chapter 3

Hailey

/ Four months ago /

"Tell me again what are we doing here?" I asked hesitantly tugging the hem of my dress so it covered almost 'till my knees. I was fine with what I was wearing half an hour ago, when I was casually hanging on Vickie's room, but now looking at the underwear some girls had the nerve to call skirts I get insecure.

I was completely out of my comfort zone, in the middle of the dancing, drunk crowd. Don't get me wrong, I like parties, but more like chill ones. With music, friends and maybe some drinks. But this looked like one of those sin cities God get rid of on the Bible. The music was way too loud, the air smell funny, and I swear if I hadn't already seen five couples having dry sex on the dance floor I'd seen none.

"I'd told you." Vickie pulled me along with her, not comfortable either. "Bear will pay for my poor garden."

Bear and Vickie had the most complicated relationship I've ever witnessed. They'd been neighbours forever and I believe at some point they were friends -as much as the redhead struggles to deny it-, but ever since we entered middle school their dislike towards one another only keep raising and raising... Vickie is such a calm soul and could have endured it on her own, but Bear happens to be much more vocal on his thoughts and never waste a chance to pull her down. His position as one of the football stars didn't exactly made those nasty remarks go unnoticed. From her clothes, to her taste of liking, to her weight... Yeah, Bear keeps calling Vickie fat, even had created the nick Fatoria, and I'm afraid she would start believing his nonsense if it didn't stop.

Either way, back to the topic, today I was supposed to stay at Vickie's for a sleepover since her parents aren't home, but Bear happened to decide he wanted to throw a massive, wild party. Worst of it all? The backyard where his and Vickie's garden met had become a dumping site of vomit and other disgusting substances. Casually landing most of it on my friend's part.

She had enough of his bullshit and decided to fight back. How? Well, rumor has it that the captain has drugs on his parties, and Mrs Glennson, our redactor, had promised the front page if we gave her a decent-juicy report before the course end, since we were kinda lacking on dramas. Vickie decided to kill two birds with one shot.

"But think it through." I whined, appealing to her compassion over the football player. "Does a front page worth ruining his reputation? They're about to have the final and it could be murderous for his football career if it's known..."

My friend pulled her red curls out her face and gave me an are-you-serious-look.

"Reputation?" she laughed. "Take a deep breath, Hails." I scowled at the weird request, but do as she said. "Don't you smell that?" What? The funny thing? I nodded and she sighed. "You think this is the usual scent in here?" I shook my head and she looked exasperated at me, almost pleading. "You really don't get where I'm going with this?"

"You- oh. Oh!" my cheeks flamed when I realized it. That smell is the drug. Or the consequences? I really don't know. "Okay."

"So I'm just gonna take a few pictures and maybe we could find Bear for a brief interview." she smiled maliciously. "He might get a punishment and an advise, but don't worry for him. He's the team's star. They can't kick him out nor anything, so just go."

We get to the corner of the room, finally out that tide of moving bodies; but my relief was cut short by the sudden feeling of being trapped. Great. That's why I don't come to these kind of events.

"Taylor will kill us when she came back." I shouted to Vickie's ear over the music and she sent me a quick hesitant smile.

Taylor was our other best friend, and she, unlike us, is really into this kinda stuff; but never gets to convince us to attend these parties. She was on a weekend trip with her boyfriend, Kevin. He'd come two years ago from South Korea and the explosive personality of Taylor got his attention practically from minute one. That and the fact that she's almost the only person in Roosevelt High, shorter than him. They are lovely, and tomorrow would be their anniversary.

And after that she'd kill us.

Someone offered us red glassed with a suspicious substance inside, but since I now knew what was it that I was smelling I refuse to let someone tapped me. Luckily, Vickie was reasonable as well, and began making photos. I just hoped she was quick so we could get the hell out there.

I worked on the Roosevelt Daily as well, but Vickie was the one in charge of the gossip section. My article this week was about the new painted wall and how did the bright color affected students' attention. Charming, I know, but I needed those credits if I wanted to get into Brown, so I'm not complaining.

Then I spotted him, like a sign. The crowd parted and several feet from there he was: Justin Ames. My breath got caught at his sight, as always and when his blue, mesmerizing orbs found mine; I felt heat rushing up my cheeks.

