I open my eyes, frowning at the bright lights from the unfamiliar looking window.
Where am I? The question comes as I jerk to sit, looking around the small room with wide eyes. I hear noise from outside and I step out, feeling thankful and a bit relieved that I'm still wearing my outfit from last night. My head bangs from the hangover as I quite remember little things from last night but I can't seem to remember past seeing Oliver. The shock was something else and I still shiver just remembering it. "Stop it," I pause when I hear a giggle and a man's soft whisper, feeling a bit nervous as I step into the kitchen to see a man hugging a woman from behind. He's swaying her gently and pestering kisses on her neck. The sight warms my heart as I get flashes of Oliver hugging me from behind once in a while. The deal was not to fall in love but to pretend to be in love. "Fake it till it looks real, Miss. Hoffman," he would often say whenever I get startled by his sudden hugs, kisses and PDA. The couple soon notice my presence and Tania almost yelps in fright. "S-Sorry, I didn't see you there," she smiles nervously, pushing her boyfriend away from her. I think I remember her rambling one time about being married or something. I haven't been paying attention. "This is Patrick, my fiancée," she introduces, scratching her afro and the handsome young man steps forward, extending his hand with a smile. "She's always talked about you," he shakes my hand, a firm grip. His blue eyes glimmer in excitement and I'm suddenly craving to dye my hair blonde. "So does the news," I mention flatly. "It'll pass," he encourages and glances at us both. "I'll leave you two to talk." "Thanks," Tania says as he walks out, still feeling a bit nervous. "You look well. Do you have a hangover?" "The size of an ocean. My head is killing me!" I groan and she quickly takes out green tea and a cup. "Have a seat. It'll be ready soon." I pull out the stool and look around her place, it's small but cosy. It feels like a home too and I've long forgotten the comfort of warm and small spaces ever since I moved into Oliver's penthouse. It's cold on days he's on business trips and I have to navigate through that big house all by myself and play deaf as everything screams at me, saying I don't belong there. She's sliding the tea to me and I take a drink after blowing off the steam. "It's a good thing it's Saturday. You're in no shape to work," Tania chuckles, coming to take a seat beside me. "Lucky," I repeat. I overdid it last night and I can't seem to get my memories back. "What happened last night?" How did I end up here and not with him? I hear her suck in a breath and my nervousness heightens. I put down the cup and held her grimacing face. "Girl, a lot!" she says with wide eyes before smiling. "You… really let out some steam. Burnt the whole place down." My face pales. "Figuratively speaking, of course," she quickly corrects. "You didn't actually burn down the whole place. Man, that'd be crazy." I gulp as I ask, "How bad is it?" She sighs, increasing the tension in the air. "You mean how hard you yelled in his face, asking him to go back to his fiancé and let you live your own life?" Oh my God! "Oliver was so shocked, he couldn't say a word. Girl, you whooped his ass and left him speechless, sent him back to his car-" I place my hands over my face. The horror of my actions playing right before my eyes. What have I done? "Also," she hands over my phone. "You're trending." I took a sharp breath as my body went rigid from the terrifying news. The weight of it dropped heavy on my back. It's never a good thing when I trend- "For the right reasons this time," she adds with a coy smile. "Trust me." What? After humiliating Oliver? I accept the phone with shaky hands and go on the news, my eyes going round in shock. -'Go back to your fiancée and leave me TF alone!'- Billionaire ex-girlfriend, Rebecca Hoffman finally cries out.' -'Oliver Wright chasing ex-girlfriend goes wrong!' -'Playboy Oliver Wright gets engaged while still dating his girlfriend, Rebecca Hoffman' -'Rebecca Hoffman Proves Oliver Won't Let Her Go; see footage from a pub.' Attached to it is a video of me screaming my lungs out at a surprised Oliver. Calling him out for hurting and betraying me the way he did. I even poked his chest and sneered in his face, calling him all sorts of names. "God!" I huff in disbelief with a hand over my hanging mouth. Oliver must be fuming right now. Fuck! I'm so dead!"Girl, you better not be thinking about his ass," Tania yanks the phone from my grip before I can do something stupid. "Let him have a taste of what it's like to be hated so hard," Tania growls before breaking out into a smile, "On the bright side, look at all those positive comments, yo! No more 'pet' or 'gold digger' , it's just you.'I stop worrying about Oliver for a while and I open my eyes to see my own life. For the first time in three years, the world is in my favour. They even called me a girlfriend not a pet anymore.It brings tears to my eyes and I'm suddenly crying. Why do I feel so justified and relieved? Everyone has been against me for so long that I've forgotten what it's like to have supporters.I used to think it was okay that the world was against me for him but, I've been so burdened. I didn't know I craved relief so bad."It's okay," she's patting my pack as she puts my phone down. "Now let the world see how much of a scumbag he is. Getting engaged in your face--
- Billionaire's Ex-girlfriend Rebecca Hoffman takes to the Mall by storm'.- 'Rebecca Hoffman not bothered by her ex- boyfriends pestering'."Oh my God," I freeze at Tania's flat exclamation as she frowns at me peeking at her phone from where she's sitting beside me."No," she warns sternly. "No phones."I sit my ass down, pouting a little as I reach for my doughnuts. Those headlines don't seem so bad. I've always tried to ignore the news. Now I find myself wanting to look at them, wanting to see what they have to say about me."That's not so bad," at least they make it seem like I don't give a shit anymore. I wish that were truly the case."No shit," Chloe, one of my colleagues at work said while patting her blonde hair. Tania had called her over since they were very close after I had decided we would go to the mall and do a little shopping.We were sitting at a restaurant in the mall with every eye turning to our table, secretly taking pictures like we can't see them."How's Oliver
