I woke up, but not in heaven or hell. I was in the same room where I died, in Prince Erwin's chamber.
"oh dear, You've slept for 13 hours." Said Prince Erwin, who was sitting at behind his work desk. He got up and walked towards me:
"I am supposed to dead dont me? then why i still here" I asked.
"The liquid you drank last night was not poison, but medicine. It was the medicine that the pyshican used to give me so that I could sleep peacefully."
"You deceived me."
"Not really. I cant just let a beautiful young girl wasting her life like that."
"YOU DECEIVED ME." I said again.
"Is that all you can say?"
I stopped talking.
"Now it's time to have your lunch, my love." He said.
Then, he brought me some food.
I shook my head.
"Eat, please, or you'll get sick. You want me to feed you?"
"You eat. I'm not hungry."
"Well well what can i say. If you get sick, i'll be very sad. Eat this food for me, dearest Anna."
"I want to go back to my room."
"Okay, Miss. When you return, please tell everyone you slept with me. Please, obey my order this time."
I nodded.
Prince Erwin then Scratch off his pointed finger. He spilled his blood on the white blanket of his bed. I understood what he was doing.
"A symbol that you lost your virginity to me last night." He said.
*****
At the harem, I was welcomed by the harem girls. They all look so curious.
"How is it? Did you make a child with Prince Erwin? Did you experience heaven with him?" Hagya asked.
"Yes. That's how it was." I replied.
"Is he good in bed? Is his thing big and long?" Hagya asked again.
"What the hell is your question? Have some manners. By asking questions like that, you're insulting the prince."
*****
Nighttime came...
The Harem workers organized me again. They prepared a bathtub and a beautiful dress. They also put makeup on my face.
"This is your second night with him. Girl, you are such a lucky lady."
What a terrible custom, I thought. All the girls here love a man they could never be loyal to. Jealousy is the most painful feeling. What if the prince they love is sleeping with their best friend? The prince can change bedmates, and they can't do anything about it. I would never love a man who could sleep with a different girl every night.
Erwin was a little strange too. I feel like he is on the edge of ordinary and insanity. But I felt sorry for him too. He looks pretty lonely. I can't imagine a human being who doesn't have a single friend to share their feelings with. So what if he's sad? Who would he pour his feelings out to? What a pity. I don't know how he can stay rational like that. Life in this palace is horrible, even for the royals.
Instead of taking me to Erwin's chamber, they took me to another chamber.
"But, the prince's room is down that hall?"
"You're going somewhere else. There's someone who wants to see you." They said to me.
"But, the prince is waiting for me."
"The prince hasn't returned to the palace yet."
****
I arrived at a lovely chamber. There stood an extraordinarily beautiful woman, and her servants stood behind her. The lady waved her hand, and the eunuchs and madams went out. Only me, the lovely lady, and her servants were in this chamber.
She came closer, taking a look at my face. Does everyone in this palace like to observe other people's faces?
"Beautiful. You are beautiful. But not more beautiful than me," She said.
"Thank you, ma'am."
"So you're Anna?"
"Yes."
"Do you know who I am?"
"Sorry, I'm new here. I didn't know."
"Of course, if you did, you wouldn't be so bold as to look me in the eye. I am Tiana, King Darril's favorite mistress."
Oh, so she's the king's main mistress that everyone talks about.
"My lady..." I said as I bowed down to her.
"Sit down."
She sat on the chair while I sat on the floor near her feet.
Then, she cheekily lifted my chin with her foot.
"Kiss my feet. Show your respect."
I feel like she is crazy for respect. But I had to do as she said anyway.
"Have you made a child with Prince Erwin?"
"I did last night, my lady."
"Honestly, I don't believe you. Your eyes are purple. Everyone's known witches only owned purple eyes. You may be a witch sent to kill our only prince."
I fell silent. I didn't know what to say.
"Foolish slave girl, I must test your loyalty. I don't believe that you are just a mere slave. Prince Erwin never accepted any girl to sleep with him, but you conquered his desire in one night. You must have bewitched him, right?"
"I am not a witch, my lady."
