LOGINElira
There was no use in running. Not this time.
I sat quietly on the edge of the bed, his blood drying in the crooks of my elbows and the hollow of my throat. Outside, the wind stirred the frost. Inside, the bond was already unraveling—its final thread snapping like a pulled stitch, leaving silence in its place.
The whole pack would know soon. The moment the Alpha bond dissolved, they would feel it like a scream in their chest. And they’d come for me. They always did.
So I didn’t run. Instead, I rose from the bed, peeled his cloak from the hook by the door, and wrapped it around myself. It smelled of pine and iron and something faintly sweet beneath it—Auren’s scent, still warm. But not for long. Already, it was beginning to turn.
I washed my face in the basin, scrubbing as the water turned red. There was no rush. No need to hide. I braided my hair with steady fingers and laced up my boots.
By the time the knock came—hard, impatient—I was seated in the center of the room, hands folded in my lap like a bride awaiting ceremony.
The door flew open. The Beta entered first. His eyes swept the cabin once, then landed on me with a mixture of rage and fear. Behind him, two warriors. Then four. Then more. All silent. All staring. All waiting for someone to make the call.
The Beta’s voice was ice. “On your feet.”
I stood and nothing, they wouldn’t listen if I did speak so why bother. I let them bind my wrists without any struggle.
They dragged me out into the cold. The village was awake now—drawn by instinct or fear or morbid curiosity. Doors creaked open. Lanterns flickered. Children were pulled close to their mothers. And me?
I was walked into the center of the pack grounds and chained to the thick post where they tie up rouge wolves awaiting trial. But there would be no trial for me.
A cuff around each wrist. Shackled low. Exposed.
No words. No defense. Just iron and frostbite and shame.
Throughout the day they passed by like I was already ash. Some spat at my feet. Others kicked dirt at my knees or muttered prayers under their breath. A few simply stared, their faces twisted with disgust or fascination.
And still I said nothing. Because I knew the truth of it. The curse would not let me die. Not yet.
I’d tried. Gods, I’d tried. A blade to the wrist. A rope around my neck. It didn’t matter the method, I always ended up saved from death.
I've thought about whether things would be different if I explained, if I begged, if I told them what I was. They'd understand I wasn't the monster they feared. But they never listened.
One Alpha locked me in a cellar and branded his crest into my shoulder, calling it devotion. Another sent his wolves to drag me from the riverbank when I tried to drown myself before the bond could root. One burned my old clothes before the entire pack, saying I no longer needed a past.
Another whispered love while gifting me jewels—then slit his own throat in front of me when the nightmares began.
Every pack found a new way to punish me for surviving their Alpha.
Some exiled me. Others tried to bind me. One even tried to sell me-until the buyer learned I was cursed and fled in terror.
They feared me. But they wanted me, too.
No one looked me in the eye. As if that might make the curse jump. I closed my own. Counted the beats of my heart. One. Two. Three. The air shifted.
That’s when I heard it—hooves, slow and steady on frozen earth. A new scent—foreign, commanding. Then the voice.
“Steady, boys. We’re just passing through. No harm meant.” The rider said, his tone calm but unignorable.
I didn’t lift my head. Didn’t need to. I could feel it. The shift. The curse moving beneath my skin like a snake ready to strike. The curse always sent another Alpha, and it seemed this one was right on cue.
The horse stopped. Then, “What in the Goddess’s name is this?”
I opened my eyes.
He was tall. Dark. A stranger wrapped in black and trimmed in fur, his hood half-lowered, face shadowed but unmistakably Alpha. The kind that didn’t need to raise his voice to be heard. The kind who stepped into the middle of a storm without blinking.
He looked at me—chained, filthy, half-frozen. Then at the villagers. “What’s the meaning of this?” he asked, louder now. “Is this how you treat your pack members?”
The crowd shifted uneasily. No one answered. Auren’s Beta stepped forward, voice cracking with barely restrained grief. “She’s not part of this pack. Not anymore.”
“And why is that?” the stranger asked.
The Beta swallowed hard. “She… she killed our Alpha.”
The Alpha’s jaw ticked. He glanced at the ropes, then back to the Beta. “And for that, you chain her up like a beast? No trial? Just public humiliation and whatever fate the mob decides?”
“You don’t understand,” the Beta started.
“I don’t care,” the stranger snapped, eyes narrowing. “I won’t stand by and watch injustice be paraded like spectacle. That’s not the kind of Alpha I am.”
Gasps. A few murmurs.
He stepped forward, his cloak catching on the wind. “I’ll take her.”
The Beta stared at him, aghast. “She needs to pay—”
“She will,” the Alpha said, cutting him off again. “If she’s guilty, let the Moon Goddess guide her fate. But it will not be decided here, by a pack so eager to light the pyre they forgot what justice looks like.”
And then he tossed the pouch. It hit the dirt with a heavy thud, silver spilling like moonlight through frost. The silence was immediate. Even the crowd stilled.
“I’ll pay for her,” he said simply. “You can move on. Clean your conscience. Wash your hands of her and sleep at night believing you did the right thing.”
He turned his gaze back to me. Not pity. Not lust. Something else. Burden? Recognition? Or maybe the beginning of obsession.
“She’s mine now.”
The Beta hesitated. Just for a moment. Then stepped aside. And just like that, I was claimed again. Not free. Not forgiven. Just passed to another name. Another pack. Another man who thought he might survive me.
They unshackled me. My arms ached as they fell to my sides. I stood slowly, my legs numb from the cold and stillness. The stranger held out his hand.
