I was beginning to think it would be impossible to work as a nurse. With each application that got declined, my faith weakened. I had enough money to cater for my needs for the next five months but I couldn't find joy around me.
I needed more to be happy, I needed my job back as a nurse. Apart from the fact I obviously loved working at the hospital, part of Father's incurred debt was due to catering for my schooling expenses so I couldn't let him down by just accepting menial jobs without seeking for more. Later that day, I was informed of a party happening in the evening. Before I could text Katrina with the intent of malingering, she beat me to the game. The thought of having to conquer another unknown experience made my heart beat faster and I had not fully recovered from my experience with Stefano. Heck, I didn't even want to think about what happened that night. A sigh escaped my lips as my fingers hovered on the screen of my phone. I decided against not viewing the message and continued sending in job applications. Then my phone rang, disrupting what I was doing. My eyes darted towards the caller ID, It was Katrina. I took a deep breath, faked a smile as though she could see me and then picked up the call. "Bella, hello." Katrina spoke, a background music filtering into the call. "I hope you're doing great, hi." I greeted, the music growing indistinct. "You didn't respond to my message, I figured you were busy. Do you by chance have a job elsewhere?" "Uhm..." I stuttered, thinking of the best response to provide. "No." "That makes you the most suitable candidate for this! Great great!" She said. My eyes burrowed, I wish I could understand why she was merry over my joblessness. Nonetheless, I didn't let my distaste seep into my tone. "Is there a reason you're this giddy, ma'am." "Oh yes," she answered. "You know the guy from the other day?" My heart picked up an irregular pace as my fingers became shaky on the phone. "Hmm..." I stuttered, adjusting the position of my phone —placing it in the small space between my shoulders and head. "Stefano?" I asked, as though I wasn't sure. "Mr Stefano, yes. He seems to have taken an interest in you which is quite strange so I'll advise you to bask in it." "Okay?" Anxiety rippled through me in waves, I needed to know where all these were heading to. "He has requested that you escort him to a party tomorrow and he's offering $2000 plus an all expense paid trip." "Wow." My lips quivered. I haven't left New York city in a long and without thinking, I knew I wouldn't let this offer pass me by. Firstly, any legal way to make money was very much appreciated by me at this point. "So what do you say?" She asked. "I am very much interested." I replied without hesitation. My stomach bubbling with excitement, aside from the money I would like to admit that I was a little too excited to see Stefano again regardless of how our last meeting ended. "Great, check your texts when the call ends." "Thank you!" "Bella darling, I should be thanking you, I can't explain but I should be thanking you." Katrina expressed as though she had won a lottery, and my lips stressed into a smile and then it occurred to me that she was definitely getting her share of her deals with Stefano and my lips thinned. "I have to prepare..." "Great, Mr Stefano doesn't like tardiness. Make sure you are on your best behaviour, Bella." Katrina advised and ended the call before I could say anything. I scanned through her texts and my eyes caught the location - Italy. My eyes blinked rapidly as if the letters would magically change and conjure into something else. I shared almost equal doses of bad and good memories there but overall it smelled like trouble with the circumstances which I left there. But I had nothing to worry about. I'd quickly serve as an escort and leave the moment the party ends with my cool cash. Or could it ever be more than that? I liked to have a clue of what could happen even though the universe always finds ways to shock me. Maybe I should have asked the kind of party and the kind of people that would be in attendance but I doubted Katrina would have a clue. I should just let things play out in its way instead of planning and then ending up in situations that would entirely throw me off guard. I skipped to my wardrobe and tossed a few necessities into a bag and crashed on the sofa, eagerly anticipating the next day before I drifted into sleep. - As my flight landed in Italy, an overwhelming sense of foreboding filled me. The beautiful environment did not do much in calming my nerves. I took instructions from Katrina because I didn't have direct communication with Stefano, I wondered why. Katrina had offered me that a man would be waiting for my arrival. As I stopped out the airplane, my foot dragged as I scanned for the man. As if on cue, as I rolled luggage with my one hand while the other hand was busy texting, a man appeared in front of me. "Welcome to Italy." An unmistakable familiar Italian voice greeted me. I swiftly raised my gaze. "Hi, Matteo." My lips stretched into a smile as he took off his glasses. "Nice to meet you again." He handed over my luggage and led me to a limousine. He offered to open the back seat door but I declined as I slided into the leather seat. The driver I had seen the other night drove off within seconds. "Stefano asked me to accompany Romeo to pick you because he wanted you to be comfortable." Mattoe explained with a small smile and I wondered if Stefano had told him our escapade that night. "Okay…" I responded. In the next few we drove in silence as beads of sweat pooled on my forehead due to my anxiety. I tried to focus on the tall buildings and fleet of cars that drove to and fro but my mind wouldn't stop wandering to different directions. Soon, the car halted in front of a tall steel gate. "We're here." Matteo said and my heart raced and as I came down from the car, I felt my legs wobble.Before I knew it, she broke into sob.I looked around just to check if anyone was watching us. I didn't want her to drag attention to our direction. I didn't have the strength to start explaining on why I was asking about Annabel. It was questionable because I didn't meet her here so anybody would want to know why I was curious about her and who had told me about her enough me to be curious.I shifted next to her and patted her back. “You see that's why we need to find out what exactly happened to her.”Suddenly Cassandra rose to her feet. “I can't handle it anymore, I missed my friends so bad.” Her voice was loud enough for everyone to hear and she got their attention. Everyone paused what they were doing and they glared towards our direction with confused expressions.