Two rivals. One secret. A dangerous obsession. He wanted peace, but college gave him Ryder Caldwell… and a dangerous love triangle that could ruin everything. College was supposed to be Ollie’s escape, quiet classes, freedom, and a chance to breathe. Then Ryder Caldwell happened. Arrogant, Tattooed and Dangerous. The bad boy of the university who loves to watch Ollie moan. But Ryder isn’t the only storm in his life. Landon Pierce, Ryder’s rival, wants Ollie too, and he’s willing to expose everything to get him. Ollie’s biggest secret? By night, he’s a masked star on OnlyFans. And when the truth comes out, it won’t just ruin him… it might destroy everyone who touches him.
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Ollie’s POV
If staring at Ryder Caldwell counted as a full-time job, I’d already be employee of the month.
It wasn’t like I wanted to. My eyes just… drifted. Always. They found him across the quad, lounging with his teammates, sunglasses low on his nose like he thought he was some rockstar. They found him in the student lounge, grinning like the sun itself had appointed him king of the universe. And they found him here, now, at the café table in the middle of campus, his tattooed arm around Serena Miller—aka his latest plastic Barbie.
He was laughing. Of course he was. Everything was always funny to Ryder.
And God, did I hate him for it.
Hate him for the tattoos peeking out from under his shirt sleeves. Hate him for the way his messy brown hair fell across his forehead like it was staged for a photoshoot. Hate him for the way he looked like he owned everything he touched.
And I especially hated that my stomach gave this annoying little flip every time I saw him.
“You’re doing it again,” Allison said, voice sing-songy beside me.
I snapped my head toward her. “Doing what?”
“Staring at Ryder like you’re planning to either kill him or kiss him. Honestly, it’s hard to tell sometimes.”
I choked on my iced coffee. “Excuse me?”
She grinned like a cat with cream. “Don’t act innocent. I’ve been your best friend since high school. I know what you're saying.”
“I don’t…..”
“......like him?” She finished for me. “Yeah, sure. That’s why you’ve been watching him for the last ten minutes instead of reading your notes.”
I slammed my notebook shut, cheeks burning. “I can’t wait to graduate and never see his face again.”
Allison leaned her chin in her hand. “Uh-huh. Keep telling yourself that.”
I groaned, running a hand through my hair. Allison wasn’t just my best friend, she was also annoyingly observant. And lately, she’d gotten even bolder since she’d started dating Mark Jensen, one of the Red Falcons’ golden boys. Which also meant she was orbiting Ryder’s world now, whether I liked it or not.
And I really didn’t.
“I still can’t believe you’re dating Mark,” I muttered.
Her eyes softened, but she smiled. “I like him, Ollie. He’s sweet. He’s not Ryder, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
“Everything revolves around Ryder,” I said darkly.
She rolled her eyes. “Not everything.” Then she straightened, suddenly bright. “Speaking of, you’re coming with me tonight.”
“To what?”
“The afterparty, duh. The Falcons beat the Wildcats. It’s a huge deal. There’ll be music, drinks, half the campus…”
“No thanks.”
She groaned. “Ollie. Please. For me? It’s important. Mark wants me there. I want you there. You’ll have fun.”
“Being surrounded by drunken athletes and their groupies? Yeah, sounds like a blast.”
“You can at least pretend. You don’t have to talk to Ryder.”
I snorted. “As if that’s possible.”
But she begged and she bargained and eventually bribed me with Taco Bell. Which is how I ended up, several hours later, standing in the doorway of a sweaty, overcrowded frat house with bass thundering through my chest and the smell of spilled beer in the air.
Allison looked radiant, her hand tucked into Mark’s as he led us deeper into the chaos. Mark was tall, broad-shouldered, and clearly proud of the jersey he still wore. He smiled down at her like she was the only one in the room. I tried not to gag.
And then I saw him.
Ryder.
He stood in the center of the living room, a red cup in hand, tattoos crawling up his forearm, black shirt clinging to him like sin itself. His hair was messy in that perfect way, and he wore that signature smirk like it was carved into his face. Serena clung to his side, her nails digging into his shirt like she was afraid he’d vanish if she let go.
He looked untouchable. Like he owned this place. And everyone else seemed to agree.
“Hey, Ollie,” Mark said, pulling me from my trance. “Glad you came, man.”
I nodded stiffly. “Yeah. Sure.”
But Ryder’s eyes flicked across the room then, landing right on me. And I swear, his smirk widened like he’d just found his evening’s entertainment.
Shit.
Within minutes, he was striding over, Serena trailing along like a shadow. A few of his teammates followed, eager to watch. My stomach sank.
“Well, well,” Ryder drawled, stopping in front of me. He towered just enough to remind me how small I was compared to him. “Didn’t expect to see you here, Oliver.”
I hated the way he said my full name, like he was mocking me just by pronouncing it.
“It’s Ollie,” I muttered.
He smirked. “Right. Ollie. Forgot.” He tilted his head, tattoos shifting on his skin as he raised his cup. “What are you doing here? This isn’t really your scene, is it? No book club meetings tonight?”
A few of his teammates snickered. Heat crept up my neck.
“I came with Allison,” I said tightly.
His gaze flicked to her, then back to me. “Of course. Makes sense. She’s dating Mark now.” He clapped Mark on the shoulder. “Congrats, bro. She’s way too hot for you.”
Mark laughed awkwardly. Allison forced a smile, clearly torn between punching Ryder and keeping the peace.
Then Serena leaned forward, eyes scanning me up and down like I was something stuck to her shoe. “Aw, Ryder, don’t be mean. He looks… What's the word? Out of place.”
“Lost,” Ryder supplied smoothly, his smirk deepening.
“Exactly.” Serena giggled, pressing a kiss to his jaw.
