When I opened the old creaky door all I see are mops, brooms, cloths, soap, and other cleaning supplies. I'm in a fake maid's closet, made for these secret tunnels the King has. Very peculiar, opening the door in front of me and I'm greeted by stares from young girls in their nightclothes.
From another point of view, I'm a girl who just walked out of a maid's closet, I can just hear the rumors spreading already. To add to my list of problems Mr. Anderson storms up to me and grabs me by the wrist. He angrily fumes me into his office, for such a short man he walks swiftly.
He sits down in his carved spruce wood chair. "Care to explain why your I.B went off?" He raises his brow at me, playing with his pen. I didn't say anything, I didn't know what to say. "And then you somehow deactivate it?" I must be looking like a cherry tomato.
"If I wasn't busy so with-" He stops himself before he goes on. "With?" I ask slyly, trying to lighten the mood. His cheeks flush as red as mine, "No one." He says with a sigh, trying to divert the subject but so was I. "So it was some?" He gives a defeated sigh seeing the determination in my eyes.
"If I tell you, you promise not to break the rules again?" He asks, his teacher tone coming back. I nod my head as I say, "Promise and I won't tell a soul." He takes a big gulp and starts his story. "We got married five years back. Today is our anniversary."He says as he fiddles with the wedding ring on his finger.
"Congratulations," I said with a caring smile and he gives me a quick "Thank you" back and then continues with his story. "They're my whole world, I don't know what I would do without them."
I then realize something, "Them?" I ask, trying not to be rude. "They're non-binary." He said with a proud smile. I smile back at him, "How come I haven't seen them around?" I inquire, "Children can be very judgemental." He told me simply, trying to finish the conversation.
I nod and give an accepting smile, "I won't break the rules again." He said a quick goodbye to me and then we both went our separate ways before tomorrow.
As I lay in my bed my eyes drift off and so does my mind. I can't stop thinking about Levi, his warm presence, his strong hands. Everything about him drew me to him and as I drift off to sleep I couldn't help but think to myself that I had a full conversation with the king of Northmere.
Waking up, the cold winter air biting the skin that isn't covered with a blanket. But I don't care, life's going up. Kathleen one, life null. I feel like a million dollars, with everything that happened yesterday. Unfortunately, I have a lot to do today and to my dismay, I can't lay in bed all day and daydream about next Tuesday.
Walking out of my room with my school uniform on, my books in a bag on my back, and a wide smile on my face I meet up with Edith outside my class.
"Why are you so overly joyous this morning?" She asks in her usual monotone voice as she walks forward, not even making eye contact. "Oh it's nothing that you should be concerned over," I say, my voice as dreamy as ever. She openly shrugs her shoulders and accepts the answer I supplied her with.
Anna walks up next to me, "Is it that boy that gave you that note?"She must have overheard our conversation or picked up with my dreamy state. I panic and quickly lie out the first thing on my mind "No, it is not a boy," I tell Anna and she whines in return. Clearly upset with the lack of love interests in my life.
I have two free periods today so I decided to go to the library to do some homework and write to my dear mother. She did say that she misses me a great deal in the last letter that she wrote but that she is doing just fine. Enjoying the free time that she does have.
Dear mother,
This school is massive! It's very overwhelming at first. My vocabulary has improved greatly. I'm trying my hardest to study and work and I have made some wonderful friends. Their names are Edith and Anna.
This school has a lot more rules than I am used to. They are extremely strict here and implement their rules with a bracelet they gave me. This bracelet called an infinite band, it sends an alert to a teacher when you break some of the most important rules.
Now I know the question on your mind. Have I met any boys? I mean this school does have a lot of handsome boys but none of them has really caught my eye. I am way too busy with my school work to focus on boys.
Other than that I'm doing spectacular! I have started orchestra practice and they do go quick. S to catch up I practiced alone with mister Anderson. He and I grew close really quickly, almost like the dad I never had.
I can not wait to see you again and I hope you are doing well.
With love
~KathleenI hope that puts her mind to rest on any boys, I do not wish to stop seeing Levi and that means that I can not get caught.
I really can't wait to see Levi again, to have his soothing voice ringing in my ears. Is this me being in love? Snap out of it woman! He's way too old for you, or is he? I still don't know how old he is, maybe he never--
A book caught my attention, its light blue, mint green, and white cover draw me to it. I go over and take the book out of the bookshelf. The title read as, "Doctor Miller's book of findings." I open at the index and the title, "Stutters" catches my eyes.
Opening to the correct page I skim through the texts. There are some absurd remedies, such as slicing the tongue in half, talking with pebbles in your mouth, or cutting the tongue shorter. I shuddered at the thought of the first and last one.
To my luck, there were some non-radical ways of solving the problem. The bell rang right as I found the book and so I took the book out. Quickly stuffing it in my bag and making my way to my next class.
The night rolled around. Cold air sweeping around my room, making the air frigid. Moonlight shining in through the window illuminating just enough that I did not need to light a candle to see.
My night clothing swaying around my hips as I walk over to my bed. Sliding in between the warm covers. A picture of Levi flashing through my mind once more before darkness consumes me.
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I would like to make a disclaimer, Levi is not a pedophile. For now, they are just friends.
