LOGINI was a child who was born in a vocational school's toilet. To my mom, I was a stain in her life that she was given birth to after having her cherry popped by a delinquent when she was still young. I knew that Mom had been trying to kill me. Unfortunately, she hadn't succeeded so far. The first time she tried to get rid of me was when she decided to give birth to me in the toilet. It was a cold, winter month, yet she didn't give me anything warm to wear. The second time she attempted murder was when she got into grad school, which was based in the north. No one was around to take care of me, so she turned on the gas while holding me in her arms and clutching her train ticket. The third and last time happened when Mom was about to marry the man she loved. On the night before her wedding, she had tears streaming down her cheeks as she told me, "You're nothing but a burden. You ruined my life! "Do you know that I can only forget about all the pain and suffering you caused me after you die? Only then can I start a brand new chapter in my life!" I wiped Mom's tears off her face with my tiny hand. So, her wish was for me to die. On my birthday, my fever hit 104 degrees Fahrenheit. That was when I finally received the first slice of birthday cake in my entire life. I didn't have the heart to eat it, so I made my wish solemnly. "I hope that I will die soon." I heard that birthday wishes often came true. That way, Mom would be very happy.
View MoreI stayed by Mom's side in the days that followed. I watched as the doctors removed all the machines from my body and pushed me into the morgue. Then, they put me into a car bound for the funeral parlor, until I finally ended up in a small casket.The verdict for Ben's appeal was announced. The intentional homicide charge was dropped, but he was still sentenced to many years in prison.I figured that at least Mom wouldn't be afraid anymore. He would never be able to threaten her again.Mom often came to visit my grave. Right next to me were the headstones for Grandpa and Grandma. The three of us were lined up side by side.Mom talked to us all the time. Sometimes, she would say that there were so many things in this life she regretted."Mom, Dad, if I'd confessed everything to you earlier, would you still have died of a heart attack after suddenly getting that call?"If I'd told Logan earlier that Zero was actually my son and hadn't forced him to move into the school dorm, would h
Mom said the day I was born was the coldest day of winter. Her bulky coat hid her belly, so no one even realized she was pregnant.After giving birth to me in the dorm bathroom, she left me lying on the icy tile floor. She told herself not to think about anything. She just needed to go back to bed and sleep. By the time she woke up, I would already be frozen to death.She could quietly get rid of me then, and no one would ever find out her secret.I listened in silence. I knew this story. Mom had told me before that she never expected me to cry that loudly. My crying had woken up all her dormmates in the middle of the night."Actually, that night, I regretted it pretty quickly. I grabbed my coat and went back to the bathroom. Back then, Zero's body was already turning blue. His breathing was weaker than anything I'd ever heard. I picked him up, held him close, and nursed him… Only then did his body start to warm up, and he finally cried out."I felt like I'd been nailed down. I co
Ben's expression grew increasingly smug as he went on. He claimed that the day he kidnapped me, he was only after money. All his threats were just to scare us. There was no way he really meant to kill me. If I died, who would he extort money from?"You hate that brat Zero so much that you must've been wishing for him to drop dead for years, right? Damn it! Serena Camden, you're the one who put him up to it! You told him to throw himself onto the knife so you could frame me for it! You're downright venomous!"Mom's eyes reddened, and her shoulders began to tremble uncontrollably. Countless questioning gazes turned toward her.Compared to Ben's ranting, the evidence his lawyer presented was much more solid and convincing.The first incident was when Mom tried to abandon me as a newborn in the bathroom so I would freeze to death. The second was when she'd turned on the gas in our old house after she'd gotten into grad school. The third was right before her wedding, when she'd bought b
The next day, Mom bought a huge cake. She carefully stuck the candles in."Zero, can you wake up, please? If you wake up, I'll celebrate your birthday with you!" she said hopefully.I stared at the beautiful cake, feeling like I could smell the cream. I really wanted a bite. I'd only gotten two chances in my life to have a birthday cake, and in the end, I never got to eat a slice from either of them.After setting the cake beside the hospital bed, Mom stared at the monitor, not daring to blink. The wavy line on the screen didn't change at all.Her face soon fell, but she forced a smile. "So, the cake isn't what you want? That's okay. I'll bring you something else."The next day, she brought a toy car. "I remember last year, for Ashton's birthday, we bought this remote-control car at the mall. You were staring right at it then. You must've wanted one, too, right?"I shook my head. Too bad she couldn't see it.I wasn't looking at the toy car. I was looking at Mom, who was smiling


















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