Avery's POV
Everyone turned to look at Alpha walking in through the door and everyone in the room bowed, which made me hurriedly stand up and bow my head too."What is going on here?" He asked as he walked towards us. "Alpha Devon , you are here already.""Good evening Alpha." Alpha Devon said and I used that opportunity to slip away from them. I don't know exactly what was going on but it seemed extra.I couldn't believe both Alpha Devon and Lucien were about to rip each other's throats out because of me.After the whole building was quiet, I slipped out of the house and walked back to the river where I had seen Alpha Devon earlier tonight. I never thought he was the one once and I just ran from the place to avoid being seen out of the pack house.I walked over to the river and sat at the edge, taking a deep breath. I suddenly felt this heaviness in my chest and I couldn't help but burst into tears. I have been told in times like these, your wolf would always be there to comfort you but now because of the rejection I got from Lucien , I'm not connecting with my wolf the way others do.Tears rolled down my eyes gently as I tried hard to keep it to myself but I couldn't help but scream out loud."Why?" I screamed. "Why does it have to be me? Why can't you just make me happy for once. Moon goddess why? All I seek is happiness, just happiness. Just happiness. But you never give it to me."I slipped into the water, not seeing the reason I should even continue to breathe. I am hated everywhere and even the only person who looks at me isn't always there for me.Suddenly, I felt an arm around my waist and in a second, I was pulled out of the water. I was pulled to the bank of the river and I felt the strong arm wrap around my waist."What do you think you're doing?" I heard Alpha Devon 's voice and I almost jumped out of my skin as I tried to pull away from him but he grabbed my waist and pulled me back down. "Don't."I sat there frozen as I felt his chest move up and down behind me. His strong arms wrapped around me and I couldn't help but blush at the closeness. "What were you thinking?" He finally said after a long time of silence."I am very sorry to disturb you my Lord…" Before I could continue, his chest started moving up and down in an uneasy manner. "Are you okay my Lord?" I asked as I turned to kneel between his legs.I panicked for a few minutes as I looked around to look for something to help. What if something happened to him and they thought I did it? I don't want to die.I hurriedly stood up but he suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me back down to him, sealskin my lips with his. I knelt there shocked, not making any movement as his lips skillfully moved on mine.I was there in shock as he pulled away. "You even taste better than I imagined." He said as he stood up, pulling me up and I snatched my hands from him."Excuse me. I might be a lowly servant but never take advantage of me like that again." I screamed angrily. I couldn't deny I loved the kiss, it was so different from Lucien 's but I still would not let another man I don't know try to take advantage of me."I'm sorry." He said with a sigh. "I just acted out of impulse. Please forgive me." He said, holding my hand and that felt new to me. Even Donovan never told me he was sorry for doing anything wrong to me. This was the first time someone would apologize to me and I felt important for a few seconds."I'm sorry for yelling at you alpha Devon ." I hurriedly bowed when I remembered what I was doing. His hand came to my head and patted it gently with a small smile."Your hair is very beautiful." He complimented and I blushed gently as I took a few strands of my hair and fiddled with it. "They compliment your eyes.""Thank you, my Lord." I said before snapping back to reality. "I have to leave, thank you for helping me. I really appreciate it." I bowed and before he could say anything, he ran off.The last thing I wanted is for Lucien or Stella to know I snuck out of the pack house. I also secretly feared alpha Devon might tell them or give them an impression that I left the pack house.I slowly slipped into my room and rushed over to the bathroom to take a cool and refreshing bath. I stayed under the shower for a very long time, as if it would wash away all my sorrows.A sigh escaped my lips as I stepped out of the bathroom and changed into my normal dress before stepping out of my room. "Took you long enough." A voice resounded in the room and I almost jumped out of my skin.I looked up to see Lucien leaning against the wall opposite the bathroom door. I was creeped out by him just entering my room and I wondered how he got in after I locked the door."My Lord." I bowed my head gently and just then, he leaned away from the wall and walked over to me, grabbing my hair to make me look up at him."Where were you?" He asked and I felt my heart hammer against my chest. I didn't say a word and he pulled on my hair harder and I gulped gently. "Do you want me to repeat myself?" He asked and I shook my head negatively."You were with him weren't you?"Lucien's Pov Walking down the aisle was one thing I never imagined I would do. The thought of walking down a path lined with roses and a red carpet, and holding someone in my arms beside me that I promised to love and care for, seeming like a foreign concept. It felt weird to think that I had finally been humbled. And that I had finally been brought to my knees to consider love as anything more than erotic pleasure. It still felt strange to me that I had actually gotten here. To this point? And a part of me really felt proud.I never thought I would get here and I never thought I would actually get married… I had feared I would end up living and dying as hedonistic. But I guess miracles happen, and this just happened to be mine. I was happy even though I was a bit confused and tepid. I looked courageous and smug but I was still scared internally. I feared my old habits would come back to haunt me. And I worried I wouldn't be the best husband for Avery… She was a beautiful soul and ho
