LOGINElira
There was no use in running. Not this time.
I sat quietly on the edge of the bed, his blood drying in the crooks of my elbows and the hollow of my throat. Outside, the wind stirred the frost. Inside, the bond was already unraveling—its final thread snapping like a pulled stitch, leaving silence in its place.
The whole pack would know soon. The moment the Alpha bond dissolved, they would feel it like a scream in their chest. And they’d come for me. They always did.
So I didn’t run. Instead, I rose from the bed, peeled his cloak from the hook by the door, and wrapped it around myself. It smelled of pine and iron and something faintly sweet beneath it—Auren’s scent, still warm. But not for long. Already, it was beginning to turn.
I washed my face in the basin, scrubbing as the water turned red. There was no rush. No need to hide. I braided my hair with steady fingers and laced up my boots.
By the time the knock came—hard, impatient—I was seated in the center of the room, hands folded in my lap like a bride awaiting ceremony.
The door flew open. The Beta entered first. His eyes swept the cabin once, then landed on me with a mixture of rage and fear. Behind him, two warriors. Then four. Then more. All silent. All staring. All waiting for someone to make the call.
The Beta’s voice was ice. “On your feet.”
I stood and nothing, they wouldn’t listen if I did speak so why bother. I let them bind my wrists without any struggle.
They dragged me out into the cold. The village was awake now—drawn by instinct or fear or morbid curiosity. Doors creaked open. Lanterns flickered. Children were pulled close to their mothers. And me?
I was walked into the center of the pack grounds and chained to the thick post where they tie up rouge wolves awaiting trial. But there would be no trial for me.
A cuff around each wrist. Shackled low. Exposed.
No words. No defense. Just iron and frostbite and shame.
Throughout the day they passed by like I was already ash. Some spat at my feet. Others kicked dirt at my knees or muttered prayers under their breath. A few simply stared, their faces twisted with disgust or fascination.
And still I said nothing. Because I knew the truth of it. The curse would not let me die. Not yet.
I’d tried. Gods, I’d tried. A blade to the wrist. A rope around my neck. It didn’t matter the method, I always ended up saved from death.
I've thought about whether things would be different if I explained, if I begged, if I told them what I was. They'd understand I wasn't the monster they feared. But they never listened.
One Alpha locked me in a cellar and branded his crest into my shoulder, calling it devotion. Another sent his wolves to drag me from the riverbank when I tried to drown myself before the bond could root. One burned my old clothes before the entire pack, saying I no longer needed a past.
Another whispered love while gifting me jewels—then slit his own throat in front of me when the nightmares began.
Every pack found a new way to punish me for surviving their Alpha.
Some exiled me. Others tried to bind me. One even tried to sell me-until the buyer learned I was cursed and fled in terror.
They feared me. But they wanted me, too.
No one looked me in the eye. As if that might make the curse jump. I closed my own. Counted the beats of my heart. One. Two. Three. The air shifted.
That’s when I heard it—hooves, slow and steady on frozen earth. A new scent—foreign, commanding. Then the voice.
“Steady, boys. We’re just passing through. No harm meant.” The rider said, his tone calm but unignorable.
I didn’t lift my head. Didn’t need to. I could feel it. The shift. The curse moving beneath my skin like a snake ready to strike. The curse always sent another Alpha, and it seemed this one was right on cue.
The horse stopped. Then, “What in the Goddess’s name is this?”
I opened my eyes.
He was tall. Dark. A stranger wrapped in black and trimmed in fur, his hood half-lowered, face shadowed but unmistakably Alpha. The kind that didn’t need to raise his voice to be heard. The kind who stepped into the middle of a storm without blinking.
He looked at me—chained, filthy, half-frozen. Then at the villagers. “What’s the meaning of this?” he asked, louder now. “Is this how you treat your pack members?”
The crowd shifted uneasily. No one answered. Auren’s Beta stepped forward, voice cracking with barely restrained grief. “She’s not part of this pack. Not anymore.”
“And why is that?” the stranger asked.
The Beta swallowed hard. “She… she killed our Alpha.”
The Alpha’s jaw ticked. He glanced at the ropes, then back to the Beta. “And for that, you chain her up like a beast? No trial? Just public humiliation and whatever fate the mob decides?”
“You don’t understand,” the Beta started.
“I don’t care,” the stranger snapped, eyes narrowing. “I won’t stand by and watch injustice be paraded like spectacle. That’s not the kind of Alpha I am.”
Gasps. A few murmurs.
He stepped forward, his cloak catching on the wind. “I’ll take her.”
The Beta stared at him, aghast. “She needs to pay—”
“She will,” the Alpha said, cutting him off again. “If she’s guilty, let the Moon Goddess guide her fate. But it will not be decided here, by a pack so eager to light the pyre they forgot what justice looks like.”
And then he tossed the pouch. It hit the dirt with a heavy thud, silver spilling like moonlight through frost. The silence was immediate. Even the crowd stilled.
“I’ll pay for her,” he said simply. “You can move on. Clean your conscience. Wash your hands of her and sleep at night believing you did the right thing.”
He turned his gaze back to me. Not pity. Not lust. Something else. Burden? Recognition? Or maybe the beginning of obsession.
“She’s mine now.”
The Beta hesitated. Just for a moment. Then stepped aside. And just like that, I was claimed again. Not free. Not forgiven. Just passed to another name. Another pack. Another man who thought he might survive me.
They unshackled me. My arms ached as they fell to my sides. I stood slowly, my legs numb from the cold and stillness. The stranger held out his hand.
I took it. His fingers wrapped around mine—warm, steady, sure. His nostrils flared. His eyes flashed gold.
There it was. The curse striking like a match. Another Alpha, another mistake. The sixth.
