Unlike her twin brother, Jackson, Jessa struggled with her weight and very few friends. Jackson was an athlete and the epitome of popularity, while Jessa felt invisible. Noah was the quintessential “It” guy at school—charismatic, well-liked, and undeniably handsome. To make matters worse, he was Jackson’s best friend and Jessa’s biggest bully. During their senior year, Jessa decides it was time for her to gain some self-confidence, find her true beauty and not be the invisible twin. As Jessa transformed, she begins to catch the eye of everyone around her, especially Noah. Noah, initially blinded by his perception of Jessa as merely Jackson’s sister, started to see her in a new light. How did she become the captivating woman invading his thoughts? When did she become the object of his fantasies? Join Jessa on her journey from being the class joke to a confident, desirable young woman, surprising even Noah as she reveals the incredible person she has always been inside.
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Seven Years Earlier
Growing up as a twin sounds fun, right? Built-in best friend, someone who always has your back, someone who gets you without explanation. That’s what I had—at least for the first ten years of my life.
My twin brother, Jackson, was the center of my world. We were fraternal twins, but opposites in every way. Jackson was tall, lean, athletic, and could make friends with just about anyone. I was short, a little chunky, shy to the point of painful, and usually tripping over my own feet.
But it never mattered to me. I didn’t need a million friends. I had Jackson. He was my best friend, my other half, my person.
It was always just the two of us. Our mom worked constantly to keep food on the table, so most of the time it was just me and him. Maybe that’s why we clung to each other so hard.
“Jax, I wanna go home,” I whined, dragging my feet as he tossed a football from hand to hand.
“Jess, chill. I told the new kid I’d meet him here to throw the ball around,” he said, his brown eyes locked on the field like he was already in the NFL.
“This is boring.” I plopped down on the grass.
He sighed, dug in his pocket, and tossed me a granola bar. “Here. Peanut butter. Your favorite.”
Instant mood boost. “Yes! Thanks, Jax.”
While I was tearing open the wrapper, he straightened up, glancing at the entrance to the field. “That’s him.”
A boy about our age walked toward us, a football tucked under his arm. He had dark, messy brown hair and the greenest eyes I’d ever seen. The kind of eyes you notice right away. And his lashes? Long enough to make me jealous.
“Hey,” he said to Jackson.
“Hey, Noah. This is my twin, Jessa.”
I scrambled up, brushing grass off my jeans. My mouth moved faster than my brain. “Wow… you’ve got really long eyelashes. For a boy.”
Noah’s cheeks turned pink. “Uh, thanks?”
Jackson groaned. “Sorry, she doesn’t have a filter sometimes.”
“I just meant they’re… pretty,” I tried, wishing I could disappear.
“Jess, why don’t you go sit while we toss the ball around,” Jackson muttered.
“She doesn’t play?” Noah asked.
I shook my head before Jackson could answer. “Not really my thing.”
“Nope. If she tried to throw, she’d probably knock herself over,” Jackson joked.
I pretended not to care, sitting back down on the sidelines, but my eyes kept drifting toward Noah as he and Jackson tossed the ball. He wasn’t just cute—he was quiet, too. Almost shy. Something about him made me want him to like me.
After they finished, Jackson clapped him on the back. “You’ve got a good arm.”
“Two older brothers taught me some stuff,” Noah shrugged.
“Oh! So they’re your best friends too, like me and Jackson?” I asked eagerly.
“No. They’re just… brothers. I don’t really have a best friend.”
My heart squeezed. “Then you should get one. Me and Jackson do everything together. He’s the best best friend you could ever have.”
Noah looked at Jackson. Jackson just shrugged. Noah nodded slightly, like he got the message.
At the time, I didn’t realize how wrong I was.
One Month Later
“I don’t wanna go to the movies, Jax!” I whined, arms crossed.
“Too bad. Noah and I wanna see the new Marvel movie. You can’t stay home alone.”
“We always do what you and Noah want. What about me?”
He sighed. “Jess, I love you. But sometimes I wanna do stuff without you. You need to find your own friends.”
That stung more than I wanted to admit.
The doorbell rang, and Noah walked in with his usual smirk.
“Sup.”
“Jess, get your shoes on,” Jackson ordered.
“She’s coming too?” Noah asked.
“Yeah. Mom’s at work. I’m babysitting.”
“Babysitting?” I snapped. “We’re the same age! You’re not babysitting me.”
“I’m twelve minutes older,” Jackson shot back.
Noah snickered. “She’s definitely acting like the baby.”
I stormed off to grab my shoes, but I froze halfway up the stairs when I heard Noah’s voice:
“Man, your sister’s such a brat. Wish she didn’t have to tag along.”
Jackson’s answer was the knife that cut deepest. “Tell me about it.”
