Chapter 37

"Don't deny it, it's written all over your face."

Trevor was so close that I got lost, his eyes gleamed as I nodded in agreement.

I admit it, no need to consider my pride, it would end with me nowhere in the picture anyway.

"Really?" Trevor pushed back a little and stared at me in awe, "You're not denying it?"

"There's no need for that," I said and squirmed in my seat, trying to make up some space.

It's been so long, Trevor and I have known each other since college, we've learned about each other, fallen in love then fell out of love.

I'm not the same immature and childish girl as before, I'm a mom now, and I should take responsibility and I'm going to die, I think it's the right time to set things in their right places, so that when I leave, Levi won't be alone.

The thought humbles me, and with all the nice people I'll leave soon flashed through my mind. I guess it would be a shame if I don't give them a nice memory of me at least.

"Say, Trevor, since we're at that," I mumbled