LOGINJulian Hayes closed the door to his small temporary office and leaned against it for a moment, eyes closed, breathing deliberately slow.
His body was still buzzing from the morning confrontation. Ethan Cross — the same man who had pinned him down and fucked him like he was hungry for something— was now pretending that night never existed.
Julian straightened his new dark button-down, ran a hand through his hair, and picked up his laptop and heavily detailed manuscript. He needed this contract.
He needed this contract. The money would finally keep body and soul together. He couldn’t afford to let one unforgettable night ruin this opportunity of a lifetime. But that didn’t mean he had to make it easy for Ethan.
At exactly 2:00 p.m., he knocked on the door of the corner office.
“Come in.”
Julian stepped inside. The late afternoon light poured through the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking Fifth Avenue, casting long shadows across the massive mahogany desk.
Mr. Cross,” Julian said, voice smooth and professional as he crossed the room. “Shall we begin?”
“Sit.” Ethan gestured to the chair opposite him without rising. “We’ll work directly from the manuscript today. I’ve marked several sections that need immediate attention.”
Julian settled into the leather chair, crossing one leg over the other. Their eyes met across the desk, and the air instantly thickened with everything neither of them was acknowledging. He could still feel the phantom ache from how deep Ethan had taken him, could still hear the low, broken groan he had made when he finally came.
Ethan slid a printed copy of the manuscript across the desk. It was covered in precise red ink notes. “We will start with chapter four. The protagonist’s internal conflict. His restraint is well defined, but the emotional climax when he begins to crack feels dull. I need more validity, more realness… more hunger”. His voice rose to an octave.
Julian flipped through the pages, scanning the notes. A small, wry smile tugged at his lips. “You want me to dig deeper into how it feels when a man who’s spent years maintaining perfect control finally starts to lose it?”
“Precisely,” Ethan replied, voice steady and clinical. “When desire overrides reason. When every calculated move becomes instinct. Make the reader feel the war inside him.”
Julian leaned forward slightly, resting his forearms on the desk so their hands were only inches apart.
Eyes never leaving Ethan’s face. He smiled.“So you want the moment he pins someone down, buries himself deep, and fucks like he’s been starving for years. No holding back. . Just a raw need.”
Ethan’s jaw tightened almost unnoticeable. He kept his expression detached, but Julian caught the subtle shift in his breathing.
“Focus Mr. Hayes,” Ethan said evenly. “This is about making the character believable, we owe the readers every raw emotion they wish for from this prose.”
“Of course,” Julian replied, tone perfectly polite even as heat curled low in his stomach. “Professional distance. Understood.”
For the next hour, they dissected the chapter line by line. Julian defended his choices with sharp, well-spoken reasoning, refusing to yield ground easily. Every disagreement sparked with electricity. When he leaned over to point at a specific paragraph, the back of his hand brushed against Ethan’s. Neither of them pulled away immediately. The contact lingered, Julian glanced up and met Ethan’s gray ones. A small smile danced along his face. Ethan quickly withdrew his hand and cleared his throat.
“Why are you pushing too hard in this scene? Julian asked, tapping the page. This man isn’t just scared of being exposed and how people perceive him, he’s terrified that once he lets himself feel everything he’s denied, he will lose control and he’s troubled he won’t get that back. That kind of fear doesn’t translate that immensely onto the page.
Ethan leaned back in his chair studying Julian. “You’re the writer here. Make me feel it. Right now, his only observing his own desire from a distance, I need him to be utterly consumed by it. I hired you to do exactly this.
Julian met his gaze directly. “Consumed”, he repeated, voice dropping slightly. If he becomes irrevocably overwhelmed by his own desires, he won’t stop replaying how perfectly tight it felt. How his body shook when he finally let go. Is that what you want Mr Cross?”.
The silence that followed was heavy. Julian watched Ethan’s throat work as he swallowed. He could see the tension in Ethan’s broad shoulders, the way his fingers gripped the pen a fraction tighter. Knowing he was affecting the other man sent a thrill through him, but he kept his expression cool. He wasn’t desperate. He knew better.
