Ever since that morning on Noah's bed, I've been dealing with an internal conflict.
He saved me from Shauna and even dealt with her in his own way, which I had no idea how and never wanted to know how.Ignorance is bliss.But he showed he was the asshole I first met at that party, and had no intention of changing. I mean, who calls his fiancé his property? Even though I was the payment of the debt my stupid father owed, he had no right.That was the main reason I didn't get into a relationship. Men are too hot and cold, and they never make up their minds.If you want to be nice, be nice!Moreover, I was bothered about when he said he owed me. The way his touch made me shiver, in delight and fear at the same time, and the way his velvety voice flowed when he called me Cherie.Heaven knows how much I replayed that in my head.And his comment on my underwear.Red seemed to follow me everywhere. The roses on the center table were red. The suit tie he wore the next day was red. Even the sky had a reddish hue.He affected me in ways I hated. Therefore I've been avoiding him. I knew the time he came home, exactly nine pm sharp, unless he stayed out late, which often ended by ten-ish. He worked in his study till one in the morning, then goes to his office at seven. He never left his study till five in the morning, giving me the chance to raid the kitchen in that time duration.It was a fool-proof plan, until one night I went out in my satin nightwear, and I entered the kitchen, just to see him on the kitchen counter. How could such a plan that worked for days suddenly fail?My face burned in embarrassment as he looked over my nightwear. It clinged onto my body and ended at my mid-thigh. I didn't bother changing since I wasn't expecting him outside.He took his time, his eyes lingering on my thighs for a second, leaving heat as he trailed up to my chest, where my nipples were making their presence known own. He slowly licked his lips then finally met my eyes.He looked more stressed than I've ever seen him, but it didn't affect his body as he was still perfect, his arms bare in his tank top, the sight affecting my thinking.Noah was dangerous. A threat to my sanity.He cleared his throat, folding his arms and stared right at me like I was see-through."Are you avoiding me, Mon cherie?"His voice flowed into my ears to my bloodstream before finally resting in the middle of my legs.I controlled my blush as soon as possible, trying to seem like the lethal weapon launched at me didn't cause any damage, like I wasn't going to remember this, thus not allowing me to sleep for nights on end."I don't see a reason why I would avoid you, unless you are the one avoiding me."He was a bit surprised at my sudden confidence but got over it as soon as it came. I walked towards him, his calm demeanor cracking a bit as I stood in front of him.He tensed up as I brushed beside him, his scent enveloping my senses."Let me get that." I said as I picked up the bag of chips that was beside him on the counter.He visibly relaxed as I walked away from him to the fridge."Don't flatter yourself. Why would I avoid you? I have better use of my time." He hoarsely said.Good. I got a reaction from him."You are sure being defensive." I bent over to pick a can of onion dip, teasing him a bit with my ass in the air.I heard him inhale a bit. I smiled as I closed the fridge. I looked over to him, his hand on the counter in a death grip and a dark glint in his eyes as they followed me."I'm not." He grunted out.I chuckled."If you say so. Goodnight Noah." I sang as I went out of the kitchen finally letting out a nervous breath.What was I thinking teasing a beast?I face palmed as I remembered that night. I haven't seen him ever since. I don't think i could survive being close to him for to long.I groaned out load, attracting the attention of both Bella and Anna. I've been hanging out with them both since I wasn't allowed to work anymore. Bella and Anna hit it off really well, they often forgot I was there most of the time. They were both dirty minded, and although Anna was vulgar and Bella was prim, they seemed to compliment each other. I think I overheard Bella cursing. That was new."What'cha thinkin bout?" Anna poked me at my side, which ended up more painful than I expected.I rubbed my side as they both looked at me, expecting a reply."Nothing." I sipped out of my milkshake, looking everywhere except them."I bet she's having flashbacks from when she and my brother did the naughty."The milkshake went through the wrong pipe, sending me through a coughing fit. After I recovered, I stared at Bella, who in turn gave me a wink."What is wrong with you? I need to minimise your time with Anna."Beside me Anna protested, " It's not my fault. She had it in her."Bella giggled. "Oh you know its true. Two people in love living in a house house together. It's bound to happen."Oh right, in love. As if. I wished to tell them it was a contract relationship, that I was only in Noah’s life because I had no choice, because my scum father owed him, but I couldn't take that chance.So I did the only thing I could do. I smiled. Bella and Anna took that as consent. They jumped up and down, squealing happily. The other people in the diner stared at us, probably wondering who let us out of the zoo."Calm down guys." I hushed them, trying to reduce the noice."You are finally no more a virgin!" Anna squealed.I sighed, face-palming. "Yes, Anna. Thanks for letting the whole diner in the loop.""Sorry." She quieted down."How many times?" Bella asked like it was the most normal thing to ask.I sighed, answering anyway. "Twice. He has been busy.""That's not enough." Bella mused as she thought.I have a bad feeling about this. What could she possibly be suggesting about my sex life with her brother which, by the way, was the weirdest thing to talk about with my future sister-in-law.Her eyes brightened as she finally got her idea. Oh no, I felt a sense of impending doom."I know, let's go lingerie shopping! I have a friend that owns a boutique for mainly this. It would be perfect. "She tossed her cup into the trash, Anna following suit.Anna looked at me. " Red is totally your color."I knew