Mag-log inThe Move
It was the same thing over again, the same dream. The same eyes followed me for over half of my life, at this point I didn't even feel like a nightmare anymore. It felt like a memory.
I wake up two minutes before my seven am alarm. Because of course I do, that’s who I am now—neurotic, sleep-deprived, and haunted by dreams that always feel too real.
I lie still, staring at the faded glow-in-the-dark stars that Gran stuck to the ceiling for my seventh birthday.
We move today..
Today, I leave everything I’ve ever known behind. The anxiety surrounding this hasn’t let me forget that for a single second since gran barged into my room a few weeks ago and announced that she’d put our home on the market.
First came the dreams—different monsters with red eyes. Then came sleepwalking, gran had to put a bolt on the top of every single door in the house so I didn’t wander off in the middle of the night. Last week I broke out in hives just thinking about walking into a new school where I don’t know anyone.
“Saxa! Gran’s voice calls out from downstairs. Her usual cheerful sing-song.
Groaning, I roll out of bed, dragging my feet as I get dressed. Might as well take my time—it’s the last morning I’ll ever spend in this room. This house won’t be ours anymore after today.
I pause at my window, staring down at the bright red SOLD sign stabbed into our front lawn. A weight settling in my chest..
We’ve lived in Connecticut for as long as I can remember. It was my parents home, the only place I’ve ever felt close to them. Leaving feels like losing the only piece I’ve ever had.
They died when I was just a few weeks old, car crash.
No survivors.
Gran said the doctors did everything they could.
After that, gran gave up everything to raise me here, in their home. She said the therapist insisted it was important—for my emotional development or whatever the hell. That it would be too traumatic to move me somewhere unfamiliar. She took that to heart, leaving her home country to be with me..
But now, we’re doing exactly that.
“Saxa, honey? You okay?” Gran’s voice floats up the stairs, soft and concerned.
She knows I’m not okay, of course she does. But she uprooted her whole life for me, and now it’s my turn.
“Yeah, gran. Just getting a little sentimental,” I call back, my voice cracking on the last word.
She appears a few moments later, leaning on the doorframe with that familiar warm smile that almost makes everything feel okay.
“You’re only seventeen, sweet girl. You’ll make new friends. Better ones, maybe.” she says it gently, but I can hear the subtext behind it—she never liked the people I spent time with. She said trouble followed them around like a shadow. And sure, they weren’t saints, but they were my friends. The people who accepted me…
Still, she’s not wrong.
I’ll meet new people, I'll adjust and we’ll start over somewhere new.
But that’s not what’s tearing me up inside, not really.
“Gran,” I whisper, turning to face her. “I’m scared, I know I was just a baby when they died, but this house… it’s the last real connection I have to them. There’s no pictures.. Nothing. Leaving feels like losing the only piece I have left of them…”
She crosses the room and pulls me into her arms, pressing a kiss to the crown of my head.
“Oh, Saxa. the ones we’ve lost… they never really leave us. They live here,” she says, placing a hand gently over my heart. “Their love doesn’t vanish with time. It stays, always.” Her fingers brush the scar across my chest—the one I’ve had since before I can remember. She hugs me tighter, and I let the tears come.
“I’ll try gran,” I whisper. “I promise to try and make it work in Balestrand.”
She smiles against my cheek. “Jeg lover deg at du er bestemt til store ting, og alt vil bli åpenbart for deg i god tid, min lille ulv.”
I blink, once.
“For fucks sake, Gran—I’m never going to survive in Norway. I didn’t understand a single thing you just said to me.”
She just laughs softly.