He's sooo perfect...

I had to admit, I got this big crush on him ever since we got paired in ninth grade to do some project. But there was just a tiny, little problem...

Karen.

Always Karen.

You think that I should have learnt my lesson by now, especially after last week's fiasco, but I seemed to forget every time he smiles. Like he was doing right now. Staring right at me, his dimples showing and making my guts curled.

"Earth to Hailey." my attention was snapped back at Vickie, who was now eying me that way I hated. Both her and Taylor'd been super bitchy about our interactions. Not that I blame them, after all they'd also been who supported me when he left me a sobbing, heartbreak mess... but still...

"Yeah?"

"Forget it."

"Forget what?" I wondered innocently but one look and I knew she saw right through my act.

"Just... help me get some pictures. Okay? And we'll beat it." she sighed, clearly wanting to say more; but hating causing a scene just as much as I did.

"Fine." and pulled out my own phone, doing as was told, but then I felt a warm hand over my shoulder and heart fluttered immediately.

"'Sup, Hails." I looked up and blushed hard at Justin's piercing gaze and body heat due to our near position. He's so close... and damn, smell amazing. He gave me a quick once over and my whole skin burned. ""You look great."

I blushed profusely, and stuttered: "Thanks."

"Didn't know these parties where kinda your things?"

"I... mh, I'm just here to... you know-" stupid words! With our last encounter still too fresh, they seemed to enjoy dancing around my mind avoiding to from a proper sentence and his deep blue eyes didn't actually help. "Pictures?"

Justin's brows rose, looking down at my phone and I felt like face slapping myself. Way to play it cool, Hailey. Didn't sound creepy at all, really smooth. Lucky me, Vickie came to the rescue.

"We're doing some research." she snapped bitterly and he frowned taken aback. "Now let her work."

Okay, maybe it wasn't so 'lucky me' after all. I glared at her and gave Justin an apologetic smile which he returned not long after, recovering from the shock on Vickie rudeness. But before I could muster an apology -or at least try- another person joined our group.

"Where were you, babe? I was looking for you."

Ladies and gentleman, my worst nightmare: Karen DiMarco. And no, she'd not my nightmare because she's mean, or rude, or fed on my misery as some cliché bully. She's my nightmare because she's the girl I'd never be. The determinate, strong, beautiful captain of the softball team, aka Justin's long time girlfriend.

The fact that I couldn't but adore her as one of the Roosevelt's sweethearts only made me feel even worst for crushing over her boyfriend.

And for those accidents that happened along the past months...

Okay, in my defense, it only happened a couple times and I never started them. But when Justin and I get paired for History things developed as you usually dream with your crush... excepting the fact the he was already taken.

The first time was an accident - I blamed it on the undeniable chemistry between us- but the second, earlier last week, he told me he'd break up with her but in the end he never did. At times I hated feeling like he'd manipulated me, but then I see his beautiful eyes and dimples and forget all the common sense again.

I believed Karen sensed something was wrong because even tho I'd keep my distance for the past days, licking my wounds, she gets overprotective when we were within less than ten feet.

As I said, I couldn't blame her; but it hurt to see her now so casually hugging his waist as they fit like they were made for it.

For some crazy, stupid reason, I couldn't get over Justin, and the fact that he kept encouraging me didn't help. Maybe he did want to break up with Karen? Maybe he didn't have the chance to?

"Chill, baby." the boy caressed her shoulder sensually and my heart ached at the tender gesture and the sweet nick I'd also heard him calling me. "We're just hanging around, catching up, right?"

But the tall brunette didn't buy it and pursed her fulled lips. "Just hanging around, uh?" her gaze inspected me curiously and something hardened behind her hazel orbs. Without much of a word she turned to face Justin, cupped his jaw and pulled him down to meet her lips in a passionate kiss.

I gasped in horror, but thank god the loud music covered it. It shouldn't surprise me, they were the couple after all, but somehow it did. And it hurt like hell. My heart shattered into million pieces as they kept going, completely forgetting I was even there.

How could Justin be flirting with me one second and forcefully making out with Karen the next? How could he keep leading me on if he never meant to break up with her in the first place?

But it was my fault. All of it. I was the one pinning after a taken guy.