LOGINThe dress is tighter than it should be. The slit up the side is more scandalous than I’m used to. Definitely more than I'm comfortable with. But I have to remember, this is all for appearances and I can’t fuck this up. Not if I don’t want to be punished for it.
It’s a gold number. Floor length and ready to turn heads. Spaghetti straps are the only thing that holds the plunging neckline. I’m showing just enough skin that Darin could be happy enough to say that I was dressed seductively enough to show me off, but also covered enough to let everyone know I belonged to him and I was off limits. An eyepiece, so to speak. One only he could touch. A face never meant to be forgotten. Only to be desired. It’s the whole reason he chose me. Picked out from a long line of women with good genetics, women in need, cause it certainly wasn’t for love. I needed his money, and he needed arm candy. A way to show the crime families he could make it in their world and be just as ruthless as they are, if not more. A place where appearances mean everything. His hand tightly curves around my back. His touch makes my muscles tighten up on instinct. My smile slightly wanes as his fingers dig into the fabric. It’s been ages since I’ve felt the night air like this. He leans close and runs his nose up the side of my face. Making it look like we’re in love. Like we actually chose each other on purpose. Not because he approached me, offering me everything he knew I needed. “Make sure you smile, Solara. I’d hate for you to see the inside of the padded room before you even had time to breathe outside of it. You haven't saw you father in a while. Remember that." He sneers. The dreaded room. It’s dark and cold in there. With only a mattress on the floor to sleep on. It's a place he puts me in as punishment. This time, it was two weeks. All because he caught me talking on the phone when I shouldn’t have. Only to pull me out tonight like a forgotten dog and tell me to get cleaned up and make myself look pretty. And reminded me that he controlled me and every aspect of my life. I widen my smile and fake the happiness in my eyes. “That’s my girl. Now let’s get inside. Cyprus is supposed to be here tonight, and I need to have a meeting with him.” He says. Cyprus Cordova. I’ve only heard of the man, but the rumors aren’t good. One of the rulers of the underworld and the man nobody wants to mess with. Deadly and merciless. It’s said he works directly for the Pakhan himself. Cyprus is prestigious and highly respected in the Bratva, and the Pakhan sends him to do his dirty work. The only time the Pakhan will step in is when it’s time to destroy one of the families. A moment you won’t see happening until he shows up with a cigar hanging from his mouth and a drink in his hand. The ring on his pinky finger with the family insignia shining in the moonlight. “I’m running to the restroom, Darin,” I tell him. “You do that. Make yourself presentable.” He sneers. By the time listen to the other girls fan about Darin and which one has slept with him and which one wants to, I make it back and I can no longer find him. Which doesn’t surprise me, nor does it honestly bother me. Last time, he took off with one of the servers to one of the back offices and didn’t come back for an hour. A few minutes later I watched as a server walked back in with a huge grin on her face and smeared lipstick across her cheek. The look of a freshly fucked daze written all over her face. You would think that would shatter me. It doesn’t. You have to be happy within a relationship. I haven’t felt anything since the day I agreed to his terms. Since I gave up my life for the life of my family. I knew what I was getting when I signed that dotted line. I head to the bar, and order a drink. I couldn't care less what he is doing. As long as he keeps his hands off me, it's a win-win in my book. As I take a sip, I feel a strong presence take the seat next to me. I hear him chuckle and lean forward. “Doesn’t he know what I can do to you if left unattended?” Chills erupt along my skin at the timbre of his voice, and I turn to look and see who dares speak to me. My breath catches at this beautiful man. Wide as he is tall, with eyes dark as night. His jaw is sharp as glass, and there’s something about his aura that screams safety, yet danger. “Excuse me? Just who are you?” I snap at him. He smiles and leans even closer. We’re now almost nose to nose. “Tell me you’re not happy, and I’ll take you away right now and dare him to do a damn thing about it.” He demands. It's then I realized just who this man is. Why he has such a strong aura. And there's no way in hell I’m telling this man the truth. The whole reason I'm with him to begin with. Cause I signed my life away for my father. And sitting in front of me, looking like he can read straight through me, is none other than the man Darin was waiting for. Cyprus Cordova.Cyprus was right. As soon as word got out of our nuptials, everyone was interested in the woman who settled down the most dangerous man alive. Well, other than the Pakhan himself. It made me have a bullseye on my back. Mostly with smaller outfits that are trying to make a name for themselves. The larger ones know better than to touch the wife of one of the strongest Bratva.So, I now have five guards if I am to go anywhere without him. Three in the car with me and two that usually follow behind. I asked if he thought it was overkill, but he said nothing was too much when it came to protecting his mate.Especially since I found myself knocked up after our sex marathon where my wolf marked him. I was scared to say anything for a while. So I kept quiet. But my wolf had been very protective of me and wouldn’t shift.She and Cyprus’s wolf love to find time for each other and, well… mate. I didn’t realize just how sexual wolves can be. But when she started to refuse, and Cyprus’s wolf didn’