"How dare you speak to me in such a high tone?" she sounds furious. "You're a slave here. You are lower than pig shit."
It hurt my heart when he said I was lower than a pig shit. I can't help but snap back:
"A slave lower than a pig shit? Aren't you also a slave? You're the favorite and have given birth to two princes, but the king hasn't freed you yet. You are also a slave. We are both enslaved. Our status is the same, my lady."
Suddenly, she kicked me in the forehead with her foot. My head hit the edge of the bed, and it hurt like hell. Blood flowed out of my nose.
After that, she went berserk and yelled at me.
"Who do you think you are to say such a rude thing to me? I am the king's favorite mistress and the queen of his heart. I am the highest-ranking woman in this harem."
"No, you are not. The highest-ranking woman here is the princess."
"It's forbidden for you to talk back to me. I'll punish you."
She grabbed my hair and roughly dragged me out of her chamber. Oh, why does she hate me so much? Hearing my screams, the Harem girls gathered around to see us. Then, he ordered a soldier at the harem gate to torture me.
"Soldier, strip her naked and kick her womanhood! It's her punishment."
"But my lady, I can't make her naked in front of everyone."
"Do as I say, or I'll kick you out of this palace."
"You... You can't do this. I'm Prince Erwin's favorite concubine. If you touch me, the prince will be very angry with you. I'll ask him to cut off your head." I said. I was trying to defend myself. I didn't intend to threaten him.The soldier glanced at Lady Tiana."Do as I say."The soldier started beating me. He tore off my clothes, leaving me completely naked in front of everyone. He slapped my left and right cheek. Then, he kicked and punched me in the face. He banged my head repeatedly on the solid marble floor. I screamed out in pain. I cried and apologized for my harsh words towards Lady Tiana so he would stop beating me. It was so painful. The pain fills my whole body.After I was beaten, They threw my wounded body into the dungeon."Don't give her food and water for days. This moody lady must be disciplined." The lady said.I don't know how long I was held in this dungeon. Maybe five or six days? With so many wounds that went completely untreated, as well as extreme hunger an
"I want to sleep with Lady Anna tonight," Erwin said.I almost laughed. Both Erwin and I know we will not make love tonight. I was just not ready yet. I don't know why. Maybe because I am not prepared to be a mother. And Erwin did not ready to be a father either."Of course, my prince, you can be with whoever you want. Come, Hagya. Let's go back to the harem.""I hope you die with your intestines bursting and your womanhood rotting, you red-haired whore." Hagya said to me with her eyes filled with tears. Then, she ran away."No one can speak ill of Miss Anna, especially not in front of me. Madam, punish the girl. Cut out her tongue.""Oh no, Erwin... No, that's too much. One or two slaps will be enough for her. She said it out of jealousy, Erwin.""As your command, my lady."***Night after night goes. Erwin rejected all the girls sent to his chamber. I knew clearly that Erwin didn't just dislike them. He hated them. He hates this palace from the bottom of his heart. King Darril, his
"Don't be stubborn, my blood-haired lady. Do as I tell you. The antidote is only one, as is your life." Lady Tiana said."All this time, I think you just didn't like me. But now, you even try to kill me. You hate me. I don't wanna die. I want to live with my Prince Erwin. He loves me. He promises to always protect me. I'll tell him everything, and he will behead you.""Poor young lady, you didn't know Erwin really is, right? You didn't even know how to survive in this harem. I pity you.""Or are you afraid that I will outrank you? You afraid that someday I will be the main mistress since you have no prince left.""Oh, shut up, you idiot. You know nothing about Erwin yet. My youngest son is insane, indeed. He has been insane since he was born. All blonde-haired person in this palace is insane too. The Harlow Royal family are monsters, and so is your Erwin. Let me tell you a secret everyone deliberately hides so you don't run away from this palace. Prince Erwin is a murderer. He likes t