“Mr Hayes..”
“I’ll take that as a yes then, let’s continue please.” He said smugly checking his wristwatch.
They continued working. The tension builds slowly and steadily. Every shared glance lingered. Every time Julian read an intimate passage aloud, his voice naturally grew lower, more intimate. Ethan’s cologne kept drifting across the desk —rich, masculine and expensive muddling with Julian’s thoughts and reminding him exactly how that scent had surrounded him while Ethan drove into him with punishing strokes.
By 5pm, Julian’s body was humming with low arousal. He needed to clear his head. He closed his laptop and stretched his arms overhead letting his shirt pull tight across his chest. He watched as Ethan’s eyes tracked that movement.
“We made solid progress today, he said calmly. Though I must say your notes on the control arc are deliciously detailed, almost like you have experienced that kind of internal war or know someone who does very closely”.
Ethan’s eyes sharpened. “I know what readers respond to, Mr. Hayes. They want to feel the surrender. Make it earned, believable.”
Julian tilted his head, observing him with quiet intensity. “And when this powerful man finally chooses vulnerability? When he stops hiding, how should that moment be read?”
“Relieving,” Ethan answered after a beat. “Intoxicating”.
Their eyes locked across the desk. The tension was now thick enough to cut — sexual, intellectual, and dangerously addictive. Julian’s cock was half-hard beneath the desk, pressing against his zipper. Hours of this slow, torturous proximity to the man who he could still feel from last night. He stood slowly, gathering his things with deliberate movements. “I’ll revise these sections tonight and bring fresh pages tomorrow”.
Ethan rose as well, buttoning his suit jacket. “Tomorrow. 7 p.m. My office.”
Julian paused at the door, one hand resting on the handle. He glanced back with a subtle, knowing smile — professional on the surface, but laced with just enough heat to be unmistakable.
“I’ll be here, Mr. Cross,” he said smoothly. “Ready to dive as deep into the material as you require.”
He closed the door softly behind him.
The moment he was alone in the hallway, Julian let out a slow breath and pressed a hand against the front of his jeans, willing his stubborn arousal to settle. His lips still tingled with the memory of how Ethan had kissed him in his imagination for the last three hours.
Ethan Cross was a fortress, a control freak, powerful and terrified of cracks.
But Julian was a writer. He knew how to find the weak points in any armor.
And he had six months to decide whether he wanted to tear it down… or help Ethan build it stronger.
Either way, this was going to be one hell of a collaboration.
Ethan“Mr Hayes and I have revisions to finish before the end of the day,” Ethan said before he’d fully decided to say anything at all. The words flew out of his mouth before he’d thought and weighed them through, and it wasn’t until both Lena’s and both men’s attention swung toward him that he registered what he’d actually just done. Interrupting out loud, an ordinary invitation for lunch in front of Lena and a member of his own distribution team that had absolutely nothing to do with him. He didn't like sharing. He hadn't known that about himself until now watching Richard Harrington stand there with his easy smile and unbothered demeanor, waiting for Julian's answer with all the confidence in the world. Something had immediately risen up in Ethan’s chest when Richard had said “unless you're busy” with that smug look and the words had practically taken that as a cue to jump right out of his mouth. Richard's eyebrows lifted slightly, amusement flickering behind his eyes in a way
Julian“We should leave separately,” Ethan murmured, once they’d both managed to make themselves look presentable again, straightening ties and collars in the low light of the conference room. “It’s late enough that no one should still be—”“I know.” Julian reached out and smoothed Ethan’s collar back into place, an easy, unthinking gesture that felt, in the moment, like the most natural thing in the world. “We have to be careful. Got it.”Ethan caught his hand before he could pull it back, squeezed it briefly, and looked at him with an expression Julian hadn’t seen on him before, something slightly dazed, like a man still working out whether what had just happened had actually happened. “Goodnight, Julian.”“Goodnight, Mr. Cross.”He made it exactly as far as the lobby before he pulled out his phone.Julian: MAYA. MAYA I NEED YOU TO PUT DOWN WHATEVER YOU’RE DOING.The reply came within seconds.Maya: ok you’re typing in all caps this better be good.Julian: WE KISSED!!, more than t
