LOGINFiona POVI was setting up the suitcases for the trip, carefully folding clothes and placing them neatly inside the large luggage bag that stood open on the bedroom floor. Mom and I had decided together that we needed a long vacation in a faraway place, somewhere warm and quiet, away from the city, away from the threats, away from the memories that still hurt every time I breathed. The death threats against her had been the final push. We couldn’t stay here waiting for something bad to happen. We deserved peace. We deserved to heal. And maybe, just maybe, a new start where the pain didn’t follow us every minute of the day.Raina was sitting on the edge of the bed watching me, arms wrapped around her knees, eyes a little shiny with unshed tears. She had come over to say goodbye, bringing coffee and a hug that lasted longer than usual, like she was afraid to let go.“I’m going to miss you so much,” she said, voice thick with emotion. “Who’s going to listen to my crazy stories now? Or
Third POVThe morning after the night at the club, Sebastian woke up slowly, head pounding like a drum inside his skull, the familiar ache of too much whiskey and weed hitting him all at once. He opened his eyes to the dim light filtering through the heavy curtains in his bedroom, the familiar ceiling above him coming into focus. But the weight on both sides of the bed felt wrong, too much, too warm, too close. He turned his head and saw Ross on his left, naked, her arm draped lazily over his chest, breathing slow and even in deep sleep. On his right was Helen, also naked, her leg thrown possessively over his thigh, body pressed flush against him. The three of them tangled together under the rumpled sheets, skin against skin, the smell of stale alcohol, sweat, and sex still heavy in the air, clinging to the room like a bad memory he couldn’t escape.Sebastian’s stomach turned hard, nausea rising sharp in his throat. He didn’t remember much of the night after Fiona left the bar.
Fiona POVI almost collapsed near the car as soon as I stepped out of the bar. The cold night air hit my face like a slap, stinging my wet cheeks and freezing the fresh tears on my skin. The street was busy even at this late hour—people laughing, shouting, stumbling out of the bar in groups, music spilling from the open door behind me, holiday lights still twinkling on nearby buildings and shop windows. Everyone seemed to be celebrating, living their perfect Christmas moments with friends, lovers, or strangers, while my own world had just crumbled into pieces. I just wanted a private place to cry in peace, away from curious eyes, away from the noise and the fake joy. Actually, I didn’t want to cry at all. Not for Sebastian, not after everything I had endured for him, everything I had forgiven, everything I had believed in, only to end up with this betrayal in the end. My chest felt tight, like something heavy was sitting on it, making every breath hurt and shallow, like I couldn’
Fiona POVI was coming down the stairs already dressed while talking to Charles on the phone to get the address of the bar where Sebastian was. My hands shook a little holding the phone, but my voice stayed firm. Of course, Sebastian was drinking with Ross and Helen. His life had reduced to that while I stayed home crying over our loss, over the baby we would never hold. The thought made my chest tight with fresh anger and pain as I pulled on my coat and scarf in the hallway, phone pressed to my ear, Mom watching from the kitchen doorway with worry.Charles gave me the address quickly, voice full of concern. “Are you sure about this, Fiona? It’s late, and you’re still recovering. You don’t have to do this tonight.”“I have to,” I said, voice steady despite the tears threatening again in my eyes. “I can’t wait anymore. Thanks, Charles. Really.”“Call me if you need anything,” he said. “Anything at all. Be safe.”I hung up, grabbed my keys from the table.Mom appeared at the bottom o
Third POVCharles pulled his car to a stop under Raina’s building and called her, engine idling softly in the quiet night street while snowflakes drifted lazily under the streetlights. He called her, and Raina answered first, quite excited to hear him, which made Charles' day. "Guess what. I'm down here by your building. I decided to pay you a night visit. Interested?" "Ugh, you rascal, I don't even got a right dress for this very important moment!" she joked, making him laugh. "Just a minute, I'm coming down." Then she hung up. Charles stared at his phone with a silly little smile for a while and then sighed.He was disappointed with Sebastian and deeply frustrated, the events of the evening weighing heavy on his mind like a dark cloud he couldn’t shake off. After everything he had seen Sebastian go through when he tried to divorce Fiona the first time, the pain, the regret, the long hard road to earning her forgiveness and trust again, building something real and beautiful with
Fiona POVToday I felt especially emotional, my hand resting constantly on my belly that no longer held life inside, the small curve still there like a cruel reminder of what had been growing and what I had lost forever. I sat on the edge of the bed in my old room at Mom’s house, surrounded by the familiar walls and childhood memories that usually comforted me, but today they felt distant, like they belonged to someone else’s life. The tiny baby booties I had bought months ago for the layette lay in my lap, soft and white with little blue stars embroidered on them. I ran my fingers over them slowly, tracing the delicate stitching, imagining tiny feet kicking inside, the baby wearing them home from the hospital, Sebastian smiling as he held our child for the first time. Tears came quiet but steady, rolling down my cheeks without sound. The pain was sharp and fresh, like the loss had happened yesterday instead of days ago. I knew the grief would ease one day, fade to something bear







