Erica McKenzie
Sex. I literally just saw Bryan Andrews fucking a girl. I gasped covering my mouth. The fact that I knew he saw me watching them made me face palm. The way the girl danced and moved on his laps, with the annoying sounds she was making made it obvious she was enjoying it. I should have left immediately I saw them, but my legs became heavy. I just can't place what I felt when Bryan turned her over and got on top of her.
He was totally brutal with the way he kept fucking her hard. I shuddered as the image kept replaying over and over again in my head. It will be nice to be fucked that way. No! I chided myself. That won't be happening.
The whole scenario kept repeating itself again in my mind.
"Are you okay?" My dad asked, I didn't realize I just zoned out.
"Erica, I will be going back to Miranda. You will be staying with the Andrews till you finish senior year."
"What?" I asked, not believing what my father just said. My dad was adopted by Mr Andrews mother at a very young age, but things changed when my dad's real parents found him.
"Why?" I whispered.
"I'm sorry for the change of plans Erica, we planned to settle here in Beverly Dale after the partnership. But seems like I have something to build up in Miranda. I don't want you to change school again, why don't you just settle here. I already informed your mum. It's just for a short while."
I couldn't say anything. I just kept mute. The decision wasn't mine to make. My parents never consult me before making decisions. I sighed heavily.
"When are you leaving dad?" I whispered.
"Very early tomorrow morning, I just booked a flight." He replied.
I sank my teeth into my lips, I wanted to complain but I couldn't.
"I've got to go now. All your things will be moved into the Andrews mansion tomorrow morning. Don't forget to stay away from punks. Remember, books over boys not the other way around."
"Am I.... Do... I...." I stuttered, I kept mute immediately. I stutter at times when I'm not in a good mood.
"You will be staying here, starting from tonight." He finally broke the news. I nodded my head. My dad and mum were separated, even though they were still in good terms. But sometimes, I wish my mum got the custody of me.
I could feel Mrs Andrews eyes on me. She used to be hospitable to me, but when I stepped foot into this house, I realized she doesn't like me. I turned my gaze towards her and our eyes met. Mr Andrews seems to be all over her, because he kept kissing her shoulders.
"I will go and prepare a room for you Erica. You are welcomed here, I don't want you to feel unwelcomed and I hope you will be able to get along with Bryan. It's been long you have both been this close."
"Of course, they will get along well. Bryan adores Erica so much, if I remember correctly. He was right there when Erica was born." My dad said in between laughters.
That's what they all thought, only if they know what I did to the boy who adored me years back. Bryan is only four years older than me.
"I bet he is going to be overprotective of her." My dad added.
"Good evening uncle Xander." I heard a deep voice say behind me, I sucked in a deep breath and didn't dare turn around to see who it was, obviously it was Bryan Andrews. I licked my lips as I remembered how he held my gaze as he fucked the girl. My hands trembled a bit, I couldn't help but wonder if the girl was behind me too.
"Oh my goodness, Hawk! Your son looks just like you. Wow! This seems unbelievable. It's like I'm seeing the Hawk Andrews I used to know back in highschool." My dad said.
Mr Andrews chuckled softly.
"What do you expect, I'm his father of course."
"Bryan, have you seen Erica. She has been looking for you though. She will be staying here, while I go back to Miranda tomorrow morning."
I was waiting for a response from him but I didn't hear one. I turned around to look at him, our gaze met for a nanoseconds and I immediately looked away. I don't know why I was finding it hard to maintain eye contact with him. Is this the result of what I did to him in the past. Shame. Fear. Embarrassment.
"You have grown so much Bryan, Erica is attending Beverly Dale high also. Please take care of her. I will be taking my leave right now." My dad added getting up.
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I was given the room next to Bryan's room and a few belongings of Tiffany. Mrs Andrews gave me a new pyjamas and one of Tiffany white dresses which I have to wear to school tomorrow. Bryan's bathroom was right in front of the room I was given. Luckily the room I was given was an ensuite, it has a toilet in it, at least I will have my own privacy.
I sighed heavily as I switched off the light in the room and got under my covers. I never imagined my dad would change plans just like that. I pulled off the top of my pyjamas frustratedly, cupping my bare breasts into my palms. I was used to sleeping naked and the pajamas made me uncomfortable. I pulled off the pajamas buttom as well.
I was naked behind the sheets, thankfully the door to my room was locked. It was already late in the night and I'm very sure everyone must be asleep except me. Flashback of the sex scene I saw few hours ago repeated itself again in my mind.
I didn't get a good look of the girl, but the glimpse I caught wasn't enough to tell if she was enjoying it or not. If not for the annoying sounds she was making, I would have thought she was in pains. She was definitely crying, but why was she crying if she was enjoying being fucked.
