Lorien
The morning air was crisp, carrying the scent of pine and damp earth as I stepped outside. My body still ached from last night, from him, but the pain was overshadowed by a growing sense of anticipation.
Cassius had come to me.
He had found me in the dark, his hands desperate as they claimed me, his body pressed against mine, his breath uneven as he whispered my name like it meant something.
And for the first time in my life, I had felt wanted.
I was happy about what had happened between us, but I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach as I hadn't woken up with him by my side.
I had expected him to be at my side the second I woke up, because mates that were newly discovered were practically inseparable.
I searched for him all overy house, even checking the surroundings, but I didn't find him.
I decided to take a walk, hoping that I might find him on the way.
I clutched the hem of my jacket, pulling it tighter around myself as I walked toward the pack house. The murmurs of the pack carried through the morning air, but I barely heard them. I only had one thought—had last night changed anything?
Had it changed him?
Before I could reach the steps, a powerful voice rang out.
“Let everyone gather! There is something I must say.”
Cassius.
I froze, my heart slamming against my ribs. The urgency in his voice sent a ripple through the pack, drawing wolves from every corner. Omegas emerged from the kitchens, warriors abandoned their training, and the elders moved to stand at the front, their expressions curious but expectant.
A pit formed in my stomach as I saw him standing on the platform, his broad shoulders squared, his golden eyes hard and unreadable. Beside him stood Julian, his Beta and closest friend, his face a mask of neutrality.
I swallowed, forcing myself to take a step forward.
Then Cassius spoke.
“I, Cassius Blackwood, reject Lorien Vale as my mate.”
The world tilted beneath me.
For a moment, I thought I had imagined it, that my mind was playing some cruel trick on me. But then, as the words settled, a stunned silence fell over the crowd.
Cassius’s gaze swept over the gathered wolves, his expression void of any emotion. And then, as if rejection alone wasn’t enough, he added,
“An omega like him is beneath me. He is also a man, and I cannot, even with the Moon Goddess's approval, have anything to do with another man,”
The silence shattered into laughter.
Mocking. Cruel.
The warriors grinned, some elbowing each other as if this were a joke, while the omega girls whispered behind their hands, their eyes alight with amusement. Even some of the elders nodded approvingly, as if Cassius had just made the right decision.
I couldn’t breathe.
The air felt too thick, too suffocating.
“Did he really think the Alpha would accept him?” someone sneered behind me.
“A male omega? Disgusting.”
“As if any Alpha would claim one of those.”
The words stabbed into me, one after another, their edges sharper than any blade. I wanted to move, to run, but my body was frozen in place, my mind reeling from the force of Cassius’s rejection.
I lifted my gaze to his, searching—desperate—for something, anything, that might tell me he didn’t mean it. That last night hadn’t just been… nothing.
But his eyes were cold. Empty.
The Cassius who had held me in the dark, who had trembled against me, was gone.
“Cassius, how could you even—?”
Even Julian’s quiet murmurs could not mask the overwhelming cruelty that filled the room. I barely heard his soft, “I’m sorry,” as I passed him by, his eyes filled with regret, but I didn’t stop. I needed to escape this chamber of humiliation before the sting of rejection became permanent.
I took a step back, then another.
I barely noticed the crowd parting for me, barely heard their laughter continuing behind me. My legs carried me away, through the pack grounds, past the warriors still smirking, past the omegas who looked at me with a mixture of pity and disgust.
I didn’t stop running until I reached the small, run-down house I called home.
The door slammed shut behind me, the sound reverberating in the silence. My breath came in sharp, uneven gasps as I pressed my back against the wooden frame, my fingers digging into the fabric of my cloak.
Cassius had rejected me.
Publicly.
Without hesitation.
I squeezed my eyes shut, my hands trembling as they curled into fists. The pain in my chest was unbearable, suffocating. My body still carried his scent, my skin still remembered his touch, but none of it mattered now.
Because to him, I was beneath him.
I let out a shuddering breath, my mind racing through everything I had endured in this pack—the whispers, the isolation, the sneers. From the moment I had presented as an omega, I had been nothing but a disgrace.
And now, Cassius had made sure that disgrace was set in stone.
A fresh wave of humiliation crashed over me. The image of the crowd’s laughter, the way they had looked at me—it burned into my memory like a scar that would never fade.
I couldn’t stay here.
I wouldn’t stay here.
I opened my eyes, staring at my reflection in the cracked mirror across the room. My violet eyes—so often filled with hopelessness—burned with something else.
Determination.
If Cassius thought I was beneath him, if this entire pack saw me as nothing more than a joke, then fine.
I would leave.
I would escape this pack, this life, this endless cycle of shame and rejection.
I had no family. No allies.
But I had myself.
And that would be enough.
I straightened, wiping the lingering wetness from my eyes.
The next time I saw Cassius Blackwood, I wouldn’t be the omega he had rejected.
I would be someone he regretted losing.