I can't let her out of my sight again. It's been three years since I last saw Molly.After Oliver made our relationship public and the news wouldn't stop coming at me, Molly and I slowly fell apart. It was my fault anyways.I was getting so carried away by Oliver that I let other parts of my life die. She hated it when my grades dropped and screamed at me when I said I was moving out.The moment I moved out was the day our relationship took another turn. According to her, I was losing myself in him and she wasn't going to stand there and let me lose myself.I'm not going to stand there and let some idiot drag her around like he fucking owns her!I approach the VIP room but I'm quickly stopped by the bouncer by the thick red curtain, dividing us from the VIP section."It's full," the man says and folds his arms. "You can try the others-""Oh no, I have to go in. My friend-"He cast his terrifying gaze on me, "I said it's full." His voice is deep and bold, just like his thick body in th
**TRIGGER WARNING**I hand the phone over to him after deleting Oliver's number and the bouncer has his brow arched in silent question. He's observing my face a lot harder this time like he's trying to remember.I pay him no mind, instead, I'm worrying about the hole I've just dug myself in. Another favour. In the past, he wouldn't hesitate to do anything for me, we were still bound by the contract.But now that I made it clear that I was done, I can only imagine what he'd request for.'Don't ever mention leaving again!' I can hear him yell in my head, maybe he'll pin me down on the bed and stuff dick inside me to drill the information deep into my mind and my body."You look familiar," the bouncer says in a loud voice and proceeds to say, "But even a phone call won't get you past this-" he tenses up and places his hand over his ears, receiving instructions from the intercom.His brows jerk as he stares at me and he replies his boss or whoever it is, "Yes, sir. She's with me... Okay,
I stagger out of the club with Molly's weight on my shoulders as she's leaning against me and one side, Chloe has her arm wrapped around her."I'll go bring the car around," Tania says before she hurries off."Who is this chica?" Chloe wonders as Molly starts to struggle. "I don't want to be arrested for kidnapping. We said go wild, not this wild."I roll my eyes, "She's a friend." It pains me to say but there's nothing else that can make her feel rest assured.Molly is wiggling in our hand, staggering from the cocaine and saying gibberish. I doubt she even knows where she is nor who I am right now."Fuck! She's lost it. Completely drugged. Who knows what the fuck would have happened if you haven't rescued her."I can guess and I swear I want to get the image of my fucking head. Seeing her in that state still plagues my mind.Molly suddenly throws both arms around me, caressing my face as she breathes on me and slurs in her words, "You look oddly familiar." She giggles, her smile weak
Molly's words slam into me like a wall and I stagger as the air whooshes out of my lungs with a force. She's keeping a blank gaze on me, relaxing her clenched jaw as if waiting for me to say something; to try and deny it. I gulped as my emotions swirl inside of me and my heart clenches painfully. "I did what I had to do-" "Ha!" She scoffs mockingly, rolling her eyes as she falls back on the bed. "So did I, love. Don't try to question me-" "Molly, you got sold-" "And you didn't?" She bites harshly and the annoyance in her words make me realise she must have hatred for me stored somewhere. She's sitting up again, staring at me in disbelief like I am one to talk. I've had my moments and I'm still going through my moment but she has no idea how much I'm determined to fix my life. "You know why I accepted that contract in the first place," I say in a broken whisper. "And I had my own damn reason. Not like I should even be explaining myself to a dickmatised, broke ass fake girlfriend
I don't know how long I stayed in the hotel but when my phone rings and I check the time, my stomach grumbles as if scolding me. I've been crying my eyes out on an empty stomach for close to three hours now, mourning her absence all over again like the first time I realised we were over. I swipe the call to answer it, "Hello?" "Good day, Miss. Rebecca. This is-" "I know who it is," I interrupt feeling rather numb as I pick myself up from the floor. "You're downstairs, aren't you?" "Yes." I don't know how he always finds me but I've long suspected he bugged my phone. That's one thing I'll need to do away with as I plan my escape. "Okay, I'll be down in a few. Are you alone?" "Yes," trust Oliver to send his driver to come fetch me while he waits at home like a patient master looking forward to seeing his pet again. I dreaded the moment when we'd be together, alone and I'll have to answer to my behaviour- Goodness! Just thinking about it can make one shrivel in fear. As much as I
I lift my eyes as I twist my neck in all angles, looking out for myself in the quiet living room. The silence rings out so loud that my steps on the cold floor feels like a disturbance.It also didn't help that the lights were dim and the curtain let down making the house look glum and dreadful.After swallowing a chunk of boldness through my tight throat, I walk in m, careful of where I stepped before his anger lying in wait for me would blow up in my face.I climb that stairs and hurry into our bedroom, not before taking a peek to make sure the coast was clear.What the hell am I doing? Acting like a stranger in the home I've lived in for three years now. I wonder if it's still okay to call this place a home- it used to be one... Before he opened his big mouth and labelled me a fool in love.Not his exact words but they did dress me up like the clown he painted me to be.I had always thought I could love him enough for both of us. Maybe if he saw how I loved him, he could reciprocat