"Oh dear baby, what happened? Why are you crying?" asked Prince Erwin while he wiped my tears with his thumb.
Madam Alisya had thrown me to his chamber and left me alone with him.
"Tell me, Anna, who hurt you?"
"Why should I tell you? It's none of your business. We don't know each other. You're a stranger to me," I said as I slapped his hands.
The Prince lifted my chin and forced me to look at his face.
"Dear, you are very pretty, but you are a little rude. Do you know that you can be beheaded for saying something rude like that to me?"
"I know. You can do it if you want to. Draw your sword and slit my throat. Honestly, I do not know why I had to stay alive. Life and death are the same to me. Death seems happier since I feel nothing. At least I can meet my family at paradise." I said with tears in my eyes.
The Prince picked up a dagger from his work desk. Then, he pointed the dagger at my face, right in my nose, between my eyes.
"Close your eyes." The Prince said.
I closed my eyes, preparing to feel the pain, when a dagger stabbed my head. But, Suddenly, I heard the sound of the dagger falling to the floor.
"Open your eyes." The Prince said.
I opened my eyes.
"Why didn't you kill me?" I asked.
"Your bravery has to be applauded. I didn't expect you to be so brave to face death."
"I just didn't know what to do with the rest of my life. I miss my loved ones."
The Prince then took out a small glass bottle from his work-desk drawer.
"Do you know what liquid is in this bottle?"
"I don't know, my prince."
"This clear liquid is called night-shadow water. Drinking just a drop of it can kill you in a few seconds. You'll be drowsy and die painless, as if you were asleep, feeling no misery."
"Is that the reward for my bravery?"
"Yes, but..."
The Prince placed the transparent bottle in his left hand while his right fingers hands touched my face. He stroked my hair, then my ear, my cheek, my nose, and finally, his thumb brushed my lips.
"Think about this carefully, dear. Do you know what happens to a lifeless body? It rots, bubbles up, and is eaten by worms. That will also happen to your young, pretty body. You are still very fresh and sweet, only twenty years old. Don't you want to continue your life? Don't you want to meet the love of your life? So many beautiful things and happiness that you can't miss. You're sad and sensitive now, but your sadness will disappear in a few months. You Will forget your dead family. You are too young, too beautiful to die."
"It's weird. This palace feels very familiar to me. It's as if I've walked the halls of this palace many times before. And when I set foot in here, I knew I was here only to suffer. There is an ominous aura in this palace, Erwin. I don't belong here. And I don't wanna be here."
"How do you know? Can you read the future?"
"No, I can't. It's just my gut feeling. Besides, dying now or dying tomorrow makes no difference. I know what you want from me. You want me to bear children for you. After that, you will kill me, right?"
"I love your red hair, miss. Maybe if we get to know each other better, I will be able to fall in love with you."
"But I don't want to fall in love with a man loved by so many other women."
And he laughed at what I said.
"Miss, I don't like women."
I frowned.
"So you are into men?"
He chuckled again.
"I mean, I don't like to play with women like my father. My father worshiped his concubines too much to the point of neglecting his royal duties. I will make you my true friend, my lover, my lady. Your only duties will be to listen to me, accompany me through my days, laugh at my jokes, and whatever lovers and best friend. You will be my only confidant. We don't have to have sex if you don't want to. As your reward, I will give you a safe and comfortable life in the harem. How's that? Will you be my lover?"
I shook my head. The prince looked disappointed and handed me a clear bottle filled with the night's shadowy liquid. He placed it in my left hand.
"Drink it up. I offer you my love, and you still choose death." He said.
"You promise I won't feel hurt?"
"I promise you, my dear."
I spilled the entire liquid into my mouth. With one gulp, the night shadow entered my stomach.
Prince Erwin suddenly picked me up and laid me on his bed. He then lay down right next to me.
"Tell me." He said.
"Tell you what?"
"Your true feelings."
