Mag-log inNiccola Fairchild POV
Breakfast is my favorite meal of the day. I know people might think it’s stupid, and some people even believe you can live without breakfast, but not me. This is my happy place, my happy time. Sitting in my kitchen with my coffee and my Greek yoghurt full of fruit and granola.
Humans are creatures of habit, and I am no better than anyone else. I love my routine, and having breakfast is where it all begins. I open my laptop to read the world's news and almost choke on my first sip of coffee, reading the headline in front of me.
“Fairchild Enterprises Roaming for closure.” My eyes widen, and I shake my head, trying to push away the memories I had running through those corridors every time I would go see my father as a child. I shouldn’t be surprised; after all, everything my mother touches gets destroyed.
Closing my laptop, I take a deep breath before finishing my breakfast without reading another word of the news. Surely the day can’t get any worse than it already is. “I swear your mother should be run over by a bus,” Steph says as soon as I bring my phone to my ear, as I put my docs on. I can’t help but laugh as I agree with her.
“Good morning to you too,” I say as I close my leather jacket, holding my phone between my shoulder and my ear.
“No time for that, we have a meeting in ten minutes,” Steph says, and I frown, looking at my wristwatch and frown. I don’t remember having any meetings this morning. Before I can say anything, Steph speaks again, “It’s a new wedding, received the booking around two in the morning.”
“A message would’ve been nice,” I say, and I can almost hear Steph’s eye roll through the phone.
“Good morning, Giles,” I say as he opens the building door for me with a smile and a head nod.
“Tell him that someday I am going to marry him,” Steph shouts on the phone, and I look at Giles, who laughs lightly. Giles is our youngest doorman in the building, and Steph is fond of him. What can I say? She likes the tall, dark, and dangerous guys.
“I am already taken, but thank you for inflating my ego,” Giles says, winking at me, and I smile as I walk out of the building. My bike is parked waiting for me outside. Giles loves riding it, and I don’t mind as he pulls it at the front for me.
“Okay, I am not a messenger, I’ll see you in fifteen,” I say, but before I can end the call, Steph replies. “Make it in ten or I will kill you.”
I inhale deeply, placing the phone into my pocket after connecting it to the speakers inside my helmet, blasting my favourite tune at the moment from Bad Omens. Riding in San Diego at this time can be chaotic sometimes, but I enjoy the ride. It’s like I am on autopilot.
Arriving at the office, I frown as I see two Limos waiting outside and shake my head. Probably another celebrity trying to book us for their wedding. Some of them drive all the way from L.A. to see us, just so the papas don’t get a glimpse of who they are speaking to. Not that travelling with a Limo wouldn’t catch anyone’s attention. Noobs.
“Good morning, Miss Fairchild,” Thomas says, and I offer him a small smile as I let out “Nicci” between gritted teeth and pass him my helmet and my leather jacket as he passes me the folder for the meeting. I am already three minutes late. I look over the pages as he vomits the requirements for the event, and I can’t help but gag.
We are not the most traditional event planners. We deal with high-end customers and venues, but our parties tend to be more alternative and out of the box than traditional, and what this client is asking is a fairytale wedding. Literally a fairytale. Gag. Carriage, horses, white, tule.
“I am sorry I am late,” I say as I open the conference room door and stop on my tracks. Thomas slams against my back and immediately backs away, apologizing, but I can’t even look at him. I can’t believe what I am seeing.
“Finally, Niccola, do you know how unprofessional it is to make a client wait? I was hopeful that you would be here on time, not knowing I was the one requesting your services,” my mother says, and I can’t help but bite the inside of my cheek so I don’t tell her to fuck off immediately.
I look at Steph, who has lost all the colour on her face as she looks between me and my mother. We look nothing alike, as I ditched the blonde hair that made us look similar years ago, and I always tell people I am not that Fairchild. I am not related to the monster in front of me.
I inhale deeply and enter the room, crossing my arms in front of my chest immediately, trying to keep my hands to myself and not around her skinny ass neck. My mother raises her head higher if that’s even possible and rests her hands on the table as she crosses her legs, staring at me. “Aren’t you going to sit down, darling?” She says, and those words send a chill down my spine.
“What are you doing here, mother?” I spat the words in disgust.
“Don’t use that tone with me, Niccola, after all, I am a client, and I am willing to pay whatever price you come up with for this event,” she says, and I can’t help but scoff.
“I am not doing this,” I say, and my mother spins slightly on her chair as she uncrosses her legs and stands.
“That’s where you’re mistaken, these documents say otherwise,” she says, placing some papers on the table, and I frown slightly, looking at Steph, who immediately rubs her forehead as if a headache were forming.
“What is that?” I ask, and my mother offers me the fakest smile I have ever seen in my life, and I know I have lost any battle I was willing to fight.
“A contract that says otherwise. You should make sure the people that work for you don’t make you sign papers before you read them, sweetheart,” she says, and I look around the room and frown. Steph leans on the desk, grabs the papers, and lets out a breath I didn’t know she was holding as her eyes widen and she shakes her head slightly, looking defeated as her eyes move from me to Thomas, who steps past me and walks to my mother, who smiles with her arms open.
