave you the poison? Who told you exactly when the guards shift in the North Wing?""It... it was just me," Marcus rasped, coughing up a spray of dark fluid. He looked at me with a twisted, defiant pride. "Silas was the true Alpha. You’re just a usurper, Rhys... and that Northern bitch is a plague on this house. I did what had to be done."I didn't believe a word of it. I stood up, the sudden movement makin
Rhys’ POVThe minutes bled into one another, heavy and suffocating.For fifteen agonizing minutes, I watched my own life force disappear into Elara’s pale, parted lips. My vision was starting to fray at the edges, a cold, hollow numb spreading from my fingertips up to my shoulders, but I didn't pull away. My blood was the only thing acting as a dam against the tide of her death. Slowly, the magic happened.The sluggish, unending flow from her abdomen began to thicken. The bandages, which had been soaked through every few seconds, finally held. The dark, angry red of the wound started to crust over as her own wolf finally recognized the reinforcements I was pouring into her."It's stopping," Hestia breathed, her voice cracking with a mixture of shock and reverence. She adjusted the poultice with trembling hands, her eyes wide as she looked at the clotted wound. "It’s a miracle. Your regenerative factor is actually overwriting the toxin. But Alpha, you have to stop. You've given too mu
Rhys’ POV"Tell me, Jaxon," I growled, my voice a low, vibrating warning that made the surrounding guards recoil into the shadows. "Who gave you the poison? Who told you to strike an Alpha who has saved you?""She didn’t save me, she planned all!" Jaxon shrieked, his voice cracking with a high-pitched, hysterical defiance. Tears finally broke, tracking through the dirt on his pale cheeks. "She’s a prisoner! A stray! I heard the elders talking, they said she was a curse on this house!""Which one?" I tightened my grip, the fury in my chest turning cold and sharp."Everyone!" Jaxon sobbed, kicking his legs in a futile attempt to break free. "Seraphina was supposed to be my mother! She’s the one who held me when you were off fighting your wars! No one replaces her, Father! Not some masked bitch from the North! I did it for us! I did it so she wouldn't have to leave!"The realization washed over me like a wave of nausea. I looked at my son, the boy I had carefully groomed to lead the pack
Rhys’ POVThe grain reserves were dwindling faster than the winter snows could melt. I had spent the morning staring at ledgers, trying to balance the survival of the South against the growing unrest at the frost-line. My Elders thought it was beneath a High Alpha to personally oversee a border inspection, but they didn’t understand the rot of hunger. If a pack is hungry, they stop listening to laws; they only listen to their stomachs.Besides, I had another reason to leave the Citadel. I looked toward the North Wing, my mind flashing back to the heat of the night before. Elara was suffocating in these stone walls. I needed to get her out, away from the council’s glares and Seraphina’s stifling presence, before she completely retreated back into her shell.I called my most trusted Beta, Aden, to the side as the scouts saddled the horses. "Watch the Elders," I commanded, my voice low and lethal. "And keep an eye on Seraphina. I want this fortress stable while I'm at the border. If a si
Elara’s POVThe blizzard outside showed no signs of relenting, its mournful wail penetrating even the fortress’s thickest masonry. Before we departed, Rhys retrieved a heavy navy cloak lined with silver fox fur from the rack. He stepped behind me, his large hands guiding the garment over my shoulde
Elara’s POVRhys didn’t drop his heavy traveling cloak. He moved toward me with a slow, predatory focus that seemed to suck the oxygen right out of the room. I remained frozen in the armchair, my fingers digging into the leather of the book, my heart still hammering a frantic rhythm from the scram
Elara’s POVThe silence in the room was absolute, a heavy shroud that made the scratch of my fingernails against the stone sound like a landslide. I knelt by the base of the wall, my breath hitching as I pried the panel further. The masonry groaned, finally yielding to reveal a dry, hollowed-out ca
Elara’s POVThe handmaidens moved through the room like ghosts, their heads bowed so low they seemed to be counting the cracks in the stone floor. There were four of them, young and visibly nervous, clutching my belongings—stiff leather armor, thick wool tunics, and the few worn keepsakes I’d manag







