Mag-log inI stumbled back to the bed. My head was still pounding and my heart was still racing.I didn't have time to panic. I had to scrub.the rag felt strange in my hand yet familiar. I grabbed the rough brush the woman had left beside the pail. The bathroom was not a bathroom like I knew. No tiles. No shower. A big stone basin, a hole in the floor, and moss growing in the corners. The water in the pail was icy and smelled like lemon and ash.
I knelt. My knees still that sand feeling, like they would crumble screamed.The door was half open. Footsteps. Two other girls in black and white servant uniforms passed. They saw me on the floor and giggled, their expression full of mockery.
"Look, the fourth is scrubbing again. Lady Irish must be angry," one whispered, loud enough for me to hear.
"She always scrubs. That's all she's good for," the other laughed. They didn't stop. They didn't help. They just walked away laughing.
My stomach made a loud, rumbling growl. I Felt like I hadn’t eaten in years, I was starving. My tummy kept rumbling, folding in on itself. The hunger was sharp, painful.
Where am I? Who am I? If I'm here, where is my real body?. The questions wouldn't stop while my hands kept scrubbing. I finished, my fingers red and raw from the cold water. I dragged myself out of that stone bathroom and tried to find where I was supposed to go.
The house was huge. Almost medieval, but not dirty. The walls were paneled in dark wood, the curtains were so thick they seemed to absorb all light and sound. The air was cool even under heavy blankets. This wasn't a normal house. This wasn't the U.S.
This was something like a palace.
What kind of society was this? Was this a new world or did I somehow go back in time?
I found a small room at the end of the drafty hallway. The door was crooked, the wood chipped. It didn't look like the other doors. This must be mine. Hers. Sylvia's.
I had just entered when a knock. no, a shove hit the door from the other side and it swung open, nearly hitting my face.A girl stood there. Another servant, but her uniform was cleaner, her hair done up. Arrogant face. She looked me up and down with disgust and shoved a bundle into my hands.
"Here. Lady Irish said to give you this. Don't think it's because we like you. Better not die in our hands t?"
It was a stale piece of bread with rumble egg and water. "Good. Take it. And stay in your room. You're embarrassing the household.". She slammed the door after she left, leaving me standing in the cold with bread in my hands.
My tummy rumbled again, louder this time. I tore into the bread even though it tasted like sawdust. Hunger made it taste like something.
I stumbled back to the bed. The room itself is what pulled me out of my almost panic attack. It wasn't a modern house like mine had been. The walls were paneled in dark wood, and the curtains were so thick they seemed to absorb all light and sound. The air was cool even under the heavy blankets.
The clothes I was wearing felt like silk made from moonlight even though it was just a simple high-necked nightdress. Could such clothes even still exist in the U.S?. This wasn't a hospital or a normal home. This was something like a palace.
What kind of society was this? Was this a new world or did I somehow go back in time?. I needed information. I needed to understand why I was here and why my soul was inhabiting this new body.
I forced myself up again. I needed to find a door. The room was large, and it took a long minute to find a subtle handle hidden in the dark wood paneling. I took a deep breath and pushed it, expecting a hallway but instead, I found a small, richly furnished adjoining sitting room. Wow, this must be part of Sylvia "chambers". At least that's what I think they are called.
And that's where I found the first clue.
. It was Sylvia's secret.
I walk towards the jewels decorated on the table. My leg kick something hard, I crunch down in pains holding my toe. hidden under a loose floorboard I kicked by accident, was a small wooden box. I brought it out and set on the desk opening it.
To my mate, wherever you are...
My hands shook.
And under that letter, books. Old, leather-bound books that looked forbidden. Hidden for a reason. The titles made my breath stop.
THE HISTORY OF THE BLOOD MOON WOLVES
WITCHES AND THE NORTHERN FOREST
THE OLD PACT: HUMAN LAW UNDER THE ALPHAS.
Wolves and witches?. This girl... this fourth daughter... was obsessed with wolves. I snatched up the heaviest one. Deep forest-green leather, title written in faded silver: A Brief History of the Northern and Southern Territories and the Blackwood Dynasty Subtitle Werewolves and Humans.
My heart hammered.
I skimmed the introduction. Dry, formal writing, but the content was breathtaking.
The world was divided into human provinces and Wolf Territories, ruled for centuries by Alpha bloodlines. The Blackwood family were the current rulers Lords of the largest territory. Alpha Bryan Blackwood, the ruthless werewolf of Northern and Southern territory. Humans lived under their protection, yes, but protection had a price. Providing labor, paying loyalty, and... I swallowed hard... submitting to various laws established for the wolves' benefit.
It got weirder when I got to the part about the Choosing Ball.
Every year, unmated daughters of high human families were presented at the Ball. Not for marriage. For scenting. A werewolf could smell his fated mate. If he found her, she belonged to him. No human law could stop a claiming.
And humans were citizens, yes, but their fundamental value tied to their blood quality. Certain families, those with "cleaner, purer" lineages especially those with dormant witch blood gave off a scent that droves wolves crazy. Other humans were merely tolerated. They had no scent at all.
I slapped the book shut.
Werewolves were real. Witches were real. I was in a wolf society.
"What the fuck?" I whispered to the empty room. My voice, Sylvia's soft, weak voice cracked. "Nah, it's probably a fictional story. Yes, that's what it is. She just likes fantasy...". I looked back at the mirror. This body, this Sylvia Irish, belonged to this world. The fourth daughter, treated like a servant in her own home.
