MONIQUE
♚"I always admired it because of you and I've wanted to do it for the longest, but I doubt it'll look good on me.""You're literally so pretty and you're still very young. Now's the time to dye your hair as many colors as you wish to." I said to Gina as I dropped my phone on the nightstand, the same hand running through my silky hair before I pressed my lips together. She was telling me about how she'd always admired my black hair and how she wanted to dye her hair black because of me. Gina was only twenty-three. I was thirteen years older than she was. She could do whatever she liked to her body since her days were still very long. As for me, people would cock their eyebrows if I stepped out in any color that was different from my natural hair color. I'd never been the crazy type in terms of hair. "Nah, it can't be compared to yours, though. Lady Monique, you don't even look thirty yet. I hope to age like you." "Why does it feel like you're flattering me?" I knew she wasn't. Today, I was wearing my hair in a double french braids plait. Gina had wanted us to do something simple before the meeting. She'd single-handedly told the women that she was going to be the one to get me ready today. She had done my makeup and was finishing up on my hair. I reached over to pick up the cup of tea that I'd been sipping from when she motioned for me to get up and I did. I guessed she was trying to fix up the lace of my corset and so I had to suck my stomach all the way in. As a woman, those were problems that were very hard to avoid because things like that came up regularly. "Release," Gina said and I released my sucked-in stomach once again and took in some air. "Suck it in." And just when I was about to do as she said, a knock came in and this time around, it wasn't locked, it was just closed. "Who is it?" Gina quizzed, yelling, and I wanted to tell her not to worry. I knew it was Marcus and in as much as I didn't want to admit, his arrival was something I'd shamefully been looking forward to."It's me." His deep voice mixed with a sexy kind of British accent was heard from outside. "I'm here with My lady's meal."Fuck if he just called me his lady. Fuck! I was sure we all heard that. It was no big deal. "Alright then, the door isn't locked. You can come in." Gina said to him. And just then, the door swung open and he walked in with long and powerful strides. Jesus. Why couldn't I just stop annalizing everything and anything about him? Because he was a course worth studying, and I needed to have nothing less than a distinction in the end. Gina didn't even give me breathing space before she returned to trying to lace up the corset. The dress was an under-bust corset dress that showed quite an amount of skin and my breasts were not excluded. I sucked in my stomach for the umpteenth time and I held on to the vanity table, that position I was in meant I had to bend down. That gave a very clear view of the exposed sides of the upper slopes of my breasts. My gaze went to Marcus immediately and I was glad I saw it just in time, his eyes hungrily roamed around my chest and his Adam's apple bobbed twice. Hunger traipsed around his eyes like he wanted to reach out and just feel them. God. If only he would do that.I looked down at my chest and stared at him again and his eyes were still on my breasts. The look he gave me made me feel like I was wearing nothing and the thought of that didn't even make me uncomfortable in any type of way. His gaze left my chest suddenly and he walked to drop the platter of food on the nightstand before walking out. That moment was intense. The sound of Gina clearing her throat interrupted my thinking. She'd finished lacing up my corset and now all that was left to do was eat. "My lady, we made a very foolish decision." My brain immediately clicked on what she was saying. I was supposed to eat before putting on that dress. Now, we would have to start the whole process again and I was going to have to take off my dress. Funnily enough, I regretted nothing. Maybe it was because of the little corset drama that happened between Marcus and me.𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐐𝐔𝐄 ♚Time went by so quickly and the next thing I knew, I found myself sitting on the stool next to Father's throne with the noblemen dispersed on stools left and right. It all felt like a nightmare again. Once upon a time, I was feeling good, but now I just felt like an absolute piece of shit. Worthless and inconsequential. This time around, I was the one that was supposed to start the meeting and so I opened my mouth to speak and when nothing made its way out, I pressed my lips together. I doubted if I was going to be able to do this. This was an example of what happened when someone was put on a pedestal. I was under so much pressure that if it could kill, I'd have died a long time ago. "Hello." I cleared my throat and managed to say when they'd been looking at me for so long, I thought their eyes might burrow into my soul and discover my darkest secrets. "Good day, Lady Monique." They greeted, their tone sounding as if they'd been
MONIQUE ♚Just when I thought the problems in my life couldn't get any worse than they already were, they really did get worse and what was I supposed to do? Probably cry myself to bed all night. I turned off the shower and wrapped the towel around my chest so it fell and stopped at my thighs before walking out of the bathroom, water droplets wetting the marble floor in the process. I looked around me and it was empty--like I was expecting someone at all. I'd told Gina to go have fun and be happy since she'd been with me most times due to what happened at the last meeting with the noblemen--I was never forgetting that shit. I went into details about it all to her and it led to her being so protective of me. I laughed at the thought of that because truth be told, there was nothing Gina could do to alter anything. Not even I. Yes, I had so much money and so much fucking power that it was enough to rule the people, but around here, that wasn't how t