"I am not feeling that bad. I'm happy to die painlessly while looking at your handsome face. May I tell you my final confession, master?"
He nodded
"You are such a beautiful human being. They say you are heartless, but I think, deep inside, you have a tender heart."
"Oh dear, you don't know what I did on the battlefield. They call me a demon who loves to shed human blood. What makes you assume I have a tender heart?"
"I see deep inside your eyes. You're a person with a soft heart."
"May I say my final confession too?"
I nodded
"I also feel like we've met before, Anna. I feel like you're an old lover coming back to me. I never felt like you were a stranger. Like... we used to be so close... Back then, I felt like, your red hair was once the sun in my dark world. But I can't remember who you are now."
I smiled sincerely at him.
"Goodbye, Erwin."
Then, I lost consciousness.
I woke up, but not in heaven or hell. I was in the same room where I died, in Prince Erwin's chamber."oh dear, You've slept for 13 hours." Said Prince Erwin, who was sitting at behind his work desk. He got up and walked towards me:"I am supposed to dead dont me? then why i still here" I asked."The liquid you drank last night was not poison, but medicine. It was the medicine that the pyshican used to give me so that I could sleep peacefully.""You deceived me.""Not really. I cant just let a beautiful young girl wasting her life like that.""YOU DECEIVED ME." I said again."Is that all you can say?"I stopped talking."Now it's time to have your lunch, my love." He said.Then, he brought me some food.I shook my head."Eat, please, or you'll get sick. You want me to feed you?""You eat. I'm not hungry.""Well well what can i say. If you get sick, i'll be very sad. Eat this food for me, dearest Anna.""I want to go back to my room.""Okay, Miss. When you return, please tell everyone
"You... You can't do this. I'm Prince Erwin's favorite concubine. If you touch me, the prince will be very angry with you. I'll ask him to cut off your head." I said. I was trying to defend myself. I didn't intend to threaten him.The soldier glanced at Lady Tiana."Do as I say."The soldier started beating me. He tore off my clothes, leaving me completely naked in front of everyone. He slapped my left and right cheek. Then, he kicked and punched me in the face. He banged my head repeatedly on the solid marble floor. I screamed out in pain. I cried and apologized for my harsh words towards Lady Tiana so he would stop beating me. It was so painful. The pain fills my whole body.After I was beaten, They threw my wounded body into the dungeon."Don't give her food and water for days. This moody lady must be disciplined." The lady said.I don't know how long I was held in this dungeon. Maybe five or six days? With so many wounds that went completely untreated, as well as extreme hunger an
"I want to sleep with Lady Anna tonight," Erwin said.I almost laughed. Both Erwin and I know we will not make love tonight. I was just not ready yet. I don't know why. Maybe because I am not prepared to be a mother. And Erwin did not ready to be a father either."Of course, my prince, you can be with whoever you want. Come, Hagya. Let's go back to the harem.""I hope you die with your intestines bursting and your womanhood rotting, you red-haired whore." Hagya said to me with her eyes filled with tears. Then, she ran away."No one can speak ill of Miss Anna, especially not in front of me. Madam, punish the girl. Cut out her tongue.""Oh no, Erwin... No, that's too much. One or two slaps will be enough for her. She said it out of jealousy, Erwin.""As your command, my lady."***Night after night goes. Erwin rejected all the girls sent to his chamber. I knew clearly that Erwin didn't just dislike them. He hated them. He hates this palace from the bottom of his heart. King Darril, his
"Don't be stubborn, my blood-haired lady. Do as I tell you. The antidote is only one, as is your life." Lady Tiana said."All this time, I think you just didn't like me. But now, you even try to kill me. You hate me. I don't wanna die. I want to live with my Prince Erwin. He loves me. He promises to always protect me. I'll tell him everything, and he will behead you.""Poor young lady, you didn't know Erwin really is, right? You didn't even know how to survive in this harem. I pity you.""Or are you afraid that I will outrank you? You afraid that someday I will be the main mistress since you have no prince left.""Oh, shut up, you idiot. You know nothing about Erwin yet. My youngest son is insane, indeed. He has been insane since he was born. All blonde-haired person in this palace is insane too. The Harlow Royal family are monsters, and so is your Erwin. Let me tell you a secret everyone deliberately hides so you don't run away from this palace. Prince Erwin is a murderer. He likes t
