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6. The Line We Crossed

Penulis: Sylvia Harper
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The house was asleep.

That was what made it dangerous.

Every light was dimmed, every door shut, every sound muted to a hush that pressed against my ears. I stood in the hallway, barefoot, my pulse pounding so loudly I was sure it would wake someone. I told myself I was just getting water. That I would turn back. That I could still stop this.

But my feet betrayed me.

Her door was slightly ajar, a sliver of warm light spilling onto the floor like an invitation. I stood there far too long, heart racing, breath shallow, my entire body taut with the ache of restraint. Then she spoke.

“Nora?”

My name, whispered. Soft. Certain.

I stepped inside.

She was sitting on the edge of the bed, hair loose around her shoulders, wearing something simple—too simple—for how devastating she looked. Her eyes lifted to mine, dark and searching, and the air between us shifted. Thickened. Charged.

“You shouldn’t be here,” she said quietly.

“I know.”

Neither of us moved.

The door clicked shut behind me, and the sound echoed like a final decision.

For a moment, we just stood there, staring at each other, as if memorizing this version of us—the last version before everything changed. My chest felt tight, my hands trembling at my sides, my thoughts spiraling faster than I could catch them.

“You’ve been avoiding me,” she said.

“I’ve been trying not to lose my mind.”

Her lips curved—not into a smile, but something more vulnerable. “Same.”

She stood, slowly, deliberately, closing the distance inch by unbearable inch. My breath caught as she stopped in front of me, close enough that I could feel her warmth, smell her, sense her in every nerve ending.

“We can’t keep doing this,” she whispered.

“I know.”

“But you’re here.”

“I couldn’t stay away.”

Her hand lifted, hesitated, then brushed my wrist—just barely. The contact sent a shock through me, sharp and dizzying. I sucked in a breath, my heart slamming against my ribs.

“Tell me to stop,” she said, voice low. “And I will.”

I opened my mouth.

No words came out.

Her fingers curled around mine, tentative at first, then sure. The room seemed to shrink, the world narrowing until there was only her and me and the fire we’d been circling for weeks.

“This is wrong,” I whispered.

“Yes.”

My thumb brushed the side of her hand. “We shouldn’t.”

“I know.”

She didn’t let go.

Neither did I.

The tension snapped—not violently, but softly, like a thread pulled too tight. She leaned in, slowly, giving me time to pull away. I didn’t.

Our foreheads touched first. A breath apart. Close enough that I could feel the tremble in her inhale, the unsteadiness she was trying to hide.

“Nora,” she breathed, like it was a confession.

And then her lips touched mine.

It wasn’t rushed. It wasn’t desperate.

It was devastating.

Soft at first, almost hesitant, as if we were both afraid of what it meant. My entire body lit up, heat flooding through me, my knees weakening as the reality of it sank in—this was real. This was happening. Her lips were warm, gentle, impossibly right.

I exhaled into her, my hand rising without permission to rest at her waist, fingers curling into fabric like I needed something solid to hold onto. She made a quiet sound—surprised, undone—and the kiss deepened, not in hunger, but in need.

Every rule I’d clung to shattered.

Every warning dissolved.

The world tipped.

She pulled back slightly, breath uneven, eyes dark and searching my face. “We should stop,” she said, even as her thumb brushed my cheek.

“I don’t want to,” I admitted.

Her expression softened, something raw flashing across her features. “Neither do I.”

She kissed me again.

This time, there was no hesitation.

The kiss was still gentle—still controlled—but it carried weight, promise, a gravity that made my chest ache. My thoughts scattered, replaced by sensation: the warmth of her hands at my back, the steady rhythm of her breathing, the way she fit against me like this was something we’d always known how to do.

When we finally pulled apart, we were both trembling.

She rested her forehead against mine. “This changes everything.”

“I know.”

There was fear in my chest—but also relief. Like something unspoken had finally been said.

“I don’t know how this ends,” she whispered.

“I don’t care,” I said softly. “Not tonight.”

She closed her eyes, a breath shuddering out of her, and then nodded once. “Okay.”

We stayed like that for a long moment, holding each other without touching too much, without crossing further lines. The restraint made it worse—and better. The tension hummed between us, alive and irreversible.

Eventually, she stepped back, creating space neither of us wanted but both of us needed.

“Go,” she said gently. “Before we do something we can’t pretend didn’t happen.”

I hesitated.

Then I nodded.

At the door, I looked back at her—at the woman I had just kissed, the woman who was supposed to belong to someone else, the woman who now lived under my skin.

“This isn’t over,” I said.

Her smile was small. Certain. “No,” she agreed. “It’s just begun.”

I slipped back into the hallway, heart racing, lips still burning, body alive with the knowledge that I had crossed the line.

And there was no going back.

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