~Alyce/Faelyn~
I had showered and changed into my nicest outfit for dinner with Matheau and his parents. A pair of black yoga pants, a pleated lavender skirt, and an oversized black sweater. I even put on a pair of lavender ballet flats that Faith had given me last Christmas. I pulled part of my hair up, securing it with a simple silver colored barrette, leaving it to hang down my back in loose waves. I glanced briefly at myself in my mirror and then headed up into the kitchen and made a stack of sandwiches, which I then wrapped and put in the fridge for grab and go options. I was told to focus on the banquet and let the other Omega’s worry about cooking for the pack, but I still tried to do small things when I had the time. I knew most of the other Omegas were barely passable cooks. No one would die, or get sick, but it wasn’t great either.
Glancing at the clock on the wall and seeing it was a quarter after six, I headed out the back door to head to Matheau’s place. I knew he would come looking for me soon, *Ready Aramyth? This is likely to be the last birthday we spend with our family for a while. We should enjoy it.*
*I’m ready, Little One. Do not be sad. They will understand, and we will return for them. Let’s enjoy the time we have left with them before our journey truly begins.*
I smiled and nodded at her, heading over to the treeline that led to Matheau’s house. I laughed a little when I saw him coming towards me from the opposite direction, “Coming to make sure I hadn’t changed my mind?”
“Well, yeah… Kinda…” He gave me a sheepish grin and rubbed the back of his head a bit, “Mom wanted me to come get you, said she knows how you are.”
“I would never! Mom’s scary when she’s mad…” I put my hand on my chest like I was offended.
“Honestly, I think she just wanted me out of the house while she sets up. You know how she is.”
“She’s going overboard isn’t she?”
“You know she is.”
“Oh boy I’m gonna --” I stopped, Aramyth jumping around in my head trying to get my attention. I gave her a funny look in my head.
“Alyce… Are you ok?” Matheau asked, but I didn’t respond, too focused on Aramyth’s odd behavior.
*Our mate is near. I couldn’t help myself. Even I do not want our mate to be in this pack, but it’s different for us wolves. Our reactions are more instinctual, even primal at times.*
I paled instantly, *Are you sure Aramyth? Are you positive it’s our mate?*
*Yes, can’t you smell him?*
“No, no, no, no. This can’t be happening…” I meant to say it to Aramyth, but apparently I spoke out loud as I caught his scent. It was musky, like pine and fir. I felt Matheau grip my hands as I started to turn toward the scent.
“Alyce... ? Alyce! What’s wrong? You’re white as a ghost. I didn’t think your skin could get any paler.” Matheau said.
As soon as Matheau grabbed my hands, we heard an earth shaking growl, “MINE!” and Theo came running up the path, his eyes flickering between the amber eyes of his wolf and his normal hazel color.
Matheau didn’t hesitate to move me behind him as Theo charged us, then it dawned on him that the growl had come from Theo, “What? Oh… Oh!” He stood up straight and held his hands up to show Theo he was no longer touching me, “I’m sorry Theo, but I’m not going to let you get near her unless she says so.”
Another growl rumbled through Theo, “Move Matheau… Get away from my mate.”
“No can do buddy. Consider me her personal bubble bodyguard.”
“What?” Theo looked at Matheau like he was stupid, “That… That doesn’t even make any sense!” His Alpha aura was starting to seep out, and I could see it was visibly making Mat cringe to fight it, “NOW MOVE!”
*Faelyn! Get it together. Theo and Fjord will tear Matheau apart if you don’t do something.*
*Right, sorry. I know what I have to do, and I am so sorry Aramyth…* I heard her whimper in my head and nod, fighting her own mate pull with Fjord. I laid a hand on Mat’s shoulder, enticing another growl from Theo, “It’s ok Mattie, I can handle this. Go tell Faith and Jake I will be there shortly.”
Mat looked at me sideways, arching an eyebrow at me in question. I shooed him away and once I saw he was actually moving I turned my attention to Theo, “Listen Theo… I’m sorry…” I curled my fingers into a fist, squeezing until I felt my nails dig into my skin to help keep me grounded as I fought the pull of the mate bond.
He moved towards me, his voice husky as he neared me, “Sorry? Whatever are you sorry for? Do you know how long I have been waiting for you?”
“I know, which just makes me more sorry. You don’t deserve this, and I’m sure the Goddess will grant you a second chance.”
“A second chance? A second chance at what?” He lifted his hand to touch my face and I stepped back, not having realized how close he had actually gotten. Then his eyes widened when he realized what I was planning.
“I’m so sorry, but I can’t be your mate. I can’t stay here.” My voice was firm, showing the resolve I had in my decision, “I, Alyce Lilly, reject you Theo Marshall, as my future alpha and mate.”