it, my gut is never wrong.I sighed again, also tossing my cup in the trash. There was no getting out of it."If we are going to do this, any color but red."Bella shook her head. "No, red is perfect. It's my brother's favourite. "Fuck my life.Chapter 26AlexNoah didn't take it well. As expected. He even broke my nose and jaw because of it.I understood. Not only did I break his trust by fucking his sister who I swore to protect, I didn't tell him when it started. Thankfully, Eliana was there to calm him down or else I wouldn't have had a face anymore.Things were stiff between us the first few days, then he accepted it. Said he couldn't have trusted anyone else to be with his sister if not me.Things were perfect between Bella and I. Linda reached out to Bella, and made her not only an ambassador but the manager of a new division that was opening here in the city.Bella was excited. She flopped the first meeting, but Linda said basically what Laura of Pearls said. Bella was self dependent, and that's what truly mattered. I on the other hand never felt happier. She was all that mattered to me and being with her has made everyday of my life better than the last. We had crazy sex, every orgasm better than the last.I loved h
Bella's Pov Alex smiled at me, his thumb cleaning off the lone tear that escaped my eye. "I said I love you, Bella."Say something! My brain screamed at me and I recovered from the shock. "Why?" I asked, whispering, afraid that the moment might end if I was too loud.He chuckled softly, "Why? You are perfect. Compassionate and beautiful. You light up a room with your presence. A perfect example of beauty and brains. I could go and on, but those wouldn't still explain why I have fallen in love with you.""But I'm impulsive and inconsiderate. We haven't known eachother for long…""You aren't impulsive and inconsiderate. You are passionate and driven. The things you see as faults, aren't faults at all. And we haven't known each other for long, but it feels like I've known you forever.""But, but…" I stammered but he placed a finger on my lips, shutting me up. "But nothing, Bella. If you don't feel this way, it's okay. I just want you to know that, my heart's yours, even if you don't wa
Chapter 24BellaNoah was shocked when I asked him to replace my guard. He wanted to know what happened, but I wasn't giving him any explanation. I didn't want to think about anything. I immersed myself into my work, creating more content for the brands I worked with and spent the other days drinking. I didn't want to leave my home. I didn't want to stumble on Alex.That night felt like a bad dream. I hated myself for believing Antonia. Even Fiona didn't want me there.I should have maintained my pride. I should have walked away when the drinks poured on me. I should have never made that deal. Maybe, just maybe…I brushed that thought away, taking a gulp of my wine. I didn't want to feel anymore. I didn't want to regret anything anymore.Maybe I should have listened to Alex. Maybe I shouldn't have said those words. Maybe I shouldn't have let my lack of judgement and frustration coupled with jealousy get into my head.I hated Antonia. And seeing her wrapped around him with her lips on
Chapter 23Alex's POV"You know I can see through you, right?" I said with a smile as Antonia spoke about how hard it was to be related to a legend.She gasped, placing a hand on her chest, "What do you mean Alex?"I chuckled, playing with my dinner knife, "I know you have a plan to ruin things for Bella."Her eyes widened and she laughed, hard. "I knew there was a reason I liked you."I chuckled, "I see through snakes like you. Now, it would be wise if you stop whatever you are planning. "Bella came, her eyes emotionless as she saw Antonia giggle. She was going to take it the wrong way. But did she even care? Did she care enough to lose sweat over whatever I do? She was so driven by her career, I loved that about her. But she was willing to ruin what we had for something that was obviously a trap. She didn't care if after this, I would keep my distance far away from her.It didn't matter to her, all that mattered was this opportunity to meet her idol and become an ambassador for th
Chapter 22Bella.The trip back home was the worst. Alex and I still didn't talk to each other. That continued even after we got home. We barely spoke when I wanted to go out, and I only went out once. The week was the worst as I planned on how I would style my dress for the wedding at the end of the week.I tried to distract myself by meeting up with Eliana after my brother rudely asked for me to help her get ready for their date. He looked suspiciously happy, and I was happy for him.She wasn't in a good stare because of what went on with Oliver, but by the time we partnered up to make her gorgeous, she forgot all about the incident and focused only on her date with Noah.Something was up with that relationship, one minute they look like they want to kill each other, then the next they look like they can't wait to be in the room together. Eliana always blushes when we talk about sex. One would think she was a virgin but knowing my brother, that was next to impossible. Unless the un
Chapter 21Bella's Pov The dinner party started twenty minutes before we got there. Alex and I got to the hotel two hours before the time for the party to start, and that wasn't nearly enough time for me to get dressed.Alex was ready ages ago and actually offered to help inform me that I wasn't going to take much time,but I explained to him that I had to be fashionably late or I wouldn't be taken seriously. He decided to just leave the room since he was feeling restless. I wore a sparkly deep blue mermaid sequins dress with a high slit. It was off the shoulder, my cleavage evident but not spilling. I made my hair into waves and swept it to a side, then wore my jewellery which consisted of dangling earrings, rings and a little bracelet. Wore my silver heels and after doing my soft yet fierce make up, I was ready to go.I walked in front of the large mirror, a smile on my face as I checked myself out. I twirled in the mirror. The door opened and Alex stepped in, clad in his muscle