I looked at him, memorized his face, and thought:
Please. Let this one last longer than the others. But I already knew how this would end. They always thought they could save me. None ever did.
EliraRonan’s chest shifted under my palm.Barely a twitch. Just the faintest flutter of muscle and breath. But it made me freeze, staring at his face to see if his eyes would open. They didn’t. He settled again, deeper this time—like whatever spark of awareness had flickered through him decided sleep was the better option.“Did you see that?” I whispered.Brad nodded. “Yeah. He stirred.”I kept watching, listening to the steady rhythm of Ronan’s heartbeat until the door creaked open and a gust of cold air hit my back.“Anything exciting happen while I was gone?” Wallace’s voice was casual—too casual.Brad and I locked eyes.Then we both looked at him.“What?” Wallace asked, brow raised as he stepped fully into the cabin.That’s when I saw it—he was covered in blood. Not soaked, but streaked. Splattered. Smears of crimson lined his forearms, and a dark patch stained one side of his tunic. He held two rabbits by their back feet, their bodies swinging lazily with each step.My eyes went
EliraI didn’t realize how cold I was until we stepped back inside and the heat wrapped around me like a wool blanket. My cheeks stung from the sudden warmth, fingers aching as the blood rushed back in.Wallace shook the snow from his shoulders and kicked the door closed behind him. “Practice holding your scent mask,” he said, voice low but certain. “Keep it on at all times if you can—not just for your protection, but for anyone you care about.”I nodded, flexing my hands as I walked toward the hearth. “You think I’ll be able to?”“At the rate you’re picking it up?” He gave a small laugh, shaking his head in disbelief. “I’d be shocked if it took you more than a few days to master it completely. You’ve got that natural rhythm—like your wolf always knew how to do it. You just needed to listen.”My chest tightened at the praise, but I didn’t argue. For once, I didn’t want to.Brad was still out cold, stretched on the cot in the other room like a man who hadn’t slept in weeks. Wallace gla
EliraWallace led me out behind the cabin, past the garden where frost still clung to the leaves, and into the trees. The air was sharp with cold and pine, and my breath came in soft clouds.“Right here’s fine,” he said, scanning the clearing like it could shift beneath our feet.I glanced around. “What are we doing exactly?”He turned to face me, arms crossed over his chest. “We’re teaching you how to vanish.”I blinked. “Excuse me?”He grinned faintly. “Not literally. Not yet. But if you master scent-masking? You might as well be a ghost in winter. A white wolf in the snow, and nothing for them to track. No trail. No scent. You’d be untouchable.”“That sounds… impossible.”“It’s not. Hard? Yes. But not impossible. The trick is knowing it’s not just about you.”I frowned. “What do you mean?”He stepped closer. “Most wolves fail at masking because they only do it halfway. The human part tries to suppress it, and the wolf part fights them. Because scent isn’t just smell to us—it’s powe
EliraI flung the door open so fast the latch nearly tore off.Wallace and Brad stumbled inside, boots thudding on the wooden floor. Snow clung to their shoulders, breath fogging the air. Wallace’s jaw was tight. Brad’s eyes still burned like wildfire.“Are you both okay?” I asked, stepping back so they could pass.“Fine,” Wallace grunted, shutting the door hard behind him and bolting it tight. “They weren’t expecting gunfire. Spooked easy.”Brad huffed, dragging a hand through his hair. “Retreated like rats. But they’ll be back. That wasn’t a full attack. Just a scout party.”Wallace turned toward me, eyes sharper now. “They know where you are, Elira. That changes things.”“I figured,” I said quietly. “It’s not like I’m hard to find.”“No,” he agreed, stripping off his coat. “Your scent is like a damn beacon. I should’ve thought of it sooner.”I sighed. “My… scent, it’s always the problem.”He nodded. “That curse of yours. It doesn’t just affect wolves on instinct—it lingers. Stronge
EliraThe cabin creaked as the sun climbed over the horizon, casting long stripes of light across the floor. I sat cross-legged near the hearth, rewrapping Ronan’s chest as gently as I could. His breathing stayed steady. Still unconscious, but strong. I’d take it.Wallace was outside making a perimeter check, and Brad leaned against the far wall, arms folded, eyes on me.He’d been quiet all morning, but I could feel the tension rolling off him in waves.When I glanced up, he pushed off the wall. “When Wallace gets back in, I’m heading out. Gonna hunt.”I nodded. “Good. We could use the meat.”He hesitated. “It’s not just that. No offense, but I need to get the hell out of here for a bit. My wolf’s going stir-crazy. Your scent… it’s unlike anything I’ve ever encountered.”I gave a wry smile. “Believe me, I understand. Probably more than anyone. It’s part of my curse. It’s what drove me to the Wastelands.”Brad exhaled through his nose, rubbing the back of his neck. “I don’t know how Wa
EliraRonan didn’t move.But I still watched him like he might. Like at any second his eyes would crack open and pin me to the floor, full of some unreadable storm I’d have to weather all over again.The silence settled thick around me once Wallace left. The cabin creaked softly as the wind outside stirred the walls, and the fire crackled, chasing shadows up the stone hearth. I hadn’t realized how safe Wallace’s presence had made me feel until it was gone. Now, it was just me. Me and a man who’d almost died. Me and a heartbeat I wasn’t sure I could live without if it stopped.I rose and walked to the door, slipping the iron latch back into place, then double-checking the windows. Everything was secure. I even gave the rifle beside the hearth a nervous glance—still loaded, still ready. Just in case.The salve had done its part, but infection could still creep in. The rogue venom Wallace warned me about might still linger, and no one knew how long Ronan would sleep. My wolf kept pacing







