LOGINGRACE'S POV We got married on a Saturday in my backyard with thirty people watching. Small and intimate and nothing like our first wedding that had been all performance. This time everything was real. August and James were ring bearers, five years old and serious about their responsibilities. Li
CARTER'S POV Hope went to the NICU for observation because she was early. Standard protocol for thirty-five weekers the doctors said. Grace was exhausted but stable and I sat with her while nurses worked on our daughter in the next room. "I want to see her." Grace was trying to sit up. "Carter,
GRACE'S POV I called Carter Sunday morning with my conditions. "I read your letter five times. I believe you know me. But Carter, knowing someone and staying with someone are different things." I was sitting on my porch while the twins played inside with my mom. "I need you to prove you'll stay
CARTER'S POV I spent three days writing the letter. Not because I couldn't think of things to say but because I kept deleting what I wrote. Kept falling into old patterns of what sounded good instead of what was true. Dr. Chen told me to stop performing and just write honestly about why I loved Gr
CARTER'S POV The full reality hit me about thirty seconds after Grace told me. I was going to be a father again. Was going to have another chance at the beginning I'd missed with August and James. Was going to be there from the first moment if Grace let me. I sat down hard in her office chair be
GRACE'S POV I'd been nauseous for a week. Blamed it on stress from the press conferences and therapy and trying to figure out if Carter and I were actually doing this. My mom noticed first. "Grace, you look green. When did you last eat?" She was watching me push food around my plate at Sunday di
"Try to sleep," she said, pulling the blankets up like I was five years old. "Tomorrow is going to be intense. You're going to need your energy." She left and I lay there in the dark, one hand pressed to my stomach where nothing felt different yet but apparently everything had changed. A baby. Grow
"He gave up that right when he married me on a bet." I pulled my hand away, pressed it to my stomach where the twins were moving. "Mom, I don't want him anywhere near these babies. I don't want them growing up knowing their father rated their mother like livestock, that he calculated exactly how to
"We need to move fast," Danny said when we met him back at his car. "Once that contract is public, once the other wives find out, this is going to explode. You need to be prepared for that." "I don't care." My voice sounded far away, like it belonged to someone else. "I want everyone to know. I wan
I spent the rest of the week agonizing over the decision. Read through Catherine's materials until I'd memorized every proposed op-ed and speaking engagement. Talked to Naomi who had concerns about the documentary but thought the campaign could be beneficial if I controlled the messaging. Talked to







