Mag-log inNiccola Fairchild POV
“That fucking weasel,” I say as I enter my office, followed by Steph. I shake my head, allowing a single tear to roll down my cheek. I immediately clean it with the sleeve of my blouse as I pace my office from side to side, not being able to think or process what just happened.
“I don’t understand. What is she getting out of this?” Steph asks as she leans against the door with her arms crossed in front of her chest, and I shake my head, way too angry to speak.
I haven’t seen my mother for over ten years, and suddenly she appears out of thin fucking air demanding that I work for her? Hell no. I am not going to allow this to happen. “Control,” I let out through gritted teeth.
“What?” Steph asks as she frowns, moving from the door and standing in front of me with her arms crossed in front of her chest.
“Control, she thinks she can control me,” I say, and Steph lets out the loudest laugh I have ever heard coming out of her mouth.
“Has she even met you?” She says sarcastically as she raises both her eyebrows, shaking her head.
“We need to get out of this contract.” I let out, and Steph closes her eyes before they meet mine once more. Steph nods, walking to my desk and opening the files on my desktop where the contracts are. “I’ll send these to Legal,” Steph adds as I nod.
“I am sorry, there’s no way I can get you out of this contract without making some serious damage to your image or worse, your bank accounts,” Luna says, and I shake my head.
“How much?” Steph asks as she stares at Luna, who bites her lower lip slightly, reading the contract again.
“More than you have in your accounts, this would ruin you. But…” Luna says, and I cross my arms, turning my back to her as I look out of the window. I know exactly what she is going to say. My mother is the queen of manipulation…
“Yes?” Steph says, and I let out an exasperated breath as I spin, staring at my best friend and our lawyer.
“If we do this, we will get recognition and money, a lot more people will know who we are, and we will be booked solid for…. Forever,” I say, and Luna nods, and I close my eyes, trying to control my own emotions. Having my mother’s last name never opened any doors for me. I always said I was not that Fairchild, and it seems like my lie is catching up to me.
“Miss Fairchild,” I hear someone say as the Limo door opens, and I nod, getting out of the car. I stare at the building in front of me, and my stomach twists and turns. The building I used to run in the corridors. The building in which my father died.
“Oh wow,” Steph says as she looks up at the mirrored building and wraps one arm around my shoulder. “Let’s get this over with,” she says, and I let out a breath, shaking my head and taking a step away from my best friend.
“I think I’m gonna need a couple of hours,” I say as Steph frowns, staring at me. “I’ll see you at dinner.” I let out, turning around and pulling the zipper of my leather jacket up.
“Hey, where are you going?” Steph shouts, and I give her a wave without looking back. I haven’t been in New York for what? Fifteen years? I didn’t think I would ever have to be back in the city. People can’t blame me for needing a couple of hours to get through this. The next month is going to be the worst month of my life. I can already feel it.
After walking aimlessly, I enter a small bar. I look around, and it seems like one of those bars no one would like to be caught dead inside. I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding as I walk to the bar and pull the stool to sit.
“What can I get you?” The bartender asks, and I look at him.
“The strongest stuff you’ve got,” I let out, and he nods, turning his back to me and walking towards the top shelf. Immediately after, he places a glass in front of me and pours a golden liquid inside. The smell immediately hits my nostrils, and my stomach turns.
“Keep them coming I let out after downing the first glass, and the man raises both his brows as he smiles.”
“Tough day?” He asks, and I laugh.
“You have no idea,” I say as he pours another one, and I empty it in seconds. I look around the bar and notice the only other person in the bar. A man sitting in the booth right at the end, cradling a glass between his long fingers. He raises his glass at me as he stares me down, and I raise mine before emptying it one more time and closing my eyes, enjoying the burn.
I stand, grab my bottle, and walk to the guy. “Mind if I join you?” I ask, as he looks at me with the brightest blue eyes I have ever seen in my life.
“Sure,” he says, nodding at the booth, and I slide to sit in front of him, placing my bottle on the table. Misery loves company after all. I look at the guy trying to read him, but I can’t. It’s like he has a mask on, not letting anyone through.
We sit in silence for a while, just enjoying each other’s company, staring at each other, drinking. Clearing my throat, I stand and walk to the jukebox next to us, and as I inspect the options, I feel his hands on my waist, and I close my eyes, feeling the warmth as I slide the coin into the machine.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs Maps starts playing, and my misery company pulls me to him as we sway to the music. My back pressed to his front while his fingers dug into my hips. With one swift movement, he spins me around, and his lips collide with mine. His kiss is hungry but precise, as if he would never lose control.
