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There was no use in running. Not this time.
I sat quietly on the edge of the bed, his blood drying in the crooks of my elbows and the hollow of my throat. Outside, the wind stirred the frost. Inside, the bond was already unraveling—its final thread snapping like a pulled stitch, leaving silence in its place.
The whole pack would know soon. The moment the Alpha bond dissolved, they would feel it like a scream in their chest. And they’d come for me. They always did.
So I didn’t run. Instead, I rose from the bed, peeled his cloak from the hook by the door, and wrapped it around myself. It smelled of pine and iron and something faintly sweet beneath it—Auren’s scent, still warm. But not for long. Already, it was beginning to turn.
I washed my face in the basin, scrubbing as the water turned red. There was no rush. No need to hide. I braided my hair with steady fingers and laced up my boots.
By the time the knock came—hard, impatient—I was seated in the center of the room, hands folded in my lap like a bride awaiting ceremony.
The door flew open. The Beta entered first. His eyes swept the cabin once, then landed on me with a mixture of rage and fear. Behind him, two warriors. Then four. Then more. All silent. All staring. All waiting for someone to make the call.
The Beta’s voice was ice. “On your feet.”
I stood and nothing, they wouldn’t listen if I did speak so why bother. I let them bind my wrists without any struggle.
They dragged me out into the cold. The village was awake now—drawn by instinct or fear or morbid curiosity. Doors creaked open. Lanterns flickered. Children were pulled close to their mothers. And me?
I was walked into the center of the pack grounds and chained to the thick post where they tie up rouge wolves awaiting trial. But there would be no trial for me.
A cuff around each wrist. Shackled low. Exposed.
No words. No defense. Just iron and frostbite and shame.
Throughout the day they passed by like I was already ash. Some spat at my feet. Others kicked dirt at my knees or muttered prayers under their breath. A few simply stared, their faces twisted with disgust or fascination.
And still I said nothing. Because I knew the truth of it. The curse would not let me die. Not yet.
I’d tried. Gods, I’d tried. A blade to the wrist. A rope around my neck. It didn’t matter the method, I always ended up saved from death.
I've thought about whether things would be different if I explained, if I begged, if I told them what I was. They'd understand I wasn't the monster they feared. But they never listened.
One Alpha locked me in a cellar and branded his crest into my shoulder, calling it devotion. Another sent his wolves to drag me from the riverbank when I tried to drown myself before the bond could root. One burned my old clothes before the entire pack, saying I no longer needed a past.
Another whispered love while gifting me jewels—then slit his own throat in front of me when the nightmares began.
Every pack found a new way to punish me for surviving their Alpha.
Some exiled me. Others tried to bind me. One even tried to sell me-until the buyer learned I was cursed and fled in terror.
They feared me. But they wanted me, too.
No one looked me in the eye. As if that might make the curse jump. I closed my own. Counted the beats of my heart. One. Two. Three. The air shifted.
That’s when I heard it—hooves, slow and steady on frozen earth. A new scent—foreign, commanding. Then the voice.
“Steady, boys. We’re just passing through. No harm meant.” The rider said, his tone calm but unignorable.
I didn’t lift my head. Didn’t need to. I could feel it. The shift. The curse moving beneath my skin like a snake ready to strike. The curse always sent another Alpha, and it seemed this one was right on cue.
The horse stopped. Then, “What in the Goddess’s name is this?”
I opened my eyes.
He was tall. Dark. A stranger wrapped in black and trimmed in fur, his hood half-lowered, face shadowed but unmistakably Alpha. The kind that didn’t need to raise his voice to be heard. The kind who stepped into the middle of a storm without blinking.
He looked at me—chained, filthy, half-frozen. Then at the villagers. “What’s the meaning of this?” he asked, louder now. “Is this how you treat your pack members?”
The crowd shifted uneasily. No one answered. Auren’s Beta stepped forward, voice cracking with barely restrained grief. “She’s not part of this pack. Not anymore.”
“And why is that?” the stranger asked.
The Beta swallowed hard. “She… she killed our Alpha.”
The Alpha’s jaw ticked. He glanced at the ropes, then back to the Beta. “And for that, you chain her up like a beast? No trial? Just public humiliation and whatever fate the mob decides?”
“You don’t understand,” the Beta started.
“I don’t care,” the stranger snapped, eyes narrowing. “I won’t stand by and watch injustice be paraded like spectacle. That’s not the kind of Alpha I am.”
Gasps. A few murmurs.
He stepped forward, his cloak catching on the wind. “I’ll take her.”
The Beta stared at him, aghast. “She needs to pay—”
“She will,” the Alpha said, cutting him off again. “If she’s guilty, let the Moon Goddess guide her fate. But it will not be decided here, by a pack so eager to light the pyre they forgot what justice looks like.”
And then he tossed the pouch. It hit the dirt with a heavy thud, silver spilling like moonlight through frost. The silence was immediate. Even the crowd stilled.
“I’ll pay for her,” he said simply. “You can move on. Clean your conscience. Wash your hands of her and sleep at night believing you did the right thing.”
He turned his gaze back to me. Not pity. Not lust. Something else. Burden? Recognition? Or maybe the beginning of obsession.
