“So tell me Kellina what are your questions?” Sarah asked carefreely. “You said we can control emotions how do we do that? Do you control everyone’s emotions? Can you control mine?” I was nervous about what I didn’t know. “I am sworn to sacred oaths, oaths when I feel you are ready to be on your own I will ask you to make as well and before that I want you to promise me unless it is deemed necessary you will not try to control anyone’s emotions. Regularly, you can feel someone’s emotions and sense if they are in turmoil, sad, even hungry, and of course, you can feel lust.” I found myself blushing when she said that because I wondered if that is what she had felt between Rogan and me. She obviously sensed my embarrassment too. “Kellina do not be embarrassed and for the record what I felt between Rogan and you were far more than lust.” “You did? What did you feel?” I suddenly was excited she could explain it to me because I hadn’t been able to myself. Sarah laughed, “Kellina,
The run had cleared my brain and had woken my wolf up to at least paying attention which was exciting in itself to me as I felt a part of me had been missing but now here she was. I was grateful to have her at least awaken and felt her warmth which I knew I’d missed even when I didn’t know what it was. I entered the woods and made my way to the waterfall I could hear before I had arrived and was almost eager to see Rogan’s face but when I reached the opening it was still just me. My wolf guided by instinct had me looking around to make sure we were safe and I scoured the area. It looked the same as it had now weeks since I’d been here I felt the power again of this area and realized it was special to me in so many ways. It was here that Rogan and me connected and it is here where we will either unite or be broken for good. It was also here that I first saw my mother and grandmother in my dreams then Rogan being dragged away. I wondered what it all meant now but perhaps it was jus
It was difficult to not watch a guy who could have walked out of a magazine under a waterfall with the water cascading down his muscles. It seemed to be helping him and it was a good thing because he had come close to going against everything in our pack by marking me before we were both eighteen. I was nervous about the implications if anyone found out but thanks to my comfy sweater and the fact I was probably already in trouble for being gone I doubted anyone would see me. He continued to let the water flow over him and I felt my wolf awakening with every moment we soaked him in. So this is what it took to perk her up a man make that the future alpha wolf. I smiled as I looked on and his eyes met mine breaking out into a large grin of his own. He finally stepped out and I felt my wolf disappointed as he grabbed his t-shirt and put it over him. I had to admit I didn’t mind the view either. “I’m really sorry Kellina.” Doing his nervous gesture of putting those hands through h
The last couple of days had flown by and here we were now Wednesday with this being the last day of school. I said goodbye to some good teachers, coaches, and other students before leaving out the school with Alex and Reese. “I can't believe we are finally done!” Reese squealed. This was her very typical level of happiness and Alex and I just shrugged at each other. It felt different but I was also happy because the last few days Kellina and I had been texting and that was so much more so it was helping me hang in till my ceremony. Tomorrow would be busy getting ready for graduation celebrations and taking in a few early ones from other students then Friday we graduated. Finally, after that, I would meet this aggressive wolf beast that had been making things all a little bit more difficult. Nobody ever told you that having yourself turn wolf the day after graduation could be so difficult. Still, life was changing and I was happy because I knew she was at least there. It’s funny two
I wore a black dress that went passed my news and had beautiful colors of what looked like flowers at first take but was just different colors of yellow, blue, red and green swirled up. The sleeves were half sleeves and I paired them with the necklace from Laura and the bracelet from Rogan. I pulled my hair up into a neat ponytail and curled the ends allowing my red to show from underneath but assuring I wasn’t flaunting it. I paired it all with some black flats with straps then applied a subtle hint of makeup just to add some color to my pale face. I planned this outfit specifically because it was different than anything I’d ever worn. It was not light and planned by anyone else but me. I was surprised by how good it felt to have something I’d chosen by myself. It was new freedom and was even more grateful because Sarah, the Red Priestess had allowed me to purchase it online with her help and finances. I needed to figure out what kind of money I possibly was working with. Many of
We sat at the most glorious table more beautiful than anything I’d ever seen. It was obvious by the table that you could seat what seemed like the whole pack. It was a beautiful white wood that was obviously antique being passed on from Alpha to Alpha for who knew how long. There were beautiful paintings along the walls with a cocktail drink station and many other beautiful tables surrounding yet still room for many more. I was seated by Laura and Sarah with the Alpha at the end followed by his wife then Roe and Corgan with Rogan on the other end beside Sarah’s husband. We were waited on by two waitresses and the same butler that had opened the door directing the courses. At first, we just ate and I did my best not to make too much eye contact with Rogan because every time I looked at him although he smiled back at me I could see him tightening his fists. Part of me thought it looked like he was angry but from a previous text earlier he had reminded me his wolf was difficult to c
The silence was deafening as they served dessert and I was so stuffed I was just picking at it although it seemed delicious. Part of me wondered if they ate like this every night and how on earth were they not 600 pounds each! It was all so tastefully done so I told myself that perhaps it was just for show. Still, I couldn’t imagine being in a place like this and here I was trying to pursue something with Rogan perhaps I needed to think it all through? Finally, Sarah with her gracefulness took me away from thoughts and back into noise which at the time I was really grateful for. “Alpha if I may, Kellina has expressed her feelings quite eloquently and I wanted you to know that I trust her and have a great deal of faith after everything Kellina has been through that she will overcome it and be a great benefit to the pack. “I appreciate that Sarah and Kellina please know we truly do want to find the best way to work through all these matters.” The Alpha looked directly at me and
My mother and I spent the entire day using Rollo as a pin cushion and healing him after. I was so surprised Rollo was so willing but he had volunteered as soon as I woke up and Sarah seemed excited I was beginning my white wolf training as well. There was a great deal to learn and I had delved into the red wolf training enough I was starting to feel others' emotions after last night I felt like I was much better at deciphering what they meant. I was excited and so was my wolf. The first few times practicing to heal someone didn’t go well but Rollo was happy and even laughed when before lunch Laura teased that we may not be able to use him as our only patient. Things had calmed down a bit too and it seemed Rollo and only one other guard outside seemed to be enough to keep us safe. I felt like it was a sign of trust that the Alpha might be providing but was too scared to ask Rollo if I was correct. I ate my sandwich watching Rollo help Laura wash a few dishes and tried to ta