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Perfection, Never The Less

MONIQUE

The flush toilet had become a very good companion of mine during my mental breakdowns.

Now was a moment I needed it.

As soon as I got to my room, I rushed into the toilet, knelt, and threw up. It was never-ending as the puke kept rising and rising from inside me. Nobody had ever said that to me and never had any reason arisen for me to be body-shamed.

I placed one hand on the seat while I placed the other on my stomach--my favorite position to vomit, and I let it all out.

I spent the rest of the day confined to my room because I was not ready to deal with anybody's shit. The day I'd decided to be happy was when some idiot body-shamed me so I thought it'd be good to just be alone.

I tried to do various things to pass time, but my mind kept going to that moment where he called me fat and a pig. Was that really how everyone here saw me?

I decided to do some office work even though my mind wasn't there. About an hour passed and I reac
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