LorienOne month later.The mirror in front of me blurred as I blinked back tears, though not of sadness. My hands trembled slightly as I smoothed them down the gown—masculine in cut, strong in its lines, but flowing enough to feel like something out of a dream. It wasn’t just a piece of clothing; it was a statement, a promise. Every stitch seemed to whisper: this is real, this is happening, you’re loved.I had never imagined myself standing here, dressed in something so beautiful, surrounded by happiness instead of dread. For so long, I had been certain my story would only ever be written in pain. Yet now, as I looked at my reflection, my heart stuttered in disbelief. It was the most beautiful day of my life, and for once, I didn’t have to question whether I deserved it.I was marrying the man I loved.A laugh slipped from my throat before I even realized it. My sons were the culprits, both of them leaning against the doorframe with identical mischievous grins, arms folded like they’
Lorien Two days had passed.Just two days since the nightmare had ended, since blood and ash had been washed from our world, and yet it felt like I had lived an entire lifetime within them.Now I stood outside our house with Cassius, sunlight spilling down in warm golden sheets, the twins giggling as they ran barefoot across the grass. Caius tripped over Lucian’s foot, and instead of crying, he burst into a fit of laughter that made my heart ache with relief. Their voices were the purest sound in existence.I breathed in deep, my chest expanding, my ribs almost trembling with the weight of it. “I can’t believe I’m standing here… that I can actually see a new day,” I murmured, the words spilling out raw, unfiltered.Cassius’s hand brushed mine, his thumb tracing over my knuckles like he wanted to ground me in this moment. “You deserve more than this, Lorien,” he said softly, his voice carrying the rough edge of conviction. His eyes were on me, never straying, like I was the only thing
Lorien I couldn’t breathe. My chest felt like it had caved in as I watched Cassius’s body jerk in ways it shouldn’t have. Horror clawed at me until I couldn’t hold it back anymore.“Help!” I screamed, my voice cracking in desperation. “Somebody, please! Help him!”My throat burned with each plea, but I didn’t stop. The sound of footsteps thundered down the hall until finally the doctors burst into the room, their presence a blur of white coats and sharp, commanding voices. Relief should have settled over me at the sight of them, but instead, dread only grew heavier.I tried to move closer to Cassius, but one of the doctors snapped at me.“Stay back! Do you want to put him in even greater danger?” The sharpness in his tone made me freeze, as if he had struck me across the face. “Both you and your mate already put him in serious peril. Calm the hell down, or we’ll make sure you do.”I gaped at him, shocked. No one had ever spoken to me like that—not in that cold, biting tone that left
CassiusJulian’s screams were music I had been waiting for all my life. The sound cut through the battlefield, piercing the smoke and blood-filled air, yet it didn’t stir a shred of mercy in me. My teeth clamped down on his right leg with a sickening crunch, bone shattering like brittle glass beneath my jaws. Hot blood spurted into my mouth, metallic and vile, but I welcomed it. His shriek rose to the heavens, a pitiful, ragged sound that made my wolf howl in savage satisfaction.“After everything—everything I gave you!” I roared, tearing my muzzle back, flinging the mangled flesh away like it was filth. “You dare betray me? You dare touch my mate?!”Julian’s body convulsed on the blood-soaked ground, his fingers clawing at the dirt as he tried to drag himself away from me. “C-Cassius—please—” he sobbed, his voice broken, wet with blood. “I was your brother in arms… I stood by you—”“Brother?” My laugh was hollow, venom dripping from every syllable. “You? You were the knife I let into
LorienI couldn’t breathe. Every gasp I took burned my lungs, like the air itself had turned to knives. I didn’t know how long I’d been struggling, only that the world around me was chaos—blood, screams, shadows moving in the dark. Somewhere out there, Cassius was fighting, and I could feel his rage tearing through the bond, but I couldn’t focus on that now. I had my own nightmare to survive.The house was too quiet. Too empty. That silence sank into my bones like ice, crawling up my spine. Something was wrong—horribly, sickeningly wrong. My heart pounded as I stumbled through the hall, hands shaking, every instinct screaming that danger was close.Julian.His name echoed in my skull like a curse. I didn’t need anyone to tell me—he was here. He had to be.I froze when I heard a faint sound. Not footsteps. Not a voice. A muffled cry, thin and distant, like it was breaking through a wall. My stomach dropped. That wasn’t in my head. That was real. My children.A sob clawed its way up my
Lorien I could hear my wolf, his voice pulsing in my head like a drumbeat against the madness. Get up. Move. Don’t let it win. Don’t let it kill you.The poison inside me felt like fire burning my veins, dragging molten lead through every limb. My body screamed with weakness, my muscles trembling as if they didn’t belong to me anymore. For a moment, I thought this was it—I would die here, nameless, another broken body discarded in the dark. But my wolf refused. He growled, sharp and unrelenting, cutting through the fog.You’re stronger than this. You can’t stay down. Fight, Lorien. Fight.I clawed at the ground, my fingers shaking as I pushed against the dirt-caked floor. My lungs heaved, pulling in air that felt too thin, too sharp. Slowly, painfully, I forced myself upright, every movement tearing at me like knives. I could still feel the poison, clinging to me like vines trying to drag me back under, but I wasn’t gone. Not yet.Not ever.I staggered forward, each step like walking