Niccola FairchildThe way his voice affects my entire body is something that should be studied. Without another word, I nod and sit next to Cole. I placed both my hands on my legs, trying to keep them steady as my heart jumped in my chest, almost giving me a heart attack. As soon as everyone is seated, the food is served, and I keep my head down and my eyes on my plate. Opposite what I thought, I am not hungry, and the fact that food is being put in front of me is making me feel nauseous. Between courses, I feel Cole’s hand on my knees, and I shake my head, trying to move his hand, but his grip tightens, and I notice my mother is in the middle of the room talking to someone, and I dare look at Cole, who is staring at me. “Who the fuck is that guy?” Cole finally asks. His voice is low to avoid people hearing, and I frown and shake my head slightly. “Were you sleeping with him while we…” he says, but stops talking, and I can’t help but laugh lightly. “Asks the guy that has been scre
Niccola Fairchild“Lead the way, my queen,” he says, and I can’t help but smile as I watch Cole walking towards us, but being stopped by my mother, before he has a chance to get to us. His eyes on my hand holding Phillip’s as we walked out of the room. I feel my stomach twist as we walk outside and the cool air hits my skin, sending a chill down my spine. “Here,” Phillip says, placing his jacket over my shoulders. I smile as I cross my arms, trying to pull the jacket as close as possible. “Are you going to tell me why you’re avoiding your mother?” Phillip finally asks, ending the silence between us as we walk in the garden. I stop and look at him as he places both his hands in his pockets. “I just never had a relationship with my mother,” I say, shrugging, trying to sound more casual than I actually sound. “I see, and Cole?” He asks as we start walking again. “What about Cole?” I ask back, trying not to sound too uncomfortable, “I don’t really know him,” I let out. “It didn’t re
Niccola Fairchild“I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss the bride,” I hear, and I keep my eyes on the floor. I can’t watch Cole kiss my mother. Everyone starts cheering, and I close my eyes slightly. My heart is broken, and I feel like my head is spinning out of control. I realise people are moving, but I stand still. I stay where I am, unable to move. Slowly, I bend and keep my head between my hands as my elbows rest on my knees. I try to control my breathing, but I fail miserably. Getting myself together, I walk into the ballroom where my mother and Cole are dancing some soppy slow song, and I watch as she moves her hand up and down his back while he keeps his hands on her waist. I feel like my stomach has just dropped as I walk around the room, watching everyone watching the couple.“They look so good together,” I hear a woman say, and I can’t help but scoff, and when her eyes meet mine, I offer her a fake smile and walk away towards the bar. I know drinking might no
Niccola Fairchild“We are all ready,” I hear Steph say behind me. My mother looks at me and smiles. Her smile is as fake as the rest of her. I close my eyes for a few seconds, trying to convince myself my mother is happy. She is doing this not just for money. She finally has found happiness, and with that happiness has come my misery. I watch as my mother smooths her dress and walks to stand next to me. I raise my head slightly and open the door, walking out of the room that seems to be suffocating me. “I need a minute,” I say as I walk down the corridor, away from my mother.“Niccola, this is not the time for your tantrums,” my mother says, but I ignore her, opening the door at the end of the corridor and entering, closing the door behind me. I rest my head back and press my shaking hand to my chest, feeling my heart beat fast. I hear someone clearing their throat, and I immediately open my eyes and see a man standing in front of me. “May I help you?” He asks as he stands in front
Niccola FairchildToday is the day I have been dreading for weeks now. Today is the day I am going to watch my mother marry the man I have fallen for. As I look in the mirror, I feel my stomach turn, and I shake my head lightly, trying to stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks. Cole stopped all contact a while ago, and I lost all hope as no one stopped the wedding arrangements. He lied to me. He told me he would end this. He said he would make it stop, he would end the wedding, he would be with me.“Hey,” Steph says, appearing behind me and wrapping her arms over my shoulders, hugging me tightly. “It’s going to be okay, you don’t have to be there, you know, you’re a grown ass woman, you’re independent, and I can deal with this,” she adds, and I shake my head. “I am not allowing my mother to belittle me anymore. I am done. She always wins; she takes everything she wants without worrying about anyone else. So I will be there and I will have a smile on my face and I will do my job,”
Cole SutcliffeMy mood has been worse than usual. I can’t stand being around people, and all I can think about is Niccola. This is the reason I never got involved with anyone. The distractions, the time spent thinking about one woman instead of thinking about the thousands of people I employ. My mistakes cost a lot of money and could cost people’s jobs if I am not careful. “You need to focus on this. I can’t end the deal.” Sawyer says, and I shake my head, pinching the bridge of my nose as my entire world collapses in front of me. “It would cost you your company,” Sawyer adds, knowing what popped into my mind straight away. “She played you well.”“Fuck,” I groan in frustration, closing my laptop with more strength than necessary. “I need to stop this,” I let out. “Cole, how bad could it be? Be married for a couple of years, get everything the way you want, then divorce her ass and give her half of everything and done, right now… You would lose everything, she would take everything f