I picked up my phone and immediately typed my question in the anonymous group I joined on F B.
Me: Why do people cry during sex?
I know I won't be able to get an answer right away, but by tomorrow morning I should have gotten a response.
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I went back to bed, curling myself under the blanket and pulling it up to my chin. Bryan didn’t move. He probably didn’t even notice I had left. His breathing was steady. Peaceful.I hated him for that. I hated him for being okay while I was unraveling, piece by piece.Morning light poured through the curtains hours later, and I couldn’t bring myself to face it. Not yet. But life doesn’t wait for readiness, does it?I finally dragged myself downstairs, hoping the cool air in the kitchen would ease the tension in my head. Mary was there, standing at the stove, her back to me. She looked like the kind of mother everyone wished for. Warm, nurturing, humming to herself like she had no worries.But she did. I knew she did.“Morning,” I whispered.She turned, a soft smile curving her lips. “Hey, sweet girl. Did you sleep well?”I nodded, a lie passing through my throat like a feather caught in a storm.“You’re pale. You feeling okay?”I opened my mouth, but no words came out. What was I sup
The first wave of nausea hit me while I was brushing my teeth.I clutched the edge of the sink, my knuckles whitening as the basin steadied me. The toothpaste foam in my mouth felt like acid. I spat it out quickly, trying to convince myself it was something I ate last night. Maybe the leftover lasagna had gone bad. Maybe it was just a random spell of dizziness.But deep down, I knew better. My body was speaking a language I was only just starting to understand. And that terrified me.I rinsed my mouth, splashed water on my face, and stared at my reflection. There were faint shadows under my eyes. My skin looked pale. My lips were dry. I looked like someone who hadn’t been sleeping well, which was partly true. But there was something else, something I couldn’t quite name, a hollowness spreading in the pit of my stomach. I pressed my hand to it as if I could stop whatever storm was brewing inside.I had barely stepped out of the bathroom when the dizziness returned. I staggered, caught
The moonlight spilled through the half-drawn curtains, casting silver lines across Erica’s bedroom floor. She sat curled up on the edge of her bed, the quiet ticking of the clock behind her growing louder with every passing second.She hadn’t seen Bryan since that strange dinner with Elmer the woman whose presence still lingered like unwanted perfume. He hadn’t knocked on her door. He hadn’t sent her a message. And that silence screamed louder than anything else.Until now.A soft knock echoed.Her heart stopped. “Come in,” she whispered, barely trusting her voice.The door creaked open and Bryan stepped in, his hands buried deep in his hoodie pockets, his expression unreadable.Erica stood. “I wasn’t sure if you were ever going to speak to me again.”He didn’t reply immediately. Instead, he slowly shut the door behind him, locking them into that quiet little universe of theirs, one where past pain and present tension lived in uneasy harmony.“I thought about not coming,” he said. “I
I stared at my reflection in the mirror, watching the girl on the other side of the glass. Her eyes looked hollow. Her skin had lost its usual glow. She looked... scared. No, haunted. Like someone who knew a truth too heavy for her heart to carry.What are you doing, Erica? I asked myself silently.I splashed water on my face, hoping it would wash away the dizziness clinging to me since morning. It didn’t. The nausea still lingered, curling deep in my stomach like a warning I didn’t want to understand.I walked back to my bed and collapsed onto it. My phone buzzed. A message. I grabbed it half-heartedly and glanced at the screen.Tiffany Andrews: Hey, Erica. I’ll be back in Beverly Dale this weekend. Let’s talk when I get in?My heart skipped. Tiffany? We hadn’t talked since I moved in. And now, all of a sudden, she wanted to talk? My fingers hovered over the keyboard, but I didn’t reply. Not yet.Something about the timing unsettled me. Ever since Elmer came into the picture, everyth
I slouched my shoulders as I walked down the hallway of the school, Bryan left the house before. It's not like I am bothered but I just couldn't help the feeling that there was something off about it.I could feel eyes on me as I walked, I immediately turned to the girls bathroom, luckily it was empty. I took a deep breath, trying to relax, suddenly the door opened and slammed shut, I turned around to face Bruno, Malik and Adam, Bryan's friend."What do you guys want?" I whispered as fear washed over me."Who is taking her first?" Malik asked."I'm going first," Bruno replied as he began to unzip his trouser.My eyes widened as I realized what was about to open, I began to look around for an object I could use to defend myself but I couldn't find anything."Don't come any closer!" I yelled at Adam.I couldn't fight the three of them, three against one isn't a good idea."Get the camera ready," Bruno commanded, strong arms grabbed me and began to pull at my clothes, I get hit for as m