Theo winced, as if anticipating the pain that should come with the rejection of a mate bond, but nothing happened and he grinned a little, “Apparently even the Goddess won’t let you leave me Alyce.”
*Your true name, little one, you must use your true name and title or it won’t work.* Aramyth whimpered at me.
*Well shit, I hadn’t wanted to let that slip, but I also need to end this quickly.* I huffed at her. I looked back at Theo and sighed, “I, Faelyn De’Lune, daughter of Alpha Liam De’Lune, reject you, Theo Marshall, as my mate and future Alpha.” I spit out as quickly as I could.
He gripped at his chest as the pain flowed through him. It seemed to bring some sense to his brain as he looked at me, sadness written all over his face as well as surprise at the realization of my true name and rank, “I, Theo Marshall, accept your rejection, Alyc-- er, Faelyn De’Lune, as my future Luna and my mate.”
I hit my knees as they buckled beneath me as the bond between us snapped. I whispered through the pain, “I’m sorry Theo. You were never mean to me, but you could have done something to stop it. I can’t accept someone who is too afraid to protect his people, no matter what or who it’s from.”
I saw his eyes glaze over and knew he was mind-linking someone, “I understand Alyce. It’s more complicated than that, but I do understand. I mind-linked Mat, he’s coming back to get you.” He helped me stand and whispered in my ear, “Your secret is safe with me, this protection I can give you.” He kissed my cheek, pain still evident in his eyes, and then turned, running into the woods, shifting mid air with a pain filled howl, and disappeared without looking back.
I thought I had been prepared to reject my mate if they were in this pack, but now that I had experienced it, I don’t think anyone could prepare for that. I was a little shaky, but I turned and headed towards Mats. I couldn’t tuck my tail and hide, no matter how much I wanted to right now. Time was running out and there were still many things to do.
~Matheau~
I had just about reached my house when Theo’s voice came through the mind-link, *Come get Alyce, she needs you right now. I will be gone when you get here, take care of her. And thank you.*
I was confused, take care of her? What had happened? And why was he thanking me? I didn’t waste time thinking about it too much, *I’m on my way.* I replied and turned around running back to where I had left them. I saw Alyce standing alone on the pathway and even from here I could see how tense she was.
I forced my legs to run faster, coming to a stop as I reached her. As I stopped and stood in front of her I brought my hands up to her cheeks and forced her to look at me, “Alyce, what happened. Are you ok? Did he hurt you?” I started checking her over for fresh injuries, and her neck for a mark.
“No, no, I’m ok.” She threw herself into my arms, hugging me like I was her only life line. I held her and stroked her hair, “I-I rejected him. I had to, I can’t be permanently tied to this pack… He accepted it.”
“Shhh, it’s ok Alyce, it’s ok.” I held her tightly for a few minutes and kissed the top of her head, “Well the Goddess got it half right, your mate is deliciously handsome, but that was all she got right.”
I felt her chest heave as she tried not to laugh, “Seriously Mattie?"
“Right, we don’t like him. We will not talk about his deliciousness.” I grinned at her and scooped her up, heading for my house. I felt her tuck her head into my shoulder and felt the silent tears she was shedding dampen the fabric of my shirt.
*Coming in hot, I’ll explain when we get there. No physical injuries, just emotional turmoil.* I sent through the mind-link to my mother. I picked up my pace, jogging to my house before someone could see or bother us.
My mother was standing in the window when we arrived and she opened the door letting us in. I headed straight for the chair and settled in with Alyce in my lap, stroking her hair again, “Hey, hey… It’s ok. He doesn’t deserve you anyway. No one in this pack does.” I kissed her forehead and looked over her head at my mother with a frown.
“Someone tell me what’s going on. What happened?” My mother spoke, frowning at us as she came over and knelt in front of us, looking up at Alyce, “Why are you crying my sweet girl?”
It was about that point my father walked in, “Who’s crying? Alyce? Do we need to kill someone?” He was attempting to lighten the mood, and only half joking. My parents really did think of Alyce as their daughter.
I opened my mouth to explain, but Alyce sat up and shook her head a bit looking at my parents.
~Alyce/Faelyn~ I cried into Mat’s shoulder the entire trip to his house. Contemplating the events that had just occurred. Why did this affect me so much? I had been through scenarios that were much, much worse and never cried or even made a peep.” *Because matters of the heart get to humans much more than physical things, and the mate bond is a very intense, sacred matter of the heart.* Aramyth whimpered. *It will get better, with time and distance.* *I know that logically, but nothing about me is very logical at the moment.* *It’s ok, Little One. I spoke to Fjord, his wolf, and I trust that our secret is safe wit
The last week leading up to the banquet was beyond busy. Mat kept me company as I prepped and cooked, even getting some of the other Omega’s to help us with storing the food and rotating dishes through the ovens. I still did every last bit of the cooking and most of the prep work, but it was nice to have some extra hands for the little stuff. The banquet was tomorrow night and some of the guest packs had started to arrive this afternoon. I avoided the guests as much as possible, glad that I wasn’t having to hide bruises while they were here. I also avoided Theo as much as possible. I would catch him looking at me from across the room on the rare occasion that our paths had to cross. The only upside to that was the fact that Jewel seemed to notice his attention towards me, no matter how brief, and the anger it instilled in her was oddly satisfying to me.