"Leave me with her," Erwin said. And instantly, his men left us alone.Erwin squeezed my breast with total lust, harder and harder. And he started kissing my neck."You want to do that?" I asked."You mean fucking? I feel like to.""Make love, Erwin. Not fuck.""Is there a difference? Make love is just a more romantic and polite alternative word to replace fuck, my pretty one. I've wanted this for so long, miss. I crave intimacy, emotionally and physically. So, let's make love tonight. I name this baby-making activity "make love" just because you like that word.""I don't want to make love with you."Erwin didn't stop squeezing my breasts even after I expressed my refusal."Why not? Don't you love me?""You caused me pain. You squeezed me so hard that my breasts felt like they would burst.""Why would I care about that?" he said. Then his hand lifted my skirt."Please don't do this here. Erwin, you're stripping me naked in front of everyone. Look, people on the balcony are looking a
"Then, why didn't you do it right away? You've already locked down the movement of my body. You could have killed me with a single slice to my neck." I said."It was because I wanted to see your terrified face before you died. I like seeing you scared, weak, helpless.""You won't get what you want then. By the way, why do you seem to hate me, sir Ester?""I did not hate you at first, lady. Lady Tiana hates you. Whatever Lady Tiana hates, I will hate it as well. And whatever she loves, I will love it as well. That's how a loyal servant serves his queen.""Sounds like the loyalty of a dog to its master.""Ah, so this is what everyone is talking about. Your tongue is as fierce as your red hair. Darling, if you have any last words, now is the time.""I have a question. Why does Lady Tiana hate me? Why does she want to kill me? Am I, not the only girl Prince Erwin can sleep with?""Because you are such a useless bitch. We asked you to seduce Prince Erwin and get pregnant with his child, bu
Lady Tiana opened the door for Anna. Behind the door, she saw Anna smiling strangely."What do you want?" asked Lady Tiana with a hint of anger."Forgive me for intruding on your leisure time, my lady. Anyway, where are your servants? Why are you the one who opens the door? It is unbecoming of a main mistress to open the door to a lowly-ranked slave like this one. And why is there only Sir Esther in your room? You are alone together as if you are plotting a rebellion." Anna said in a casual tone. However, her words ignited Lady Tiana's anger."You talk too much, Anna. That's none of your business. Just say what you want and get out of my sight.""I just want to return this," Anna said as she took an earring from her dress pleat."What is this earring? It's not mine.""Indeed it is not, my lady. I heard some girls whispering. They said Sir Esther lost his earring. I found it, and I want to return it to him. However, I heard he was in your room, so I ended up in front of your door.""Wh
As soon as the girl named Aleena was brought into Erwin's chamber, she immediately removed her clothes. To wake Erwin's lust, of course. The red dress she was wearing came off, revealing her beautiful body. She wore the red dress because she knew Erwin liked the color, similar to blood.Erwin initially wanted to say: "What are you doing in my room? Who let you in?" But he couldn't say anything because Aleena's body was so voluptuous. Not so much for sex but for something more vile."Come here, dear," said Erwin, still lying on his bed.Lady Aleena approached Erwin with great happiness. She imagined the things she would get: the privilege of being the favorite concubine, a new room, more wages, jealousy on Anna's face, and most important of all: sex with the most handsome man in the world. And so, she sat next to Erwin."What's your name, girl?""Aleena, my prince.""You are a beauty.""It is an honor to be praised by you."Erwin placed his hand on Lady Aleena's heart between her brea
At that time, Lady Gaia had died of an incurable illness after giving birth to Erwin. And Erwin had to tell Lady Tiana if he wanted to sleep with a harem girl. It wasn't very comfortable for Erwin, but his teenage desire was overwhelming."My Lady, maybe it's time I had my own harem," Erwin told Lady Tiana.At first, Erwin thought Lady Tiana would be angry with him for asking for a girl before his brother do. However, Lady Tiana was not mad at all. Instead, she smiled and patted Erwin on the shoulder."My prince is a man now. Of course, you will have your girl. However, may I know why you suddenly ask for a girl?""I saw Father make love that beautiful piano tutor, Lady Alysanne."Erwin's confession was enough to make Lady Tiana arrest and interrogate Lady Alysanne. She confessed that she had bedded the king and Prince Reyne, Lady Tiana's eldest son. Fearing that Lady Alysanne was a bad influence on her children, Lady Tiana banished Lady Alysanne from the palace. On her last day at th