LOGINNiccola Fairchild POV
“That fucking weasel,” I say as I enter my office, followed by Steph. I shake my head, allowing a single tear to roll down my cheek. I immediately clean it with the sleeve of my blouse as I pace my office from side to side, not being able to think or process what just happened.
“I don’t understand. What is she getting out of this?” Steph asks as she leans against the door with her arms crossed in front of her chest, and I shake my head, way too angry to speak.
I haven’t seen my mother for over ten years, and suddenly she appears out of thin fucking air demanding that I work for her? Hell no. I am not going to allow this to happen. “Control,” I let out through gritted teeth.
“What?” Steph asks as she frowns, moving from the door and standing in front of me with her arms crossed in front of her chest.
“Control, she thinks she can control me,” I say, and Steph lets out the loudest laugh I have ever heard coming out of her mouth.
“Has she even met you?” She says sarcastically as she raises both her eyebrows, shaking her head.
“We need to get out of this contract.” I let out, and Steph closes her eyes before they meet mine once more. Steph nods, walking to my desk and opening the files on my desktop where the contracts are. “I’ll send these to Legal,” Steph adds as I nod.
“I am sorry, there’s no way I can get you out of this contract without making some serious damage to your image or worse, your bank accounts,” Luna says, and I shake my head.
“How much?” Steph asks as she stares at Luna, who bites her lower lip slightly, reading the contract again.
“More than you have in your accounts, this would ruin you. But…” Luna says, and I cross my arms, turning my back to her as I look out of the window. I know exactly what she is going to say. My mother is the queen of manipulation…
“Yes?” Steph says, and I let out an exasperated breath as I spin, staring at my best friend and our lawyer.
“If we do this, we will get recognition and money, a lot more people will know who we are, and we will be booked solid for…. Forever,” I say, and Luna nods, and I close my eyes, trying to control my own emotions. Having my mother’s last name never opened any doors for me. I always said I was not that Fairchild, and it seems like my lie is catching up to me.
“Miss Fairchild,” I hear someone say as the Limo door opens, and I nod, getting out of the car. I stare at the building in front of me, and my stomach twists and turns. The building I used to run in the corridors. The building in which my father died.
“Oh wow,” Steph says as she looks up at the mirrored building and wraps one arm around my shoulder. “Let’s get this over with,” she says, and I let out a breath, shaking my head and taking a step away from my best friend.
“I think I’m gonna need a couple of hours,” I say as Steph frowns, staring at me. “I’ll see you at dinner.” I let out, turning around and pulling the zipper of my leather jacket up.
“Hey, where are you going?” Steph shouts, and I give her a wave without looking back. I haven’t been in New York for what? Fifteen years? I didn’t think I would ever have to be back in the city. People can’t blame me for needing a couple of hours to get through this. The next month is going to be the worst month of my life. I can already feel it.
After walking aimlessly, I enter a small bar. I look around, and it seems like one of those bars no one would like to be caught dead inside. I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding as I walk to the bar and pull the stool to sit.
“What can I get you?” The bartender asks, and I look at him.
“The strongest stuff you’ve got,” I let out, and he nods, turning his back to me and walking towards the top shelf. Immediately after, he places a glass in front of me and pours a golden liquid inside. The smell immediately hits my nostrils, and my stomach turns.
“Keep them coming I let out after downing the first glass, and the man raises both his brows as he smiles.”
“Tough day?” He asks, and I laugh.
“You have no idea,” I say as he pours another one, and I empty it in seconds. I look around the bar and notice the only other person in the bar. A man sitting in the booth right at the end, cradling a glass between his long fingers. He raises his glass at me as he stares me down, and I raise mine before emptying it one more time and closing my eyes, enjoying the burn.
I stand, grab my bottle, and walk to the guy. “Mind if I join you?” I ask, as he looks at me with the brightest blue eyes I have ever seen in my life.
“Sure,” he says, nodding at the booth, and I slide to sit in front of him, placing my bottle on the table. Misery loves company after all. I look at the guy trying to read him, but I can’t. It’s like he has a mask on, not letting anyone through.
We sit in silence for a while, just enjoying each other’s company, staring at each other, drinking. Clearing my throat, I stand and walk to the jukebox next to us, and as I inspect the options, I feel his hands on my waist, and I close my eyes, feeling the warmth as I slide the coin into the machine.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs Maps starts playing, and my misery company pulls me to him as we sway to the music. My back pressed to his front while his fingers dug into my hips. With one swift movement, he spins me around, and his lips collide with mine. His kiss is hungry but precise, as if he would never lose control.