EthanHe made it two steps into the hallway before Julian caught his wrist.“Stop, wait please” Julian’s voice wasn’t loud, but there was something in it Ethan hadn’t heard before, it was something bolder, something that had apparently decided it was done being careful.“Julian—”“No.” Julian didn’t let go of his wrist. If anything his grip tightened, and when Ethan turned to face him, he found none of the uncertainty he’d braced for, only Julian, chin up, eyes bright mixed with a great deal like want with nowhere left to hide. “I am so tired Ethan, I’m not asking you to explain whatever’s going on in your head right now. I’m asking you to stop pretending you don’t want this. Because I know you do. I’ve known about it since the hotel. I think you’ve known it a lot longer than that.”Ethan opened his mouth, already reaching for something that would put a little space back between them and make this easier to carry.Nothing came.Julian was still holding his wrist. And the hallway was
JulianJulian woke to curtains he didn't recognize, he looked around and the bed wasn't his as well. An arm slung loosely across his waist. It took him a confused second to remember where he was and who he was with; Richard, in his apartment. The skyline was still visible past the curtains Richard never bothered closing. A faint expensive smell of a candle burning on the dresser awakened him even more. He reached for his phone on the nightstand, squinting against the light, the time sent a small jolt of panic through his body.The time was 9:47. He was supposed to be at his desk by nine.He sat up fast, removing Richard's arm from the process, and was always scanning for his clothes when he saw the message notification sitting below the time.A message from Ethan.He went very still.What I said to you wasn't about anything you did. I apologize for my rudeness and erratic behavior. It read.Julian read it twice and immediately felt an unwelcome twist, low in his chest. Relief came f
EthanA ping from his phone jolted him up from his sleep. He looked around and realized he had dozed off in his office. He walked to the door and sighed with relief, seeing it locked from inside. He felt extremely disoriented as he walked back to his desk, he didn't like it when he was losing any bit of control.He searched around for his phone, seeing it glow faintly on his desk sent a shiver up his spine. He wavered before picking it up.It was a new message.From the same unknown number.It read: “How do you feel going home to an empty penthouse while your subordinates live your dreams openly? I guess you like being in the closet that much.”He didn’t sleep in his own bed that night. He ended up, sometime past one in the morning, in the small private study two floors above his home office, a room that Ethan almost never used, mostly because using it required walking past the oil portrait that hung just inside the door, Alistair Cross, silver-haired and unsmiling, painted the yea
JulianMaya was already at the table when Julian arrived, two menus untouched in front of her, sunglasses pushed up into her hair even though they were sitting inside. She had that particular look she got when she’d been holding something in all morning and was about thirty seconds from letting it out whether or not anyone asked.“Okay,” she said, before he’d even sat down. “I need to vent, and then I promise I’ll ask about your disaster, because I know you have one. You always have one lately.”“Charming greeting.” Julian slid into the booth across from her, dropping his bag beside him. “Go ahead. Vent.”Maya had been his closest friend since college. Since a mandatory freshman class had somehow turned into years of unending late night phone calls venting to each other about anything, terrible foods and apartments and enough shared trauma bonding that Julain genuinely wasn’t sure who he’d have been without her in his life. She worked for nonprofit fundraising meaning she mostly spent
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CHAPTER FOUR The Metropolitan Museum of Art pulsed with wealth and ambition under glittering chandeliers. Ethan stood tall in his tailored tuxedo, one hand resting possessively on Victoria Lang’s lower back as cameras flashed around them. She smelled like expensive perfume and safety. Beautiful. P
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Julian Hayes slammed his laptop shut so hard the screen flickered in protest. The rejection email still burned his eyes; we regret to inform you that your manuscript does not align with our current list. Another one. The fifth one today.His rent was due in four days and he had $47.86 in his accoun







