Lorien
The morning air was crisp, carrying the scent of pine and damp earth as I stepped outside. My body still ached from last night, from him, but the pain was overshadowed by a growing sense of anticipation.
Cassius had come to me.
He had found me in the dark, his hands desperate as they claimed me, his body pressed against mine, his breath uneven as he whispered my name like it meant something.
And for the first time in my life, I had felt wanted.
I was happy about what had happened between us, but I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach as I hadn't woken up with him by my side.
I had expected him to be at my side the second I woke up, because mates that were newly discovered were practically inseparable.
I searched for him all overy house, even checking the surroundings, but I didn't find him.
I decided to take a walk, hoping that I might find him on the way.
I clutched the hem of my jacket, pulling it tighter around myself as I walked toward the pack house. The murmurs of the pack carried through the morning air, but I barely heard them. I only had one thought—had last night changed anything?
Had it changed him?
Before I could reach the steps, a powerful voice rang out.
“Let everyone gather! There is something I must say.”
Cassius.
I froze, my heart slamming against my ribs. The urgency in his voice sent a ripple through the pack, drawing wolves from every corner. Omegas emerged from the kitchens, warriors abandoned their training, and the elders moved to stand at the front, their expressions curious but expectant.
A pit formed in my stomach as I saw him standing on the platform, his broad shoulders squared, his golden eyes hard and unreadable. Beside him stood Julian, his Beta and closest friend, his face a mask of neutrality.
I swallowed, forcing myself to take a step forward.
Then Cassius spoke.
“I, Cassius Blackwood, reject Lorien Vale as my mate.”
The world tilted beneath me.
For a moment, I thought I had imagined it, that my mind was playing some cruel trick on me. But then, as the words settled, a stunned silence fell over the crowd.
Cassius’s gaze swept over the gathered wolves, his expression void of any emotion. And then, as if rejection alone wasn’t enough, he added,
“An omega like him is beneath me. He is also a man, and I cannot, even with the Moon Goddess's approval, have anything to do with another man,”
The silence shattered into laughter.
Mocking. Cruel.
The warriors grinned, some elbowing each other as if this were a joke, while the omega girls whispered behind their hands, their eyes alight with amusement. Even some of the elders nodded approvingly, as if Cassius had just made the right decision.
I couldn’t breathe.
The air felt too thick, too suffocating.
“Did he really think the Alpha would accept him?” someone sneered behind me.
“A male omega? Disgusting.”
“As if any Alpha would claim one of those.”
The words stabbed into me, one after another, their edges sharper than any blade. I wanted to move, to run, but my body was frozen in place, my mind reeling from the force of Cassius’s rejection.
I lifted my gaze to his, searching—desperate—for something, anything, that might tell me he didn’t mean it. That last night hadn’t just been… nothing.
But his eyes were cold. Empty.
The Cassius who had held me in the dark, who had trembled against me, was gone.
“Cassius, how could you even—?”
Even Julian’s quiet murmurs could not mask the overwhelming cruelty that filled the room. I barely heard his soft, “I’m sorry,” as I passed him by, his eyes filled with regret, but I didn’t stop. I needed to escape this chamber of humiliation before the sting of rejection became permanent.
I took a step back, then another.
I barely noticed the crowd parting for me, barely heard their laughter continuing behind me. My legs carried me away, through the pack grounds, past the warriors still smirking, past the omegas who looked at me with a mixture of pity and disgust.
I didn’t stop running until I reached the small, run-down house I called home.
The door slammed shut behind me, the sound reverberating in the silence. My breath came in sharp, uneven gasps as I pressed my back against the wooden frame, my fingers digging into the fabric of my cloak.
Cassius had rejected me.
Publicly.
Without hesitation.
I squeezed my eyes shut, my hands trembling as they curled into fists. The pain in my chest was unbearable, suffocating. My body still carried his scent, my skin still remembered his touch, but none of it mattered now.
Because to him, I was beneath him.
I let out a shuddering breath, my mind racing through everything I had endured in this pack—the whispers, the isolation, the sneers. From the moment I had presented as an omega, I had been nothing but a disgrace.
And now, Cassius had made sure that disgrace was set in stone.
A fresh wave of humiliation crashed over me. The image of the crowd’s laughter, the way they had looked at me—it burned into my memory like a scar that would never fade.
I couldn’t stay here.
I wouldn’t stay here.
I opened my eyes, staring at my reflection in the cracked mirror across the room. My violet eyes—so often filled with hopelessness—burned with something else.
Determination.
If Cassius thought I was beneath him, if this entire pack saw me as nothing more than a joke, then fine.
I would leave.
I would escape this pack, this life, this endless cycle of shame and rejection.
I had no family. No allies.
But I had myself.
And that would be enough.
I straightened, wiping the lingering wetness from my eyes.
The next time I saw Cassius Blackwood, I wouldn’t be the omega he had rejected.
I would be someone he regretted losing.