The days went by excruciatingly slow, with nothing memorable happening but eventually, Thursday turned into Friday and in the blink of an eye, it was already Monday again. The weekend consisted of nothing but working and relaxing.Every now and then Anna and I would go out into the town square. Talk to some people who live in the castle and many other activities. Nothing out of the ordinary, not until Monday came again.The day Alexander told me to met him and my nerves are running up and down the walls. What if Levi told Alexander about what I did? He could expel me, where would I go to school then?The whole day my mind has been coming up with what-ifs and scenarios of what would happen. Not to mention, what am I going to tell my friends? My mind constantly being consumed by fake realities between me, Alexander, and my friends made the time fly by.I could tell them the truth, explain to them that I'll be meeting someone on the field but then they
It just past midnight, the grandfather clock chiming in the hallway. It rings once; twice; twelve times to signal midnight, which means it's Tuesday. The day that I finally get to see Levi again, my mind should be at ease but no.My brain races all over thinking of what he might be doing. If Alexander spoke to Levi, maybe he'll ban me from ever seeing him again.I'm tossing and turning, trying to find the right position to sleep in. Trying to get my body to succumb to exhaustion and just sleep.My whole body is tired, my eyelids droopy; my legs tired; my arms heavy, the only thing not tired is my mind. It moves at the speed of a racing horse, jumping from one thought to the next, making me crave the peacefulness sleep would provide even more.Hopefully, soon my mind will wear itself out, join my body in its hazy, sleepy state. Let the dark blanket of the night, hug me and comfort me into a deep sleep.That is what happened, at least I think s
1 September 1272 Tuesday:I open the door that I yearn to open each day but like last Tuesday, the room lacks a tall handsome figure. I walk forward, looking around trying to find Levi. Right as I was about to go to the far end door I found Levi the last time, the man I'm trying to find jumps in front of me and scares me. "Boo!" He yells, scaring me right out of my shoes."Levi! You scared me!" I yell, slapping his arm playfully, slightly gripping it for support as I calm down my speeding heart and catch my breath. He just continues laughing, gripping his stomach from the pain of so much snickering, I assume. Annoyed I scoff and make my way over to the coach. With a huff, I sit-down, and cross my arms, showing Levi my annoyance.He walks over to me, a troubled look on his face, and starts panicking. "I-I, I'm sorry, I didn't k-know you w-w-would get so scared." He says, his face showing
8 September 1272 TuesdayI tap nervously on my table, excited to see Levi. As soon as the bell rings and the teacher tells us goodbye, I make my way out of the room as quickly as I can. I then make my way to my room in just a few minutes.When I open my door I see the one and only King of the north, standing in a cloak holding an odd, brown, rectangular box. "M'lady," he says, bowing down to me. I giggle, closing the door behind me and saying to him in a fake powerful voice. "Sneaking into my room, I should have your head for that!" He fake gasped at my statement.We tried not to laugh as we looked at each other, seriously but we just can't help ourselves and burst out in laughter.Once we finished laughing Levi proceeds to say, "Anyway, I brought one of my f-favorite board games." He said but I stooped him by saying, "Ah ah, we gotta go through the techniques." Swaying my finger left and right.He sighs but then to my surpri
29 September 1272 TuesdayThis, the last semester is slowly coming to an end, which means if we're close to the end, it's exam time. Exam time means studying and a lot of it. It's been over two weeks, Levi has come to my room however I had to tell him to leave, unfortunately. Having to focus on studying.It broke my heart to see how excited he was and then to see him turn cold once I told him I needed some alone time. Today is different, today I have time. I open my room door, excited to see Levi but my heart sinks as he is nowhere to be found.Did he think that I don't want to spend time with him? That's not the case at all, I've just been busy. I won't let him think that I'll make sure he knows I care for him. After all, I still know about the tunnels, I know how to get to him.With firey determination, I open the tunnel door. Not even thinking about how he might scare me again but what I find in his room is almost worse, nothing. I find his usual
18 October 1272 TuesdayThese few weeks have been exhausting, we, at last, finished writing exams. However now you think, why have I been busy? We have a festival at the end of the year, to celebrate all our hard work... With more hard work.I take a sigh of relief as I sit down on my bed, getting a few moments to myself. Forbid that ever happens, I think to myself as a knock is heard on my door. I grunt as I stand up and make my way over to the door.Opening the door to a bored-looking Alex I just can't but giggle, "What's got you in such displeasure?" I ask with a grin, crossing my arms. He sighs pulling out his pocket watch, "The king has me organizing a lot of the festivities, along with running this academy. Quite a lot of work."I nod in agreement, "I know how you feel, I've been practicing so hard and helping with all the set-ups. Not to mention still having school work- I've completely forgotten to visit Levi." I said with a sigh.He raised
~10 YEARS LATER~<1280-05-29, Wednesday>Foggy darkness clouds my head, however here in the shadows of smoke and fog stands a tall silhouette. A crown silhouette can be seen atop the darkness's head, I walk closer to it, seeing it on a throne. Moving close enough, I behold that it is a man.I can't see his face, but I can tell that he is above handsome. I can hear his sobs, he's crying. I step back, why is he crying? I can feel cold, dark water seeps into my shoes. I look down and see the water rising, it only becomes more and more as the man's sobs become louder.A realization hits me, this water is his tears. I can't swim but the water doesn't know that, nor does it care. The man is also being lifted up by the water-er tears. I start reaching out to him, but all he does is continue to cry. I start thinking, maybe if I call out his name? I don't know his name though, I st
I sit atop my throne, the same one I spilled blood over all those years back, my crown sitting between my upper legs. I'm in the same room as all the other dreams I've been having.Anger; sadness; but most evident; betrayal burns deep in the back of my throat, such extreme emotions making smoke emerge from all around me. What would cause me to feel such passionate emotions? Why would these emotions cause smoke to appear? I hear footsteps, light, it's the girl, I try to look up, to see her but my body doesn't respond. I stifle a sigh, questions filling my mind, questions that don't have answers, these dreams bring unwanted emotions. Why do these simple nightmares make me feel like this?So lost in my thought, I don't see acknowledge the girl in front of me. She is yelling names but none of them is mine and no matter how hard I try I just can't stop the smoke, I can't stop, I can't stop. I hear cough