Avery's PovTwo months later The crowd had gathered for the festivities and the courtyard was full of life. The entirety of Silverwood had been called for this occasion and everyone with ears had heeded the call. The streets were lined with people, stalls and activity. Musicians filled the streets with instruments and sounds. Some of the stalls filled with ale and the people were aloof and afloat. Food was bountiful. As steaks rolled over fires and men sold rottiserie chicken and smoked seasoned salmon over counters. The energy all around contagious. No single soul lost or sad or broken. Everyone, irrespective of class or status had come and were happy. All needs were met and all wants provided. It had been two months now and the town of Silverwood had gone from chaos and fighting to peace and tranquility. The people had reached a calm and began rebuilding. The torn ties, the distrust and the loss. The grieving families had been supported and helped to move on. Everyone was slowly an
Luciens's PovI held her in my hands and I just couldn't contain the feeling. The rush of energy I felt inside and the lightness in my head. Her body was soft and her motion was gentle. I held her close and she sighed quietly; her soft moans driving me crazy as we held each other. I didn't know I could feel this way. And I didn't know I could feel so in love. The state I was in wasn't one of lust or to have her in bed. I held her in my arms now and the only thing I wanted was to have her there. The only thing I wanted was to hold her close and hold her forever…Avery was everything and Avery was beautiful. Her hands around me as she tried to sink into my skin. I could feel her getting closer and edging closer. I could feel her wanting to close the gap and want to be near me. I could feel her energy matched mine and that she wanted me as much as much as I wanted her. The sparks lighting up and almost written in the skies. I really didn't want to let go but I had to. I didn't really wan
Avery's PovI woke up now in a gasp. My breathing heavy as I glanced in every direction frantically. I shot out of the chair or bed or whatever I was resting on and got up to my feet. I turned every which way, my eyes swinging from one side of the room to another. Then shooting up to the ceiling to see if what I had seen in my dream wasn't a dream. And if it had been real…It felt too real not to be and I deeply hoped it wasn't just hallucinations. As I looked up at the ceiling to find the carved statuettes but instead I saw a blank ceiling made of wood. I looked around for the white dress. With the veil and the mannequin? But I saw nothing. And now I quickly turned to look for Lucien. To see him maybe in the suit I had seen him in. To see his hair, and to see him smiling wide at me the way I had seen him. With the box in his hand. To hear his voice and hear him explain how he wanted to marry me. And how he had made plans for the wedding. And all he needed was a yes…But I turned arou
Avery's PovI woke up confused and I didn't know where I was at first. I struggled to open my eyes and also to keep my vision steady. My eyes opening slowly like curtains and my body feeling weird between my legs. I felt a sharp pain in my hips and I could feel my thighs quake slightly. I looked down at myself to see that I was in robes?... I looked up and I didn't recognise where I was. The room in front of me is different from the one I remembered. The design different from the room I last saw myself in. The windows were wide and open, the curtains were drawn to the sides to let in light. And I found myself on a bigger bed. The sheets very soft and delicate in my hands as I rested on it with my palm, turning my head sideways trying to figure out where I was.“Rise and shine princess…” I suddenly heard a voice call. And I frowned and turned slowly. My head still hurting slightly and my legs strangely weak and tired. I managed to complete the turn and I was surprised to see Lucien stan
Stella's PovIt just didn't feel right… and it just didn't make any sense. Yet it was all my reality… After all these years of hatred. To only come to realise I was hating my own blood?... That I was hating what I was supposed to love, and loving what I was supposed to hate?... The thought of being abused and used without even realising it made me shiver. I had been lied to so long and so well I couldn't even tell the difference. The lines between what was real and what was false blurring together into one vague absolute. I just couldn't believe the wool had been pulled over my eyes for so long. I had been blinded and led like a sheep and I thought I knew what I was doing? I thought I was right? I thought I was fighting for a good cause?... That my intentions were justified, and the allies were the enemies while the real enemies were actually the allies. I had gone against sensible reason and veered off wildly, and now it made me question my own self?... To believe that I was this