LorienI wasn’t sure I could breathe.The moment Cassius whispered those words, everything inside me coiled. Not in fear—no, I wasn’t afraid of him anymore—but in sheer, suffocating disbelief. My heart pounded so loud it drowned out the world, beating against my ribs like it wanted out. All I could think about was the boy who used to shove me against lockers, the cruel laughter that haunted me down school hallways, the night he claimed me—then cast me aside like I was nothing.That wound never fully healed. I’d just learned how to live around it. I built walls, thick and impenetrable, because I had to. Because if I let myself feel the full weight of what he did to me, it would break me all over again.And now he stood in front of me, saying things I had longed to hear back when I was still young and stupid enough to dream of them.“I don’t believe you,” I snapped, trying to shove him away. My hands hit his chest, solid and unyielding. “You don’t get to say things like that. Not after
LorienI gasped, pressing my back flat against the wood of the stairs as I scrambled into the shadowed nook beneath. Every breath trembled through me. I dared not look up. I dared not listen. But I could feel them—Isabella’s low voice, Julian’s breathy moan. A disaster waiting to happen. I needed to disappear. Now.My fingers brushed the edge of the short window at the base of the stairwell—the one that opened onto the overgrown grove behind the pack house. I forced myself to move, silent as a ghost. My foot caught something. A shoe tread squeaked against the floor. Too loud. Too distinctive.I froze.A massive shadow shifted by the staircase. Julian. My blood thundered in my ears. I swallowed panic deep, tighter than steel.No options left.I lunged forward to the window and shoved. It resisted, then gave with a hard creak. My fingers dug into the ledge as I shoved my shoulder into the center. The frame rattled. I let out a sound—not a scream, but something close to one—when the top
LorienI couldn’t let him go.Not yet. Not now.But my arms were full of Caius, and the warmth of his body anchored me like a tether in a storm. The moment he’d said Pops, something inside me had broken and stitched itself back together at once.I held him tight, maybe too tight, but he didn’t complain. My fingers trembled against the soft curve of his back, my cheek pressed to his wild curls. His heartbeat was steady—strong—and I realized then just how close I’d come to losing him.The pang in my chest wasn’t gentle. It was sharp. Cutting. Like a blade twisting behind my ribs.I didn’t want to let go.But I had to.Eventually, my arms loosened. Slowly, carefully, I let Caius wriggle from my embrace and stagger toward Lucian, who caught him with a delighted squeal. The two of them clung to each other like they’d been separated by centuries instead of hours.And me?I was crying now.I didn’t even bother to hide it.The knot at the back of my throat burned like wildfire as I sank back
LorienBlood.It clung to the edges of my watch, soaked into the leather band, flaked across the ticking glass like dried guilt.I stared at it, that vintage thing I’d gotten from my mother’s old box when I first left Blood Fang. I hadn’t worn it in years. But when Caius collapsed, I’d grabbed it from my drawer without thinking—like it might ground me somehow.Now it ticked past midnight with a soft click that felt louder than thunder.I didn’t want Cassius to see me like this.But it had happened.He’d seen the guard—broken, breath wheezing through blood-soaked teeth, bones jutting at wrong angles like snapped twigs beneath his skin. He’d seen the storm in me. The one I kept caged so well, until someone tried to hurt my sons.My children were off-limits.Always.And I knew this pack. Knew how they watched, how they whispered. Weakness was an invitation for war. And I’d be damned if I let anyone see me as prey again.Still… I couldn’t stop the sour taste of regret from coating the bac
CassiusWe were standing too close—dangerously close.I could feel the heat of Lorien’s body, the tremble in his arms as he held Caius like a shield between us. He didn’t look at me, not really. His eyes were blazing, stormy, focused entirely on guarding the small figure in his grasp.But he was distracted.His fury was pulsing off of him in waves, each breath shallow and tight with anger. I could see it, feel it, almost taste it.And in that moment, I did something reckless.I reached forward and snatched Caius gently but swiftly from his arms before he could process the movement.“What the hell do you think you’re doing?!” Lorien snapped, his voice low and venomous. “You don’t get to touch him—not after touching her!”I flinched.Right.Her.Isabella.The name made my jaw clench.I rolled my eyes—not at him, but at the situation. At everything I’d let spiral out of control.“Is she your lover?” I asked, my voice softer than I expected, more bitter than I wanted it to be.Lorien stif
LorienI heard Caius scream.And then I saw it.A guard—one of Cassius’s—shoved him. Shoved my son. My baby hit the ground hard. The thud echoed in my skull, loud and wrong. Like a crack of thunder in a closed room. My body went cold and hot at the same time. A sharp, blinding burst of something primal surged through me.Time stopped.My vision tunneled. The edges of the world blurred into nothing. No sound. No people. Just that guard—and my son lying on the ground, eyes wide in fear and confusion.I moved without thinking.The dirt exploded beneath my feet as I lunged, shifting in a blur of speed and fury. He turned to face me, confused, maybe even amused for a second. That second cost him.His body began to shift—bones cracking, fur sprouting—but it didn’t matter.I slammed into him like a force of nature. He staggered back from the blow to his jaw, claws flashing out as his snout elongated. I ducked under his swipe and drove my fist into his ribs. I felt something break. He howled,