ログインUnlike her twin brother, Jackson, Jessa struggled with her weight and very few friends. Jackson was an athlete and the epitome of popularity, while Jessa felt invisible. Noah was the quintessential “It” guy at school—charismatic, well-liked, and undeniably handsome. To make matters worse, he was Jackson’s best friend and Jessa’s biggest bully. During their senior year, Jessa decides it was time for her to gain some self-confidence, find her true beauty and not be the invisible twin. As Jessa transformed, she begins to catch the eye of everyone around her, especially Noah. Noah, initially blinded by his perception of Jessa as merely Jackson’s sister, started to see her in a new light. How did she become the captivating woman invading his thoughts? When did she become the object of his fantasies? Join Jessa on her journey from being the class joke to a confident, desirable young woman, surprising even Noah as she reveals the incredible person she has always been inside.
もっと見るJessa
Seven Years Earlier
Growing up as a twin sounds fun, right? Built-in best friend, someone who always has your back, someone who gets you without explanation. That’s what I had—at least for the first ten years of my life.
My twin brother, Jackson, was the center of my world. We were fraternal twins, but opposites in every way. Jackson was tall, lean, athletic, and could make friends with just about anyone. I was short, a little chunky, shy to the point of painful, and usually tripping over my own feet.
But it never mattered to me. I didn’t need a million friends. I had Jackson. He was my best friend, my other half, my person.
It was always just the two of us. Our mom worked constantly to keep food on the table, so most of the time it was just me and him. Maybe that’s why we clung to each other so hard.
“Jax, I wanna go home,” I whined, dragging my feet as he tossed a football from hand to hand.
“Jess, chill. I told the new kid I’d meet him here to throw the ball around,” he said, his brown eyes locked on the field like he was already in the NFL.
“This is boring.” I plopped down on the grass.
He sighed, dug in his pocket, and tossed me a granola bar. “Here. Peanut butter. Your favorite.”
Instant mood boost. “Yes! Thanks, Jax.”
While I was tearing open the wrapper, he straightened up, glancing at the entrance to the field. “That’s him.”
A boy about our age walked toward us, a football tucked under his arm. He had dark, messy brown hair and the greenest eyes I’d ever seen. The kind of eyes you notice right away. And his lashes? Long enough to make me jealous.
“Hey,” he said to Jackson.
“Hey, Noah. This is my twin, Jessa.”
I scrambled up, brushing grass off my jeans. My mouth moved faster than my brain. “Wow… you’ve got really long eyelashes. For a boy.”
Noah’s cheeks turned pink. “Uh, thanks?”
Jackson groaned. “Sorry, she doesn’t have a filter sometimes.”
“I just meant they’re… pretty,” I tried, wishing I could disappear.
“Jess, why don’t you go sit while we toss the ball around,” Jackson muttered.
“She doesn’t play?” Noah asked.
I shook my head before Jackson could answer. “Not really my thing.”
“Nope. If she tried to throw, she’d probably knock herself over,” Jackson joked.
I pretended not to care, sitting back down on the sidelines, but my eyes kept drifting toward Noah as he and Jackson tossed the ball. He wasn’t just cute—he was quiet, too. Almost shy. Something about him made me want him to like me.
After they finished, Jackson clapped him on the back. “You’ve got a good arm.”
“Two older brothers taught me some stuff,” Noah shrugged.
“Oh! So they’re your best friends too, like me and Jackson?” I asked eagerly.
“No. They’re just… brothers. I don’t really have a best friend.”
My heart squeezed. “Then you should get one. Me and Jackson do everything together. He’s the best best friend you could ever have.”
Noah looked at Jackson. Jackson just shrugged. Noah nodded slightly, like he got the message.
At the time, I didn’t realize how wrong I was.
One Month Later
“I don’t wanna go to the movies, Jax!” I whined, arms crossed.
“Too bad. Noah and I wanna see the new Marvel movie. You can’t stay home alone.”
“We always do what you and Noah want. What about me?”
He sighed. “Jess, I love you. But sometimes I wanna do stuff without you. You need to find your own friends.”
That stung more than I wanted to admit.
The doorbell rang, and Noah walked in with his usual smirk.
“Sup.”
“Jess, get your shoes on,” Jackson ordered.
“She’s coming too?” Noah asked.
“Yeah. Mom’s at work. I’m babysitting.”
“Babysitting?” I snapped. “We’re the same age! You’re not babysitting me.”
“I’m twelve minutes older,” Jackson shot back.
Noah snickered. “She’s definitely acting like the baby.”