At the theater, I tried to forget. “Jax, can we get popcorn? With extra butter?”
Noah raised his brows. “Do you really need the extra butter?”
I clenched my fists. “Yes. I like it that way.”
Jackson slipped me a couple of bills. “Get your own small one.”
I headed for the snack line, and that’s when I heard them again.
“She always has to be eating,” Noah muttered.
“Yeah,” Jackson said with a low laugh. “Sometimes it’s embarrassing to be seen with her.”
The words hit harder than any punch. My own twin—my best friend—was embarrassed of me.
“Hey, it’s your turn,” a girl behind me said gently.
I shook my head. “Changed my mind.”
She frowned. “You okay?”
“No,” I whispered. “I think I lost my best friend.”
She studied me, then said, “I’m Mariah. We’re in the same class, right? You’re Jessa. Jackson’s twin.”
“Yeah.”
“What movie are you supposed to be seeing?”
“Some superhero thing.”
Mariah smirked. “Ditch it. Come with me instead. There’s a new comedy. Way cuter lead actor.”
Before I could decide, Jackson and Noah appeared.
“Jess, what’s taking so long?” Jackson demanded. “Oh, hey, Mariah.”
Mariah smiled sweetly. “Hi. Jessa and I are seeing the comedy instead.”
Jackson shrugged. “Fine. Meet us in the lobby after.”
As he and Noah disappeared, Mariah tugged me toward her theater.
“Come on. You need a laugh.”
I glanced back one last time at my brother’s retreating figure.
He stole my best friend, I thought. And he’s never giving him back.
Three Years Later
Thirteen hit me hard. My body changed in ways I didn’t ask for. I wasn’t the chubby little girl anymore—I had curves. Breasts too big for my age. Hips that didn’t match the other girls at school.
Mom always said, Girls built like us need to cover up. Layers make you look thinner.
So I wore baggy shirts. Oversized hoodies. Clothes that swallowed me whole. It didn’t matter. The teasing still came.
“Jess, you’re wearing that?” Jackson asked one morning, eyeing my loose shirt.
“It’s comfortable.”
“It’s a tent.” He rolled his eyes and left.
Mom kissed my cheek. “Ignore him. He doesn’t understand what it’s like for girls like us.”
At school, the comments started before I even reached the doors.
“The circus is in town!”
“Yeah, they brought the whale exhibit!”
My stomach dropped when I saw where it came from—Jackson and Noah, flanked by their football buddies, all laughing.
“Nice shirt, Jess,” Noah snorted. “They only had tent size left?”
“Shut up, Noah.”
Jackson smirked. “Told you it was too big.”
“Perfect for hiding that fat ass,” Noah added, sending the group into hysterics.
I turned away, pretending I couldn’t hear. But their laughter followed me.
By the time I reached my locker, my hands were shaking. I tugged the handle, but it was jammed. Mariah appeared at my side.
“Need help?”
We pulled together until it finally burst open—and trash bags tumbled out, spilling all over the hallway.
A note taped to one read: Got you a new wardrobe.
The roar of laughter around us was deafening.
“Did you do this?” Mariah snapped at Jackson and Noah, who had pushed through the crowd to watch.
Noah grinned. “She wants to dress like a hobo? Why not just give her options?”
Jackson chuckled. “Relax. It’s just a joke.”
Mariah glared at him. “She’s your sister.”
But Jackson only walked away with Noah.
I stared at the trash bag in my hands. For just one second, I wished I could trade places. To be the one laughing, not the one humiliated.
Present Day
Beep. Beep. Beep.
I groaned, slamming my alarm clock. Senior year. My last year in this hellhole.
I’m Jessa. Nobody special. Just the overweight twin sister of Jackson, starting quarterback and golden boy of our high school. The sister his best friend, Noah Carter, has made it his life’s mission to torment.
Once, when I was ten, I thought Noah was cute. That crush didn’t survive the year. Now at eighteen, he’s tall, broad-shouldered, perfect hair, perfect smile. Every girl wants him.
And I can’t stand him.
But he’s always around—because he’s Jackson’s best friend. The boy who stole my brother from me.
I roll out of bed and tug on my armor: jeans, tank top, oversized button-up. The layers hide the body I’ve been told to be ashamed of.
Time to sneak out before Jackson sees me. Before Noah’s voice finds me.
Another day. Another battle.
