~Kira~
I felt it on my cheek. The tingling pain that made my eyes water involuntarily. Before I could understand what had happened, I felt it again. My mate who was supposed to be my lifetime happiness had slapped me so hard that I was seeing stars.
“Jake…”
“What do you think you are? The moon goddess? The fact that you had the privilege to experience the pleasures from an alpha gives you no right to spew nonsense before me, mutt”
His right hand connected with my throat.”I could easily end your miserable life for the stupid, audacious attitude but that would be too generous of me”.
I thrashed wildly with my hands, trying to release his death grip from my throat. From the corner of my eye, I saw my best friend, Ella, smiling at the display with a victorious glint in her eyes. “Jake… P-please…. You’re hurting me”
He released his hand and pushed me to the floor. “The next time I hear such blasphemous thing from you again, I might be forced to kill you myself. Get out and don’t ever show your miserable face before me again”
Not recognizing the person in front of me anymore, I scurried away from him, not knowing how I can go about my life again with the stares that people gave me.
I ran out of the room into the woods. I could barely see because of the tears that flooded my eyes. I could not take this pain. I wanted to end it all. I wanted the pain to stop. I stopped just enough to catch my breath when I got to a cliff.
“Does he even care that I might be dying right now?” I asked myself, trying to find reasons why I should not go on with my plan.
“If he finds out that I died, will he be sad? For all I know, he might be jubilating at the idea that I left without causing any fuss. No. I will not waste my tears on someone who does not even care about me”.
I climbed to the edge of the cliff, ready to end my misery. I looked down and shivered. It will be a long fall but it will be a quick pain compared to what I am feeling right now. He wants me to disappear and that is what I am going to do.
I took another step, took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and then let myself go. Just before my body hit the wavy waters beneath me, I opened my eyes and saw the most beautiful emerald eyes I’ve ever seen in my life.
***
“How can she possibly be my mate”?
“Stop it Xeros. I barely know her. And look, she looks like a rogue wolf. What if she is dangerous? I only saved her because I couldn’t bear to see anyone take their life in such a manner”.
I stirred as the voice hit me. My eyes opened and I saw blurry images of grey walls. As my senses slowly returned, I found myself lying on a soft comfortable bed, in a room that is unfamiliar to me.
Where am I? Is this some kind of afterlife for dead omegas? I breathed in the sweet scent of lavender. If this was the afterlife, then I don’t mind staying in it forever. My eyes focused and fell on the most mesmerizing eyes ever. I recognized them. I recognized that voice. I finally realized that this was not the afterlife. I was in a strange room with perhaps the most mysteriously handsome stranger I had ever seen.
“You are awake”, the voice said again.
I turned my head to look at the face very well. How does someone look so much like an angel? Or is he? His artistically sculptured face made me want to never tear my eyes away from him. His eyes are something I can totally drown myself in without thinking twice. I watched as his brows furrowed while he examined my face.
I felt my weak mate jump ecstatically when his hands connected with my face. What! How did Keren suddenly become so energetic?
“Shush. You are really dumb Kira. This is our mate. We finally found our mate” My wolf said.
What did she mean by our mate? My mate had already rejected me. Jake rejected me. A tear fell from my eye as I relieved the memory all over again.
I struggled to recall how I had gotten here. I remembered the cliff and how I had tried to jump into the sea. Panic set in as I tried to sit up but strong hands gently pushed me back down.
“Don’t try to move. You need to rest” he told me in a deep reassuring voice. I noticed a strange tingling sensation wash over me as our eyes met. It was a feeling that I could not ignore but couldn’t quite put my finger on what exactly it was.
“Where am I? Why did you save me? I wanted to die” I asked, coughing weakly as I did so.
“Why did you try to kill yourself? Do you have any idea that suicide is a taboo with the moon goddess?” he asked
I laughed hysterically. “Moon goddess? You must be joking. Where was the moon goddess when everyone was pushing me to my death? Where was she when my m-“
I broke off in tears as I couldn’t continue anymore.
“Alpha, I think she is still in shock. It might be best to let her rest”, a woman said beside him.
Alpha? The handsome stranger is the Alpha? What pack is this? Are they going to use me as a slave? Is that why he saved me?
“Who are you?” I asked weakly.
“My name is Xavier and you are in my home. I am an alpha, one of the most powerful ones in existence and you, are my mate” he replied, his eyes never leaving mine.
A million and one questions ran through my mind as I slowly slipped back into darkness.