I stormed off to grab my shoes, but I froze halfway up the stairs when I heard Noah’s voice:
“Man, your sister’s such a brat. Wish she didn’t have to tag along.”
Jackson’s answer was the knife that cut deepest. “Tell me about it.”
At the theater, I tried to forget. “Jax, can we get popcorn? With extra butter?”
Noah raised his brows. “Do you really need the extra butter?”
I clenched my fists. “Yes. I like it that way.”
Jackson slipped me a couple of bills. “Get your own small one.”
I headed for the snack line, and that’s when I heard them again.
“She always has to be eating,” Noah muttered.
“Yeah,” Jackson said with a low laugh. “Sometimes it’s embarrassing to be seen with her.”
The words hit harder than any punch. My own twin—my best friend—was embarrassed of me.
“Hey, it’s your turn,” a girl behind me said gently.
I shook my head. “Changed my mind.”
She frowned. “You okay?”
“No,” I whispered. “I think I lost my best friend.”
She studied me, then said, “I’m Mariah. We’re in the same class, right? You’re Jessa. Jackson’s twin.”
“Yeah.”
“What movie are you supposed to be seeing?”
“Some superhero thing.”
Mariah smirked. “Ditch it. Come with me instead. There’s a new comedy. Way cuter lead actor.”
Before I could decide, Jackson and Noah appeared.
“Jess, what’s taking so long?” Jackson demanded. “Oh, hey, Mariah.”
Mariah smiled sweetly. “Hi. Jessa and I are seeing the comedy instead.”
Jackson shrugged. “Fine. Meet us in the lobby after.”
As he and Noah disappeared, Mariah tugged me toward her theater.
“Come on. You need a laugh.”
I glanced back one last time at my brother’s retreating figure.
He stole my best friend, I thought. And he’s never giving him back.
Three Years Later
Thirteen hit me hard. My body changed in ways I didn’t ask for. I wasn’t the chubby little girl anymore—I had curves. Breasts too big for my age. Hips that didn’t match the other girls at school.
Mom always said, Girls built like us need to cover up. Layers make you look thinner.
So I wore baggy shirts. Oversized hoodies. Clothes that swallowed me whole. It didn’t matter. The teasing still came.
“Jess, you’re wearing that?” Jackson asked one morning, eyeing my loose shirt.
“It’s comfortable.”
“It’s a tent.” He rolled his eyes and left.
Mom kissed my cheek. “Ignore him. He doesn’t understand what it’s like for girls like us.”
At school, the comments started before I even reached the doors.
“The circus is in town!”
“Yeah, they brought the whale exhibit!”
My stomach dropped when I saw where it came from—Jackson and Noah, flanked by their football buddies, all laughing.
“Nice shirt, Jess,” Noah snorted. “They only had tent size left?”
“Shut up, Noah.”
Jackson smirked. “Told you it was too big.”
“Perfect for hiding that fat ass,” Noah added, sending the group into hysterics.
I turned away, pretending I couldn’t hear. But their laughter followed me.
By the time I reached my locker, my hands were shaking. I tugged the handle, but it was jammed. Mariah appeared at my side.
“Need help?”
We pulled together until it finally burst open—and trash bags tumbled out, spilling all over the hallway.
A note taped to one read: Got you a new wardrobe.
The roar of laughter around us was deafening.
“Did you do this?” Mariah snapped at Jackson and Noah, who had pushed through the crowd to watch.
Noah grinned. “She wants to dress like a hobo? Why not just give her options?”
Jackson chuckled. “Relax. It’s just a joke.”
Mariah glared at him. “She’s your sister.”
But Jackson only walked away with Noah.
I stared at the trash bag in my hands. For just one second, I wished I could trade places. To be the one laughing, not the one humiliated.
Present Day
Beep. Beep. Beep.
I groaned, slamming my alarm clock. Senior year. My last year in this hellhole.
I’m Jessa. Nobody special. Just the overweight twin sister of Jackson, starting quarterback and golden boy of our high school. The sister his best friend, Noah Carter, has made it his life’s mission to torment.
Once, when I was ten, I thought Noah was cute. That crush didn’t survive the year. Now at eighteen, he’s tall, broad-shouldered, perfect hair, perfect smile. Every girl wants him.
And I can’t stand him.
But he’s always around—because he’s Jackson’s best friend. The boy who stole my brother from me.
I roll out of bed and tug on my armor: jeans, tank top, oversized button-up. The layers hide the body I’ve been told to be ashamed of.