NoahI needed air.Not the kind that came through cracked windows or the hum of the AC — real air. The kind that cut into your lungs, that reminded you the world existed outside the noise of your phone.So, I grabbed my keys and slipped out before Mom could ask more questions. The house was too quiet anyway, like even the walls knew something was off.The morning light was sharp and too bright when I stepped outside. I squinted, walked straight to my truck, and climbed in. For a second, I just sat there gripping the steering wheel, feeling that knot in my chest twist tighter.Usually, when I got like this — restless, pissed, wired — I’d call Jackson. We’d go shoot hoops, hit the field, or just drive aimlessly until whatever was eating us died down.But after last night… I didn’t know if that still worked.We’d said a lot without really saying much. Sitting in that diner, staring at cold fries, both of us pretending we weren’t thinking about the same thing. Jessa. Daniel. The way every
JessaBy Saturday morning, the quiet in my room felt like it was mocking me.The only sound was the constant ping of my phone lighting up on the nightstand — texts, notifications, mentions. Every time I picked it up, I regretted it.Someone had posted a video from the party. Multiple someones, actually. Different angles, different captions — all showing the same thing: Noah Carter decking Daniel right across the jaw.And then me. Standing there, wide-eyed and stunned, like I didn’t belong in the frame.The comments were brutal.“Guess we know what sets Carter off.”“Didn’t realize Lombardi’s sister was the reason for the drama.”“She’s been hiding all that under those hoodies?”I tossed my phone aside and pressed the heel of my hands into my eyes. I didn’t want to see any of it. Didn’t want to know what people were saying.For years, I’d survived Ridgeville High by being invisible. I’d learned how to shrink myself down — hide behind baggy clothes, keep quiet, stay out of the spotlight
NoahBy the time I finally made it home, the sky was already turning pale gray — that dead quiet hour before morning actually begins.Jackson and I had spent half the night sitting in a booth at the diner off Route 17, nursing cold coffee and saying a lot without saying much. We talked around the fight, around Jessa, around everything that had happened. Neither of us really had answers, just exhaustion.Now, walking through my front door, all I wanted was sleep — or silence.Instead, my phone wouldn’t stop vibrating in my pocket.I dropped my keys on the counter, toed off my shoes, and pulled the phone out.The screen lit up with notification after notification.Mentions. Group chats. Snap tags.Dozens of them.“Dude, Carter lost it last night!”“Noah actually decked Daniel — and for Jessa Lombardi??”“Check the video!”I didn’t even want to open them.But I did.Videos everywhere.Grainy, shaky, loud.Someone had caught the whole thing — Daniel’s mouth running, the shove, the punch,
JessaMy phone started buzzing before the sun was even up.At first, I thought it was my alarm. But then it didn’t stop — it kept rattling across my nightstand like it was possessed.I groaned, rolled over, and squinted at the bright screen.Notifications. Dozens of them.Messages. Mentions. Group chats.And every one of them had my name in it.“Holy crap did you see what happened at the party?”“Daniel got punched!”“Jackson lost it!”“Noah Carter actually hit Daniel — for Jessa Lombardi???”My stomach dropped so fast I thought I might be sick.I sat up in bed, my blanket twisted around me like a net. For a moment, I just stared at the screen, trying to process the words. Then I tossed the phone aside and buried my face in my hands.It didn’t matter how many times I blinked. The images from last night came back anyway — the noise, the laughter, Daniel’s disgusting voice, and then Noah — fists flying, rage in his eyes, chaos exploding around us.Mariah had dragged me out before things
NoahThe football field sat dark and empty when I pulled up, the only light coming from the streetlamps along the lot. The party was still echoing in my head — the music, the laughter, Daniel’s smug voice.I parked a street over, like I always did when the lots filled up. It was quieter here. The night air was cold enough to bite as I got out, slamming the door harder than I meant to. My knuckles still throbbed from where they’d connected with Daniel’s jaw.I should’ve felt guilty.But I didn’t.I leaned back against the hood, staring out across the field. It looked different without the floodlights blazing — smaller, somehow. I’d spent years on that grass, sweating, running drills, taking hits. This place usually cleared my head. Tonight, it barely touched the noise inside me.All I could hear was Daniel’s voice.You into fat chicks now, Carter?He said it loud, like he wanted everyone to hear. Like Jessa was some kind of joke.The thought made my hands curl into fists again.I didn’
JacksonThe steering wheel creaked under my grip as I made another slow turn down Maple Street.Nothing.Noah’s truck wasn’t there, and neither was he.I’d already checked the school lot, the old park behind the football field, even the strip near the gas station where he liked to park when he needed to think. Every single place came up empty.He wasn’t answering my calls, and each time his voicemail kicked in, my chest got a little tighter.It wasn’t just about the fight anymore.It was everything.The look on Noah’s face when he walked off.The slap Jessa laid across Daniel’s smug mouth.The crowd that had gone from cheering us on to whispering about us like we were some drama special.And I was supposed to be the one keeping it all together. The one people looked to. The “leader.” The captain.But right now? I felt like I was barely holding it together myself.I turned onto a quieter street, the kind where the houses were spaced far apart and porch lights flickered weakly against t
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