Before I could process the true horror of my situation, the loose floorboard creaked again.
There was something else in the box. Under the books.
a letter, that look faded and almost cleaned out. “I miss you child, I know you might be confused but with time you will understand.”
Sylviamy mother walk up to the creepy man “Lord Rough it’s good to see you” she smile so charmingly.so this is the Lord I was sold to, he look tall, maybe in his early 40’s , a wolf for that matter, will he eat me, oh God, I shivered from my spot.“Oh Jane how is the Irish family, I suppose you have received my token, you never told me she’s this beautiful but why the veil”Mom smile nervously. “You should be the first one to see her face Lord Rough” she bow slightlyJesse pitch my arm painfullly “you’re suppose to smile and wave oh you don’t mind walking up to them to greet your new husband do you.”what a rotten luck I have, I put on a soft smile bowing slightly though am not sure they saw my face, mom laugh at the joke he made.my hand became sweaty,My mind was racing so loud I feared those around me could hear it. My legs move before my brain registered. I quickly walk away avoiding his burning gaze, my feet took me outside the ballroom, down the hall,I spent the next hour obser
When the carriage stopped, I heard the murmuring of a crowd. Footmen in dark fur cloaks opened the door. I was eyeing them suspiciously before I concluded that they must be low-rank wolves. Humans would not be footmen here."Remember your part, Sylvia," Lady Irish hissed, grabbing my arm just before I stepped out. "Keep your head down. Do not look around. Rouph is already inside waiting for you after."Mira stepped out first, basking in the attention. She was stunning, designed perfectly to appeal to the court. Jessa followed.I stepped out last, in Kael's torn dress, veiled, invisible.I stepped out last. The air immediately felt different. It was most likely the aura of many high ranking wolves gathered in one place. It was overwhelming. It felt like standing too close to a pack of predators heavy, musky, powerful. My family looked unbothered by the atmosphere. They were probably already used to it.We were immediately ushered inside. The ballroom was enormous, easily the size of t
Lady Irish grabbed a stack of faded, dusty photograph albums. She opened one and flipped through the pages quickly. "This is how we maintained the façade," she muttered to me. "When people ask, you are an extremely distant cousin who just arrived. You were studying abroad in the outer colonies. Remember the story in case you are asked. You have never lived here.""But I have memories of being here," I protested, a slight tremor in my voice. The memories were blurry, incomplete and felt faraway but they were there. I remembered the garden, the library.Lady Irish laughed, a short, humorless sound. "Nonsense. You've been isolated in the west wing since you were sixteen, except for mandatory tutor sessions. We told people you were sent away. You have lived a life of total hiding for four years. No one knows you. That is the only thing saving us now."This explained the kind of room I woke up in. Sylvia wasn't just unwanted, she was kept hidden. I looked at Kael again. She caught my eye a
the main door to the outer chambers burst open.The sight of the people who entered was shocking and surreal. They looked like humans but better. They were carefully dressed and had great posture but they radiated an energy that felt harsh and unwelcome.It was them. Sylvia's three sisters.I knew their names suddenly, like Lily’s memories no, Sylvia's memories pushing in. Mira, Jessa, and Kael. All beautiful, all dressed like princesses. And behind them, the woman I had mistakenly called mother earlier. well technically she’s my mother now. Lady Irish.But this time she looked calm. Too calm. That fake calm that means someone is about to be killed. “Sylvia! You are awake," Mira said, the oldest. Her voice held no relief, only irritation. She was tall, smartly dressed, her face filled with disgust.Jessa, the second one with tightly bound blonde hair rushed forward towards me. I stepped back trying to avoid her but she grabbed my arm, her fingers digging in painfully. "Are you mad? !
I stumbled back to the bed. My head was still pounding and my heart was still racing.I didn't have time to panic. I had to scrub.the rag felt strange in my hand yet familiar. I grabbed the rough brush the woman had left beside the pail. The bathroom was not a bathroom like I knew. No tiles. No shower. A big stone basin, a hole in the floor, and moss growing in the corners. The water in the pail was icy and smelled like lemon and ash.I knelt. My knees still that sand feeling, like they would crumble screamed.The door was half open. Footsteps. Two other girls in black and white servant uniforms passed. They saw me on the floor and giggled, their expression full of mockery."Look, the fourth is scrubbing again. Lady Irish must be angry," one whispered, loud enough for me to hear."She always scrubs. That's all she's good for," the other laughed. They didn't stop. They didn't help. They just walked away laughing.My stomach made a loud, rumbling growl. I Felt like I hadn’t eaten in years
As I sit on the marble floor, letting the cold seethe into my skin, I can hear everything.Outside is noisy. My brother brought his friends over to celebrate the new car Dad got for him. Loud music. Laughter. Someone is revving the engine over and over again in our driveway. My Mom is shouting "Be careful!" but she is laughing. Her face full of pride.Inside, my room is silent.My report card is on the floor next to me. Straight As. For the first time in my whole life, straight As. I came home holding it so tight my knuckles turned white. I thought today would be different.But when I walked into the driveway, nobody even saw me. There was a shiny black car with a big red bow on it. For Daniel. Because he got into college. My parents were hugging him, taking pictures, crying with happiness. There were balloons everywhere.I stood there for a full minute before my Dad noticed me."Not now, Lily" he said. His voice was flat, devoid of anger, which was somehow worse than shouting. "Can'