Time to sneak out before Jackson sees me. Before Noah’s voice finds me.
Another day. Another battle.
JessaTwo months later.My room didn’t look like mine anymore.Not really.There were boxes everywhere—some half full, some taped shut, some still empty like I hadn’t quite figured out what belonged in them yet. My closet door was open, hangers spaced out in a way that made everything feel… temporary.Like this wasn’t my space anymore.Or maybe—I wasn’t the same person who first filled it.I sat on the floor in the middle of it all, a small pile of things in front of me. Old notebooks. Random papers. A couple of photos I didn’t even remember taking.I picked one up.It was from earlier in the year.I could tell.Not because of the date.Because of me.The way I was standing.The way I smiled—tight, careful, like I wasn’t fully there.Like I didn’t want to take up too much space.I stared at it for a second longer than I meant to.God.I barely recognized that girl.Not because she looked different.Because she felt different.I set the picture down gently and leaned back against my b
JessaBenny’s was louder than usual.Not in a chaotic, overwhelming way like a game night—but full. Packed with voices, laughter, plates clinking, music low in the background. The kind of noise that wrapped around you instead of pressing in on you.It felt… warm.Familiar.And for the first time in a long time, not something I had to brace myself for.“Okay, I’m just saying,” Mariah said, leaning back in the booth like she owned the place, “if we’re calling this a ‘last night’ thing, I feel like there should be more dramatic energy.”Jackson snorted across from her.“We still have two months.”She pointed at him.“Exactly my point. So this isn’t technically the last anything.”“Then stop calling it that,” he shot back.“I like the vibe,” she said.I smiled, sitting beside Noah, my shoulder lightly brushing his.It was weird.Not the bad kind.Just… aware.Aware of everything.The table.The people.The way this moment felt like it mattered more than it would’ve a year ago.“Food’s her
JessaThe gym looked different.It always did for games—loud, packed, overwhelming—but this was different in a quieter way. The bleachers were filled, but people weren’t yelling. There was no band blasting music, no chaos, no pressure to win something.Just rows of chairs lined up on the floor.Just families.Just… endings.I stood near the side with the rest of the seniors, the fabric of my gown brushing against my legs every time I shifted. The cap felt weird on my head, like it didn’t quite belong there yet.Or maybe I didn’t.“This is it,” Mariah whispered beside me.I glanced at her.She looked… good. Confident. Like she belonged here.Then again—Mariah always looked like she belonged.“Don’t say it like that,” I muttered.“Like what?”“Like we’re about to walk into the unknown and never recover.”She smirked.“Dramatic.”“You started it.”“Yeah, but I do it better.”I huffed a small laugh, but it didn’t settle the way I expected it to.Because this was it.No more “next year.”N
MariahThree months later.Graduation was close now.Close enough that everything felt different—even if no one was saying it out loud.You could feel it in the way teachers talked like we were already halfway gone. In the way people said “after graduation” instead of “next year.” In the way everything suddenly felt temporary… like we were all just standing at the edge of something, waiting to jump.And if I’m being honest?This year changed everything.Not just the drama.Not just the rumors.Us.Because Jessa isn’t the same girl she was at the start of the year.Not even close.And… neither am I.We were sitting on her bed, her laptop open between us, notes scattered everywhere like we were actually trying to study.We weren’t.I flopped back dramatically onto her pillows.“This is weird.”She didn’t even look up.“You’ve said that three times.”“I’m processing.”“You’re being dramatic.”“I am not being dramatic,” I argued, staring at the ceiling. “I am having a completely reasonabl
JessaI knew the second I walked through the front door that something was different.The TV was on.Not just on — actually being watched.Mom was on the couch in her scrubs, feet tucked under her, half a cup of coffee on the table like she’d reheated it and forgotten about it. Some daytime talk sh
NoahBy the time I got to my locker, I could feel it.Not hear it.Not see it.Just… feel it.The looks.The pauses in conversation.The way people’s eyes followed me like I’d suddenly grown a second head.Which was funny, because all I’d done was kiss my girlfriend on the temple and say good morni
JessaLunch had become… complicated.Not bad. Not exactly.Just louder.More eyes.More whispers that stopped when I looked up and resumed the second I looked away.Noah sat beside me like he always did now, one arm casually slung over the back of my chair, like it was the most natural thing in the
JessaBenny’s was loud in that warm, messy, happy way that only happens after a big win.The windows were fogged up from too many people and too much laughter. Someone had pushed a bunch of tables together, and half the football team was crammed around them, still in jackets and hoodies, still buzz
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