Hailey
"I'm late, I'm late, I'm late. Sorry! I'm late-" I kept apologizing as I made my way -fast way- down the mall towards the street. People glared at me as I passed them, but I couldn't help it, I was LATE. Well, you may think I could have helped it by not being late, right? It isn't that easy. This morning I got a call from Sophia, the owner of the ice-cream shop where I work three afternoons per week and one day of the weekend. Apparently her daughter got appendicitis over the night and needed someone on the shop at noon until her sister made it here and I could leave. The joke? She was late, so now I was late. And considering how rude I was to Nate yesterday me being late would be unforgivable and might cost me the whole interview. Gawking I halted the moment I reached the front doors, glaring hard at the aggressive rain pouring mercilessly. Damn! When did a sunny day turned into this? I didn't even have an umbrella with me! For no having, I hadn't even picked up my jacket due to the beautiful summer day we were having earlier. The bell tower not so far from the mall began gonging. It was already 4 pm. Forgetting about the rain, I jumped in the street, determined to reach Barner's in time. And I did. The bar was just a couple of minutes from there and running like I was I made it even quicker. But not everything was good, no. I'd caught every freaking single drop. Each one of them. Attached to my attire, hair... I entered Barner's panting like a mad woman and looking like one. Some people glanced at me weirdly at my arrival and to my mortification they were some Roosevelt's student. Just great. Struggling to keep my blush down I looked around for Nate, but instead my eyes met with some known blue ones. My heart immediately raced at his sight and in return he frowned, clearly confused with my appearance and excused from his friends making his way here. Here! Nooo! Why do I always have to make a fool out of myself?! Pretending I hadn't seen him, I neared the closest stool and pulled my drenched bag on it. Luckily it was waterproof so my belonging were safe, but I couldn't say the same about the rest of me. From the corner of my eye I kept seeing him getting closer and closer and I inwardly threw a tantrum. Why me? "Hailey?" Fighting against my urge to keep panting, I pretended to have a normal breathing pace, turning baffled -as if I just saw him there. "Justin! Hey." He sent me a brief smile, but his eyes slid down my form as he took in how was I dripping, leaving a small pool at my feet. I could almost sense the manager's glare on me. My cheeks burned. "Is... Is everything okay?" So cute. But it only made me blush harder. "Yeah, sure, why would you say that?" my voice too high to pretend nonchalance but still I tried. Freaking idiot. "Well..." he bit his lip nervously and pointed at me and only then I dared to follow his gesture... regretting it immediately, of course. My clothes were all soaked and attached to my body, the bra quite evident through the light shirt. Horrified and utterly embarrassed, very aware of how exposed I was right now -especially in front of Justin- , I tried to peel the cloth from my skin. "Um, I... just-" my face burned and I covered myself as well as I could. At least Justin had the decency to look away, but I still feel every other pair of eyes on me and a faint giggle poorly muffled. I'm sure Karen would never have found herself in such a humiliating situation. "Here you go." the new voice came along with the sudden warm of a thick cloth over my shoulder, startling me; but effectively cutting part of my cold inside and the suffocating feeling of vulnerability. To my utter surprise, it was Nate that stood there, a hundred watt grin spread on his lips. Several drops where tangled in his dark mane, but not even close to how drenched mine was. "Got caught up in the rain as well?" Such a nice gesture took me completely out of guard. Him? Being nice? To me? It felt too weird to be true after everything and my pride was yelling at me to pry that cloth off my body and throw it at him. If it wasn't so cold, or if my clothes only weren't transparent by now; I would have. But the thing is that... they were. And he'd been the only person who decided to hand me his jacket when I once again made a fool out of myself. So hesitantly I slid properly on the garment, absorbing the lovely heat coming from it and wrapping myself in it since it was large. Even larger than Matt's since the current quarterback was a couple inches taller. But comfortable and comforting. I immediately felt better and sighed. "Thank you." His eyes examined me and one of the corners of his mouth curved. "Now is when I tell you that how sexy you look?" I blushed to the tip of my ears and made a face. Ladies and gentleman, Nate Herond. "I'd rather you say nothing." Justin cleared his throat, mortifying me further since I'd almost forgotten he was there as well. "So... wanna hang out with a us a bit?" I didn't need to look to know the glare Karen was for sure giving me, and