~Tristan~ The meeting with Alpha Andrew had been uncomfortable at best. We all know the rumors that surround this pack, even as secluded as our pack is, we still keep up with the outside world. We even have internet and cell phone service. Granted we had to pay to put in the lines and towers ourselves, but we have it. We live more simply than most packs, but we still run business and various trades to fund our pack. I listened absent mindedly as Victor and Titus spoke briefly before Victor wandered off to go find his room. I was a little envious of him right this moment. The girls in this pack had already been making eyes at me once they found out I was the Alpha’s son. Our pack members were mingling with theirs at the pack house, probably in the hopes of finding their mate, or in many cases just having some fun, but I wasn’t like that. I had watched too many of my friends sleep a
~Alyce/Faelyn~ *Beep.* *Beep.* *Beep.* The obnoxious echo of my alarm clock started invading the first peaceful sleep I’d had in a long time. Probably because it was such a short sleep. I reached over, smashing the buttons of the alarm clock, silencing it.My feet hitting the cold cement floor as I rubbed the sleep from my eyes got me moving. I didn’t waste any time as I slipped into a pair of leggings and an oversized t-shirt that came to my knees. I looked like hell, but it was by design. I wanted something easy to slip on after I shifted back. Slipping on a pair of black flats I ran my fingers through my hair and then piled it into a messy bun on the top of my head. Aramyth was prancing around in my head, *I can’t wait, Little One, as anxious as I am to run, I’m more anxious for you to realize just how special you are.*
Mat was laughing at me, “Just picture yourself in your human form, how you look, what it feels like and will your human form to return.” I nodded at him, and closed my eyes, picturing my human self. I felt my bones starting to snap and reform as my body went from Aramyth’s giant wolf to my tiny human self, *How do you even fit? You’re ginormous compared to me!* I teased her. *I’ll admit it’s a tight fit, bit uncomfortable.* she teased back. I rolled my eyes at her and looked at Mat, “Give me your shirt Mattie.” He didn’t hesitate, pulling his shirt off and handing it to me. I slipped it on and smiled at them all, “We should head back before anyone realizes we’re missing. Is everything set for tomorrow?”
~Alyce/Faelyn~ I looked over my shoulder at Victor and shook my head, “No thank you Delta, I’m quite adept at this. Been doing it half my life.” “Seems like a young age to start kitchen work. You can’t be more than what? 19, maybe 20?” “Maybe, but when you’re taken in as an orphan you do what you’re told, when you’re told and are thankful to not be a rogue. I’m 18 as of yesterday.” I knew I was probably giving him more information than I should, but for some reason I found him easy to talk to, like an Uncle I never had. Plus I would be gone soon and it wouldn’t matter. “Well happy birthday, albeit a bit belated. This pack doesn’t do birthday celebrations?” “Thank you, and no, not for Omegas. Sometimes the Omega’s families will hold a small on
~Alyce/Faelyn~ I stepped up beside Mat, greeting them all and apologizing for my reaction. I was still processing it all, but I could, at the very least, be polite. They were guests and had done nothing wrong. I looked up at them all, “Breakfast is getting cold, you all should eat, and Miss Kami has been waiting far too long for some coffee.” I looked at Mat, “You should stay for breakfast too. Thank you for coming when I called.” I murmured and leaned up to kiss his cheek, which elicited a growl from Tristan. I spun on my heel and narrowed my eyes at him, moving from Mat to thrust my finger up into Tristan’s chest, “Listen here, you will not growl at him. If you hope to have any chance of me even considering this mate bond you will behave!” I could feel my alpha aura starting to leak out and quickly reigned it in. That was odd, I’d never had a hard time keeping my aura under wrap
~Alyce/Faelyn~ I hadn’t put up a fight when Mat pushed me to Tristan, too in shock that Andrew would threaten Mat like that. It wasn’t until I felt the tingles running through my arm when he grabbed me and pulled me behind him that I came back to my senses. I heard Theo’s swallowed growl and gave him a funny look, he gave me an apologetic look in return. He must still be feeling the bond even if faintly. I suspect the only reason I wasn’t is because Tristan had found me. I was still trying to wrap my brain around that. Second chance mates were rare and it was unheard of for the person who initiated the rejection to have one. I shouldn’t have one, I rejected Theo. Was it because the Moon Goddess understood that I couldn't love someone who had let my abuse go on, even if he didn’t have a hand in it. I watched as Victor stepped up