Sierra’s POVBeing in the office again is strange. Familiar and foreign at the same time. My father has been roaming around, but I’ve avoided speaking to him whenever possible. He doesn’t have a place in my life anymore. Anytime he tried to make a personal comment about Flint or Lucas, I shut him out. We’re not friends, and we’re barely a family.I thought my mother might stop in to see me since she and my father are living together again. Lilly gave me the gossip about them when I checked in with her at Reception this week.My phone rings, and I glance at the call display. I break out in a grin as I prop it up and accept the FaceTime request. Flint and Lucas pop up on the screen. He has him supported with pillows, so it looks like they’re sitting side by side.“Happy Friday.” He smirks and checks his watch. “What, maybe four more hours until you achieve freedom from that place?”“Yes! We sign the papers at four thirty today to turn everything back over to my father and whoever he’s n
Flint’s POVDespite the twenty-four-hour security I’ve insisted on having here in Switzerland the last few weeks, I can’t escape this nagging sensation in my stomach, louder than a whisper, not quite a roar. That sixth sense has never steered me wrong when I’ve listened to it, and it’s going off like crazy.The stupid part about this unease is that it’s being overridden on a daily basis by an overwhelming satisfaction. Sierra has agreed to give her father one week in Chicago to get the business in order for the transition, and then she’s out—gone for good.Things have been ticking along in Switzerland for the last few weeks between me, Sierra, Lena, and Lucas. We’ve already paid for the renos to the property in Cape Verde, and Jay and his family are flying there this week to oversee the build. We greased some wheels and got approval to construct a hotel and casino on her waterfront property. It’ll be fucking glorious.Sometimes I wonder if that’s my problem. There isn’t something com
Sierra’s POVOnce, when we were in Ireland, he said that line reminded him of me. Sometimes his almost-degree in literature reaped surprising benefits. I haven’t heard those words in years, but those moments with him are my most vivid memories. Us at our happiest. Looking back, I don’t understand how I didn’t recognize his love. Blinded by youth and inexperience, I guess. His feelings are so clear now. Uncomplicated and perfect. My heart lodges in my throat.He frames my face with his hands before his lips find mine, and everything else fades away, becomes muted.“I’m so glad you’re here,” I whisper when I pull back, my free hand cradling the side of his face. “How did you find us?”“Tom had an old architectural drawing of the house in his front pocket. The kid”—Flint indicates the person at the top of the ladder—“dropped out of architectural school to take this job. He saw what I would have never seen.” A ghost of a smile flicks across his face. “Redeemed himself for being a piss-po
Sierra’s POV The room is pitch-black and soundproof. Whoever is out there must have cut the power to the house and disabled the backup generator. None of us know the target of this massacre. It could be me, Eric, my father, even Flint.Flint as the mark makes my stomach flip. Where’d he go and what’s he doing? Jay claims he doesn’t have any details either. His phone died about an hour ago, but we weren’t able to get a signal anyway. The panic room is built under the basement.With my gaze pinned to the ceiling, I hope no one with a gun discovers the trapdoor and concealed staircase in Lucas’s room. It’s a steep, winding decent meant only for one person at a time.Jay was almost too broad to make it. Even now, having navigated it, I can’t believe the passage exists. Who is up there? What do they want?How will we know when they’re gone?Lucas makes a snuffling noise and snuggles into my chest, trying to find food. Soon we’ll have to take a chance and leave. We can’t let him starve, an
Flint’s POVThe kid who has been driving me around Russia for the last several hours is greener than a hill in Ireland after excessive rains. There were a few times when I worried he’d piss his pants at some of the hotshots I met. People don’t mess around in Russian politics without consequences. Thanks to Hagen, I got facetime with important senior officials. Even if Hagen was a total dick on the phone, he gave me decent leads. Two favors to him is bad business, but I’ll deal with that when he tries to cash them.“Hey, kid.” I lean forward from the back seat to yell over the music he thinks keeps him calm.We’ve spent the day together, and I haven’t bothered to ask his name. There’s no spark of promise in him. The desire for this life is the money, not the danger, not the violence. He’s nothing like me.He turns the dial on the stereo, and his gaze catches mine in the rearview mirror.“We’re headed to the house. You got no reason to shit your pants, so keep the music low, will ya?”