“What's happening here?” Amelia's friend asked as she popped her chewing gun.“I don't know.” Amelia regarded Casandra with a look that seemed like she thought Cassandra was mad. “Why you suddenly talking about Annabel
The usual was yet to happen. We were all dressed waiting for madam livia to come inside and then do her usual picking but she was no where to be found. I waited anxiously, tapping my heels against the tiles. Soon, I glanced at the wallclock next to me. It was 9:30pm, she usually showed up by 9:00 on the dot so this was new for me.Cassandra walked closer to me and sat on bed. “Hey,” she greeted.I shifted on the bed, giving her more space to sit on.“Seems like you're avoiding me.” She said, her tiny voice touching my ears.“Am I?” I asked my eyes widened.She nodded, her face morphing into a sad expression.“I'm sorry you feel that way.” I apologized and the across the room, I caught Lisa's stern eyes watching me.I made a gesture of zipping my mouth with my hands before Casandra could notice what I was doing. Lisa nodded and walked away.“It's alright,” she nooded with a tight lipped smile. “So how are you prepared for tonight's activities.”“I am not doing anything much to prepare.
“We really don't have any choice.” I repeated and she frowned.“You're right but what is bad about a little girl that wants to hope?” She asked and shrugged.“Nothing.” I simply replied and she laughed. She was right. We had to keep our hopes alive, if we had no hope then we were as good as dead so therefore we must keep hopes alive so we may find a reason to keep going in this shitty place.We stayed together in silence for a little while and I decided to ask the question that has been on my lips for the longest while.“So how did you get here?” She looked at me and pressed her lips into a thin line. Then she stared straight ahead. Her silence unnerved me and I began to hope that I hadn't asked her anything in the first place.I cleared my throat. “Please pretend I never said anything. I'm sorry.” I apologized. I didn't want to ruin my friendship with her because I was being too nosy.She chuckled and waved a dismissive flick of her wrist. “I'll tell you.” She whispered while we sti
The next morning when I woke up, I acted like nothing had happened. And like I hadn't already looked for a way to escape this hell hole of a place. I did my normal activities as usual and rested on my bed while I was done. Since I didn't have a phone here, I just looked up at the wooden bunk as I tried to observe all its intricate carvings. It was fascinating and most importantly, well done. It occurred to me that I missed my phone. I had been talking about how much I had missed my family but now I missed my phone. I thought about Tomasso and how he was doing. I wondered if he had finally regain his memory. Maybe my absence would make him remember my presence in his life.“...you.” Lisa drew my attention from my thoughts as she laid on my bed.“How are you doing?” I asked, straightening my posture and laying my back on the phone.“Well what can I say?” She asked a rhetorical question. “Must be really tough huh?” I chuckled. “Being the only that takes orders from madam livia everytime
Bella hasn't been home in months. Her absence is loud so as the ache in my chest. I really wished I could have prevented her from not leaving the other night and as I continued to think of it, there wasn't much I could have done. Stefano is stubborn and she was the type to put her mind on something and have it done immediately and no matter how how I could have tried to stop her. I missed her so bad that it hurt me. This was the longest she had been far from me eversince we had gotten married. She was my other half, the bed felt too empty without her presnce, too wide and annoyingly big. I didn't need this much space to lie down. I couldn't even sleep. Each night I would imagine she was on the other side of the mind before I could sleep. Sometimes it worked, sometimes it felt like I was making a fool of myself. No imagination could fill the gap. It's either I had her or I didn't have her with me. Everything that we have done to search for her have proven to be futile. I was almost
For some reasons, I trusted him and believed that he was Saying the truth when he talked about saving me. My eyes lit up with joy but I tried not to act on it too much. “Thank you, I really appreciate.” I said to him and he nodded.“Yes we are doing this together and I would help you.” He assured me not my only concern was I didn't know if je should be the one assisting me with all of this seeing that he had romantic intentions towards me. I didn't want to make it look like I would hurt his feelings. Because once he helped me get out the door he would want to purse whatever romantic interest he had towards me and if he found out tha I had a husband he might be mad at me so I had tell him now… once and for all if he was going to do this for me, he should do it without expecting anything from me. That was that about that and that was it.“You seem like you have something to say to me.” He asked snd I shook my head.“Umm.” I stuttered. I shook my head. I couldn't blow up my chance of ge