I knew from past expirience that Justin being this sweet would only lead me to more pain, but my heart couldn't help but fluttered at the proposition. I shook my head, motioning towards the quarterback and myself. "We got work to do." "Work?" "Work." Nate responded before I could and to my utter infuriation took my wrist, my bag with his other hand, and pulled me towards one of the free booths. "If you excuse us." He let go as soon as we reached it and I glared down at him as the guy sat carelessly, leaning backwards like he owned the place and didn't have a worry in the world. Which was probably right. "That was extremely rude." I complained, sitting as well; but my eyes diverted towards where Justin's form was retrieving to his table and sighed, pulling my hair up to tie it with the elastic in my wrist. "Not like I expected anything else." His relaxed facade fell for a second, jaw clenching. "What is that supposed to mean?" "Oh, I don't know." I shrugged one shoulder, taking out my stuff as sarcasm drifted from my tone. "I apologized." he snarled in disbelief, like I was the deranged one for not getting over it. True, he did apologize. One hangover text the morning after saying, literally, 'Im srry'. Sue me for not taking it seriously. I did what every rational person would have done in my situation: I blocked him from all my accounts. I couldn't say he was very touched by this since that was the one and only time he did try to contact me. So no, I didn't buy his shit. Instead I felt my teeth gritting with rage and forced my arms crossed so hey won't see the white knuckles from forcefully fisting my hands. "Okay." I opened the notebook over the coffee table as the waitress came to take our orders, ignoring the glare he was giving me. I mean, after everything, if someone had the right to be mad at someone that for sure wasn't him. "Look, I've thought about this interview. Usually Logan would direct it towards your matches, but since Mrs Glennson handed it to me, I was thinking of doing it under a different angle." I bit my lip, letting him take in what I was saying. He frowned unsure. "Like what?" "Well... I would like to focus it more on what you like about football and what it means to you." "Wouldn't it be too personal?" I cleared my throat, tapping the notebook with the end of my pencil, nervously. "Isn't that the whole point in the interview? I mean, everyone knows you're good at it and how many wins you've achieved, but what is unknown is what motives you." "Motives?" he tasted the word like he was unsure how to feel about it. "I didn't know I was supposed to have motives..." "Well," I lifted one unstable shoulder, keeping my unease at bay. "You're not supposed to, but there's always a reason why you started, right?" "I don't know..." his lips pursed and I had to remind myself I don't find him attractive. "What are your brother's?" he suddenly asked, snapping me out my stupidity. "Matt's?" he nodded and I shrugged. "Uh, I guess in his case it was like a second nature, you know? He practically was born attached to a ball. I guess playing let him be who he really was." I shook my head, talking about him made me nostalgic; but Nate still looked unsure so I needed to convince him. I couldn't show any skills in an interview asking how many matches he'd nailed. No, I had to dig deeper. And I need Nate to be on my side. "Everyone knows football was like breathing for him and they respected that." I proceed easily. Nate hummed, looking oddly interested as his fingers tapped the table cloth. A distracted smile played on his lips. "You really miss him, uh?" Miss? I missed him so damn much ever since he left for college that it felt almost like a lost. Yet there was no way I was telling him that, so instead I cleared my throat, shifting in my spot and redirecting the topic: "Yeah, so, you see. If they know you a little closer too, they could relate as well. It would made you look more deep, and focused, and if it has a great reception you can even used it for your applications and-" "What?" his eyes lighted, sparkling with interest. "It could help me with the application?""Hailey," he whined leaning forward almost instinctively, as if he couldn't help it and in awe I realized I was doing exactly the same. "I love you." he breathed against my lips and my lids fell, making me inched even closer. "But I can't rely my well-being only on you. It won't be fair for neither of us. There's a lot of things I need to figure out on my own, that I need to fix. And I need to do this by myself.""B-but t-this doesn't have to be a goodbye." I muttered resting my forehead against his. "Even with the distance, with the fight... I'm sorry. I am. And if you say nothing's happened with Trish, I believe you. We can still make this work...""Hailey." he sighed through his nose, his head tilting so our breaths mixed and it all felt all the more painful. It was as if he was slipping away when he was right there. Close enough to touch but impossible to keep. He was leaving me behind. Way behind. Where I couldn't reach him. "I don't want to hurt you. Trust me, that's the last th
