LOGINBRIELLA.
Morning came far too early.
I was tired as hell because my body had been too keyed-up for any type of good rest last night. It had taken forever to actually fall asleep after I got back from Tala's run—too long spent replaying what happened at the lake. The peacefulness. The shadows.
But most of all, it was him.
A familiar set of brown eyes had appeared in my dreams, holding me captive even when he did nothing in particular. And that was the real problem. Something inside of me was still shaken, still restless, still hung up on him.
The blaring of an alarm clock shattered the half-asleep state I’d been in. It was silenced after two half-hearted attempts but didn’t end up as a casualty of war this time.
Silver linings and all.
A deep groan left my lips before I dragged myself out of bed and into motion. Autopilot was always a useful setting that got my ass up and going.
Dressing up had never really been my thing, never finding the importance of it. As long as I had clothes on, I was good to go. My jeans were worn, but comfortable. The graphic tee that I chose had been one of my prized possessions for years. It had some of my favorite quotes scrawled across the front.
I couldn’t help but grimace at the reflection that I caught in the mirror. There were dark circles underneath my blue eyes that looked duller than usual. Leaving my curly brown hair down seemed like the best distraction I could come up with. Hopefully, nobody would notice how tired I looked if it framed my face just right.
The cold Autumn air greeted me the moment that I stepped outside. The warm jacket that I grabbed blocked out the cold, which was good because there looked like there was a storm on the horizon. It wasn’t uncommon this time of year. I shoved my hands into my jacket pockets and started walking. It was a damn good thing that the school wasn’t too far away. Ten minutes later, I reached the busy parking lot. Music was already pouring out of the rolled-down windows as people socialized with each other.
“Boo!” Cassie’s voice took me by surprise.
She stood there, looking as flawless as ever. Her perfectly styled blonde hair didn’t have a single hair out-of-place even though it was still so early in the morning. Her signature smile curled on ruby-red lips.
I gasped, pretending to be startled.
Cassie laughed at my lame attempt and was completely unbothered. We were cousins on our mother’s side. Between her and her twin brother, Damon, they were the only cousins I had. And really, the only family that mattered.
She was the opposite of me. I preferred quiet, whereas she was born for attention. Not in a bad way, though. I could easily imagine her as a leader, as someone who made a difference in this world. Still, she never treated me like an afterthought. If anything, it was her mission to make sure that I experienced life instead of it just rushing by me.
“Wow. What kind of night did you have? Must’ve been fun.”
“If by that you mean not really sleeping, then sure,” I deadpanned, slinging my backpack higher up my shoulder.
She grinned, clearly not buying it. Cassie was from a long line of trackers, so she could easily sniff out a secret faster than most could. The look in her eyes warned me she was about to figure out what went on, but thankfully I was saved from that by a very recognizable whine.
Cassie groaned under her breath. “And the beast awakens.”
Sure enough, Marcia was standing in the normal morning spot at the end of the hallway. Perfect hair, perfect clothes, perfect smile. All of it was meticulously crafted to ensure that every eye was on her. If only she also had the perfect personality or at least a tolerable one. The normal followers clustered around her, laughing at whatever she said. Knowing her, it wasn’t even funny. That group was the A-listers, this school’s self-proclaimed royalty.
I heard his low chuckle before I saw him.
Marcia's manicured hands looped around Ryder's arm, her body angled into his like she owned him. My stomach dropped. His laugh was for her. It made my chest ache in a way I couldn't afford to feel.
I looked away, suddenly very interested in the contents of my bag.
Cassie side-eyed me and sighed. “You’ve really need to stop torturing yourself.”
I forced a tight smile. “Yeah. Working on it.”
But the truth was, I wasn’t. Not even close.
“Working on what?” Damon asked, surprising us both.
“Girly shit,” Cassie told him, flipping her hair over her shoulder.
That was one thing that I loved about her. She’d never betray my secrets. It wasn’t even one that I’d intentionally shared with her or anything. She’d figured it out all on her own.
Damon snorted but didn’t press. That was one of his best qualities. He never dug where he wasn’t wanted. He allowed others to open up to him instead of demanding it.