~Xavier~I watched her walk out of her room and towards me, looking so delicate and so fragile. Seeing her like that made me want to protect her and punish whoever had hurt her so bad that made her consider suicide.“Our mate is so beautiful. I want to claim her immediately” Xeros my wolf howled.I smiled. I knew what Xeros was trying to do. He doesn’t want this one to slip from his fingers again. “Kiss her”“What? No I won’t. That will only make her too uncomfortable”“Says who? She’s our mate. A kiss will only strengthen the bond between us. Just do it or I will take control and finish it on your behalf”I could feel Xeros becoming impatient. What was so important about this kiss anyway?“I can’t. She’ll think that I’m a pervert. She has been here for just two days and you already want me to jump on her? Nope, I won’t. I want to make each physical contact very memorable for her”I could have sworn that Xeros howled in laughter. “Don’t make her think that you’re impotent”“What?? I
~Kira~“Next time I will not hold myself back from taking you”Those words kept resounding in my head as he dropped his hands from my waist and walked away from me. I stood there, my heart pounding ferociously. My skin burned at the spot where he had touched. It wasn’t until the chirp of a bird sounded that I was able to come back in real-time.What the hell had just happened?My heart swooned as I recalled his naughty promise to me and I found myself stupidly giggling. That was the hottest thing that I’ve ever experienced from a man. My hand slid up to my shoulders and stayed there, a bright smile lighting up my face.“Our mate is soo hot, isn’t he? I wish that he had kissed you without thinking twice. You’re already falling for him, aren’t you?” Keren, my wolf said.I quickly dropped my hand and schooled my face into a stoic expression. “Falling for who? Someone I barely know? For god’s sake, Keren, it’s just been two days. That’s not enough time to fall in love with someone”“But h
~Kira~Okay, this was starting to get weird.Why is my body getting so hot? I could feel Keren’s discomfort as she roamed about in me, growling and demanding for her mate. I couldn’t pinpoint what was the issue. As my body got hotter, my breathing deepened and I started craving the touch of a man. Any man. It doesn’t matter if he was my mate or a random wolf.That desire scared me. But try as much as I could, I couldn’t control it. It was as if my whole body was on fire and only the touch of a man could quench that fire, especially the ones in between my legs. They cried for release as little as it could be.I didn’t understand what was happening. One minute, I was normal. Then the next minute I’m raving like a sex-starved nymphomaniac or an animal that is on heat.Hold on.Heat? On heat? Is that what is happening to me?Was that why my body was burning up?I didn’t understand the concept of being on heat except that I knew that it happens when a female werewolf desperately needs the
~Xavier~I lay beside her, watching her as she slept. All through that day till this morning, she had slept without even turning over. In fact, she could have been easily taken to be dead but the only thing that showed that she was still alive was her soft breathing and the way she occasionally sneezes.Once I was convinced that she was deep asleep, I’d gone on to take care of some other things in the pack. And also, because I just couldn't stand being that close to her. Not that she was irritating or something else. I knew that if I stayed close to her, especially with how her arousal harassed my sense of reasoning and clouded them up so badly, I would barely be able to control myself. In fact, the few minutes that I lay beside her then, trying to make sure that she was okay, all I could think about was slipping those damn clothes off her body, throwing her across my knees, and probably spanking those great-looking ass of hers until they turn pink and my fingerprints were enshrined
~Kira~“Who killed who?” I asked, looking at Xavier in confusion. “What’s happening here?”He didn’t answer. Just froze and kept staring at me like he was dumbfounded.Or had I been dreaming? I was sure that I heard him yell and say that he didn’t want to kill someone. I was very sure that it was his voice.“What do you mean? Did you have a nightmare?” he asked, coming over to look over me. He took my hand and checked for what I thought was my pulse. But it seemed funny to me because why would he be checking my pulse when I’m currently breathing? I thought that checking pulse was for unconscious people?Well, what do I know? I’m not even close to being a health practitioner so I guess that there are so many things that I don’t know. But that doesn’t leave him out either. He never mentioned him being a doctor. But I guess being an alpha has its perks.“Didn’t you just say something about killing people?”He paused for a moment as if he was considering what I’d just said. Then he burst
~Xavier~I stomped to the kitchen, hot flashes going through my mind. I’d almost lost it back there and marked her without her consent. I’m slowly starting to lose my hold and authority on my destructive wolf who wants to destroy everything. I couldn’t understand why my relationship with my wolf was different. We were supposed to be in sync and be in agreement at all times. But no. Xeros always wants to have his way at all times. When I got to the kitchen the head butler and the other staff there looked like they just saw a ghost. I couldn’t blame them. The last time that I came to the kitchen of my own accord was when she was still alive. I used to come every morning to make her pancakes and Bacon. It was her favorite food. But ever since she died, I’d just never bothered again. I mean, what was the need?“Alpha Xavier, you’re here. Do you need us to make something specific for you?” Sam, the head butler asked.I could see the other assistants cowering in a corner, avoiding my stare
~Kira~I almost choked. No, scratch that. I did choke on my food as I heard the insinuation of what he said. My face turned red as my airflow was restricted and the food got into somewhere that it wasn’t supposed to get in.Who would have thought that the tight-faced man that I saw on my first night here would be this open and flirty? One would almost think that he barely talks about anything.“Here; have some water” he calmly stretched a glass of water towards me as I fought for my life.Gratefully, I took the glass and downed it, then handed it back to him. My eyes were all teary and I suddenly felt embarrassed of what had happened.“Are you alright now?” he asked, looking at me with concern.I nodded briskly. “I’m sorry for the mess that I caused” In reply, he just took a napkin from the table and reached out towards me. Then he helped me dab my lips to remove any food particles that might have escaped during my coughing spree. I understand that it was meant to be a noble gestur
~Xavier~I knew that there would be nothing like a friendly conversation between me and that scum of the earth who had reduced my mate to this. All I wanted to do was to forget my fist on his nose and enjoy the cracking sound of the tissues in them as it breaks. Hell, I wanted to give him a neck twist too, but that would be too merciful.I haven’t gotten a hang of what he did to her, but I could bet my balls that it would be the same cliché rejection and betrayal. That stuff was becoming way too rampant in the werewolf community. I still didn’t understand why the fuck anyone would be with someone that they claim to love, only to reject them when they find out that the moon goddess has granted them an eternity together. Looking at her swaddled in my arms, and crying so pitifully, I wished there was a way for me to shield her from all the pains that she was feeling. I had this urge to protect her from every little thing or anyone that could hurt her. Including me.But we are supposed