The soft sound of classical music drifted over me. I had been entangled in a sweet dream filled with comfort and love. A foreign but wonderful sensation kept invading my mind making me want to hold onto the feeling as long as I could. Unfortunately, I felt myself being pulled back to consciousness. I let my eyes flutter open.
I was in an unfamiliar room lit with the natural light of the sun. I let my eyes adjust and turned toward the sound of a muffled voice. There was a set of glass double doors that led out to what looked like a balcony. A tall, broad man in a suit stood outside talking on the phone. My heart rate quickened. I couldn’t make out who he was with his back to me. If I knew him at all.
I vaguely remembered speaking to someone before the world went black. It was a man. A man with piercing hazel eyes. I didn’t remember much else. I didn’t know what happened to me after that.
I looked down. My left arm was splinted down to my last two fingers. There was a bandage wrapping my upper right arm and an IV line attached to the back of my hand. I was tucked into a comfortable bed with a tray of medical supplies sitting next to it. A laptop was set up on a folding table and chair nearby. It all seemed nice enough, but why bring me here? Why wasn’t I in a hospital?
I sat up cautiously. Wincing as multiple sources of pain sparked to life.
“You shouldn’t try to get up yet.”
I jumped in surprise, grimacing from the sudden movement.
“I didn’t mean to startle you,” he said, taking a step toward me. I shifted away and he stopped. “I won’t hurt you.”
“Where am I?” I croaked out hoarsely.
The man walked to a side table and poured a glass of water. Moving to the side of the bed, he held it out to me.
“Somewhere safe,” he said.
I took the glass. I made an effort to avoid touching him. He took a step back, thankfully giving me some space. I took a drink of the water. Too thirsty to question the contents. The man sat at the table, but his eyes stayed on me intently.
“The doctor will be here in a little while to check on you,” he said, his voice deep and smooth. It would be calming in any other circumstance. “She’ll be glad to find you awake.”
“How long have I been asleep?” I asked, only slightly clearer than before.
“Two days,” he said.
I chewed the inside of my lip nervously. I had lost two days. I had no idea where I was. Who this man was or what he wanted with me. I took another drink of water, clearing my throat.
“May I ask who you are?” I asked. “I’d like to know who I have to thank for saving me.”
The corner of his mouth twitched slightly. “My name is Lucas Danvers.”
I felt the blood drain from my face. I knew that name. I shifted in the bed, moving away from him.
“As in… Alpha Lucas Danvers?”
I had heard Mason and Alpha Anders talk about him several times. Alpha Lucas had taken over the Ironpaw Pack after defeating the previous Alpha in combat. From what I heard, it was a hostile takeover. Alpha Anders and Beta Mason seemed to… admire the brutality in which he accomplished his task. More than once, they discussed how formidable he was. They even seemed weary of dealing with him.
And now I was at his mercy. The most dangerous Alpha in Lycuria. A man even my sadistic ex-mate didn’t want to cross. Panic filled my chest.
He shifted forward in his chair and I leapt into action. Rolling from under the blankets, I grabbed a pair of scissors from the tray of medical supplies. Putting the bed between us, I jumped out, holding the scissors up.
“Stay away,” I threatened as he stood. “You can’t keep me here. I won’t let you. I’ll die before I become a plaything for another damn wolf.”
His eyes darkened. My words sounded strong but the tears started to fall without my say. My hands were shaking. I had ripped the IV out of my hand and blood was currently running down my wrist.
“No one is going to hurt you,” Alpha Lucas said softly but firmly, his hands raised in surrender. “I told you. You’re safe here. I swear.”
He took a slow step toward me, then another. I moved toward the door, only managing small steps as my stiff, sore body was slow to respond. I was still weak and days in bed hadn’t helped. My knees started to shake and the edges of my vision blurred. I tried to force my feet to move but felt my legs giving out beneath me instead.
Strong arms surrounded me before I hit the floor. I gasped as a tingling electricity shot through my body where he touched me. He lifted me up and set me on the edge of the bed, kneeling down in front of me.
“I told you not to get up,” he scolded, taking my bleeding hand. “We won’t be getting an IV back in this one. Hopefully you haven’t pulled your stitches.”
Taking the scissors from me, he reached over and took some gauze from the tray and dabbed at my hand, holding it firmly to stop the bleeding. Confusion washed through me at his attentiveness. He seemed upset that I had injured myself. I didn’t understand what was going on. Why would he care?
“There,” he said as he placed an adhesive bandage on my hand. “Now, I think it’s my turn to ask your name.”
Our eyes met and my heart skipped a beat. I cleared my throat, removing my hand from his. I honestly had no idea what was going on. The fear I had been filled with seemed to dissipate. This couldn’t be the same man I had heard about.
Whoever he was, there was no point denying his request.
“My name is Sutton Langston.”