Niccola FairchildThe soup tastes like salt and something vaguely familiar, and that feels like an accomplishment. I eat slowly, carefully, like my body might reject the idea of nourishment if I rush it. The tea, on the other hand, tastes like the best thing I have ever tried in my life. I don’t know if it’s because I am dehydrated or because it really is a good tea, but it feels like one of those teas that could heal the world, one cup at a time.Cole sits nearby, pretending not to watch every spoonful like it’s a miracle unfolding in real time. The nurse had smiled when she set the tray down, told me it was good I felt ready to eat. Ready feels generous. But I was hungry in a way that went deeper than my stomach, and this, this is a beginning.By the time I finish, my arms feel heavy, and my eyelids ache. Exhaustion wraps around me, thick and insistent, the kind that settles into your bones aft
Cole SutcliffeNiccola sleeps the way someone sleeps after surviving something they shouldn’t have. Not peacefully, not deeply, but in fragments. Her breathing evens out for a few minutes at a time, then stutters, then steadies again. Her brow furrows even when her eyes stay closed, like her body hasn’t gotten the message that the danger is over.I sit beside her bed and watch every rise and fall of her chest. I don’t blink much. I don’t move unless I have to. The chair beneath me creaks when I shift my weight, and every time it does, my heart jumps, afraid the sound might pull her back into whatever nightmare she’s trapped in now.The hospital room is dim, lit only by the low glow of machines and the faint spill of light from the hallway. The beeping monitor keeps time better than any clock ever could—steady, alive, stubborn.She’s alive. I repeat it silently like a mantra. Alive doesn’t mean untouched. Ali
Cole SutcliffeLeaving the house without Niccola feels wrong in a way I don’t have language for.I stand in the entryway with my coat half on, keys in my hand, staring at Aiden like I’m memorizing him in case the universe decides to take something else from me. He’s awake in my mother’s arms, dark eyes blinking slowly, unaware that his parents have just survived the unthinkable.“I won’t be long,” I murmur, more to myself than to anyone else.Steph hovers close, arms folded tight across her chest, eyes red but steady. Sawyer stands beside her, one hand resting lightly on her shoulder, grounding them both. My father watches silently, jaw set, while my mother sways gently with Aiden, as if movement itself is prayer.“You go,” my mother says softly. “We’ve got him.”I nod, throat tight. “Don’t let anyone in. Not press. Not Monica. No one.”Sawyer me
Niccola FairchildThe ambulance smells like antiseptic and metal and adrenaline.I’m strapped down gently but firmly, like my body might try to escape on its own if they let it. The ceiling above me blurs as the vehicle moves, lights streaking past in rhythmic flashes that make my head throb. Someone keeps saying my name—soft, grounding, over and over again. “Niccola. Stay with us. You’re doing great.”Great feels like a lie, but alive doesn’t. I cling to that instead.My hands shake uncontrollably despite the blankets tucked around me. Shock, they said. My body is catching up to what my mind has been doing for days, running, bracing, surviving. Every muscle aches in a deep, bruised way that makes breathing feel like work. But I’m here. I’m not there anymore. The doors open, and noise crashes in.Shouting. Cameras. Questions hurled like weapons.The hospital entrance is lit up like a stage, and even through the haze, I recognize the
Cole SutcliffeThey tell me to sit.They don’t say it unkindly. They don’t bark it like an order. They say it the way doctors tell families to wait outside operating rooms, firm, practiced, already braced for resistance.“Mr. Sutcliffe, we need you to stay here.”Here is my living room. My house. The place where Niccola should be, where her shoes are still by the door, where her mug sits half-forgotten by the sink like she might come back and finish it. Here is not where she is. I stand anyway.“No,” I say. “I’m coming.”Officer Reynolds meets my gaze. He’s calm. Too calm for a man about to walk into a building where my fiancée is being held.“You go, they change the rules,” he says. “You stay, we keep her alive.”My hands curl into fists so tight my nails bite skin. “You think I don’t know that?” I snap.“I think you know it,” he replies evenly. “I also think it’s killing you.”That lands. Because it is.S
Niccola FairchildTime stops behaving like time after a while.It stretches. Folds. Breaks into pieces I have to stack carefully in my head so I don’t lose myself in the gaps. I don’t know what hour it is, only that my body knows it’s late. Colder. Quieter. The kind of quiet that presses against your ears until your own breathing sounds too loud.I’m sitting on the floor again, back against the wall, knees drawn in as much as my body will allow. My hands ache. My shoulders burn with a deep, relentless soreness that never fully fades. Every movement reminds me of what’s already been taken, and what might still be.I am so tired. Not just sleepy, empty tired. The kind that hollows you out and dares you to lie down and stop caring. I won’t. I won’t give them that.My stomach twists painfully, hunger sharp and insistent. It’s been a while since anyone brought food. Or water. My mouth is dry enough that swallowing hurts, but I force myself to do it anyw