The Heart's CommandSaxaSaxaThe pull becomes unbearable.Not immediately.Not violently.It builds.Like a tide dragging everything in the valley slowly toward the same point.The mountain.The threads tighten beneath the snow, glowing lines stretching toward the ridge like veins leading back to a single beating heart.Elias stumbles beside me.“Okay—yeah—definitely feeling that now.”His voice is strained but steadier than it was earlier.The glyph beneath his shirt burns bright silver.Not tearing him apart anymore.Guiding him.Gran notices immediately.“That’s wrong.”Kaia’s gaze flicks toward Elias.“No.”Her voice is quiet.“It’s functioning.”Gran turns on her sharply.“Functioning?”Kaia gestures toward the ridge where the light continues to pour from the split seam in the mountain.“The system is completing its alignment.”The threads pulse again.Harder.The pull inside my chest sharpens.My breath catches.Because now I can feel direction inside it.Not random.Not chaoti
The Pull of the HeartSaxaThe mountain stops roaring.That is somehow worse.The sudden silence spreads across the valley like a held breath, the kind that comes just before something breaks.The threads beneath the snow tighten.All of them.Not violently.Not chaotically.Deliberately.Like something enormous just wrapped its fingers around every line of power running through the valley.Elias inhales sharply beside me.“…that’s new.”The glyph beneath his shirt pulses again, brighter than before but steadier than it had been when the system was tearing him apart.This time the light doesn’t flare outward.It pulls.The threads react instantly.Every glowing strand shifts direction.Toward the mountain.The creatures standing in the clearing feel it too.The seven that turned toward me stiffen, their silver eyes snapping toward the ridge as the pull tightens through the system.The others—those already walking toward the mountain—don’t hesitate.They begin moving faster.Not runnin
The First VoiceSaxaThe mountain does not like what I just did. It lands in my chest a heartbeat before the sound follows. The roar that rolls down the ridge this time isn’t the deep mechanical pulse we’ve been feeling all night. It’s sharper. Angrier. Like the mountain itself has just realized someone grabbed the wrong lever inside its machinery. Snow slides from the trees along the slope. The threads beneath the valley flare so bright they cast silver shadows across the clearing.Half the creatures remain pointed toward the mountain. Half now face me.Waiting, Listening. The line has broken.Kasper sees it instantly. “You have no idea what you’re interfering with,” he says. His voice is quieter now.Not calm.Measured. The kind of tone someone uses when they’re trying very hard not to panic.I tilt my head slightly. “You mean your plan?”His jaw tightens. “This is not a game.”“No,” I agree softly. “It’s not.”The threads hum beneath my palms again, the sensation crawling up my arms
The Heart BeneathSaxaThe mountain moves again. Not like an avalanche, not like stone breaking free and crashing down the slope. This is slower. Worse.The kind of movement that belongs to something enormous waking up beneath skin that was never meant to stretch this far. Every thread in the valley pulls taut at once.The glowing lines beneath the snow sharpen, brightening until the whole clearing looks webbed in veins of buried lightning. The creatures nearest the tear stiffen simultaneously, their heads tilting toward the ridge as if they’re hearing the same voice from very far away.My wolf presses hard against my ribs. Not panic.The ground under my boots trembles again, deeper now, more deliberate—less like shaking and more like a pulse. A heartbeat. One that does not belong to any living thing I understand.“Oh, hell no,” Ingrid whispers.No one corrects her. No one can. Because the mountain is still moving.Anja lifts her face toward it, silver light catching along the edge of
The Old ArchitectureSaxaNo one speaks for several long seconds. The valley feels… different. Not calmer, not safer. But steadier, like something enormous just shifted into place beneath the ground and the rest of the world is still catching up.The threads beneath the snow glow brighter than they ever have before. Not thrashing like they were when Kasper and I were pulling against each other. Not pouring toward the tear in the forest.Flowing. Slow.Deliberate.Every line bending toward the mountain where Anja stands.Elias exhales beside me. “That… explains a lot.”I don’t answer, because my eyes are locked on her.Anja.The name echoes in my skull like something pulled from an old memory that doesn’t belong to me. She stands on the ridge above us, silver light curling faintly around her body like a mist.Not threatening.Not triumphant, watching, studying. Like she’s deciding what to do with us.Gran is the first to break the silence. “You were dead..” her voice cracks. “I saw yo
What Wakes BeneathSaxaThe mountain doesn’t roar again, it breathes. But somehow that’s worse.The whole valley feels it—that low, impossible inhale rolling up through the snow and stone like the earth itself has suddenly remembered it has lungs. The threads beneath my skin tighten in answer, every glowing line in the clearing pulling downward, not toward the tear in the forest anymore, not toward Kasper, not even toward the creatures standing silently in the snow.My fingers tighten around Elias’ hand hard enough to hurt, but he doesn’t complain. He’s staring at the ridge with that same drawn, hollow look he gets when the system pushes too much into him all at once.“It’s under the lock,” he whispers. His voice sounds small against the scale of what’s happening.Gran’s face has gone bloodless. “No,” she says, but there’s no force behind it. “No, the lock was the deepest point. It had to be.”Kaia doesn’t look away from the mountain. “It never is.”Another pulse begins to tear throu
When the World NoticesSaxaMorning pretends to happen. Light shows up—thin and washed out, but the house doesn’t believe it. The air feels like a bruise, touched too many times.Nobody says ‘happy birthday.’No one says anything at all.Elias and I eventually untangle ourselves from the couch, slow
The Year of no Turning BackSaxaWe don’t sing. No candles. No cake. No cheerful announcements. Someone shuts the door against the night like it personally insulted them.The house exhales.A trapped kind of exhale.I don’t sleep.Everyone else drifts off in layers—Ingrid first, slumped in the chai
The Shape of Old ChoicesSaxaThe meeting breaks apart the way storms do.Not suddenly, but it layers.Wolves leave the house in small groups, voices low, shoulders tight, eyes still dragged toward the boundary like gravity forgetting hot to mind its business.We aren’t talking about what happened.
The Thing That Steps ThroughSaxaWolves cram into Jana and Tobin’s home, bodies filling every inch of the downstairs. This house isn’t built for meetings. It creaks like it resents all the boots, all the breath, all the voices layered on top of each other. Wolves sit on the arms of chairs, on the f