It had been a strange day. I had thrown myself into my work in the garden. I admit that I was hoping for a distraction after my failed attempt to leave, but it ended up giving me time to think. My mind kept going back to Lucas’ comment about my life — about the life I deserved. I couldn’t remember a time I considered what I deserved from life. Two weeks ago, I didn’t even know what I wanted, let alone what I deserved.I started to analyze my behavior. First, from the night before, then over the past few weeks, then over the time with Mason until it escalated to my entire life. I found myself in tears a few times. I thought about my mother and the memories of her I still had. While I had been questioning so much of my life, including that part of it, I was reminded of one thing that I was always certain of. My mother loved me. For whatever reason she hid our past from me, she believed she had good reason and that it was what was best for me at the time.But that didn’t mean it was rig
“She is none of your concern,” I replied, aiming to not sound defensive.While an Alpha’s command still affected him, I wasn’t able to compel him into silence like the rest of my pack members. His loyalty to me only lasted as long as the Royal Council deemed it so.Soloman Avenwood had been sent to the Ironpaw Pack as the ambassador not long after I had taken over. While the royal family no longer appointed the pack Alphas themselves, they still had an influence in the governing of the packs. However, for the most part, as long as we paid our taxes and didn’t try to kill each other, they left us to our own devices.Soloman was older and a bit traditional at times, but I liked him well enough. But that only meant we had a working relationship regarding pack business, not that I was ready to trust him with Sutton’s safety.“Alpha Lucas, if you have any hope to avoid a border war at this point, you are going to need my help,” Soloman stated.“And if Anders’ has already assured that war i
Things were still tense between Sutton and me the next day. It was upsetting that she tried to leave, and there was no denying that the incident with Daisy played a role in that. It would have been one thing if Sutton was angry about an affair that never happened, but it was clear that she was using it as an excuse to doubt herself. Then to sneak off in the middle of the night…That wasn’t who Sutton was. That much I knew for sure. Just as well as I knew she wanted me. Sutton wanted to be with me. That’s why she was so hurt by Daisy’s confrontation. Sutton just needed to admit it to herself.I went to the sunroom in the afternoon. Sutton was standing in the backyard, her back to the house. She’d spent most of the day out there. I hadn’t planned on giving her space today. Neither had Rhonen. After our run last night, he was ready to claim Sutton completely. The fact that he was beginning to sense her wolf didn’t stem that eagerness. It was possible he would sense her more than Sutton d
Lucas took my hand. Without a word, he pulled me through the house and out the back door. Stepping around supplies and yard equipment, he led me to the missing section of fence and into the woods.“It’s never been explained to you why our wolves are so important to us, has it?” he asked as we reached the edge of a small clearing.I shook my head. “They give you power,” I guessed. “Make you stronger than others.”“No,” Lucas said. “That’s a product of our existence, yes, but that’s not what makes us lycans. The truth is, it’s not something that’s easily explained. Nor easily understood when you haven’t experienced it yourself.” He turned to me, hooking my chin with his fingers. “You’ve only seen how a lycan can use his wolf to do terrible things. All you know is the darkest parts of our nature, Sutton. Let us show you something better.” He took a few steps back, breaking physical contact but keeping his eyes locked on mine. “Don’t be afraid.”Before I could say anything, he shifted. It
I was tired. Hell, I was exhausted. And sore. And emotionally raw. I didn’t have it in me to keep discussing everything that had happened. I didn’t think I could question my entire life any more than I already was.Twenty-four hours.That’s all it took for what little I had to fall apart. Less than that really. Last night I had started to let myself believe things could work here. Then I met Lucas’ family. I watched the way his aunt and uncle were together. I saw the love and devotion there was between them, which is saying something since Rodney Danvers didn’t strike me as a particularly emotive individual. But more than that, I saw how kind and open and patient they were. They were good people. I couldn’t imagine someone with a cruel heart being raised by those two individuals in that environment.I still didn’t want to believe that. But I really needed to stop considering what I wanted to believe. I needed to start facing reality and making decisions based on what I knew was true.
I had loaded Sutton up into the truck and started the long drive home as soon as possible. It was a quiet drive despite my attempts to get Sutton to speak to me. I gave up after half an hour. I tried to focus my mind on the Dawn Stalker issue.Things were escalating quickly. I would have to confront Alpha Anders about his actions. Ordering a team to cross my border after I denied permission is an act of disrespect that I couldn’t let go. And if I didn’t act, he would know I was hiding something. He’d push harder to confirm it was Sutton. That couldn’t happen until she was ready to accept me as her mate.“What did Jaden have to dispose of?” Sutton said quietly.I wasn’t expecting the question. I didn’t realize she had heard the conversation with the state she was in at the time. Regardless, I didn’t know how to answer.“It was the Dawn Stalker prisoners, wasn’t it?” she pressed.“Yes,” I said somberly.“So, I’ve killed them too.”“No,” I replied quickly. “Don’t do that, Sutton. Don’t c