“She’s mine now.”
The Beta hesitated. Just for a moment. Then stepped aside. And just like that, I was claimed again. Not free. Not forgiven. Just passed to another name. Another pack. Another man who thought he might survive me.
They unshackled me. My arms ached as they fell to my sides. I stood slowly, my legs numb from the cold and stillness. The stranger held out his hand.
I took it. His fingers wrapped around mine—warm, steady, sure. His nostrils flared. His eyes flashed gold.
There it was. The curse striking like a match. Another Alpha, another mistake. The sixth.
I looked at him, memorized his face, and thought:
Please. Let this one last longer than the others. But I already knew how this would end. They always thought they could save me. None ever did.
EliraI told him everything.Sitting cross-legged on the thick fur throw, a mug cooling in my hands, I poured out the pieces of my life like ash from a broken urn.I didn’t hold back.He asked only when he needed to. Just enough to clarify something—never interrupting, never challenging. His questions were quiet, thoughtful. Like he was collecting fragments with care, trying not to crack them further.I told him about the scent. About the first Alpha who caught it and snapped, claiming me before I’d even learned what the mate bond was.I told him about the next. And the next. How each time, they marked me almost immediately—some gentle, some rough, none of them asking. As if fate gave them permission to bypass consent.I told him what came after—the descent. The madness. The blood. Four Alphas buried. One driven to the brink of sanity. Five packs burned through like kindling leading up to yesterday’s events with the fifth dead alpha. Each one thinking they would be the one to fix it.
EliraAfter I finished the last sip of tea and a slice of warm bread thick with honey, Caelan stood and motioned toward the back hall of the lodge. I followed him, still barefoot, my skin warm from the bath, my bones still humming with exhaustion.He pushed open the last door at the end of the corridor. A wide room, dimly lit, with a large bed of furs in the center and a stone hearth on the far wall. A folded blanket and a spare pillow sat on the floor beside the fire.“I’m sorry I don’t have anywhere else for you to sleep tonight,” he said. “There are extra rooms, but they haven’t been aired out. I’ll sleep on the floor. You can have the bed.”I blinked at him. “You don’t have to—”“I want you to be safe,” he said, gently cutting me off. “And I want you to rest. We’ll talk in the morning.”There was no weight to the words. No suggestion. No expectation. Just quiet finality.He stepped aside so I could enter first. The bed was wide enough to swallow me whole. I hadn’t slept on somethi
EliraThe horse was brought forward moments after the deal was struck—a towering black stallion, its muscles slick with sweat and moonlight. It tossed its head, snorting like it could smell what I was, like even the beast was smart enough to be afraid.The Alpha approached me. “Can you ride?”“Yes,” I said.He waited. I didn’t move. So he stepped forward, large hands settling on my waist—calloused, hot even through the chill of the air and the layers of my tunic. I didn’t resist, but I didn’t help him, either.He lifted me easily. Set me on the horse as if I weighed nothing at all.Then he swung up behind me in one smooth motion, and suddenly his chest was at my back, solid and warm. His breath ghosted past my ear as the Beta handed him the reins.“Let’s move.”The pyre remained behind us, untouched. The crowd parted without a word. Some watched with pity. Others with barely hidden rage. I kept my eyes forward as we passed, back straight, chin high.It wasn’t dignity. It was armor.Th
EliraThere was no use in running. Not this time.I sat quietly on the edge of the bed, his blood drying in the crooks of my elbows and the hollow of my throat. Outside, the wind stirred the frost. Inside, the bond was already unraveling—its final thread snapping like a pulled stitch, leaving silence in its place.The whole pack would know soon. The moment the Alpha bond dissolved, they would feel it like a scream in their chest. And they’d come for me. They always did.So I didn’t run. Instead, I rose from the bed, peeled his cloak from the hook by the door, and wrapped it around myself. It smelled of pine and iron and something faintly sweet beneath it—Auren’s scent, still warm. But not for long. Already, it was beginning to turn.I washed my face in the basin, scrubbing as the water turned red. There was no rush. No need to hide. I braided my hair with steady fingers and laced up my boots.By the time the knock came—hard, impatient—I was seated in the center of the room, hands fold
EliraWhen I woke, I already knew he was dead.The air told me before I even opened my eyes—heavy, sour with blood and the sharp bite of fear that never seemed to leave a corpse. I rolled onto my side and looked at him, sprawled half across the furs, skin gray beneath the morning light that crept through the slats in the shutters.My sixth mate.His chest was still. His eyes open. His mouth parted like he’d died mid‑plea.I wasn’t surprised.I’d known it was coming.“They’ll say I killed him,” I whispered to no one.“And maybe I did. Or the curse did, rather.”Either way, another Alpha was dead because of me.It had been apparent from the moment I was born that I was different.My mother used to say I was moon‑kissed. My skin lighter than anyone’s in the pack, my hair white as fresh snow, my eyes such a pale blue they looked like shards of glass. No one had ever seen a wolf pup like me. Not then, not now.My parents called me their miracle child—a blessing from the Moon Goddess hersel