Laughter rippled through the group. My fists clenched at my sides.
“You know what?” Ryder said suddenly, raising his voice so the people around us could hear. “I think Ollie needs a drink. He looks thirsty.”
Before I could respond, he plucked a cup from a passing table and shoved it into my hand. Beer sloshed over the edge, dripping onto my shirt.
The group roared with laughter.
“Oops,” Ryder said, not sounding sorry at all. “Guess you’ll need to wash that later. Or maybe you like the drowned-rat look. Brings back memories, doesn’t it?”
My chest tightened. He remembered our freshman year. The spilled beer. The humiliation that haunted me. He hadn’t forgotten, he’d been waiting to use it again.
“Ryder, cut it out,” Allison snapped, stepping forward.
He smirked at her, unbothered. “Relax, sweetheart. We’re just having fun.”
“Fun at my best friend’s expense?”
Ryder’s eyes locked on mine, sharp and gleaming. “He can handle it. Can’t you, Ollie?”
Every nerve in my body screamed to walk away, to not give him the satisfaction. But my mouth betrayed me.
“Go to hell,” I muttered.
The crowd “ooohed,” like we were kids on a playground. Ryder’s smirk sharpened.
“Feisty,” he said. “I like it.”
I shoved past him, heart pounding, face burning with shame. The sound of his laugh followed me, echoing in my head long after I’d disappeared into the crowd.
And I hated that underneath the anger, underneath the humiliation, my chest still tightened at the sound.
CHAPTER FIVE.Ollie’s POVI shut down my laptop faster than I ever had in my life. My camera light blinked off, and the screen went dark, leaving only my reflection in the black glass. The mask was still clinging to my face, making my breath hot under it. My heart thumped like I had been caught doing something illegal, like someone had actually seen me through the walls. But nobody had. I was alone in my room, door locked, curtains closed, my little secret safe like always.Still, that text on my phone glowed back at me like it was laughing.“Hi Oli-nerd.”The words were simple, but they dug under my skin deeper than they should have. Ryder. Of course it was Ryder. Who else would text something like that? I didn’t even remember giving him my number. He must have gotten it from someone else. Maybe Allison without realizing. Or maybe one of his stupid friends grabbed it off a group chat. However he got it, I hated that he had it.I yanked the mask off and tossed it on the bed, scrubbing
CHAPTER FOUR.Ryder’s POVI threw myself down on my bed with a heavy thump, the springs groaning under my weight. The room was dark except for the dim light of my phone screen. I didn’t bother turning on the lamp. I liked it this way, the shadows pressing against the corners, the quiet buzz of the campus outside the window.Everyone had left after the party. Serena had called twice but I let it ring out. I didn’t feel like dealing with her shrill voice right now. The guys were probably still out celebrating, laughing, drinking too much. Normally I’d be with them, the center of it all, but tonight I just wanted space. I wanted something else.Something to entertain me.I rolled onto my side, scrolling through random messages, my smirk stretching wider each time I replayed the image of Ollie’s face at the party. That little flash of pink in his cheeks when I called him out, the way his lips parted like he wanted to talk back but knew better, the way everyone laughed at him. God, it had
CHAPTER THREE;Ollie’s POVI slammed the apartment door behind me hard enough that the frame rattled.The silence swallowed me.No thumping music. No laughter. No Ryder. Just the faint hum of the old refrigerator and the quiet creak of the building settling around me.My chest still burned, like Ryder’s words had been carved into me with a knife. You’ll never belong here.God, he was such an arrogant bastard. And the worst part? He was right.I kicked my shoes off and dropped my bag on the couch, collapsing next to it. My hands ran over my face, fingers digging into my temples. I wanted to scream. To punch something. To stop replaying Ryder’s smirk over and over again in my head. The way he had leaned close, his voice dripping poison, then pulled back laughing like I was nothing. I hated that my body shook even now, long after it ended.Instead, I stared at the crooked family photo on the wall. Just me and my sister, Mia. She was only a few years older, but she’d practically raised me
CHAPTER TWO:Ollie’s POVI spent the next ten minutes hiding in the kitchen like some kind of coward.The music pounded through the walls, bass shaking the cabinets, but at least it was quieter in here. Fewer people, too. Just a couple of girls rummaging through the fridge and some guy passed out on the counter with Sharpie doodles all over his face. His friends must’ve gotten bored and left him like that, cartoon mustache, glasses, the word loser scrawled across his forehead. That was how this house worked. Nobody cared if you embarrassed yourself. They just made sure to laugh and pile on.I clutched my half-empty cup and tried to breathe. My chest still felt tight, like laughter was echoing in there even though the kitchen was calm. I wanted to pour the drink out, but I also didn’t want to move. If I stood by the sink too long, someone might tell me I was in the way. If I went back out there, Ryder might see me again. The thought alone made my stomach churn.Why did I let Allison dr
CHAPTER ONE:Ollie’s POVIf staring at Ryder Caldwell counted as a full-time job, I’d already be employee of the month.It wasn’t like I wanted to. My eyes just… drifted. Always. They found him across the quad, lounging with his teammates, sunglasses low on his nose like he thought he was some rockstar. They found him in the student lounge, grinning like the sun itself had appointed him king of the universe. And they found him here, now, at the café table in the middle of campus, his tattooed arm around Serena Miller—aka his latest plastic Barbie.He was laughing. Of course he was. Everything was always funny to Ryder.And God, did I hate him for it.Hate him for the tattoos peeking out from under his shirt sleeves. Hate him for the way his messy brown hair fell across his forehead like it was staged for a photoshoot. Hate him for the way he looked like he owned everything he touched.And I especially hated that my stomach gave this annoying little flip every time I saw him.“You’re d
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