Well, that was different. Hot as hell but different. Cyprus is a dominant man. One of the reasons I love him in the bedroom. He doesn’t ask what I want; he already knows. Already a step ahead of me, reading my body before I even realize it myself.But this morning I woke up feeling restless. Like something inside of me needed to be free. A heat of sorts. Yet all I saw was my wolf pacing inside the back of my mind. Anxiety rolling off her in waves.I realized the heat was coming from my mate mark. It was throbbing, making me wet and already needy so early in the morning. Looking over, Cyprus was sleeping on his back. The bedsheet down to his waist.I knew then what my wolf wanted, what I wanted.But the question was, could I mark him? I was aware of and accepting of my wolf. Of the life I was thrown into, but living it was another thing. Trust has never been my strong suit, and here Cyprus is telling me to trust my wolf. She would know what to do.And I guess she did.After our morning
Her eyes are flashing from her usual color of brown to an amazing blue. It's fast, and if you’re not looking straight at her, you would miss it. Her wolf is close, and I already know she’s not as weak as we once suspected she would be for a while.“Your phone is vibrating, Cyprus,” Solara says, nodding toward the table by the bed.“I don’t give a shit if the world is burning down right now. Your wolf needs me. Finish what you started.” I demand.“Cyprus…”“You’re definitely feeling the mate bond and your wolf, Solara. Don’t fight it. Get up here and ride me. I can smell your arousal from here.” I growl.She crawls up and positions herself to sink on me. I can feel the heat radiating off her. She feels like a damn sauna. A very beautiful, naked sauna. For once the fates knew exactly what the hell they were doing.She slowly slides down my length inch by inch. Her head now fallen back in a loud moan. Her hands holding tightly on my chest. I'm doing everything I can not to move an inch.
I didn’t expect to mark her tonight. My plans were to clean her up and let her sleep. But this mate of mine keeps me on my toes from sunup to sundown. Has she made me a softer person? Only with her. I heard my phone vibrate on the bedside table and carefully reached over to grab it without trying to move too much.Knotting her wasn’t an option for me this time. My wolf was too close, and the emotions were running too high. The fact that she accepted this life without any question still blows my mind, but then I remember her past and who she was with. Looking at my phone, it’s a text from my brother. Just one word...“Congratulations.”He must have felt Solara snap into the familiar bond. I lay my phone down and stare at my mate. She said her wolf was timid. It might be a good idea to check on her. So I close my eyes and enter the meditative trance I use normally when I jump dreams.The first thing I notice is how Solara’s mind is at peace. There’s no chaos, no anxiety. Just simple pea
I must have fallen asleep on the way home. Cause he rounded the drive and parked in front of the house, and I never stirred. I must have been more exhausted than I let on. I wasn’t until Cyprus rounded the car and carefully picked me up bridal style that I started to wake. I vaguely remember Sevyn waiting as we walked inside.“Glad to have her back, boss.” I hear him say“So am I. I’ll take care of her tonight. Go ahead and take off. I’ll give you instructions tomorrow.” He replies.“Yes, sir.”I would have been okay with going straight to bed, but Cyprus said there was no way in hell he was going to put me to bed and just leave me. Instead, he headed straight for the bathroom. Carefully sat me on the counter and started to undress me.“Let’s get you washed up for bed, darling.” He told me.He reached over, turned the shower on, and watched as the steam started to fill the room. He removes all of my clothes as well as his. There was a look on his face that I didn’t like, but one I fel
He wouldn’t let me go. Even when we slid into the car, he reached over and pulled me back onto his lap, making me straddle him. Keeping me as close to him as he possibly could. His eyes once more were gold. Which meant his wolf was close.It wasn’t until I felt one of his hands run up the back of my shirt and over my skin that his eyes started to return to normal. I finally laid my head against his shoulder and breathed a sigh of relief. Closed my eyes and relished the smell of Cyprus.I must have dozed off because when I woke I heard Nikolai talking to Cyprus and Cyprus making small circles along the skin of my back with just his fingertips.“You need to mark her, Cyprus, as soon as possible.” I hear Nikolai say.“I know, but I’m afraid to hurt her. She’s still pretty much human.” Cyprus replies.“Her wolf needs to be set free, and you two need to be fully bonded. You know this. I’m not telling you something you don’t already know.” He replies.I feel Cyprus sigh heavily before he an







