Gio has been cold to me for a few days, I still go with him but he doesn't even pay attention to me. That's how we are currently on the flight home to our condo. Maybe his cold treatment of me is okay as long as he doesn't leave me. It hurts to be left behind. My friend still doesn't know this, I don't want to tell him because he might attack Gio and lose it. I don't want to be separated from him either. I love him very much. I told myself I wouldn't be a martyr but look, I just swallowed what I said. When we got home, Gio went straight to his room. I just stared at his back. I held my breath for how long can we be like this? I have had a headache and dizziness for several days. I don't know why the next morning I secretly threw up on him. Yes, we are still side by side but there is a gap between us. When he sleeps, I can only hug him. How I missed my, honey. I don't know what happened to him since he disappeared. I immediately went to the kitchen to prepare food for him. After I got
The next day I was back at the condo, Gio's condo. Mom helped me out of the taxi, my head still bandaged. The Doctor said it's not that bad. It's a good thing that I was caught and taken to the hospital immediately. When we got inside the house, Gio was not there. Not even his shadow. I took a deep breath when I saw the mess as if it hadn't been touched since I was rushed to the hospital. Maybe Gio didn't come home to the condo, maybe it was Trisha's. I don't know where to draw strength from. Tangina is really my martyr at any time. I am very weak. "'Nay Koring, I'm sorry for bothering you. Instead of resting, this is what made us so messy. Don't worry, I'll just help you clean up." I broke the silence. "No, iha. That's okay. It's my job and I'm used to it. Just rest there and I'll take care of the mess in the house." He helped me to our room and when I entered our room I winced because it was so cluttered. I remembered that scene so I felt heavy. "'Nay Koring, can I sleep in your roo
My guess was correct that I was indeed pregnant, but at the same time as joy and happiness, my heart ached when I heard what the Doctor said. "I'm sorry wife, but we've done everything. The child's attachment was so weak that it was easily lost." I was about to laugh because he called me wife but the situation is different now. I lost my son, Gio and I's future son. I cried non-stop, I didn't let Aira know what was happening to me because I didn't want her to worry. I know I don't have a good friend but I don't want to involve him in my mess with Gio. He is happy now and I don't want to put bad vibes in his life. It's good that Mother Koring is here, she's been my support. Gio? I don't know where he is. I thought he would be okay after this, but he wasn't. He really doesn't care about me anymore. Does he know that our two children are gone? Does he know that I'm hurting so much? He promised my father that he would never leave me but what is he doing? I just laughed at his lie. But eve
I woke up when I felt the sunlight hit my face. It was so dazzling that I immediately closed my eyes. I slowly turned my back and my eyes widened when I saw Gio sitting. It was staring at me and even grinning, as if it was pleased that I was lying here in the hospital bed. Really stupid. "It's good that you woke up, I thought you were going to live here." He promised still smiling. I avoided looking at him and ignored him. I was restless in silence so I was about to speak when the door to my room opened. "Good morning," the Doctor greeted us. Gio just nodded and I just stared. "Oh, it's still you, man. When were you admitted here, it looks like you're sick of the hospital?" the doctor said jokingly. I forced a smile at what he said. "I'm just kidding." He seriously promised me. I avoided looking at him and turned to Gio. "Iha, you are depressed, I hope you take care of yourself, taking life is not the solution to solving the problem, trust in God because he is the only one who can hel
We are currently on a flight today, the surroundings are so quiet that's why I feel alone. Maybe it's better so he won't hurt me. Less talk, less mistakes and pain. I sighed and looked outside the car. I hope my body can handle all the pain he is giving me. I hope my heart can also handle the tortures he is doing to me. "I just want to tell you, that I divorced Trisha because you took her place. My rules are that I will make only one slave, I don't want two, it will be difficult for me to punish you at the same time so for your benefit as well I divorced him, is that okay with you?" he promised me coldly. I just nodded at him and didn't moan anymore. "I want an answer, honey." "Y-Yes, that's okay with me," I nervously answered him. "Good," he grinned. It took us a few hours to get to the condo. I didn't have the strength to get out of the car, he entered the condo first and didn't even help me out. When I entered, my chest quickly ached because he didn't even support me. He used to be
A few days ago all I felt was pain. Gio uses me every day, fortunately he doesn't take me to the red room of pain. I will not be able to whip, spank or any other way for him to hurt me physically. That Gio who loved me so much is gone, he has changed. I can't go to the office anymore because of the pain in my bottom and body. I also have bruises because he carelessly claimed me. He treats me as a slave and I can't do anything about it. I promised him to save him from his nightmare but I was his victim. I'm the one who hurts so much, every day we're together I feel like I want to throw up on him. I don't want him anymore but this heart of mine is the traitor, it's still beating. If ony I can teach my heart to stop loving him, I have already done it. A loud knock caught my attention and that's why I opened the door of Gio's condominium. I'm the only one here because Gio is working at the company. Shock registered on my face when I saw Aira's worried face with her boyfriend Tom. They are
Scarlet POV Only a few hours passed when Aira and Tom got home from my condo. Now I am here in Nay Loling's room and I am sleeping here first. Sometimes I'm in Gio's room but most of the time I hang out here. My things and clothes are also here. I didn't want to stay there because I just remembered my pains with Gio. I would like to leave here in his powder like Aira said but I promised that I will be with him until the end. I know there is a reason why he does this to me. I know because I overheard their conversation with the other person on the phone that if he doesn't follow it I will be destroyed. That's why I still put up with him. It's really frustrating because instead of telling me the truth and letting us solve the problem, he's taking it upon himself. I told him, what's the point of being his girlfriend if he can't open up about what's wrong and the problem now. I really want him to be open to me but he's the only one not trying that. It hurts so much because instead of the
Scarlet POVThe next day I woke up early because I was excited to meet Gio's hired architect and engineer. I know he's still sleeping now so I cooked our breakfast first. I only spent a few minutes getting ready when I heard his door open. I turned to Gio and his face was frowning at me. Is this a problem? The morning frowned."Good morning, Gio. Breakfast is ready!” I greeted him enthusiastically but he only looked at me. Is that a snob?"There is nothing good about this day, especially when I see your face," he promised me coldly. Suddenly the pain in my chest. I swallowed my saliva and was about to answer but no words came out of my chest. He hurts me every morning."Really? That's why I want to move to a condo, so you won't see me anymore," I promised. I worked up the courage to tell him that. It hurt to hear that but I had to take heart."I still prefer you here," he promised."You just want to hurt me more, what is my fault for you to do this to me, Gio? I'm not guilty, I didn't do an