“I missed you, sweetheart. Now go fetch me a coffee because it seems like no one here knows how to treat a client with my calibre.” My mother says, and I feel like the floor has been taken from under me as Thomas nods and walks past me, doing what she says. What the fuck just happened?
Niccola FairchildThe way his voice affects my entire body is something that should be studied. Without another word, I nod and sit next to Cole. I placed both my hands on my legs, trying to keep them steady as my heart jumped in my chest, almost giving me a heart attack. As soon as everyone is seated, the food is served, and I keep my head down and my eyes on my plate. Opposite what I thought, I am not hungry, and the fact that food is being put in front of me is making me feel nauseous. Between courses, I feel Cole’s hand on my knees, and I shake my head, trying to move his hand, but his grip tightens, and I notice my mother is in the middle of the room talking to someone, and I dare look at Cole, who is staring at me. “Who the fuck is that guy?” Cole finally asks. His voice is low to avoid people hearing, and I frown and shake my head slightly. “Were you sleeping with him while we…” he says, but stops talking, and I can’t help but laugh lightly. “Asks the guy that has been scre
Niccola Fairchild“Lead the way, my queen,” he says, and I can’t help but smile as I watch Cole walking towards us, but being stopped by my mother, before he has a chance to get to us. His eyes on my hand holding Phillip’s as we walked out of the room. I feel my stomach twist as we walk outside and the cool air hits my skin, sending a chill down my spine. “Here,” Phillip says, placing his jacket over my shoulders. I smile as I cross my arms, trying to pull the jacket as close as possible. “Are you going to tell me why you’re avoiding your mother?” Phillip finally asks, ending the silence between us as we walk in the garden. I stop and look at him as he places both his hands in his pockets. “I just never had a relationship with my mother,” I say, shrugging, trying to sound more casual than I actually sound. “I see, and Cole?” He asks as we start walking again. “What about Cole?” I ask back, trying not to sound too uncomfortable, “I don’t really know him,” I let out. “It didn’t re
Niccola Fairchild“I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss the bride,” I hear, and I keep my eyes on the floor. I can’t watch Cole kiss my mother. Everyone starts cheering, and I close my eyes slightly. My heart is broken, and I feel like my head is spinning out of control. I realise people are moving, but I stand still. I stay where I am, unable to move. Slowly, I bend and keep my head between my hands as my elbows rest on my knees. I try to control my breathing, but I fail miserably. Getting myself together, I walk into the ballroom where my mother and Cole are dancing some soppy slow song, and I watch as she moves her hand up and down his back while he keeps his hands on her waist. I feel like my stomach has just dropped as I walk around the room, watching everyone watching the couple.“They look so good together,” I hear a woman say, and I can’t help but scoff, and when her eyes meet mine, I offer her a fake smile and walk away towards the bar. I know drinking might no
Niccola Fairchild“We are all ready,” I hear Steph say behind me. My mother looks at me and smiles. Her smile is as fake as the rest of her. I close my eyes for a few seconds, trying to convince myself my mother is happy. She is doing this not just for money. She finally has found happiness, and with that happiness has come my misery. I watch as my mother smooths her dress and walks to stand next to me. I raise my head slightly and open the door, walking out of the room that seems to be suffocating me. “I need a minute,” I say as I walk down the corridor, away from my mother.“Niccola, this is not the time for your tantrums,” my mother says, but I ignore her, opening the door at the end of the corridor and entering, closing the door behind me. I rest my head back and press my shaking hand to my chest, feeling my heart beat fast. I hear someone clearing their throat, and I immediately open my eyes and see a man standing in front of me. “May I help you?” He asks as he stands in front
Niccola FairchildToday is the day I have been dreading for weeks now. Today is the day I am going to watch my mother marry the man I have fallen for. As I look in the mirror, I feel my stomach turn, and I shake my head lightly, trying to stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks. Cole stopped all contact a while ago, and I lost all hope as no one stopped the wedding arrangements. He lied to me. He told me he would end this. He said he would make it stop, he would end the wedding, he would be with me.“Hey,” Steph says, appearing behind me and wrapping her arms over my shoulders, hugging me tightly. “It’s going to be okay, you don’t have to be there, you know, you’re a grown ass woman, you’re independent, and I can deal with this,” she adds, and I shake my head. “I am not allowing my mother to belittle me anymore. I am done. She always wins; she takes everything she wants without worrying about anyone else. So I will be there and I will have a smile on my face and I will do my job,”
Cole SutcliffeMy mood has been worse than usual. I can’t stand being around people, and all I can think about is Niccola. This is the reason I never got involved with anyone. The distractions, the time spent thinking about one woman instead of thinking about the thousands of people I employ. My mistakes cost a lot of money and could cost people’s jobs if I am not careful. “You need to focus on this. I can’t end the deal.” Sawyer says, and I shake my head, pinching the bridge of my nose as my entire world collapses in front of me. “It would cost you your company,” Sawyer adds, knowing what popped into my mind straight away. “She played you well.”“Fuck,” I groan in frustration, closing my laptop with more strength than necessary. “I need to stop this,” I let out. “Cole, how bad could it be? Be married for a couple of years, get everything the way you want, then divorce her ass and give her half of everything and done, right now… You would lose everything, she would take everything f