Sierra’s POVEvery time the front door opened or a car door slammed, I couldn’t help peering out the window, staring at the entrance with raw longing. Eric only kept his distance until he realized Flint wasn’t anywhere in the house. A few times, Jay redirected a conversation or stepped in the path of Eric’s straying hands.In a moment of weakness, I texted Flint. That was hours ago. While the message has been delivered, it hasn’t been read. When I glance up from checking my phone again, my father is frowning. Eric is outside talking to a security guy about a video game they play in their free time. Occasionally, their voices drift through an open window. It’s almost midnight.When I stand up, tired from waiting, I tuck my phone into the back pocket of my jeans. “I’m going to bed.”My father rises and so does Jay.“I’m flying out in the morning,” Dad says. “It seems like Flint’s come to his senses and gave you and Eric time to work on being a family. I can see how hard this transition
Sierra’s POVI wake up to find Flint gone. At first, I panic and circled the bedroom, accounting for his things. Then I decided that maybe he didn’t return after he got himself a drink. It’s only eight in the morning. But that’s late for me. Yesterday was exhausting.After I’ve showered and dressed, but before I go downstairs, I creep down the hall to Lucas. In the rocking chair in the corner is Galina with Lucas, and she’s attempting to burp him.“Want to try?” she asks when she spots me hovering in the entryway.“Oh, um, yes.” I take the armchair next to the rocker. She passes him to me, and I mimic the movements I saw her doing. An awkward silence settles between us as I try to get a burp. After a deep breath, I say, “Is this your first time being a surrogate?”Her face fills with surprise. “No, my third. Eric picked me because he wanted someone with a record of success.” She hesitates and then says, “He said this was your last shot. None of the implantations in other surrogates to
Flint’s POVMy mind drifts to Hagen, but I don’t want to call that fucker again in Boston for another international favor. Still, if he can pull strings in Russia and at least make sure Sierra’s name is on the birth certificate, we might have a hope in hell of securing some sort of custody agreement. At the moment, we’re flying blind. Hagen might refer me back to Demid, and I can’t go to him with this problem. If the guy is like me, he’d murder Eric’s child in retaliation for Valeriya’s death. He wouldn’t think twice about the baby being biologically Sierra’s kid too. He didn’t seem that ruthless, but the last time I underestimated someone, I was shot up in a warehouse and almost bled out on the floor. That’s not happening again.“I’m tired,” Sierra says, against my chest.I lift her up in my arms and carry her to the bed, then slide her under the covers. She reaches for me, and I shake my head.“You’re not coming back to bed?” she says.“I’m going to grab a drink,” I say. “Get some
Flint’s POVBefore the door clicks closed, I’m striding over to the dresser where I stashed my gun. I check how many bullets I have. A full clip.Perfect. I only need one.“Flint,” Sierra says from the doorway.There are no words for the anger raging inside me right now. The warning in her voice is easy to ignore. He put his hands on her as though he was entitled to her body, as though she’s an object he can take and use as he likes. There is no fucking way I let that smug asshole get away with that.When I get to the door, she’s pressed against it.“Move.”“No.”“If I kill him, our problems go away.”“They don’t. And if you think about it, you’ll know why.”“I don’t fucking care. He’s not railroading you. He’s not forcing himself on you. None of that is happening—ever.”“I love you, Flint.” She molds herself to me.I close my eyes and try to block out the smell of her. When her hands slide around my waist and her ear is on my chest, I can’t hold onto my rage.“I love you.” Her voice i