I took it. His fingers wrapped around mine—warm, steady, sure. His nostrils flared. His eyes flashed gold.
There it was. The curse striking like a match. Another Alpha, another mistake. The sixth.
I looked at him, memorized his face, and thought:
Please. Let this one last longer than the others. But I already knew how this would end. They always thought they could save me. None ever did.
EliraAsh sat there, legs crossed, one arm slung over the back of the chair like he owned it—and me.“Don’t stop on my account,” he said, voice like velvet soaked in sin.I yanked the sheets higher, my face burning. “What are you doing in here?”His golden eyes glittered. “Watching you rediscover yourself.”“I—I wasn’t—”“You were.” He rose fluidly, walking toward me with the patience of a predator. “You called his name.”I swallowed. “So?”“So…” His head tilted slightly, his gaze dropping to the spot where my thighs pressed together. “That means you remember. Him.”My heart pounded. I opened my mouth—closed it again. Did I? It was fading already, like a dream unraveling at the edges, but I remembered heat. Power. A voice demanding more from
EliraThe halls twisted like smoke as Maela led me back through them—no footsteps, no echo, just the silent hush of stone that somehow felt alive. My body hummed. My skin still burned faintly from Ash’s touch, from the memory of being pressed to him, moved by him, seen.I shouldn’t have liked it.But I did.The door to my room opened soundlessly. Inside, the fireplace crackled low, casting long gold shadows that reached toward me like fingers. The sheets on the bed were drawn back. The gown laid out was made of something soft and sheer that shimmered faintly in the firelight.Maela turned to me, calm and unreadable. “Let me help you.”I nodded without thinking. Without protest.Her fingers were deft, unfastening the two buttons that secured the halter top of the dress around my neck. As the fabric slipped from my shoulders, Maela pushed the fabric down over my hips until it dropped, pooling at my feet, I didn’t cover myself. Didn’t flinch. Didn’t feel the usual tug of modesty I always
RonanBy the time we reached the edges of Blackpine territory, snow had turned to slush under our boots and the wind had dulled to a moaning hush. A village of stone and timber unfolded in front of us—quiet, wary, old as war.People stopped what they were doing when they saw us. Mothers pulled children indoors. Elders stiffened like ghosts had risen. Some of the younger ones looked confused, curious—just strangers passing through. But the older ones?They knew.I heard the whispers before we even reached the village square.“Is that him…?”“No, can’t be—he’s dead.”“No, worse. Banished.”“That’s the demon alpha.”I let them talk. Let their fear settle like mist on the ground. I wanted them uneasy. Wanted them watching.Let them remember what real power looked like.We moved through the square in formation—me at the center, the others flanking me like wolves who knew the scent of battle before the first drop of blood fell. We stopped at the base of the massive stone steps leading up to
RonanThe air shifted the second we stepped back through the portal—biting cold, metallic wind, and the ever-present hum of desperation that lived in the Wastelands. It crawled up your spine and whispered that you were already dead. I exhaled through my nose and watched the breath freeze in the air like smoke from a dragon that forgot how to burn.Behind me, the others stumbled out one by one—Brad, Crawl, Wallace, Grimm—each one quiet, brooding, processing what the old fate-keeper had told us. The wall. The warnings. The prophecy nonsense.Crawl broke the silence first—of course he did.He dropped to his knees and started swiping at the snow, brushing it away like he was cleaning a damn dinner plate.“Crawl,” Wallace said flatly, “what the hell are you doing?”“Trying to bond with the earth,” he grunted. “You heard her. ‘Forge a bond with the earth.’ Maybe if I—” He stretched out and flopped onto the frozen dirt like a starfish. “—I don’t know, merge with it.”“You look like you’re tr
AshShe sat across from me like a queen in exile, all sharp edges and flickering defiance. The red velvet hugged her in places her pride didn’t want to acknowledge, but I saw it anyway—the way her fingers trembled just once before lifting her goblet. The way her eyes scanned everything in this room, looking for traps.As if I needed traps.“I told you,” I said softly, swirling the wine-dark liquid in my glass. “I don’t poison my guests.”Elira didn’t answer. She sipped—barely. Just enough to wet her lips.Progress.I let a flicker of warmth spiral from my fingers, shaping the candlelight between us into a dancing flame. Not necessary. Just… demonstrative.Her gaze caught it.Good.“The truth is,” I said, letting the flame dissolve back into smoke, “I’ve always found honesty to be a far more effective tool than deception. At least when it comes to long games.”She gave a dry smile. “So this is you being honest?”“Excruciatingly so.”Her fork hovered over the plate. She hadn’t touched t
EliraThe red dress felt like a compromise—if barely. I snatched it from Maela’s hands without another word and disappeared behind the divider.The air back there was warmer, humming faintly with the lingering scent of lavender oil and something smokier—like incense smoldering under silk. I let the robe fall from my shoulders, shivering as my bare skin prickled against the draft slipping beneath the screen.The deep crimson velvet fabric was soft, sinfully so, sliding over me like it already knew the shape of my body. It clung at the hips and dipped dangerously low in the back, leaving most of my spine exposed. The halter neckline also plunged low over the chest, practically to my stomach, and the slit… Gods, the slit might as well have been a provocation.But it was still better than the black one.Mostly.I adjusted the hem and stepped out, head held high even though my insides squirmed.Ash was lounging where I’d left him, elbow hooked over the arm of the chair like he was born on a