Cassie and I walked together while she chatted, and I attempted to focus on anything other than brown eyes and Marcia’s smug little grin. The classroom was already filling up when we slipped into our seats towards the back. There was a lot of excitement surrounding the upcoming football game, which I blocked out. Sports weren’t really my thing.
Mrs. Clover called for everyone’s attention. “Alright everyone! This next assignment is worth forty-five percent of your grade as part of your college-prep track and will be done in pairs.”
I exhaled quietly and prayed to the Goddess that Cassie’s name would come after mine. At least then I knew that we’d get it done right. Sadly, luck had never really been on my side.
“Evan and Marcia.”
A strand of glossy hair twirled around Marcia’s finger, who was clearly pleased with her partner. Not surprising because she knew that he’d carry the load for her. Evan was in line for Salutatorian this year.
It was wishful thinking that I had somehow slipped by the roll unnoticed.
“Briella Hart.”
Instantly, a few heads turned. Before she could say the name of my partner, Marcia’s voice cut through the room.
“Oh, come on,” she said, feigning a pout. “Do you really need to bother, Mrs. Clover? Nobody would be caught dead partnering with her.”
The class erupted in laughter, making my cheeks burn.
Before I could even think to defend myself, Cassie was on her feet.
“Funny,” she said loudly enough for everyone to hear, “I was just thinking the same thing about your personality. I doubt anyone would be caught dead partnering with that unless forced to. Oh, oops.”
The laughter this time was different. Sharper, delighted, and aimed right back at Marcia. It was her turn for color to flood her cheeks.
Oh, how the tables had turned.
Cassie’s signature hair toss was perfectly timed as she shot me a wink and sat back down in her seat as if she owned the room.
“Problem solved,” she whispered, making me bite back a laugh.
I was so damn thankful for her. Cassie always knew exactly how to draw blood without ever lifting a finger. And honestly? I was a little in awe of her for it.
We spent the rest of the class working on our project while all some people could talk about was the Full Moon Festival that was happening this weekend. It was one of the biggest events of the year that had begun to honor those who came before us, who made this pack into what it was by blood and loyalty. Most people went all out for the formal event. It wasn’t just a casual gathering or anything. For some, it was about hope. For others, legacy. It was about belonging.
There was a part deep inside me that whispered something about this year that would change everything.
RYDER.I dragged my forearm across my lips so hard that my lips burned, like I could make the last five fucking minutes come off my skin. Pissed didn’t even come close. Marcia had forced her mouth onto mine, and all I could think about was Briella. For all I knew, the bond had given her a front-row seat to every second of it and she was out there somewhere right now taking it as proof that I am indeed the piece of shit she already knew I was.I didn't wait around to see if Marcia had anything else stupid to say. I turned my back on her and headed straight for Cassie's house.The entire way there, I rehearsed a dozen different versions of what I could say, and every single one sounded like complete shit.‘Hey, sorry my former bad decision ambushed me with her tongue. Think your best friend still wants anything to do with me?’Yeah. Fucking flawless. Nothing screamed, trust me, quite like showing up with that explanation.I was still trying to come up with something that didn’t make me s
BRIELLA. It didn't take long for me to decide on my path forward. I had already decided to leave the pack before Junie talked to me. If anything, it just helped solidify my choice.'What about Ryder?' Tala asked me.My wolf was torn between wanting her mate and realizing the danger that Alpha Parker posed. Junie hadn't said it outright, but our gut knew that we were right about him.'You heard what I did,' I told her.My wolf sighed and shook her head. 'Yes, I did. Maybe there was more to it than what we heard. We didn't exactly give him a chance to explain or anything.'I thought about it for a moment and had to concede that she was right.'We have to get somewhere safe first. Then we can reach out to him. But we have to be careful.'Junie was outside, watering the plants when I went in search of her. The look in her eyes when she saw me made me think that she already knew my answer."You're leaving," she said. It wasn't a question."I have to." My voice came out steadier than I felt