MONIQUE ♚Just when I thought the problems in my life couldn't get any worse than they already were, they really did get worse and what was I supposed to do? Probably cry myself to bed all night. I turned off the shower and wrapped the towel around my chest so it fell and stopped at my thighs before walking out of the bathroom, water droplets wetting the marble floor in the process. I looked around me and it was empty--like I was expecting someone at all. I'd told Gina to go have fun and be happy since she'd been with me most times due to what happened at the last meeting with the noblemen--I was never forgetting that shit. I went into details about it all to her and it led to her being so protective of me. I laughed at the thought of that because truth be told, there was nothing Gina could do to alter anything. Not even I. Yes, I had so much money and so much fucking power that it was enough to rule the people, but around here, that wasn't how t
𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐐𝐔𝐄 ♚"Hello, lady Monique!" A voice that I believed was very displeasing to the ear, mixed with a British accent from the thickest part of England was heard. Do not get me wrong, I was a whore for accents, British ones especially and most principally, Marcus Blacksmith's accent. Sometimes I'd be having panic attacks and all I had to do was try and recall what his voice sounded like and everything would get rectified. "Do I know you?" I stepped into the throne room, the heels on my feet making it obvious that Monique Jenkins was in there. I wasn't impressed at all by what I saw. A man, about five feet and ten inches tall-- only about four inches above my five feet six inches--he was nothing compared to Marcus. Marcus was almost a foot taller than I was--with tousled brown hair(another uninteresting factor when compared to Marcus's sexy, blonde hair). All sorts of birthmarks peppered his skin. His pointed nose was an indication that h
MONIQUE ♚The flush toilet had become a very good companion of mine during my mental breakdowns. Now was a moment I needed it. As soon as I got to my room, I rushed into the toilet, knelt, and threw up. It was never-ending as the puke kept rising and rising from inside me. Nobody had ever said that to me and never had any reason arisen for me to be body-shamed. I placed one hand on the seat while I placed the other on my stomach--my favorite position to vomit, and I let it all out. I spent the rest of the day confined to my room because I was not ready to deal with anybody's shit. The day I'd decided to be happy was when some idiot body-shamed me so I thought it'd be good to just be alone. I tried to do various things to pass time, but my mind kept going to that moment where he called me fat and a pig. Was that really how everyone here saw me? I decided to do some office work even though my mind wasn't there. About an hour passed and I reac
𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐐𝐔𝐄 ♚Merely staring at him made my head spin and my panties soak, just like now.It was one of those days I told another worker to inform him that he'll make my meal. My eyes followed every movement of his hands, how his muscles flexed beneath the white shirt he wore--I'd never seen him wear anything other than that color of shirt and I had to say that it was all the words to describe hot--if I could, I'd tell him to wear nothing with the exception of that color of shirt, and of course, him being naked would crown it all. It only made me want him all the more. He dropped my platter on the nightstand and was about to walk away. I was told that it was because I hadn't been here for long that I was allowed to eat in my room--like they could tell me what the fuck I could and could not do--well, they literally did. Father usually ate in the large dining hall downstairs--or so, I was told. Honestly, I saw no point in that since I was going
𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐐𝐔𝐄 ♚I closed my eyes again and scrubbed my eyelids with the tips of my fingers--my index one most especially. Opening them, I looked around and still, no one! All of that ass spanking and fellatio better be real! It had to be actual. I needed to get somewhere with Marcus. I sat up straight on the bed and perceived I was naked. It was at that point all of the events that had happened yesterday started unfurling in my head and I realized the reason I was naked. I ran my hands through my black hair and wiped my face with my hand, looking around for the second time and feeling a tad wasted like Gina and I had the time of our lives yesterday and decided to accompany it with alcohol.Lord knew that I was going to ravish every memory of that dream till the grave. It felt so special to me; those dirty things he said, the hot blowie that I gave him. Everything, in general, was just so exclusive. Stroking my chin for a little bit, I thought
𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐐𝐔𝐄 ♚"My lady, you have a visitor!" "Doesn't he or she have a name?" I yelled back at the person with such a thick British accent at the door. I sat in my bed that afternoon, comfortable in my robe. I'd decided to do some office work and funnily enough, I'd spent over three hours on my laptop working. I had a lot of future plans if things went smoothly because from what I'd seen, business had been going on really great even when I'd been missing in action for a while. I definitely didn't plan on making things continue to be as they were. "I was told not to disclose, but please, would you come outside?" She responded. Hissing, I set my laptop aside and scooted over to the end of the bed, and put on my fluffy sandals. Damn if I was going to bother putting on clothes. As far as I was concerned, I wasn't naked. I walked towards the door and opened it and found the lady who came to tell me that I had someone waiting for me. Luckily for me