Sid's pov
Sana walks inside my cabin quietly. I glance at her as I discover her eyes turning red.
"Sano," I exclaim while leaving my chair and rushing to her. "What happened?"I cup her face with my palms and lift her face. She looks upset, very very upset.
"Hey, tell me. What happened? Your dad called you again?" I ask. I know only two things in the world can affect her. One is her dad and the other is me. According to me, nothing wrong has happened between us and I hadn't done anything which could hurt her. Maybe that asshole did something."No," she mutters. "I'm fine"
<Sana's PovWe reach Matthews place at 8. As we both walk inside, we saw something which we didn't expect to face right there. Lydia and Samantha are here too. I look at Sid nervously but he seems to be quite normal. I reassure myself that as it is a family dinner, they are supposed to be here. I shouldn't get worried about it, also I want Sid to spend some precious time with his family. "Come my boy," Matthews beams as he hugs Sid. However, Sid seems to be the least interested in hugging him; I can read his reaction. "God bless both of you," he says while patting our heads. A tiny smile appears on my face as I look at Sid, he is still passing blank looks. "How are you?" Lydia says as she walks towards us. She is still ignoring eye contact with me, and I don't mind.
Sid's PovWe reach our place when it's almost 10 o'clock. "What will you eat?" I ask Sana, she looks very upset about whatever had happened at Dad's place. I don't want her to keep recalling what mom said to her. "You say. I'll make it," she says as we walk inside. "Let me do it today," I say, smiling at her as I trace my fingers on her cheek. "I'm fine Sid," she says. "I'm not upset" "Yeah, I can see that," I say, throwing a blank look to her. "Why not make a pizza for you? You love it, no?" &nb
Sana's Pov His weight on my body feels good every morning when I wake up. I look at him, his face is covered with my hair, his cheeks touching my neck, his arm around my waist and our legs tangled with each other; morning can't be better than this. I find myself silly as I remember last night. I was upset about his behaviour. The way he talked to me just because of a phone call had pinched me hard, he didn't turn to look at me after he had yelled at me, he had made dinner but didn't come to have it with me. I kept waiting for him to come and feed me. He did that whenever I got upset. But last night he left me alone when I needed him the most. However, at the end of the day, he ends up wrapping me in his arms. I don't need anything else. I caress his hair lovingly and kiss his cheek as I lean down. He moves a little and shifts his head on my right breast. He had told me it was the most comfortable pillow f
Sana's POVI just look at him but don't say anything. I'm shocked, stunned and surprised? Why did he lie to me? Was it necessary? I focus on my breakfast but I can hardly eat. His actions are making me crazy about us. "Eat properly," he says while chewing. "You're starving from last night". I don't reply and try to eat. That's why I don't think much about his closeness with Bella. Because the way he cares for me can't be compared with anyone. I console myself every time with this.We finish our breakfast and leave for the office.Sid is taking a long time to have a conversation with Roshan. So I decided to drive. &
Sana's POV "Tell me, Sana. Do you love him?" Lopa asks again. "I don't know," I reply. I'm not in a state of figuring out my feelings for him. "Why do you mean? You don't know?" Lopa raises her eyebrows. "I actually don't know. I just know that I feel for him the way no one can feel. If it's love, it can be," I sigh. "Uh.. You're cracking riddles now," she says. "I don't wanna think about it now," I say. "Fine. I'm not forcing you. But Sana..," she holds my shoulder. "Be careful. I hope you don't get late while finding out your feelings for him," she tells me. I just nod. Lopa made me think about the fact. But Am I ready to think about it now?Sid's POVI'm trying to focus on the presentation for the last one hour but I can't. Thoughts of Bella have taken over my mind. I keep recalling the moment when she was in my arms. What the heck is she doing to me? I guess I
Sana's POVSid told me he will go to Lydia's place this weekend but he didn't ask me to go with him. I am preparing dinner while thinking about all this. He doesn't need to take me everywhere he goes. I'm not his bodyguard at least. I tell myself. And if I start having a problem with everything he does, he'll feel suffocated. I don't want him to feel that way. "Salad?" he says annoyingly, standing next to the counter. I come out of my thoughts and give him a blank look. "Don't make faces. You are not doing workouts for a few months. You should go on a diet," I tell him. I'm not like others who keep feeding their men and tell him that they are attractive however they are. I don't want him getting unfit. "Have I ever denied you?" he giggles. After a long time, we're chatting together in the kitchen. I miss our old days in college when we used to have a lot of fun together while cooking, washing clothes and dishes. Things chang
Sid's POVI witness fear in her eyes. She is still looking at Nev with her frozen eyes. "What's happening here?" she asks in shock. I don't know how I'm gonna answer her but I didn't want her to see this. "That's none of your business, Bella," Sana shrugs. "It is. What are you guys doing? Who is he?" she raises her voice. Nev attempts to answer but I glare at him to keep his mouth shut. "Bella. I'll explain that later," I say while grabbing her shoulders. "Please go now" "But I wanna know. What were you doing?" she asks me in a firm tone. I can realise the nervousness in her voice and the way she is questioning me with full rights. "Listen," Sana comes and grabs her arm. "Be in your limits. You are no one to ask for his explanation. Do you get it?" Sana shrugs angrily, the way she does every time to support me. "But...but," she stammers looking at me. "It's not good. Why are you guys torturing him?"I am clueles
Sid's POVI break the kiss and discover her blushing. Her cheeks turn pink, she looks no less than a barbie doll right now. And I can stare at her for hours like this. No girl had ever blushed for me, nor did I make them blush. My heart sinks as I remember Sana. I just realised what I've done. I look at Bella again. She is smiling while looking at me. Am I really doing it? Am I really letting her come close to me? Well, I actually had done that. And I never regretted doing something. "It was awesome," I tell her. "That was....that was my first kiss," she says. Is she kidding me? Was that her first kiss? I felt lucky for some reason. She can't see my eyes because of her shyness. A smile appears on my face while looking at her. I don't know whether it is a universal truth or not but guys always feel a kind of weakness towards a shy girl, who will be shy for him only. I've never seen any girl being shy with me. That's fucking driving me crazy.