"Leave me with her," Erwin said. And instantly, his men left us alone.Erwin squeezed my breast with total lust, harder and harder. And he started kissing my neck."You want to do that?" I asked."You mean fucking? I feel like to.""Make love, Erwin. Not fuck.""Is there a difference? Make love is just a more romantic and polite alternative word to replace fuck, my pretty one. I've wanted this for so long, miss. I crave intimacy, emotionally and physically. So, let's make love tonight. I name this baby-making activity "make love" just because you like that word.""I don't want to make love with you."Erwin didn't stop squeezing my breasts even after I expressed my refusal."Why not? Don't you love me?""You caused me pain. You squeezed me so hard that my breasts felt like they would burst.""Why would I care about that?" he said. Then his hand lifted my skirt."Please don't do this here. Erwin, you're stripping me naked in front of everyone. Look, people on the balcony are looking a
"Then, why didn't you do it right away? You've already locked down the movement of my body. You could have killed me with a single slice to my neck." I said."It was because I wanted to see your terrified face before you died. I like seeing you scared, weak, helpless.""You won't get what you want then. By the way, why do you seem to hate me, sir Ester?""I did not hate you at first, lady. Lady Tiana hates you. Whatever Lady Tiana hates, I will hate it as well. And whatever she loves, I will love it as well. That's how a loyal servant serves his queen.""Sounds like the loyalty of a dog to its master.""Ah, so this is what everyone is talking about. Your tongue is as fierce as your red hair. Darling, if you have any last words, now is the time.""I have a question. Why does Lady Tiana hate me? Why does she want to kill me? Am I, not the only girl Prince Erwin can sleep with?""Because you are such a useless bitch. We asked you to seduce Prince Erwin and get pregnant with his child, bu
Lady Tiana opened the door for Anna. Behind the door, she saw Anna smiling strangely."What do you want?" asked Lady Tiana with a hint of anger."Forgive me for intruding on your leisure time, my lady. Anyway, where are your servants? Why are you the one who opens the door? It is unbecoming of a main mistress to open the door to a lowly-ranked slave like this one. And why is there only Sir Esther in your room? You are alone together as if you are plotting a rebellion." Anna said in a casual tone. However, her words ignited Lady Tiana's anger."You talk too much, Anna. That's none of your business. Just say what you want and get out of my sight.""I just want to return this," Anna said as she took an earring from her dress pleat."What is this earring? It's not mine.""Indeed it is not, my lady. I heard some girls whispering. They said Sir Esther lost his earring. I found it, and I want to return it to him. However, I heard he was in your room, so I ended up in front of your door.""Wh
As soon as the girl named Aleena was brought into Erwin's chamber, she immediately removed her clothes. To wake Erwin's lust, of course. The red dress she was wearing came off, revealing her beautiful body. She wore the red dress because she knew Erwin liked the color, similar to blood.Erwin initially wanted to say: "What are you doing in my room? Who let you in?" But he couldn't say anything because Aleena's body was so voluptuous. Not so much for sex but for something more vile."Come here, dear," said Erwin, still lying on his bed.Lady Aleena approached Erwin with great happiness. She imagined the things she would get: the privilege of being the favorite concubine, a new room, more wages, jealousy on Anna's face, and most important of all: sex with the most handsome man in the world. And so, she sat next to Erwin."What's your name, girl?""Aleena, my prince.""You are a beauty.""It is an honor to be praised by you."Erwin placed his hand on Lady Aleena's heart between her brea