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Chapter 5:First Steps

Penulis: Nanu20
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-02-01 20:26:58

The sun hung low over the campus, bathing the buildings in warm gold as afternoon slowly leaned toward evening. Long shadows stretched across the walkways, softening the sharp lines of glass and stone.

Students passed in loose groups, their laughter drifting through the cool air.

For most of them, it was just another day.

For Oliver, it felt like something important was about to begin.

He stood near the edge of the design club workspace, quietly taking in the familiar chaos around him. Tables overflowed with colorful sketches, fabric swatches, pinned notes, and unfinished models balanced between imagination and reality.

A piece of sheer fabric spilled over one table like liquid light.

Wire frames caught the fading sun and glimmered softly.

It was messy.

Unpolished.

And strangely comforting.

The design club had slowly become Oliver’s refuge from the relentless pressure of campus life. Here, creativity mattered more than popularity. Ideas were debated instead of mocked.

Usually, the easy hum of conversation wrapped around him like protection.

But today felt different.

A quiet tension lingered beneath the surface, like the air before a storm.

Oliver sat with Max and Sarah at one of the long tables, their chairs angled inward as if forming a small fortress against the rest of the world.

Sketches and project outlines lay scattered between them.

Oliver’s pulse beat louder than the chatter filling the room.

For weeks, something had been pressing against his thoughts.

Something he hadn’t dared say out loud.

The whispers.

The laughter.

The casual cruelty disguised as jokes.

And behind it all Caspian.

The name alone carried the weight of memories Oliver would rather forget.

“Okay,” Sarah said suddenly, breaking the silence around their table. “What’s the plan for the design project?”

She leaned forward slightly, auburn hair catching the light as it framed her face. There was a quiet authority in her voice that made people listen without realizing it.

She wasn’t demanding answers.

She was inviting them.

Max stretched back in his chair, tapping his fingers against the table.

“The original idea was sustainability, right?” he said. “Eco-friendly design, community impact, that kind of thing.”

Oliver nodded slowly.

“Yes,” he began.

His voice felt small at first.

“But maybe we could include something else too.”

Sarah tilted her head with interest.

“Like what?”

Oliver hesitated.

His fingers curled slightly against the table.

Fear pressed against his chest, warning him to stay quiet like he always had.

But another feeling pushed back.

Tiredness.

“I was thinking…” he said carefully, “not just environmental impact, but emotional impact.”

Max raised an eyebrow.

“How design affects people,” Oliver continued. “Communities. Spaces. The way people treat each other inside those spaces.”

His throat tightened.

Then the word slipped out.

“Like bullying.”

The table went silent.

Not awkward, not judgmental. Just heavy.

The kind of silence that demanded honesty.

Oliver instantly regretted speaking. His heart pounded as heat crept up his neck. Part of him expected laughter.

Or worse, pity.

Max leaned forward first.

His playful expression faded into something more serious.

“That actually matters,” he said quietly. “More than people like to admit.”

His eyes met Oliver’s directly.

“And it’s not just your experience,” Max added. “A lot of people deal with this stuff.”

Sarah nodded slowly.

“People like to pretend bullying ends in high school,” she said. “But it doesn’t. It just becomes quieter.”

Her gaze sharpened with determination.

“We should address it.”

Something fragile lit inside Oliver’s chest.

Hope.

Max suddenly snapped his fingers.

“What if we present it at the student assembly?”

Oliver blinked.

Max leaned forward with growing excitement.

“Think about it. The installation could represent community space and safe environments, how design can encourage connection instead of exclusion.”

Sarah’s eyes brightened immediately.

“And we tie it to anti-bullying awareness.”

Oliver’s stomach dropped.

Assembly.

A stage.

A crowd.

His mind flashed with images of eyes watching him. Whispers spreading through the audience. Caspian somewhere in the crowd with that cold smile.

“What if it backfires?” Oliver asked quietly.

His voice shook despite his effort to steady it.

“What if it just makes things worse?”

Sarah didn’t hesitate.

“Then we face it together.”

Her tone was calm but firm.

“Fear doesn’t get to decide what matters.”

Max nodded in agreement.

“You wouldn’t be alone up there, Oliver.”

Oliver studied their faces carefully.

There was no hesitation.

No pity.

Just belief.

His chest tightened.

Then slowly, he nodded.

“Okay,” he said softly.

His breath trembled.

“But okay.”

Relief and excitement immediately filled the table.

Ideas began bouncing between them, sketches evolving, plans forming, their voices growing louder with energy.

For the first time since arriving at college, Oliver felt like his voice truly mattered.

Time slipped by quickly.

When they finally packed their things and stepped outside, dusk had settled over the campus.

Streetlights flickered on one by one.

Max clapped Oliver on the shoulder.

“See?” he said with a grin. “First step.”

Oliver managed a small smile.

But as they walked away from the building, a strange feeling crept over him.

Like someone watching.

He glanced back.

Near the edge of the courtyard, where the light faded into shadow, a tall figure stood leaning casually against a pillar.

Caspian.

Even from a distance, Oliver recognized him instantly.

Caspian’s posture looked relaxed, almost bored.

But his eyes were locked on Oliver.

Slowly, deliberately, Caspian tilted his head.

A small smile appeared on his lips.

Not friendly.

Not amused.

Something colder.

Something patient.

Oliver felt the warmth drain from the evening air.

Caspian had heard.

And whatever game he was planning, It had already begun.

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