He let out a disbelief chuckle, dry and humorless. "Is that the only thing important for you? Maybe there's a major reason for me to need to use her place."My guts did a complicated turn. "Yeah, but you won't tell me. I won't keep prying in stuff that clearly upsets you and bring us to fight more, so I focus on the part where I still have a say on... or at least have the right to comment." I finally slid off my ankle boots and met his eyes again, fueled with this bubbling anger as I keep hearing Trish's voice and reliving what I'd felt this morning. "You were with her. Every time we have some problem you run back to her.""That's not true.""It is. She still wants something with you, she's made it pretty clear and you keep going back to her." his eyes darkened at each word passing my lips, but they were true and speaking them out loud only seemed to make them more real. Along with my unease and anger. "And it's completely unfair because you're extremely possessive over me with any gu
HaileyI left Vickie's house after mid-afternoon, not finding more excuses to occupy my mind in things other than the huge mess with Nate. And also, I got a day full of other headaches either way so I didn't have time to overthink it. For starters, I had to go recognize Ryan, and that alone was nerve-cracking and stressful, but also in school people were all talking about the same two things: Kimmy fainting and Vickie's photoshopped pics.What an awful mess. The redhead didn't want to show up at school and convinced her parents to stay in the day. Olly and Bear had been suspended for yesterday's fight and Bear with a plus for distributing the horrible photoshopped picture. They were considering expelling him if there were any prove he was indeed the one spreading it. Shame the account that did was a fake one.But it was a matter of time, I was sure. Then Vickie would be able to forget about this and his vicious ways of getting her attention. Then the only problem would be them being n
"This... Look, she's been calling since we fight, but I was mad and had my phone turned off, but this morning she called and..." I couldn't continue, it was as if the words refused to voice it. Fuck, why so guilty. Why? I hadn't actually done anything."Nate." Kimberly huffed unimpressed when I failed to proceed, even with her weak tone I sense the disapproval. "What on earth did you tell her?""Nothing.""Well, knowing how sensible Gracie is that 'nothing' might as well scar her.""Nothing, okay! Just..." I was feeling too altered to remain sitting so I stood, anxiously pacing in the white, clean room. "Trish took her call this morning and now she's the one avoiding me.""What?" even in her feeble state her disbelief was like a slap. "Are you stupid? What were you doing with the stuck-up bitch?"Where else? "I got nowhere to go." but it disappointed her and my already poking guilt shifted to a whole new level as Kimmy frowned."I'm sure that's not true. And now Gracie has to face the
It was about time to accept that yesterday happened. As shitty as it was, it was. Everything on it. And now that the first shock and betrayal feeling I was able to go through everything again and nothing made sense.Maybe it was about time to stop this stupid childish lock out and talk to Hailey? Let her explain? I was still mad but I haven't talked to her since yesterday and now that my initial emotions were settling a little I couldn't stand the memory of her crying.And it was Hailey. I knew her. She must have had a reason not to tell me, as much as it hurt the lie.I slid on the jacket and picked up the phone, from the table. Had I left it there? Whatever. Yet the second red flag fluttered when I unlocked the screen, halting me in my tracks. "Trish.""Yeah?" she hummed cutting her apple in pieces, oblivious at all the emotions suddenly roaming aggressively in my chest, unsure yet of which one stood out from the others."Have you taken one of my calls?""Mhm? Oh yeah. Gracie called
"Okay." she chuckled as I sat back in my spot, more cheerful now at the perspective of seeing Kimberly.I asked for them to keep me updated, but it shouldn't have surprised me when I got no notification. It hurt, but a part of me understood both Seth and Nate got more immediate things to worry about than to keep me up about it too.The mere reminder of his reaction and how he shut me out made my heart twitched painfully under my ribs.Almost as if sensing where my thoughts were going, my mother tilted her head, taking her cup of coffee. "What about Nate? Have you managed to talk to him?""He's ignoring me.""I'm sure he's not." she retorted instead brushing my hair off my shoulder. "He must be occupied and concerned about your friend too. It must have slipped his mind. He'll get over it.""No, mom, he's ignoring me. Kimmy's mother's just told me they were there until the visiting hours ended and still he didn't answer me at all. In all night. And I've been texting and calling..." my a