BRIELLA.Junie didn't respond immediately. She folded dishcloth slowly, as though she needed a moment to collect her thoughts."Come sit with me. This isn't the type of talk you want to have while standing up."My stomach twisted, but I followed her to the small kitchen table. Junie lowered herself into the chair across from me."I have to tell you something about myself first. Before I say anything else.""Okay." The word came out smaller than I intended, unsure of where she was going with this."I'm a seer."The words settled heavily over the kitchen. I'd heard the term before from old stories Aunt Dee used to tell, the kind meant to explain things that had no simple explanations. I'd always assumed seers as just legends or something."I thought seers were extinct…”"Most people think that." A faint, humorless smile touched her mouth. "It's safer that way. For us, and for the people we love.""Safer how?"She was quiet for a long moment, her gaze drifting toward the woods beyond the
BRIELLA.My eyelids felt impossibly heavy when I finally managed to pry them open. For several long moments, I simply lay there, staring at the cream-colored ceiling overhead while my mind struggled to catch up with reality.I blinked, my gaze drifting around the room came into focus. Cream walls. A white dresser polished to a shine. A rocking chair by the window with a half-finished quilt draped over its back like someone had just stepped away mid-stitch.Family photographs lined the shelves, smiling faces a painful reminder that this wasn't home.I winced as everything came flooding back.The amazing night with Ryder. Overhearing what he had said to his friend. His words sliced through me again, reminding me how foolish I'd been to believe he'd choose me. Some might call my decision to leave dramatic, even reckless. Frankly, I didn't give a fuck what anyone thought.I was driving away from the pack when a white-hot agony exploded through my chest. Like someone reached inside me and w
RYDER. My breath caught. It was unusual for a pack member to block out their Alpha. The hierarchy was woven into our DNA, woven into our very instincts, making our voices nearly impossible to ignore through the mindlink. Blocking an Alpha, or a future Alpha in my case, required exceptional mental discipline. Control that most wolves never achieved.But Briella had done it effortlessly. I shouldn't be surprised though. I reached for the mate bond, but I once again felt a wall.Fucking hell! This was a mess.I tore my phone from my pocket, hope surging through me. One call. That's all I needed. One conversation to make her understand.My thumb hovered over my contacts. The hope shattered.I never asked for her number. The realization landed like a punch to the gut. I'd been so consumed with finding my mate, with memorizing every curve of her body, every sound she made when she experienced pleasure, that I'd never thought of asking for one thing that would've let me tell her how terribly
RYDER."What caused the delay?"Dad's voice was calm, controlled, that same measured tone he'd wielded my entire life. The voice of treaty negotiations and Alpha lessons. The one that never revealed weakness.The scrape of a chair against hardwood made my pulse spike. I did my best to control myself as I eavesdropped. It wasn’t like I did this all the time or anything."We had to source this batch from farther away than normal." Alpha Tyrion's response came carefully, each word chosen with precision."Why?""There have been reports about missing…products."The hesitation before that last word sliced through the air like a blade, catching my attention immediately. They weren't discussing medical supplies. Not food shipments. Nothing one would ordinarily consider products that packs received.'Something's wrong,' Axel murmured in my mind, his presence coiling tight with unease.Dad didn't respond immediately. I could picture him perfectly—leaning back in that leather chair, fingers steep
BRIELLA.The world had a way of reminding me I was nothing. That I didn’t exist. That was what the world had beaten into me over the years.My family.My pack.They whispered and mocked me, always finding different ways to tear me down. They were creative. I had to give them that. But I survived be
RYDER.I watched Briella from my spot without her even realizing it. I wasn't certain how she hadn't picked up on my scent yet, but I took it as a temporary blessing because it gave me a minute to think, to consider everything.This turn of events was entirely unexpected and fucking impossible to w
BRIELLA.“Okay. Final verdict time!”Cassie turned towards me with one hand on her hip and the other fanning herself.“Hot enough to make Damon threaten every male within a five-mile radius?”I couldn’t help but laugh. “You’ve definitely achieved that goal.”Her lips curled in a wide grin. Then her
BRIELLA.My cousin had been on a one-woman mission all week, and I was her primary target. She was determined to execute a full-blown shopping trip that'd most likely include sparkles, sequins, makeup, and other torture devices designed specifically to make me squirm. Why? The Full Moon Festival, o







